lonely three people

At night, white snowflakes fluttered all over the sky.

In the crowded square in front of the train station in City H, Cheng Yang, who was dressed in a thick white down jacket, stood motionless like a cute snow doll. I didn’t know why he was right there in the crowd when he got off the taxi. found him.

You idiot, even if you miss the train, you have the nerve to call me and tell me.

"Why don't you go to the waiting room?"

Cheng Yang turned around, and when he saw that it was me, he immediately had a smiling face, his little face was blushing, he must have stood outside for a while, "I guess you will come out soon, there are too many people in the waiting room, I am afraid that you will not find me when you come ".

"Let's go, hurry up and buy a ticket for the next bus at the ticket office." I want to pull the suitcase next to Cheng Yang, it's a big boy, it's still a white trolley suitcase.

"Wait..." Cheng Yang pulled out his hand from his clothes, and hugged my face directly, "Is it cool, hehe..."

"Don't make trouble, there are people around, let's go, don't you hurry to go home, there is a queue at the ticket office."

“There must be a lot of people queuing up to buy tickets”

"Then hurry up," I urged.

"The wheel is broken..." Uh, I just found out that Cheng Yang's suitcase was missing a wheel, and it fell over when he pulled the suitcase. It was a little late for him to remind.

"What are you packing! It's so heavy?" You can't drag it away, you can only lift it up and carry it away.

"secret……"

"It's still a secret, heh, can you go quickly, slowly, I can carry the suitcase faster than you, it's very heavy"

"Go get a glass of soda, are you thirsty?" Cheng Yang followed behind me, walking very slowly.

"not thirsty"

"There are two fast food restaurants at the train station! How about a hamburger...I'm hungry"

I put the suitcase on the ground and switched hands, "Isn't it better to buy the ticket first and then come out with peace of mind while waiting for the bus?"

"Oh...that's right"

As soon as he entered the entrance of the ticket office, "That...don't want to leave" Cheng Yang suddenly stopped and stood where he was.

"Then when do you want to leave? Tomorrow?"

Cheng Yang remained silent and shook his head.

Some security personnel are already paying attention to us, so don't stay at the door to affect other people's access.

If Cheng Yang didn't enter the ticket office, I could only walk out with him.

"What are you doing, you've already missed a train, and you've already wasted a ticket! Don't hurry up!"

Cheng Yang didn't reply, just looked at me helplessly, pouted his upper lip.

"say!"

Cheng Yang still didn't say anything, he just watched me roll his big eyes.

"Let's go, let's go" I pulled Cheng Yang's sleeve and pulled him, "I've convinced you, eat a hamburger, go now" But I didn't pull Cheng Yang.

Cheng Yang held my hand that pulled his sleeve with his other hand, "No, no, I won't go, I won't eat, are you... angry?" He looked into my eyes carefully as he spoke.

"I'll just stand here with you, I want to know if you want to leave or not"

Standing silently in the snow, let him hold my hand, and I still have a heavy box in one hand. I didn't say anything, and he will have more to say.

"Can I accompany you this winter vacation? Is that okay?"

I wanted to nod but was shaking my head.

"I want to stay, you should forget me after leaving for so long...I...I won't affect you and him"

he!Wood fir!He won't come back, I haven't seen him for a long time, how can you affect him, heh, I shook my head again.

"Do you love me?" Cheng Yang asked me.

"I don't know, I don't know"

"Do you like me?" He still asked.

"Like" I do like Cheng Yang, but I'm not sure it's love. In my eyes, love can only be like that between me and Mushan, vigorous, lingering, bittersweet...

"Isn't it over? I can't change your mind, and it won't affect you at all. I just want to be with you when he's not around. If he comes back..."

"Let's go, go home, go home and have a good New Year, your mother must be looking forward to it at home." I have no way to deal with Cheng Yang, how to accept him, how to arrange him, I can only interrupt what he said.

Put down the suitcase, turn around, I am a weak person, and it is my habit to avoid problems... I don't want to get entangled, as long as I leave Cheng Yang, I will obediently go home by car.

"Excuse! I know I don't hold enough weight in your heart, but I know you still don't want me, so can't you just say keep me?" Sure enough, Cheng Yang was tearful again, and his appearance made me unable to walk away I can't even open my mouth.

"I don't like to chat with me, I don't like to smile at me, I'm always in a daze, I know you are thinking about him, waiting to suffer, but you know very well that you have no reason to continue, why don't you free yourself? !"

"Your appearance... Isn't what I did with you enough (freedom)!"

"It's just that you are under anesthesia, have you really let go of yourself! No! Have you really accepted me again! No! You are just insisting on your stubbornness, your so-called love, and your love for him instead of But he doesn't need or want your persistence at all, you are wronging yourself to believe in a beautiful love, now, you don't accept me... because you start to feel guilty, guilty towards him, even you are afraid, you are afraid that you will fall in love with me And you betrayed the last relationship, you who are untrue are very afraid that you will be the terminator of the relationship..."

"Okay, who taught you, are you teaching me?" He pretended to smile, but smiled wryly, did he get caught by Cheng Yang's words!

"You don't love enough, do you? Can't bear to let him go? Or do you dare to admit that you are afraid of falling in love with me?" Cheng Yang continued.

"Bear kid, don't pretend to know me well"

"There is no one who can't let go, only yourself who refuses to let go"

"Which textbook taught you this! I always thought you were only lustful, why do you feel like a preaching emotional expert now!"

"There is no textbook that can write these! It's all my own consciousness. I admit that I am lustful, but I am not casual. I am also someone who has loved before."

"Think about it carefully, aren't you casual!"

"Don't think about it, I love you, I love you at the first sight, so I am willing to dedicate myself to you."

"Love is not a casual word, even I only said it to one person"

"I understand, so you are the second person I have loved, and the second person I have given my body to"

"How can you be sure? It seems that you have always been very determined, and it is so easy to fall in love with someone?"

"When we first met, I regarded you as my ex-boyfriend... So at first I didn't like you, and said a lot of things against you, I hate that you look too much like him, I don't allow anyone to look like him, But I know... I'm destined to fall in love with you, I'm destined, just like... just like..."

"It's like your him is back, right!" That's how I understand it, ridiculous!It turns out that life is like this, when I thought I could use Cheng Yang to forget Mu Shan, Cheng Yang also regarded me as someone else's copy.

"No, no, you are much quieter than him, and worry more than him. You...you are completely two people. I never used you as his substitute, but you are destined to be someone I can fall in love with." Cheng Yang was explaining, but he couldn't convince me at all.

After a relationship ends, the next time the door reserved in my heart is opened, I will habitually leave it to the person I know the most in my heart, and to the person who is most like him—in fact, who do you love me like?

"So from the day we met, you have spared no effort to recognize me?"

"I'm sure, I love you, I can wait for the day you say you love me, but I have to fight for it... So... Please, I won't be the person who makes you forget Brother Mu Shan, I will just continue on for Brother Mu Shan Those who love you, keep me...Give me a chance, and give yourself a chance. I will cook for you too, and when you come home from work, I will go shopping with you, play ball and draw with you. (Qiaoqiu)’s puppy, it’s going to be fat, with a round face like mine...there will be more in the future, okay?” Cheng Yang bulged his face like a goldfish, squeezed his nose and pouted his small mouth, But the eyes were still sparkling, the words melted me, and the cute appearance made me cute.

"You convinced me, heh." He brushed off the snow on Cheng Yang's head, his hair was so short and he didn't wear a hat.

Cheng Yang was so happy, he squatted down and was about to hug the suitcase. He was so stupid that he didn't expect to fall, and slipped and fell at my feet, "Oh, it hurts! It hurts!"

"Damn! Who gave you the courage to wear a white down jacket, can you look white! Look at the back...it's all dirty!"

"The courage Liang Jingru gave me...ha"

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