lonely three people

Loneliness is getting more and more, interest is getting less and less, when the night is getting longer and longer, don’t ask me if I’m doing well, maybe I’m not as strong as I imagined.

Pick up a pen and write down everything is Cheng Yang's name, random songs always have the same lyrics as we have experienced, just disappearing for a few days, but every day seems like a year.I write blogs every day, and I often post a few sad news, but I don’t care whether anyone leaves a message.

Youth, no matter how you live it, be it rigorous, crazy, serious or casual, it will be messed up anyway.

The monkey would come home as soon as he got off work, carrying food and a few packs of cigarettes, and scolded me as before, saying that I was not sunny, that I was living a miserable life, and then ate and ate with me. I go for a walk in the street.

Monkey registered an account for me on Literary Network and asked me to write martial arts novels. He said that he has always been my big fan.After resting for a week, I went to the company to report and applied for an overtime job with the leader. In the future, besides the working hours, I will have to do another overtime job. Making money is one aspect, and the other is to hope that I have something to do Something to do, something to distract yourself from.

This is a busy day, but I still think of things that I can't let go of when I take a break from my busy schedule.

I have two treasures, one is a mobile phone that will never receive messages from Cheng Yang, I will check it often and shake the signal of the mobile phone.The other is the computer. The monkey will not be with me all the time, and I have something to say to him. I can only write news, complain and vomit bitterness to the virtual network from time to time.

2011.12.25 Today is sadder than I imagined, because I saw what I shouldn't see, I used to pretend not to see it, but now I can't, it's extremely uncomfortable, I fell in love with him, so I care.

2011.12.25 How can it be as expected, but please be worthy of my heart.

2011.12.26 I couldn't find any sad icons.

2011.12.27 Allow yourself to be depressed for another day, just one day.

2011.12.27 Write his name on the cigarette and inhale it into my lungs, because I want him to stay closest to my heart.

2011.12.28 holding photos every day, nothing is more interesting than him.

2011.12.29 Unseen pain.

2011.12.31 Am I really too stubborn!I couldn't sleep for most of the night, how to get out of this haze.

Monkey message: time will change everything, I believe that one day you will be as free and easy as me.

Reply: Dead monkey, you know a fart, haha.

2012.01.01 I don't know if he will understand, but in short, he is happy.

2012.01.02 think about it.

2012.01.03 Not holding hands, silently loving.

2012.01.04 Another day has passed, I can wait for a long time...but what am I waiting for?

Monkey left a message: No matter how good your physique is, if you survive for ten days and half a month, you will fall down. Just wait, dinner is coming.

2012.01.05 There is a book that says, don't be sad, don't force, if there is fate and love, they will be together sooner or later.

Director Li left a message: If you have time to study the Karma Sutra of the Three Worlds at home, it is better to go back to the company and write materials immediately.

Reply: (sweating expression)

2012.01.07 Figured out some things, he is very proud, but he is tender in front of me.

2012.01.08——14th Send a tired expression every day.

2012.01.15 Forget someone, wait for someone.

Monkey left a message: There will always be someone who will take you out of the darkness, brother, I will be with you until then.

2012.01.16 No matter how much Coke I drink, I can't pee lonely.

2012.01.17 When I recalled, I realized that I owed him too much.

2012.01.21 System problem, your wish in the Year of the Dragon is: no wish... the only regret is that person.

2012.01.23 System problem, your wish for the Year of the Dragon is: Chinese New Year, I am 26 years old, he should be 24 years old.

Monkey message: The system asks you to fill in your wish, are you stupid?

2012.01.29 For the five words "specially able to endure hardship", he can only do the first four words...I miss him.

2012.02.02 "L" for listening, "O" for gratitude, "V" for respect, and "E" for tolerance.

2012.02.05 Only by letting him have love can I feel at ease.

Monkey left a message: How do you say that sentence; if you are well, it will be sunny.

2012.02.08 I think you can eat just one of the chocolates you gave me, it's almost gone.In fact, it's all expired.

2012.02.09 Broken arm, I believe there is still a pair of dream wings.

Monkey message: broken arm?Broken back?

Reply: Get out.

2012.02.11 Beauty is far away, lovesickness is bitter.It's hard to pay for several wishes.Ten years of love and a hundred years of love, I can't bear to miss it without cutting it off.You can't walk the distance forward, and you can't go back to the memory.I'm still waiting for you at the same place, but you have forgotten that you have ever been here.

Monkey message: If you love someone who doesn't respond, instead of begging for love, it's better to walk away proudly, at least gain dignity.

Director Li left a message: Two pseudo-literary youths groaning without illness... a poetry competition!

2012.02.16 Stuffy, wronged, unable to speak, unable to shout, want to cry but no tears.

2012.02.17 In fact, there are still many good men, the world is vast, maybe your next man will come soon, I hope you are happy, forget the one that hurt you.

2012.02.18 Dutiful love has become a real blessing.

2012.02.20 I always wanted to be my bride, but I couldn't bring her into the church.

The monkey replied: You go to heaven, crazy.

2012.02.22 I don't have the courage to make a phone call, and I don't have the courage to carry on love.

2012.02.23 I didn't have a chance to say a lot of things, so I didn't grasp it well!Am I wrong?

2012.02.24 The easiest to remember, the hardest to forget, the most afraid of losing, the first companionship, the last need, the furthest distance, the closest heart.

2012.02.25 is the 25th again, two months, how is it?Once was really the most beautiful, I was thinking of you, because the most precious.

2012.02.26 There is love and infatuation in life, and this hatred has nothing to do with the wind and the moon.

Fortunately for me, my life is lost. We are destined to be just passers-by in each other's lives.

Only Dukang can relieve worries.

Monkey message: Do you drink?wait for me.