lonely three people

In August, carrying a camouflage backpack, I started the journey alone with a touch of ease and a smile.

My father was in good health, he was free from work and had a lot of free time, and it was another birthday, so he was living his life alone.

In my opinion, a person's itinerary should take a green leather train with windows open, sit at the head of the window and lean against the curtains to blow the wind, think about things in a daze, and let yourself go.

I want to go to city C first, a city with trees and fir trees, a city known as the city of spring.No one knows I'm here, and they won't buy city c travel guides or maps, just walk around casually, look at the streets and trees, and taste the snacks on the roadside.My head is very empty, I promise I am not thinking about anyone or anything, there is a Toyota car parked beside me, but I suddenly stop and stare at it, this car is the same as Mu Shan’s car, but it’s a pity that the person who got out of the car was a man in his twenties The boy ran to the passenger side to pick up a girl who was dressed in a foreign style. The two left talking and laughing. When people met at the beginning, it was fate, but if they missed it, they would be forever destined.I stopped a taxi to the train station and boarded the green leather train again.

City Q, He Township, once again set foot on the small island that is said to be inhabited by red-crowned cranes. I traveled through the whole day with the desolate drizzle and still did not see red-crowned cranes, but I did not feel disappointed, because I did not repay Come with hope.It's just that I wonder if Cheng Yang, who was born and bred, has ever seen the red-crowned cranes in his hometown.The rumbling ship took me back to the urban area, and I took the slow train again.

There is such a distance, it is a person.With such a trip, I don't know where to go.There is such a feeling called aimlessness...

I lived very cool throughout the summer, and I didn't feel hot and dry. Maybe the old saying goes well: when the mind is calm, it is naturally cool.

I like quieter and calmer more and more, and sometimes I laugh at myself on the road of seeking immortality!I live a tepid life, live a life that is endless, do I live to wait for a miracle or do I live just to wait for a miracle? , like a plant without consciousness, only knows how to breathe.

The only chance to get out of the house to participate in an activity is when Qiang Zai organized a mountain rafting, but because of Qiang Zai's late arrival, a group of people failed to catch the tour bus.In the midst of the complaints, everyone dispersed. I saw Diss, and after a few simple greetings, they also left.

The monkey came to me once and invited me to have a big meal. The reason was that his wife was pregnant and he appointed me as the future godfather of the little monkey.Before I was happy for a few days, Houzi called and said that my godson was gone and his wife had a miscarriage.

On November 2012, 11, the legendary Singles' Day, the strange thing is that this day is also Qiangzai's birthday, and Qiangzai's wide network must have made another round.

More than a dozen people, tall, short, fat, and thin, celebrated Singles' Day with the excuse of celebrating Qiang Zai's birthday.

A table of people of different age groups and various professions gathered together, and the topic was always inseparable from the things in the circle. On the one hand, they lamented that they couldn't find a suitable bf, and on the other hand, they shouted "I'm happy today" and "Bachelor" The most chic" pushing cups and changing cups, and talking and drinking can make me cry. Looking at everyone's expressions and listening to their words, I know that there are people who have had it before, and everyone has it. A name is a story, and there is a nickname called Tangle.When the experience is enough and you are not entangled, then the past will only be regarded as a story.

After drinking for three rounds, Qiang Zai stood up with a ruddy face and raised his glass. He looked like a leader speaking. What I never expected was that I was confessed. The strong and powerful words under the eyes of everyone caught me off guard. I never thought that Qiang Aberdeen will be like this, and the words are spoken through his big tongue neatly, obviously such a play has been prepared for a long time.

A group of people yelled wildly, some clapped their hands and some knocked their cups on the table, how loud they wanted to be, Qiang Zai was waiting for my answer, and everyone at the table was waiting for my answer.

I refused, everyone was silent, Qiangzai kept holding the wine glass in a daze.

It's embarrassing and guilty, but I know in my heart that Qiang Zai will not be my other half. Although he is good everywhere, he is not the right person for me. I treat him as my younger brother. I feel sorry for him and love him. I can take care of him and protect him. He, but, after all, he is not suitable to be my other half.

To ease the embarrassment someone immediately suggested playing a game.

There is a game of passing tissues by mouth, which is to suck the tissue on the mouth with the mouth inhalation, and then hand it to the next person, and the next person should also pick it up by inhalation.

I don't know how to deal with Qiang Zai. It's good for them to play games to distract attention.And no one would stop me when I got up and walked away. Diss followed me out.

Smoking in the bathroom, Diss didn't dwell on the matter just now, he deliberately changed the subject and asked me: "Don't you like playing games... That game is really naive haha."

That game is not new at all. Cheng Yang and I have played it a long time ago, "I don't want to hurt Qiangzai, he has been wronged enough..." Maybe after today's incident, there will be peace between Qiangzai and me. It's hard to say that you can't keep the friendship.

"It's the best result if you can say it directly. It's better than being hesitant. The more embarrassed you are, the deeper the harm you will be." Diss and I are leaning against the same wall, so we can pass The large mirror of the washstand opposite saw him talking.

"Since I was young, I have been very good at multiple-choice questions, but the questions always give me two completely different options, A and B, and I would rather leave the questions empty and not choose."

"Isn't that why you can't get points?" Diess said.

"Well, there must be no points for empty options, and it's no different from doing something wrong." Pressing the cigarette butt into the trash can, turning on the faucet and being scalded by the sudden hot water, he quickly withdrew his hand.

A big hand quickly pressed on the faucet and turned off the water. "Is it because you are afraid of choosing the wrong one?"

So far I have no answer to Mu Shan and Cheng Yang’s question, even though they are already... I still don’t know the choice in my heart. I don’t know if I’m lucky or unlucky.” It’s clearly written on the faucet (Be careful of hot hands) I’m stupid.

"Have you tried it once, maybe it's right! Just fill it in, rely on your intuition, A or B."

"I'm afraid of being wrong and I don't like to do things I'm not sure about." Walking to the dryer, I don't plan to dwell on boring topics anymore.

"Don't go yet." Diss stopped me, "Can you talk to me about the time for another cigarette? Their game should not be over yet." Diss handed me another cigarette.

Now that he said so, I lit a second cigarette, whether I smoke it or not.

"I want to do option B today..." Diss also lit his second cigarette, took a puff and continued: "Would you like to try it with me? Direction"

Is this the second confession that came out of nowhere today!I was in a mess, and I could barely hold the cigarette in my hand. "Don't be kidding, what happened just now hasn't been over yet."

"Qiang Boy is A, you rejected A, would you like to bet on B now?" Diss said and walked near the sink, "Try it? Don't be afraid."

We looked at each other through the mirror, he was smiling, very relaxed, "Aren't you afraid that I will reject you like I rejected Qiangzi?"

"I asked you to come here and test whether the water is still hot. I also want to wash my hands." Diss said with a smile, "As for the issue of being together, I'm not afraid. I have a lot of reasons to convince you to agree."

"I don't need to say a lot of your reasons for convincing me now, because it's time for a cigarette." Put the cigarette under the faucet, and the gentle water extinguished the smoke and wet my fingers. "The water temperature is just right, you slow down Let's wash it slowly." I threw away the cigarette butt and I turned around and left.

"Are you refusing?" Diss asked behind him.

"I agree, but you owe me a lot of reasons to talk about it later." I don't want to be a person who hesitates anymore. I choose when it's time to choose. Even if I make a mistake, I can still bear it, and I can make it right.

When I got out of the bathroom, I almost bumped into the person standing at the door, and I saw that it was Qiangzi.