lonely three people

In the early morning, Mr. Yan, wearing only a vest, pajama pants and slippers, wandered around the huge hospital. He went to the cafeteria, to the bathrooms of several departments, to the nurse's station, and to the corridor where I often smoke...

"Elder Sister, is Xiang Xiang back? I won't be able to find him when I wake up!"

My nose was inexplicably sour, as if tears were swirling in my eyes, making my vision blurred.

"You look for me!"

"Yeah, where have you been?"

"You haven't woken up yet, I'm queuing up to buy porridge." I actually saw him when I bought the porridge. Know.

"I thought you were gone, but I didn't say anything. Why didn't I see you in the cafeteria?"

"You didn't see so many people."

Sister Yan Jun came early in the morning, brought some food that he made himself, chatted for a while and left, it was time to go back and send her daughter to school.

"Don't you think I'm smart? I bought four insurances for myself last year, and now I spend almost nothing on medical treatment."

Who would buy so many insurances for a "smart" person, unless he knew that something was going to happen to his body, did Mr. Yan already know it!

"Let's go home, good people will get sick if they live here for a long time"

"How come, you just raise it, and go back after raising it."

"Will you come home with me when you're done?"

"When you're done, let's talk..."

……

After a few days, Mr. Yan was discharged from the hospital. He decided to come back for throat surgery after a while. It was easy to leave the hospital. Mr. Yan had his own car and driver. I just took him for a ride but didn’t go upstairs. I dare not go up to my previous home, I have too many memories, and I am afraid of being held back by him, since I made up my mind at the beginning, I have to stick to it and not waver.

The next day, the veterinarian had a dinner with his friends, because it was the fifth anniversary of him, his man, and his bf, and he felt the need to celebrate.

In fact, in order to wait for Yan Jun to be discharged from the hospital, the date was postponed. Since it was a happy thing, I called me several times and I couldn't pretend to be a big name.

Mr. Yan said that he would come to pick me up and go there together. He got into Mr. Yan’s car. The car was a commercial vehicle. He helped me prepare a gift for the veterinarian couple. I really didn't think about it, and I kept worrying about how big the red envelope was!

The elevator can only hold me, Mr. Yan, and two big plush bears, and the other guests who take the elevator can't get in at all...

Holding two "bears" bigger than me, I entered the private room. More than two dozen plump, well-dressed fat people stared at me and Mr. Yan, to be precise, at the "bear" we were holding. Look silly, the boyfriend of the veterinarian is happy, how can he not be unhappy.

Everyone is drunk, those who drink and those who do not drink are all drunk, it is all blessings, the veterinarians have been together for five years, five years of staying together is not long, but it is not short for our world, although the veterinarian couple They quarrel every day because of trivial matters, but in the eyes of all friends, the two of them have merged into one, not just for five years, they are inseparable, they can't be separated, they can't be separated, they keep cutting, fighting and fighting for a lifetime, and no one can leave No one is allowed.

Mr. Yan hugged my shoulders, stood up facing the veterinarian, and held up a glass of wine: "I toast you with this glass of wine, and make a promise with you that I will come and celebrate with you on your [-]th anniversary."

The veterinarian looked at me, knowing that Jun Yan and I had separated, he hesitated for a while, "Okay, I must come! I will invite you."

(Have you been drinking?) A short message from Mu Shan.

(without)

(Are you happy? Are you envious? You will also have that kind of happiness in the future.) What I told Mu Shan was, how dare I tell him that it is the anniversary of a couple of men when I celebrate their wedding anniversary for a pair of good friends , I dare not let him know my thoughts.

(I'm not envious, I'm sure I will, huh)

(Which restaurant are you at? Don't play too late, send me a message after the dinner, lest I worry.)

(So-and-so sauce bone, it’s not too late to play, I drank too much)

(Okay, don't disturb your party)

I don't know who suggested that I have to make games, and if I drink too much to play games, wouldn't it be ugly!

It is really not to be underestimated that the twenty or so fat people went crazy, their voices rivaled each other, some were rough and some were feminine...

Mr. Yan's driver came to pick him up, but I refused his request to drive me. Maybe he and I don't need to get too close.

Walking alone on the street at midnight, I don't want to stand in front of the hotel and grab a taxi with a group of fat bears.

My mind is a bit chaotic, I don’t know if a group of fat people are arguing or they smell like alcohol, I will think of the past with Yan Jun, and I will even think of Mu Shan, a man I like who is a little crazy.

The headlights behind me cast my shadow in front of me, and I turned around and leaned against the side of the road.

I am moved and grateful to Yan Jun, and Mu Shan!I really like it, it’s comfortable when we’re together and I look forward to it when I can’t see it, what is liking, it’s the feeling of comfort... so messy...

The car behind him still hasn't passed by, what are you doing slowly...

Turning around to look, the lights of the car dazzled me so much that I couldn't keep my eyes open, but the car turned off the lights immediately. After adjusting my eyes, I could see clearly that it was a black Toyota sedan. Is it him?

A figure of a man got out of the car and walked up to me, but I couldn't open my mouth but heard his voice like a spring breeze, "Get in the car"

He opened the co-pilot door for me and pushed me in gently.

The sun visor on the co-pilot's head was still down, and he hadn't moved it.

"My clothes are all wet!"

"They drank too much and accidentally splashed me with mineral water. It's okay."

"What's the matter, I have a cold! Get a bottle!"

"It's okay, why are you here!"

"I just finished my get off work and got off work. I passed by and had a wet tissue to wipe my face."

He wiped his face in the mirror with a wet towel indiscriminately, and held it in his hands: "Have you been waiting here all this time?"

"I said, pass by"

Basically, he doesn't like to repeat himself, which means I don't need to ask any more questions.

"Why are all the men coming out? Didn't they say they were celebrating a friend's wedding anniversary?"

"Oh, they coaxed their wives, children and women home in advance, saying that women are not happy drinking and chatting." I admire my own resilience, even though I never want to lie to Mu Shan, this lie must be made up.

"I'm hungry, go eat with me."

“where to eat”

He ignored my question and went to get me a white baseball jersey from the trunk. I knew he had a big storage box in the trunk of his car full of clothes and makeshift toiletries.

After changing his clothes, it really smelled like him, "What time did you get off work? Did you come here and wait for me without eating?"

"You said you were fast, but I waited for three hours for this fast! After leaving the restaurant, you wandered around and didn't hurry to take a taxi home...but the dinner with so many people was so noisy that you didn't eat well How about we go eat dumplings!"

"Okay" What can I say, one is his decision, and it is useless to ask me.

"You haven't seen me for a few days?"

"It's been a few days"

"a few days"

"Six or seven days!"

"It's five days"