lonely three people

When I opened my eyes again and woke up, it was because of the slight pain from my back, the light was still on in the room, and it was still dark outside the balcony, and Cheng Yang was sitting beside me.

I guess the injury on my back is serious, now I can’t move, my whole back hurts when I move a little bit, I’m lying on my stomach, there’s a cool feeling coming from my back, Cheng Yang will apply medicine to me again, not with cotton swabs , Maybe the area is too large or it is more convenient to use by hand.

"Wake up, did I hurt you?" Cheng Yang took a glass bottle and poured the medicine into the palm of the other hand.

With a wave of my hand, my shoulder hurts, but I managed to knock out the glass medicine bottle in Cheng Yang's hand, knocking it on the metal chair leg, and the bottle shattered and "rolled" on the ground

Cheng Yang looked at me, didn't say anything, and wanted to rub a little potion in his palm on my back.

"Get out, you don't need to worry about death, let alone..." I suddenly felt that I didn't even want to talk nonsense with Cheng Yang.

Cheng Yang still didn't talk to me, he looked at me with his swollen eyes, helped his glasses, turned around and bent down to pick up the glass shards on the ground, there are sweeping and rubbing tools and so on, just for me to play , I definitely won't say; you should be careful if you scratch your hand.

"Fortunately, I bought two bottles..." Cheng Yang went out to throw out the trash.

"What about him?"

"Brother Mu Shan! It's next door, asleep." Cheng Yang's voice came from the kitchen.

After Cheng Yang came back, he sat next to me again, looking at my face and my back, I was too lazy to pay attention to him, turned my head and closed my eyes and fell asleep in a daze.

"I like you very much... Especially the veterinarian is full of praise for you... In the beginning, the two cars were really unwilling to take me, but the driver of the third car agreed, but I suddenly saw you, and you were sitting in front of the hotel... I told the driver that I would not leave and I was called crazy... I don’t know if you are waiting for me, but I still refused all the cars that offered to take me, and the ridiculous thing is that I have to pretend that I can’t get a car..."

What is Cheng Yang muttering next to me? It's from the day we met!The back of my head was facing him, and he had no idea that he had woken me up muttering, even though the voice was very small as if he was talking to himself.

"I dare not tell you, you love to be angry, and you will be angry with me if you know... I know you have someone you love, but I just told myself to be ordinary friends with you, but I didn't hold on for a day, so I couldn't wait to kill you." I gave it to you myself, do you know that you are so similar to Wenbo, Wenbo is my ex-boyfriend, we went to middle school together, after that I came to kj university in h city, he went to Shanghai, you said Shanghai is really good Oh, you definitely don’t like me mentioning Wenbo, just like I don’t like you mentioning Mushan. don't hate me..."

"Gudong Gudong" Cheng Yang's voice of drinking water, "I'm very jealous. Although you usually accompany me, you don't like to talk. Only when I make a fool of myself can I get your smiling face. I say ten sentences and you answer me with one word... Mushan can argue with you boldly, even call your mother in the middle of the night, if it were me, you would scold me, or even slap me and make me cry... I finally saw Mushan last night, I understand a little Why do you like him so much, the way you look at each other, the way you talk and chat, the tacit understanding when you do things, everything, every little bit makes me ashamed, I even feel that I should quit , I feel like a fool, especially in the way... But I will not give up on you, I am sure, I will continue to love you for Mushan, and you, I knew when I saw you, God returned Wenbo Give it to me, it means giving back love to me. I want to fight for it. Is it wrong to fight for love? Why can’t you tell me if you like it? Now, I just want to occupy the position, and then slowly wait for you to fall in love with me... You are so angry about this matter, you probably won’t forgive me, but now you don’t have the strength to get up and drive me away, I will Stay with you, didn't you say that you let me rely on you..."

Two days later, Cheng Yang gave me a small box, which was left by Mu Shan. That night, Mu Shan went out after Cheng Yang bought the medicine, and came back when I was sleeping in the morning to give the box to me. He left again and never came back, Cheng Yang knew he couldn't hide it from me for too long.

It is a new mobile phone, similar to the one Mushan gave me before, and I guess the original one is no longer available.

Watching Cheng Yang install the SIM card in my mobile phone, turn it on for testing, everything is in order, and put the new mobile phone next to my pillow.

"Dudu" broke into several messages when it was turned on. I didn't do anything, but Cheng Yang picked it up and looked at it. "Let me help you read it."

Nodding his head, it was tacit consent.

"Oh, it's from your aunt, just asking why your phone is turned off, and asking you to call him back"

Mom, I forgot about this, she must be very worried.

"Uh, there's another one from Brother Mu Shan. It's very long and I can't summarize it. Let me read it to you."

(You are the person I love, the person I like, but you cannot be a couple in name or a boyfriend in public, I think you can only be a special friend...

To take care of my family, to give my daughter happiness, I can only sacrifice my own happiness.

Maybe it's too late to meet you, I already have another her by my side.

Maybe you met me too early, and now you have another... him.Cheng Yang paused after reading this, because he knew that he was referring to him, Zou Chengyang.

I still can't be together, but I know in my heart that I care more about you than friends and family.

Always because of you, my heart is always filled with happiness... although I rarely express it.

We can still be friends who talk about everything. When we encounter difficulties in the future, tell me that I will never care about who owes whom.

Everyone has had such a special friend in their hearts in this life. It is a very contradictory behavior. At first, you may not be willing to just be friends, but after a long time, you will suddenly find that this is the best.

I would rather secretly care about and bless each other than live together and get hurt...

Many feelings have been defeated in the face of reality. Our life is only a few decades. We are very lucky to hold hands and stand shoulder to shoulder.

We are all people who have loved, no matter what, we don't want to go to the point where we will never get in touch with you, so we can become a confidante, please don't leave deliberately.

Be happy and treat him well. ) sender, Mu Shan misses me.

I didn't break the bottle of medicine that Cheng Yang gave me, and I didn't say another word to him. No matter how my body recovered, whether I was asleep or awake, I didn't leave the bed except to go to the bathroom, because I didn't know How to face Cheng Yang.

Cheng Yang has been by my side all the time, sometimes sitting beside me and eating lunch, sometimes lying beside me and sleeping with me, he dare not touch me for fear that I will get angry and touch the wound on my back.

"Where are you going?" Cheng Yang saw that I was getting dressed and asked.

"work"

"Then I'll wait for you to come back. If you don't come back, I'll go find you."

……

In the changing room of the company, the monkey happened to see my back, "What's wrong, the train ran past your back?"

"Oh, scraping"

"What a scratch! It's all scabbed."

"It's so cool, which day will I take you to try it?"

"Come on, I'm not interested"