final destination

On Sunday, my mother made a big lunch. After eating, I had to leave home and rush to drive back to school.I packed two pieces of clothes and checked that it was still early, so I chatted with my mother in the living room for a while, while Jianming sat next door and played with his mobile phone, waiting for my order.

Not long after, my mother took out five one-hundred-yuan bills and confessed: "For the food expenses of this month, we need to eat better and save some money, otherwise we won't be able to go home after spending the fare back."

The five hundred yuan is almost half a month's salary for her, and she gave me half of it, and then the rest of the money will be used for family expenses. That’s enough, it doesn’t need 200 yuan.”

"Two hundred, four hundred, add up to six hundred, 500 yuan a month's living expenses should be enough?" After finishing speaking, the mother put away two hundred yuan.

Remembering the teacher's meeting on Monday, I smiled and said: "Four hundred yuan is enough for my living expenses for a month. I took an extra 200 yuan to pay the school uniform fee. The winter and summer uniforms cost [-] yuan. I forgot before." I told you."

After finishing speaking, I thought in my heart: Actually, it is very difficult to ask for an extra 200 yuan, but the school uniform must be bought. The teacher urged me twice. If I knew it, I would just accept 400 yuan. Now to explain.

In the end, after I went through the explanation, my mother gave me [-] yuan and tens of yuan more for the fare. Before leaving, she said, "Why is the bag so empty and only a few clothes? Why didn't the isatid root that mother took out in it?" said After I was done, I took out two packs of banlangen from the table, put them in my bag and said, "The weather is so dry, I don't know if the school cooks are hot or not, so I have to soak them often to drink."

Two packs of such a big isatis root were stuffed into the bag, and it felt too full to hold, so I took out one pack and handed it to her, saying, "Mom, how can I drink so many packs? There are twenty small packs in one pack, and I have Instead of drinking it every day, one pack is enough."

In the end, my mother was too young, so she took it, and I folded a pack of banlangen in half to reduce the space.

Looking at the clock, it was almost 01:30, and I ordered: "Jianming, stop playing, let's go."

The younger brother handed me the phone very tactfully, and said unconditionally: "Well, I just played for a while until the last level, and I haven't cleared it yet!"

After turning off the game of Sokoban, Jianming also pushed the bicycle over. He made a good pedaling posture and said, "Brother, let me give you a ride!"

Seeing that my brother had some strength, I sat down on the back of the frame unceremoniously, and replied: "Well, let's load it! Let's see how I will tire you out later, and let me know when I am tired!"

"En!" Jianming simply responded and pedaled hard on the bicycle.

I looked back at my mother, she was only a few steps away from the door, I said a little bit reluctantly: "Mom, I'm going to take the bus, and I'll call you when I get to school."

"Well, remember to pay attention to safety and protect yourself!" The mother just watched her two sons turn a corner and disappear.

Along the way, Jianming didn't stop, and insisted on going uphill slowly. He also said that this would exercise his physical fitness, so I didn't urge him to stop.When he came to the town, he was already sweating profusely, so I went to a small store and bought a bottle of Nutrition Express, and he drank most of the bottle right away.

Seeing that he breathed out in a comfortable state, I took a sip from his hand, and Jianming saw that the bottle didn't seem to have changed, so he asked, "Brother, why do you only drink a little and drink it all at once?" ! Why keep it?"

Seeing that my brother was still sweating profusely, I handed him the Nutrition Express Line and said, "Drink a little is enough. What if I have a urgency to urinate on the way after drinking too much? The day before yesterday I vomited in the middle of the journey, and I endured it." I’m in a hurry to come back here, ha ha!” After speaking, I took out 20 yuan and handed it to him, and when he took it, I said, “Look at the flowers myself, and see how you can ask your mother for change when you’re done spending it?”

Nearly two o'clock, the door opened, and I got in the car and sat down in the far left seat.Looking from the window, I happened to see my younger brother very satisfied, and he even touched the 20 yuan money in the raised outline of his trouser pocket with his hand.

Not long after sitting down, the bus hadn't left yet, so my younger brother held on to the bicycle and refused to leave.Seeing him waiting patiently, I couldn't bear to watch him stand alone in the shadows, so I flew at him.He seemed to understand what I meant, changed the direction of the bicycle, and left reluctantly.

The moment the passenger car made a sound, a middle-aged man hurried into the car with the sound of clicking.He was wearing a white vest, the collar was wet with sweat, and the sweat on his arms seemed to have just been washed and not dried.He wiped his forehead with the back of his bare and reddish hand, and looked to the left and right, and continued walking when he saw that everyone was sitting.

Looking at his every movement, he is a little taller than me, with a slightly chubby belly and a square face looking around, and there are black stubble on his lips.I'm ready to make a move just by meeting him once.

The seats in the front are all full, the middle and back seats are filled with one person, or two people are seated together, and even the empty seats in the back are empty.Seeing the uncle in front of me still looking around, I really wanted to stand up and shout to him: "Uncle! There is still a vacant seat here, come and sit here!" But my reason told me that I could only hope and think about it.

Maybe it was Yuan Gu who had been looking forward to it all the time. When the uncle in front was approaching here, he looked at the empty seat next to me, and then looked at me with a smile on his face.

Uncle, don't you know?When you look at me with a natural smile, it will make people suffer.

He was holding a burlap bag in his hand, he let out a long sigh of relief and sat next to me, I couldn't help myself.Seeing the drops of sweat on his head still sticking to his face, I really wanted to wipe him off. The moment he sat down, a faint smell of tobacco came to my face, and he used his clothes to wipe his face. I wiped my face, and I caught the smell of sweat mixed with the scent of the old man's body and tobacco.

At this time, I was still paying attention to his every move. During the few seconds when he wiped his sweat with his clothes, I could still see his slightly protruding belly, and the skin around the belly button with some black hairs in vain, and my blood swelled.Ever since I saw the uncle smiling, I have long missed him very much, and have been suppressing the disobedient sticking up thing underneath.

Not long after the uncle sat down, he smiled and said to me: "The sun outside is very fierce, ha ha!"

After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and put the burlap bag back, maybe to prevent the contents from vibrating out?

Looking at him, I am a little demented.On his kind face, there were a few wrinkles in the corners of his eyes, and I saw a few sparse white hairs growing on his head inadvertently. When I came back to my senses, I replied: "En!"

Maybe my voice was too soft, he didn't hear me, he just opened the burlap bag to look inside, didn't respond to me, and didn't continue to ask questions.When I saw him tying up the bag, I still stared at his side closely. Staring so intently, I felt guilty, and soon I looked out the window.

The uncle straightened his waist after finishing, but I didn't know how to make up for his question just now, so I kept silent with a brief embarrassment, and the bus also started at this moment, and gradually left the town.

There was no uncle's voice, and I foolishly thought about the scene I saw just now, as if I didn't pay much attention to the noise of the bus.His reddish lips, short stubble, a few freckles on his face, and the skin on his neck that was just reddened by the sun, and after thinking about the smell just now, his lower part was always painful and painful.

The bus drove a long way, and during this journey, I didn't stare at him all the time, but occasionally looked at the window on the other side, so that I could see the real him in a flash, and then turn my head to savor it.

I wanted to see him again, and when I looked at him again with this movement, I didn't turn my head immediately, but stared blankly at his sleeping state.His head was tilted up slightly, and his lips were slightly opened. Although he couldn't hear his breathing, but seeing his stomach rising and falling, one could imagine that his breathing was very even.

Maybe it's because of the hot weather, it is easy to make people feel tired physically, he fell asleep, but I was full of energy because of him and my thoughts on him all the time.This uncle, do you know?Maybe you didn't expect a person to be fascinated by you, but there is a young man who is deeply fascinated by every part of you.He now thinks of you unconsciously hanging your head on his shoulders after you are asleep, he likes to smell your body fragrance, he fantasizes about kissing your lips, and he also longs to hug your body

A drive is too fast, too short.The bus quickly drove into a tunnel and drove into the city. The uncle was still sleeping soundly like a child.I looked outside, and the destination was about to arrive. I wanted to wake up the uncle, but I kept harboring ill intentions towards him, so I was conflicted about how to wake him up.Because the thoughts in my head are not what he can afford.

Finally, I stood up and said in a moderate voice, "Driver, there is an exit at the intersection ahead."

The uncle didn't wake up because of my yelling, he was still sleeping soundly, and the bus slowly pulled over and braked.I didn't care about my guilty conscience, I grabbed the uncle's arm and shook it twice, the feeling of kindness and warmth slowly intoxicated my heart.

After being awakened by me, the uncle looked around and asked, "Young man, where are you now?"

Realizing that my right hand was still holding the uncle's arm, I was very nervous, so I let go of his hand all of a sudden, and replied while walking, "We're in the city."

When I squeezed out beside him, the sack below was knocked down by my right foot, and I also staggered forward, almost falling.I didn't know how to address him, so I hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry!"

I reacted faster than him, so I helped up the sack first, and the uncle smiled and said, "Thank you, young man."

If there is no fate, then this kind smile on his face will be the last time I see it.It's ridiculous to think of apologizing to him, but thanking him in return.

"You are welcome, I have to go." My cheeks were slightly red, I turned around and walked forward, because I was nervous, so I didn't look back.

After getting out of the car, the uncle sat on the other side. I may never see him again. Maybe he only appeared in my entire life journey for less than two hours!In the days to come, whenever I met other middle-aged and elderly people, I would compare them with this uncle.

Finally, I walked back to the dormitory thinking about it all the way.