lonely three people

It's the day when Mushan returns to City C again, this time it seems to be longer than every time, more than ten days.

My aunt Zhili ran off to have a tryst with another wild man and didn't come home for a whole day. This kind of situation often happens, and it is basically certain that he will not come back tonight.

Browsing the Internet casually, looking at the space and flipping through the homepage, until I opened a long-lost webpage and saw the latest message, I was stunned for a few seconds.

The new message is a photo with only a number attached to it (5)

There was only one person in the photo, and it seemed familiar, but when I saw the number 5, my heart couldn't restrain the ecstasy anymore, and I almost cried with joy.

Five years ago, my first official boyfriend, his Japanese translation name was Liu Xiliu. Because of our innocence and impulsiveness back then, I decided to break up with him hastily. After that, he went to Japan and never heard from him again. After I saw the secret code that only belonged to us, that only me and him would understand (5), I was sure that the person leaving the message on the other side of the network was Longlong himself, my boyfriend five years ago, my old Longlong

After refreshing the webpage for half an hour, I finally received the second message from him (how are you, remember me?)

Lying on the bed with my mobile phone in my arms and talking on the phone, I gave Longlong my phone number, and he called to chat with me. His voice was the same as before, and even his tone of voice was the same. This familiar feeling seemed to bring me back to five years ago. The scene of years ago.

However, the mobile phone reminded several times in the middle, and another phone broke in, and it was Mu Shan who opened it.

I thought Mu Shan would be a little unhappy when I told him the news, but Mu Shan didn't mind at all, and told me that I should have a meal with Long Long, catch up on the old days, and say that it's been a while.

I was moved by Mu Shan’s understanding and tolerance. After telling Mu Shan a lot of guarantees that he didn’t need on the phone, I called Long Long again and asked Long Long to go out for a while, because when I was talking on the phone just now, Long Long Long told me that there is an earthquake in Japan right now, and he is in City H right now.

I put on my coat and ran out, took a taxi to pick up Longlong, went to a coffee shop on the pedestrian street in this city, sat opposite each other, talked a lot, and talked until very late, until we talked about embarrassing issues, Until we talk about my current life, my Mu Shan.

It was already late at night when I got home, and I sent a message to tell Mu Shan that I arrived home safely.

But I couldn't sleep, I couldn't lie down, I didn't turn on the light in the room, I was sitting on a chair, staring at the computer screen in a daze, my eyes were wet before I knew it, there were tears running down my face, I'm not a crybaby person, what happened today up.

Created a new document on the computer desktop, and I think I have something to say right now, but no one is listening.

It is now 02:30 in the middle of the night, and I cried cowardly. Listening to the popular campus songs in those years, scenes of the past flooded into my mind like an electric shock. It can be said that I never left my memory at all. The clear past ever.

It has been five years, and these five years have really changed.I saw you today, but I didn't have the excitement of reunion after a long absence, or the throbbing of my heart as I imagined. I can only feel emotion.

My first boyfriend, I finally found you.We are no longer immature, and we all bid farewell to that youthful age.Ask you if I have changed, you say I am still the same, still so young and cheerful, but have you seen the shallow wrinkles superimposed on the corners of my smiling eyes!When I asked how you were doing, you just sighed hastily, you envied my freedom, but I swallowed my sadness, you don't need to worry about me anymore.

Over the years, my feelings for you have passed with time, but I have not forgotten to look for you.At the beginning, it was my resoluteness and your leaving without saying goodbye, which made us miss each other. Although the sky was dark in love at the beginning, who made us not follow each other! Looking for you is no longer about renewing the relationship, but thinking about it but caring about it Forget it, we already have our own worlds, let us keep the best memories in our hearts and let them truly become the most beautiful memories.

It’s really a coincidence that the place where we met was the last place we met. Over the years, I always pass by that place. Every time I see the familiar platform, the quiet middle school, and the cold wall through the car window, I always Remember the figure you never looked back at the beginning.The end of the breakup has now become the place of reunion. There is no news for many years. The reunion now is a joke. Fate still cares for each other so much, but what we missed is always missed. We have become the most familiar strangers.

Back then you always wore a pair of sneakers, now you show up in tall boots.You used to like to wear straight jeans, but this time you outside the taxi are wearing colorful skinny pants.At that time, you only had short hair, full of vigor and sunshine, but now you broke into the taxi I was in with long hair.Your favorite sports bag is now a big black handbag.I remember that you worked hard every day for a lot of English words, but now you can speak fluent Japanese. If it weren’t for the little mole in the corner of your eye, I can’t believe it. The thin boy in front of you is the one hundred kilograms boy fat man.

Do you still remember the cheap mobile phone ornaments we bought together back then!

Do you still remember those mornings when we squeezed the bus and drove you to school through the large suburbs? Today, we are sitting in the taxi together and wandering in the brightly lit urban area, ha ha.

Do you still remember the two yuan bucket of ice cream? You must remember that I wiped your face!

Do you still remember that we were not even willing to stay in the hotel for ten yuan, and wandered around the pine forest in the suburbs for a whole morning, and now the coffee we chatted and drank far exceeded that price~~haha.

Do you still remember the lollipop we bought together? It’s still in my bag, it’s been dried for a long time, and the production date on it is five years ago. In a bag, huh, huh.

Do you still remember the little notebook that was full of our mobile phone information back then? That’s right, I still keep it. The paper has turned yellow but the handwriting is still visible. I don’t know if the handwriting on it will be blurred after many years, haha.

Do you still remember our unique digital code back then, oh, you remember (5).

Do you remember our only couple shirt, do you remember our agreement!Even though they don't need to fulfill each other now.

I'm really fragile, why, didn't I lose contact back then, didn't you go abroad, didn't you forget my phone number, why did we meet again by fate.I know, every time I mention my current boyfriend, your eyes are a little dark, even though you said you wish me happiness, but I know that you won't let go of anyone easily.

Why haven't I changed my phone number for so many years, why am I always looking for surprises in the company's piles of letters, why do I always mention you to my current boyfriend, why do I always go to your house back then Why do I have to post missing person notices on many websites!I am very happy now, really happy, and I have lived the deepest thing in my heart for so many years.

First love, we are still good friends, treat ourselves well and be ourselves.We don’t need to forget each other, because we have common memories. When you return to China after many years, we can still sit down and reminisce slowly. I hope we will bring each other’s partners with us at that time.

Whoops, it's 03:30 in the middle of the night, you will laugh that I still like to stay up late like crazy, I'm still the same stubborn me, ha ha!I have no regrets at the beginning, my first love, you are my most unforgettable movie, and the movie of my life is full of excitement because of you as the opening title.Well, it's time to turn off the popular songs of that year, the neighbors next door will call me sick, and FMD makes me cry, turn them all off, I am at ease, I want a dreamless sleep, because of the huge stone in my heart let go.

We who are in first love don’t understand love, but we understand that it is the most delicate feeling, Longlong, take care of yourself, don’t lose weight next time you come back, you don’t look like a bear anymore.

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Listening to the familiar sound of the computer shutting down, the room was completely dark, and I sat foolishly, crying or laughing, and I didn't know.

The screen of the phone suddenly lights up, and a message comes, prompting the sender to be "Mushan misses me" (Are you happy? Is he okay?)

(He's lost weight, but everything is fine, thank you) I hit reply.

(Fool, thank you for being your husband, as long as you are happy.)

(Are you not afraid of what will happen to me and him again?)

(I'm afraid, but you won't, I know you love me, how can I be jealous of someone who has passed away!)

(So ​​sad and happy, tangled, Mu Shan, will you leave me?)

(called husband)

(husband, will you)

(I will give you happiness, go to sleep)