lonely three people

I just came back from a trip and I was in no hurry to see Mu Shan. Mu Shan had already left City H and returned to City C. Mu Shan’s wife Li Shuang called Mu Shan and said that her daughter was sick. I was actually very worried, so I didn’t mind at all. Mu Shan left early, long live the understanding.

This time Mu Shan went for a very long time, whether it was the ten days that made me think day and night, or the half month that passed like a year, I looked forward to it every day but dared not ask, if he should be by my daughter's side, I told myself I really did understandable.

Looking forward to the stars and looking forward to the moon is back now, but he is devoted to the busy work. It seems that there are more calls than before, less rest, and the movements of rubbing the temples with the middle finger are more frequent. I can see the dark circles under his eyes when he stays up late. I can see In the morning, he had a green beard. It turned out that he had a beard, but he usually managed it well and never left it out.

He likes to let me pinch his shoulders, and always let me sit next to him and hold my hand when reading documents, and he will take me with him when he goes out to do errands, just sitting in his co-pilot seat.

He insists on cooking every meal no matter how busy he is, he insists on one meat, one vegetable and one soup for every meal, he insists on bargaining when buying vegetables, and he says that those who don’t bargain are fools.

A friend of Mushan’s from City C happened to come to City H to do some business. To his surprise, he brought Mushan’s daughter Wandi. Wandi’s mother agreed to bring Wandi to accompany Mushan for a day. There was an extremely important thing to do one day, and the matter of taking Wandi was actually entrusted to me.

I was going to take Wandi to see Niang Lin. The old lady always wanted her granddaughter very much, but Mu Shan refused. Mu Shan said that her sister-in-law, that is, Li Shuang, didn't like Lin Niang, and she also didn't like Wandi contacting Lin Niang. The relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is very bad. Well, this is also something he is particularly entangled with. He has been mediating between the two women for many years to no avail. In order not to intensify the conflict, he can only temporarily ease it. He can only avoid controversial topics first.

In fact, part of the reason for the discord between Mu Shan and his wife is because of the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. Mu Shan doesn't like Li Shuang very much.

When Wandi saw me, she knew to call "Uncle Xiang". Talk a little bit, Wandi is a little girl who can speak well, she can really speak well, I think she inherited her father's smooth tongue...

I took Wandi to the Polar Museum in City H. I think the Sea World will definitely meet the tastes of children.

"Drinking Coke is not good, I don't drink it," Wandi told me, refusing me to buy her soda.

"Your dad taught you! It's okay, drink, I'll keep it a secret for you"

"Really?"

"This is our secret, no one will tell it, Lagou"

No matter when and what kind of child is treated, as long as the word "secret" is mentioned, the child's heart will be revealed.

"Uncle, do you think the potato chips are delicious?" Wandi only took a sip of Coke, maybe he was still afraid of his father in his heart, boy, in fact, a sip and a bottle are not enough.

"You haven't eaten it! No! How old are you?"

"Five and a half years old"

"I'm more than five years old and don't even know the taste of potato chips! Uh... this matter is serious, I will eat it for you. If one day you sue, your father will settle the score with me. This snack is still... ..." The little girl is very clever, she obviously wants to eat it, so come with me, it's really too tender.

"Which one is better, you or my dad? Are you afraid of Mu Shan?"

"Oh, you can't just call him by his name."

"When I'm in a hurry, I'll call you by name. For example, when I'm serious about something with my dad, call him Lin Mushan, and he'll take it seriously."

"Hahaha, learn from me, for example, what are you talking about?"

"For example, my birthday, Comrade Lin Mushan, on Lin Wandi's birthday, do you take her to the zoo or give her roller skates... But, I hope he can accompany me..."

I wanted to hug Wandi, but Wandi refused, and then I remembered that Mushan said that they never hugged their children and gave her this habit, "Who taught you this? It feels like your mother's tone!"

"That's how they usually talk, but I really miss my dad... Uncle, my dad is just a bit fierce sometimes and doesn't laugh very much. Can you tell me about him?"

"I don't dare, I'm also afraid of Comrade Lin Mushan"

"But my mother said... my father would rather smile at Xiangfang than at her"

"Shall we eat potato chips secretly? Don't tell Comrade Li Shuang, can Comrade Lin Wandi keep a secret!"

It turned out that Lin Wandi had never eaten potato chips, and children's speech and behavior would not be deceiving, and the kind of potato chips that were full of meaning could not be acted out.

Am I doing something wrong?

The mistake is to guide children to eat snacks!

Wrong to disturb a family!

The fault was trying to grab a little girl's fatherly love!

Is it wrong?Will the happiness I want be based on deprivation or occupation?

In the evening, Wandi was taken back by Mushan's friends in city C, and she didn't even come to have a meal with Mushan in a hurry.

Is it because Wandi is too delicate or Mushan is doomed to work hard? The next morning, Li Shuang called to say that Wandi was ill again. The last time it was inflammation of the flat body, and this time it was again.

Mu Shan didn’t rush to pack his luggage, so he rushed back. It’s not a trivial matter for a child to get sick. Whether it’s inflammation of the flat body or a small cold, every little bit will affect the hearts of parents. No matter how far away, it’s a kind of calling. Calling comes from the needs of the daughter, it is the responsibility of the man, and it is the care and responsibility of the father.

I don't want to think about it, but I have already started to think about it involuntarily. Now everyone has a different perspective on the nature of the problem. Now I feel that things are complicated, and it is complicated to a very simple level... That smart woman started I got it, I started to move, the woman who seemed to say "I knew you" to me from a distance, my thoughts are terrible, but what is even more terrible is that if everything is as I guessed, a woman who knows how to use what she has A woman who possesses my superiority and understands my only weakness as a man, who came to bombard my weaknesses, a horrible woman who has been in the HR department for many years and dealt with people.

I love him, I am willing to bear the infamy, I let all the accusations about being wrong, but I will not admit defeat, whether it is his ex-boyfriend, or this she who bore children for him, I will not admit defeat, only The only reason is that I love him not to lose to you, and the only confidence comes from the fact that he loves me now. (At this moment, please forgive the shameless self-willedness of a little boy, haha, it’s up to you to listen to it with applause)