lonely three people

Accompanied Cheng Yang to walk around the campus of KJ University, the campus bathing pool where you can take a bath for a few cents, and the familiar "Band of Brothers" Internet cafe.Every time Cheng Yang goes to class, I go to the basketball court to find someone to play basketball and wait for him. After class, he will come to me in every basketball court, because as long as I play basketball, I can’t hear incoming calls from my mobile phone, and I have no sense of time, so Often before Cheng Yang found me, he would go to the next class, so Cheng Yang often played with me.Now that I think about it, I often leave the court tired like a dog after playing basketball, only to notice that Cheng Yang is waiting by the side with a sports drink. In my life, there is someone who is willing to wait for me by the side of the court silently. This should be a good time Alright.

Dinner is eaten in the second cafeteria of KJ University. In the water bar opposite the escalator, the soda is still sold by the smiling little girl. The price of chicken drumstick rice has not changed since two years ago.Variety shows are playing on the high-hanging TV in the cafeteria. Think about it a long time ago, Cheng Yang and I watched the whole show in front of this TV (I am a special soldier), order two meals a day, and stay in the cafeteria on time In front of the TV, I always take advantage of Cheng Yang's concentration on watching TV and throw fat into his meal...

Cheng Yang took me to the westernmost wall of KJ University. He asked me to climb over the wall. He said that he had climbed the wall countless times but it was still very difficult every time. He asked me to try the feeling of climbing over the wall.From the first time he climbed over the wall to find me in a small hotel, and then climbed over the wall every night to return to our home, the height of the wall is what he is most familiar with during his years of college life.

There are still no students around the artificial lake, not to mention that the school has not added water to the artificial lake this season, and there are no nearby scenery to watch.But Cheng Yang and I still walked over and sat down on the slope by the lake.If our relationship is a story, then this lakeside slope is where our relationship begins.

That summer, we lay down by the lake to take a nap together, drew the lake in our own eyes together, and played the game of "flying planes" with Cheng Yang's notebook.At that time, the sky was blue, the sun was warm, the lake water was a little fishy but cool, the heart was comfortable, the people were at ease, we were looking forward to every day, every day together with a smile , In the blink of an eye, three or two years have passed. Although they are still looking at each other with a smile, they find that they seem to be even less able to see and understand each other.

Standing by the lake, you can see the beautiful and artistic cable-stayed bridge from a distance, and you can see the bustling night scene of H City on the other side of the river. Our home, supermarkets, amusement parks, and Starbucks are located in the flashy and brightly lit area. ...but no stars.

Instead of taking a taxi to leave KJ University, he chose to wait for the overnight sightseeing bus, which was requested by Cheng Yang.

There is only one night sightseeing bus for a long time, and there may be no one on the bus except the driver. This is very similar to the plot in a horror movie. Few people will really take this kind of bus as a sightseeing bus. It is late and slow. It was deserted and took a detour, wishing to run around the entire city and suburbs, not to mention that City H is not a city with nightlife.

Sitting in the back seat of the car with Cheng Yang, I kept staring at the back of the driver's head, wondering if the driver would suddenly turn around and face us with a faceless face... In fact, when I got into the car, I clearly I can see the driver's face clearly, but I still think about it. I want to tell Cheng Yang what I think, and scare him.Cheng Yang held my hand, but his head was looking out of the window, very focused and distracted, I don't know what is going on in his mind, I don't think it should disturb him.

After a long time, Cheng Yang leaned his head on my shoulder, still facing the window.

I asked him: "Sleepy?"

Cheng Yang moved his head slightly, which meant he was not sleepy.

"Is that tired?" After all, I have traveled a lot today.

"Well, a little" Cheng Yang agreed in a low voice, it seemed that he was really exhausted.

"I'll be home in a while." Today, Cheng Yang doesn't have to stay at school to revise his thesis. I'm very happy that I can go home and live here.

"Come home and make me something to eat?"

Didn't you have dinner already? "Are you hungry again? Get out of the car later, let's buy something to eat before going home."

Cheng Yang moved his head slightly again, "No, just make me some, I just want to know what the food you make tastes like."

"Oh, okay, since you are so elegant and not afraid of sacrifice... May I ask whether you eat Chen's boiled instant noodles or Chen's egg fried rice?" Cooking is my Achilles' heel, and I am born without talent.

"It's all right." After saying that, Cheng Yang closed his eyes. Walking for a day must be too much for him, a lazy guy who doesn't usually exercise, and finally couldn't hold on and wanted to fall asleep.

I cut the diced carrots and cucumbers very carefully, and fried the rice in a hurry. I was so devastated that I forgot to put the eggs in the fried rice with eggs.I tasted it first, it was far from what Cheng Yang made before, I was very embarrassed to find a package of small pickles and gave it to Cheng Yang, because I was really afraid that Cheng Yang would not be able to swallow my fried rice...

I used to come to pick up Cheng Yang's leftovers to eat, but tonight I really couldn't swallow the fried rice I made by myself, all of them were wiped out by Cheng Yang, I asked him if it was delicious, he just smiled silly and helpless.

There are no online games, and no other entertainment, but no one complains that they are bored. The two of them lay on the bed early and chatted without saying a word...

Cheng Yang must hold hands with me, no matter how he turns over, he can always hold hands. He always says that my singing is ugly but always asks me to hum to him.

Relaxed for the first time in months, today Cheng Yang is finally lying next to me again, even if I can’t see it with my eyes closed, I know that the hands are together, he is by my side, I can sleep peacefully for a while I feel it.

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Dreamless sleep is very sweet, but I always wake up, I am afraid that when I open my eyes, I will find that I am alone at home again, but the person next to the pillow is not there, and when I wake up, I will find that Cheng Yang is looking at me "What are you looking at?"

"Look at how you sleep." Cheng Yang shared a pillow with me and kissed me.

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"Why haven't you slept yet! What time is it?" Cheng Yang opened his eyes again and was still looking at me.

"You just snored, go to sleep, it's still early"

I found that the two people's hands were still holding each other, and I covered Cheng Yang's eyes with the other hand, "Don't look at me, sleep with me, close your eyes." When I took my hand away, Cheng Yang had already closed his eyes obediently After half a minute, Cheng Yang opened his eyes again, and I smiled.

"I'm not sleepy, I just want to watch you sleep"

I'm not in charge of Cheng Yang, I wrapped my arms around Cheng Yang's waist and continued to sleep.

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I don't know how many times I woke up in a daze, but every time I found Cheng Yang staring at me with wide eyes, "Husband sleep, I'm here" "I love you" "Don't worry, sleep, you are too tired Already"... I can always hear Cheng Yang whispering to me beside my pillow.

After that, I didn't open my eyes anymore, because as long as I moved my fingers, I knew that I was still led by Cheng Yang, and he was still there.

There was a feeling from my fingers, Cheng Yang was rubbing my hands, very careful not to wake me up.It may have been morning, and there was a faint light through the pale curtains.I was still woken up by Cheng Yang, "Have you not slept?"

"My husband, I love you, do you know that?"

I found out that Cheng Yang was crying, and the pillow was wet with tears, "Don't cry, don't cry" and pressed Cheng Yang to my chest, it was really distressing.

"I really miss you, I want to hold hands with you for the rest of my life, and now I understand that holding hands with you is very precious to me"

He stroked the back of Cheng Yang's head with his hand, "I wronged you before, and you look like a doormat, just obey me and sleep."

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Gradually, he stopped crying, and the room became quiet again. We hugged each other and I fell asleep stickily.