Be good, bad boy

"You Shao, your son!" Walking to the gate of the community, a couple walked together happily.The man asked enthusiastically, and the woman looked at me with a gentle smile.

"Yes, hehe" You Shao said bluntly, with a silly smile.

"Who is your son?" I blushed and almost jumped up.

He didn't speak, just looked at me and smiled foolishly.

I don't know why, but I dare not go to You Shao's house, maybe it's because of embarrassment, or maybe it's something else.Seeing him carelessly holding my hand, I didn't have any fear of other people's strange eyes.

He owed me my hand unknowingly, but I didn't notice it, maybe because I was used to him taking care of me, and I used to regard him as my uncle in my heart, but I didn't say it out of my mouth.

In the new year, as the new year slowly passes, the blessings on the street are dancing in any corner of the city.All major shopping malls launched year-end promotions, and announcements were posted in restaurants one by one for the New Year’s Eve dinner. Children were setting off firecrackers everywhere, and the sound was crackling.

When I arrived at You Shao's house, the tension and fear in my heart melted instantly with You Shao's warm little home. The peaceful grandma asked me to sit down quickly with an authentic accent, poured water for me, washed the fruit, Very enthusiastic.Their home is small, but very warm. I accidentally saw a black-and-white photo hanging in the opposite bedroom. The old face let me know that You Shao's father had already...

Although the wrinkles are all over grandma's face, the smile is still so clear.Made me feel very comfortable.

"Shao'er, where is this child?" You Shao asked his mother softly as he was sitting in the kitchen eating.

"Hehe." You Shao didn't know what to say: "You spend more time with him." He also said to his mother in a calm tone.

"Very cute little guy." You Shao's mother came out with a smile.

Looking at the surrounding environment, although the whole house looks old and outdated, it gives me a very comfortable feeling. The white walls are covered with dust that has fallen for a long time.Looking at it in a daze, grandma came out and smiled at me.

"Eat the fruit quickly." Gentle words

"Thank you."

Grandma took the apple for me with a stooped figure and handed it to me.

"Where are you from?"

"Beijing." I squeezed out a smile

"Hello, Beijing!" She walked over slowly and raised her head to look at me carefully.

I blushed immediately and moved away from her in embarrassment.

"Hehe! It's the same as when You Shao was a child, shy!" Grandma smiled and glanced at You Shao

"You Shao is also shy?" I asked curiously

"That's right! He was very popular when he was a child." We found a common language like opening a chatterbox.

"Really?" Looking at the grandma expectantly

She stood up slowly and led me to the bedroom near the door, where I saw a not-so-big bed occupying the small bedroom, and an old yellow desk lined up by the window, the window There are some potted plants standing in the window screen,

"This is his bedroom. He likes to draw in the bedroom alone since he was a child, and he is afraid to play with others. He is often alone." Grandma said to me carefully

It turned out that he was quite the same as me when he was a child. He also liked to be alone and didn't like to be with others.Looking at the small bedroom, there are paintings full of ages under the table.Inadvertently smiled.

Then we chatted.

"time to eat!"

The small house echoed with a thick voice.

You Shao came to us wearing an apron. To be honest, his appearance was really funny.I helped grandma go over.

"Shao'er, have you fried so many dishes?" Grandma said to You Shao with a smile.

You Shao didn't say anything, scratched his head and looked at me with a smile.

"What are you looking at me for? I know how to laugh all day long." I said to him with a smile.

"Let's eat!" You Shao handed the chopsticks to my hand.I sent the chopsticks to grandma again.Just such a child who was not polite before slowly changed with this man, and such a change surprised the boy.

As the Spring Festival Gala started, the sound of firecrackers rose and fell, and they all listened to each other's heartfelt voices. I didn't watch the Spring Festival Gala too much.

On TV: Well, when the New Year's bell rings, we will have passed another year. "The gorgeously dressed host said happily.

"Dong Dong..." With the ringing of the big bell, there was a heavy and loud sound.At this moment, whether it is a child or an old man, a woman, many voices are repeating one voice, one word

"happy New Year".

You Shao and I sat on the sofa and watched TV. The table was full of candies, melon seeds, and drinks that I didn’t know where to buy.

Grandma also went to bed early due to physical reasons.The TV is filled with the atmosphere of the New Year, seeing everyone reunited with the whole family, and thinking of him who is far away in Beijing, is he watching the Spring Festival Gala alone, silently holding the photo of my room and crying.Heartache is inevitable.It's not a good taste.I feel so uncomfortable, and I feel so uncomfortable that I want to vent in a way.

Those who see the Spring Festival Gala coming home, go home!go home!Among the large and small bags of luggage, a piece of clothing, a toy, and a box of nutritional products are not expensive, but they are carefully selected.Each one is filled with thoughts and love for the family.No matter how late, no matter where you are, you are eager to go home, back to the harbor full of warmth.

At this moment, my heart feels like being twisted by something, and it hurts.Cover your twitching mouth and run out.

"Tong Yan!"

You Shaozheng watched TV with relish and saw me running out, so he ran out with me.

The lights outside were dim, and the fireworks warmed the cold weather.The sound of firecrackers can be heard everywhere, and when I ran out, my twitching mouth let out a soft cry.This year is the most uncomfortable one I have ever lived. There is no gorgeous packaging, no extravagant gifts, and no warm family, and I can’t even talk about going home, home!It's gone.There is only one person who has no blood relationship with me.

"Tong Yan" Shao said softly when he saw me standing so close to me.

I don't know what's wrong, I cried at the moment of the firecrackers.You Shao hurriedly ran to me, supported me, and slowly stroked my back. I lay on top of him and tightly grabbed the cuff of his clothes.

"Don't do this, Tong Yan, I will feel uncomfortable if you do this." You Shao's voice trembled.

"Why am I like this, why do other people have homes, but I do?????"

The fireworks all over the sky illuminate our figures, and the sound of laughter is scattered in this scene.You Shao didn't speak either, just rubbed his head against my body.I know he feels bad too.

Happiness, something that can be obtained without any money, is extremely precious at that moment.

We all once felt that we were unhappy, that we were unfortunate, our family was unfortunate, our background was not good, our parents did not understand you, and no one understood us.But at least there are family members with us, and we are arguing fiercely with our parents. They will still get up early to cook for us, earn us money, and let us enjoy this prosperous world.That sentence is good, "Think more about what you have, and don't keep thinking about what you don't have."

I crawled inside You Shao's body, enjoying the warm body temperature, sobbing my nose, and streaming hot tears silently.

"Cry if you want to cry, don't hold it back." I looked up at You Shao, and tears were streaming down his face at this time, and I knew he was also sad for me.

At this time, I seemed to be glued to his body, and I couldn't stand up for a long time, squatting and crawling on his strong arms.

Standing up hard, "I'm fine, you Shao, don't cry anymore." He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, the soft skin seemed so harmonious the moment I touched it .I don't want You Shao to share the pain with me. If there is any difficulty, I just want to solve it quietly by myself.

"I know, you haven't had a good year, and I don't have the ability to give you a good life." You Shao gently grabbed my hand, as if confessing something

"Where, I think it's best when I'm with you. I don't have a luxurious life, but I live a very happy and relaxed life." I said hastily.

"You have to be good, remember that I will let you live a good life."

I burst into tears when I heard this sentence, "If I wasn't someone from you, why did you make such a promise to me?"

"Because???? Because???"

When he said this, he didn't open his mouth. I could see that there was something unfinished, but I didn't know what it was?

"What?" I wiped my tears with my cuff and looked forward to his words.

"Because I'm your buddy, good buddy" he raised the voice of "good buddy"

"I used to hate you so much, didn't study so much, and even gave up, but you didn't give up on me. You are my best buddy, and I will remember you forever."

When You Shao heard this, he looked at me with wide eyes, it was so incredible. "Really, you'll always remember me?" he repeated like a child longing for the answer.

I nodded, and he smiled. It turned out that it was so precious for me to remember.I didn't know until many years later that he is the only one in this world who can do this.

"Happy New Year."

I said to this simple and honest man.

He can only giggle giggly, I really don't know what he is laughing at, I really don't know.

We also went to bed very early that night, maybe we all wanted to escape, escape completely.

"Let's make do tonight." You Shao said to a bed.Apart from grandma's house, there is only Shao's bedroom. It is said that this house is the only inheritance given to them by Shao's father after his death.

"Okay!" I replied quietly.

Early on, when others were still laughing and watching the Spring Festival Gala, we had already fallen asleep. Shao brought me the hot footwashing water and rolled up his sleeves.

"What are you doing?" I asked suspiciously, taking off my socks.

"I'll give you a New Year's gift too." He said, holding my foot and gently placing it in the water basin.Gently lift up the water and pour it on my instep.I looked at him with embarrassment, and the generous figure knelt down to wash my feet.I covered my mouth, didn't say anything but closed my eyes and quietly enjoyed this hard-won happiness.

Thick palms rubbed back and forth on the soles of my feet, skin to skin contacted in the water, itching.All in all very comfortable.After a while, I slowly put my feet in the footbath to dry.

"Thank you," I said seriously to You Shao who stood up.

"Just two words?" You Shao shook his wet hands.

"Then what do you want?"

"Wash your feet, my back hurts a little." He pretended to hang his wide back with his wet left hand.

I giggled.

"Go and pour the water first, I'm beating your back, hurry up!" He said and slapped him lightly.

The starry sky at night is scattered in the beautiful night, and the fireworks slowly melt into the night sky when they rise to the highest point.The firecrackers went up and down again and again, and the family members stood by each other's side and watched the Spring Festival Gala happily.With him, he can always make me happy, thank him for accompanying me all the way, not making me suffer, not making me tired, sometimes I feel that I am more like his child, he uses clumsy and A warm heart takes care of me.

"If you sleep in the back, you won't be cold if you have heating."

"Then you?" I climbed back and took the quilt I had prepared

"I'm fine, am I strong? I can't be cold." He thumped his chest with his fist as he spoke.

"By the way, I don't have pajamas?"

"Wear mine, and take off your clothes for me."

I followed reluctantly and sniffed with my nose.Very mild taste.

"Turn back." I said

"how?"

"I'm getting dressed!" He turned his head away with his hand

"Don't, it hurts????? Don't pull my ears."

"Are you ready?" After a while.

"Okay" After I finished speaking, I quickly lay down, slowly covered the quilt, listened to the sound of firecrackers outside, and watched the moonlight shining on You Shao's face through the window, it was very charming.

"I didn't have the habit of wearing pajamas at first, but after I got you, I gradually got used to it." He fell down and turned his face to my side.I looked at his deep eyes, thick eyebrows.

"Do you still remember that when you came to sleep in the gallery, I had to sleep in pajamas because of the noise. I had no choice but to take out my thin woolen sweater and lie to you as pajamas." You Shao smiled at me, The white teeth are illuminated by the moonlight.

I laughed out loud.Laughing at my ignorance, laughing at his ecstasy, in fact, I already knew that he used the plush sweater to lie to me that day.

"This year, thank you for your company."

"Successful admission to university is the best reward for me." You Shao kept repeating these words, but I felt that these words made me feel difficult to guess, like a substitute for a sentence.A sentence that has been hidden for a long time instead.

"Well! I will." I also said in cooperation with him.

He looked at me seriously, I thought he was going to say something but he slowly closed his eyes.I gently put my hand on his beard.

"Don't touch me." With Shao's calm words, he suddenly opened his eyes again.

Haha, I laughed.

"Silly boy, what are you laughing at?" He also laughed.

"It's nothing, sleep well! I want to sleep well today," she said, turning her head away from looking at him, but holding back a smile.

The end of last year is the beginning of next year.I don't know what's going to happen in this holy alternate moment, I don't know what to encounter, but I always know "live in the moment"