final destination

When I saw him again, I was no longer myself, it seemed that I had become another person, a person I didn't even understand.Thinking of his blank gaze, I couldn't help feeling a little sad, why did I shrink back so easily?It was obvious that it could be redeemed, but at that time he insisted that it was a betrayal. Could it be that he had trouble with him?Or are you having trouble with yourself?

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The days are like flowing clouds and flowing water, and they are fleeting, and most of the semester has passed in the blink of an eye.Whenever I come to a weekend, I will carefully look for a trace when I walk out of the school gate, but every time I lose my head, I always regret the ruthless treatment at that moment.The entangled mood, the quiet longing, the hatred that should have been, why is there only longing?

"Uncle Wang! Where have you been?" I used to always hope that you would take the initiative to come for me, but now I only hope to see strong and strong concerns, as if I have hidden my voice. Could it be that we have passed the fate, but Missed a share?

One morning, the teacher babbled a few words in the classroom, then looked at the monitor and asked, "Have you paid all the photo fees?"

"It's all done!"

"Well, there are still two weeks left for the exam, everyone should hurry up, don't work then, and you have to pay for the make-up exam when you come back to get your graduation certificate!" The teacher paused and said: "After taking the graduation photo in the afternoon, I will go to the conference room Don't be late for the meeting."

In the afternoon, the conference room was full of students from the Class of 08. Several leaders and teachers from the Admissions and Employment Office were sitting in the front seats.A short while later, the voice came through the microphone.Listening to the leader's words and then the next sentence, we are also discussing in a low voice.Wang Fei suddenly asked: "Jianjie! Are you still in college?"

"Stop reading, what about you?"

"I don't read anymore, these two years have passed so quickly!"

"Hmm!" I pondered, will I be separated after work?Everyone is tacit understanding of each other.After a while, another leader started to speak, and he entered the topic with the first two sentences: "First, maintain a good attitude when facing the interviewer, introduce yourself first, and be clear. Ask questions, otherwise you must be eliminated first.

Second, after the self-introduction, just wait for the interviewer to ask questions!At this time, you have to concentrate on listening to every sentence he says, and try not to let him ask questions a second time.The interviewer generally wants to understand the applicant's concepts, mentality, interests, hobbies, etc.When answering, try not to delay the time, it is best to think of the answer when he asks the question.

Third, when the interviewer answers your questions, he may pay attention to your image, such as whether your hair is long or dyed, whether your nails are long or not, etc...

Listening to this leader's speech, I listened very carefully.Wang Fei heard it and asked, "Jianjie! Why are you recruiting next week? We haven't taken the exam yet!"

"Once we apply for a job and are hired, we should be able to go directly to the internship after the exam! I don't know very well."

"Maybe it is!" Wang Fei thought it was reasonable, so he pushed the boat along.

In the past few days, the teacher often ran into the classroom, as if to worry about everyone's employment problems, or whether they could pass the exam.How about he sent the test questions of the previous session to the students for reference, and then introduced the company in detail?What about that company?Whether the treatment is good or not.

One day, several companies that came to recruit were invited by the school's leaders.The teacher prepared the work at hand early in the morning. He sent everyone a piece of paper recommending a job, and then asked us to fill in the name of the company we applied for, and fill in our own information truthfully.

After a long time, more than [-] people listened to the recruiter's detailed introduction of the company's situation, and then conducted an interview.An hour passed quickly, and the written test was over, and then it was the turn of the personal interview.At this time, the five of us exchanged our feelings with each other.

"It would be great if everyone could work together!" Wang Fei seemed a little sad, and said, "It's my turn when there are two more, so I'm so nervous!"

After a long time, Wang Fei came out from the door of the meeting room, and we surrounded him. The fat man was curious and asked, "How was the interview?"

"It's okay, hehe!" Wang Fei smiled and urged, "Jianjie, hurry up and go in, it's your turn!"

"Hmm!" I couldn't help feeling flustered, and kept saying something in my heart, and then I went in bravely.

When I came to the interviewer, I said hello to him, handed him my resume and sat on the stool to introduce myself.The interviewer nodded, opened the notebook after a while, and asked simply: "What are your hobbies?"

"Playing basketball, table tennis, and swimming!" I realized that the three hobbies were too few. After thinking about it, I replied: "And learn programming!"

The interviewer didn't bother with this question, he continued to ask: "How is your relationship with your classmates? What do you think of the group?"

"My relationship with my classmates is very friendly. We help each other, understand each other, and care about each other!" After a pause, I found the interviewer's question too strange, and I continued to answer: "If the group is united, then There are more people, more power!"

"Hmm!" The interviewer responded, took out a piece of paper in his hand, and asked, "What can this paper be used for?"

ah!Is this also an interview question?I couldn't think of how to answer for a moment.Looking at the middle-aged man in front of me who seemed to be very friendly, I didn't hesitate too much, so I answered by ear: "This piece of paper can burn ashes when it catches fire, it can show the traces of pens, and it can also be composed one by one. A book that still catches people's eyes so often!"

The interviewer seemed to be very patient. After listening to my answer, he asked again: "You are a fresh graduate and lack experience. How can you be qualified for a job?"

At this time, I really hope that he can end the questioning sooner, because his questioning always makes me think for a while.After thinking for a few seconds, I giggled and replied: "Lack of experience... But experience can be accumulated slowly. It may be difficult to be competent for a job at the beginning, but if you work hard to overcome difficulties, I think you will be able to do it slowly. .”

At this time, the interviewer actually showed a little smile, but he asked again: "As for whether you can be admitted by us, how many points can you give for your confidence in yourself?"

"Full marks!" After answering, I checked to see if he would ask anything else.

Finally, the interviewer stopped asking questions, and I was able to breathe a sigh of relief.When the interviewer named the next one, I stood up to ask a question. I was a little embarrassed and asked, "That piece of paper...do I still want to take out that piece of work recommendation paper?"

"No need!" The interviewer raised Wei Wei's head again.At this moment, I felt that I was making a fool of myself, so I turned around and hurriedly left the conference room with embarrassment.

"How is it? Jianjie!" Seeing me coming out, Wang Fei squeezed forward and asked.

"Fortunately!"

"Did he ask you what the function of a glass of water is?" Although Wang Fei had already been interviewed, he asked again curiously.

"No, but he did ask me what a piece of paper can be used for!" At this moment, the embarrassing behavior just now was slightly eliminated.

Everyone has interviewed and communicated with each other, and the next project is another experience.When queuing up for the experience, Wang Fei said behind me: "A job needs to be so complicated, there are written tests and interviews, and now I have to experience it."

"Yeah! Fortunately, the experience is free."

I didn't hear Wang Fei's answer, so I looked back to see what was wrong with him, but I heard: "Even if it's a free experience, I don't think much about it, just take a look!"

I looked over, swallowed my saliva, as if I had been stabbed by a needle in my heart.A classmate who is not afraid of pain sacrificed himself first. He showed his not very strong left arm to the nurse, and then saw the nurse pointing it with a needle.When will she go under the needle?Seeing that the nurse pointed and did not prick, I secretly got goosebumps.

What I have to face is that I can't escape even if I want to, and I will soon get to this experience.Seeing the classmate who had just had his blood drawn sticking a kit on his arm, I sat in front of the nurse with faint panic.After a while, the needle pierced the blood vessel, and the blood flowed down the liquid pipe into the bottle like a hurricane, and it wasn't until the second bottle was filled that the body felt a little soft.

Not long after, Wang Fei also stuck the brocade stick, checking his arm for blood from time to time, he wailed, "I have two bottles of blood! It just disappeared, and I don't know how much meat I have to eat to get it back?"

"Hey!" I laughed beside me and said, "What are you afraid of? One drop of ** is equal to ten drops of blood, not to mention drawing some blood can promote blood circulation!"

Talking about this topic, they brought up women again, leaving a momentary lingering interest here, I silently followed their footsteps and walked back to the dormitory.

One morning, as soon as the teacher stepped into the classroom, he greeted the expectant eyes of the students.Maybe the teacher still has a lot of business to do, so he announced the interview results without saying a few words:…,…, Li Jianjie,…,…, Wang Fei…,…,

As the teacher repeated it for the second time, my slightly agitated mood quickly turned to disappointment. Why did it have to be me and Wang Fei?Could it be that Fatty and the three of them were not admitted?At this time, more than a dozen people in the class who were admitted showed a happy look, as if they felt a little sense of accomplishment for their first successful step.

When the voice calmed down a little, the teacher continued: "The [-] students who passed the interview have to work hard. At the beginning, you will not be given a good job. The road ahead may be difficult. How do you face it? , overcoming, and accumulating experience, how to seize opportunities, and whether the future is good or not depends on your own performance." The teacher paused, turned his head to this side and said: "As for the students who failed the interview , don’t be discouraged, the school will continue to contact other companies to recruit until the last one is assigned a job. Of course, if you don’t want to be recommended by the school, you can also go to the talent market to apply for it through your own efforts, which is the best But that's all."

After the teacher explained the matter, he folded several pieces of paper and left the classroom.Wang Fei and I looked at each other, as if we were missing something because the three of them couldn't be together, we both showed worried faces.

At this time, the fat man walked up to Wang Fei's table, with a look of nothingness on his face, and a helpless smile, looked at me and said, "Jianjie! Congratulations to you two, haha! You two Treat us to a good meal!"

After finishing speaking, look at Wang Fei.

"Okay, the dinner tonight is ours, let's celebrate it!" Realizing that everyone is destined to be separated, and the atmosphere is not as pleasant as before, I immediately replied.

"Don't drink too much tonight and refuse to drink. How dare you say that you have never been drunk? I want you to try it tonight." Wang Fei broke the heavy atmosphere.

"If you're drunk and can't go back to school, you'll have to sleep on the street, right? Hehe!" At this moment, I always want to joke about the past and find out how we got here during this time.

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That night, everyone was [-]% drunk, and went back to the dormitory and lay on the bed.Not long after I lay down, a trace of complicated thoughts flooded my mind again, and gradually, this longing hurt my heart again.Unable to bear the distorted pain, my tears seemed to keep welling up, ignoring my dizzy head, I walked lightly to the corner of the corridor.

"Uncle Wang! We haven't been in touch for more than three months. Are you okay? In two weeks, I will step into the society and start an internship!" Thinking silently, my tears flowed to my eyes in the blink of an eye. On his cheeks, he was always concerned about his every move.Our relationship is like a kite with a broken string. No matter how the string is stretched, the kite cannot be found, and the kite is blown farther and farther away by the wind.

At this time, the breeze picked up again, as if trying to show its shape under the round moon, but every effort it made was in vain.At this time, the thought I had just arisen was suppressed by force again, and I couldn't help but think: Uncle Wang!Did you know that you can get out of my sight, but you can't get out of my longing for you? "How many times have I summoned up the courage to pick up the phone, but I didn't have the courage to do that simple action to call it, like waiting for you to forgive me for being ruthless to you at that moment, and also like sticking to the vow that was ruthlessly fulfilled at that moment.

Another gust of wind blew over the scars on the face, and also dried the slippery tears. It seemed that the longing was slowly fading away in the silent night, but the complicated thoughts could not be resolved.

The feeling of sudden swelling and pain is still coming into my head, silently, I lower my head and think again: "Uncle Wang, have you forgotten me during this time? If you haven't forgotten me, why haven't you appeared for so long? Maybe My merciless injury has made you unable to give birth to any love, you have reunited with your old friend, or find someone else to replace me!" Just now, there was endless longing, and it turned into infinite regret in an instant, this complex negative Affected by it, I suddenly felt cold pain and self-blame.

Thinking of the beautiful scenes in the past, I seemed to be looking for another way to relieve my pain. I burst into tears and thought: "Uncle Wang! Maybe we can never be a couple! You have to take care of your wife and the growth of your children. .In the future, when your son grows up and gets married, you will be able to see your grandson. Even if we keep in touch, I will not be able to leave you from now on. I will insist on taking you from your son. Can you part with that Everything?" At this time, I was thinking too far away, I didn't think about my future marriage, I didn't even yearn for it at all, I only knew that I was selfish and wanted to get everything from Uncle Wang.

Uncle Wang!In fact, I still love you very much, but this kind of love has a thorn on it, which hurts you and stabs myself severely.Maybe our separation is also a relief!Or release in advance for the future, so you don't have to spend money to stay in a hotel every time you meet, because that's not the final destination I want.

At this time, I was already very tired, and my knot seemed to be opened, but I still wanted to say to him: "Uncle Wang, in fact, I forgave you a long time ago, did you forgive me for being ruthless to you that day? "

Sorry for the frustrated result, I took a deep breath and walked back to the dormitory.