Seven Emotions and Six Bases

Something about pillars.There is a pair of shoes, I bought the same shoes as Zhuzi.After dividing it, I was reluctant to wear it or throw it away, so I put it in. There are also some records of two people playing backgammon with pen and paper on paper in the library.There is also a photo album, a group photo with Zhuzi, laughing and playing with Zhuzi.Although there are not many group photos, there are a few scenes of the campus.Those scenes all returned to Jiuwei's eyes.

It was as if those scenes had reappeared.

A relationship of more than three years, and a relationship of more than one year.Kyuubi shares the same bed with Pillar much less often than the current one, but it is the one with the deepest affection.

what is love?Is it accompanied by day and night?Or is spiritual communication important? ?

It feels like when I first started working, Zhuzi talked with Jiuwei on the phone every day, and I would talk to Zhuzi about work matters in detail, and Zhuzi would also give advice.Now, as soon as I get home, I ask if I have eaten, go to bed early, and other common things.

The previous love was really careless.The current love is just a "cohabitation relationship"?

what is love?What are you after?

After reading one after another, Kyuubi's eyes became moist.Suddenly I miss Zhuzhu very much.

I really wanted to find Zhuzi, but a while ago, I heard from a friend that Zhuzi always went to bars and KTV places.Kyuubi heard it, so he didn't ask any more questions, and Kyuubi never went to the bar once.Maybe they are really people from two worlds.Then there is no point in continuing, whether friends or lovers.

Decided to break up, do not go back.

Kyuubi dropped the box.

It was almost 12 o'clock in the noon, and it was almost finished.Kyuubi went out to have lunch, and set off for the beach.Every time he feels sad, Kyuubi will go to the beach alone, quietly thinking about what happened to him, and what to do in the future.

Love, what is the pursuit of Kyuubi all the way, and now I have an order again, and I work overtime every day in my career, when will it be a head?

After coming out of society, I didn't rely on my parents or anyone else, and I was self-reliant, so why couldn't I get what I wanted?It's still so difficult, climbing step by step, but now I'm covered in mud.

What went wrong?

Listening to the sound of the waves, watching other people's families playing on the beach, I feel that everything belongs to others, and I am alone.

helpless.

The Sixth Story - Nine Tails ([-])

Nine tail

Love experience: 2

Friendship range: few

Situation: 17670220.5

Featured Tags: Work Overtime

Concept of love: one man, one house

([-]) Back to a person's life

In the evening, Kyuubi returned home, it was already 10 o'clock in the evening, he called the landlord, told him that he wanted to change the house, and asked if there was a suitable single room.If it is smaller, it only needs one person to live, 20 square meters is enough, and a single room is enough.The landlord said yes, so he made an appointment to see the house tomorrow.

Kyuubi boiled the bath water and was about to wash off the mud and sand all over his body. While boiling the water, he checked Moments and saw that his friends posted some things that seemed important but not particularly important. Some Moments, Kyuubi selectively liked it, and stopped watching it.Turning his head to look at Weibo, this Weibo account is specially used by Jiuwei to see popular friends in the circle, each of which he follows has thousands of fans, and every day there are either naked photos or nude photos.Life photos are also all kinds of luxury, which makes Jiuwei very envious, feeling that they are living in a high realm, while he is living under a low roof.This time, I found a friend who reposted a white-faced person named Rocket, and Jiuwei clicked on it. The Weibo in it was all selling facial masks and skin care products. It seemed that the business was good, and this Rocket, it seemed It's quite bourgeoisie, and occasionally shows off some meat.So, Jiuwei clicked on Follow, this Weibo account, he will not unfollow others, as long as he is interested, he will follow, and after accumulating, he has followed more than 1000 accounts of gay friends across the country, but he is in it, I don't know any of them.

The water boiled, and Jiuwei began to take a bath. While flushing, he suddenly remembered the scene where Zhu Zi took a bath with him. The two of them were playing and making love in the hotel bathroom.Suddenly, he recalled the person who lived here before, who basically never bathed together, Nine Tails invited them to take a bath together, but he said it was awkward, yes, he just said awkward.

Together, the two have done everything.But will bathing together be awkward?Nine Tails smirked, laughing that this year, he raised a "white-eyed wolf".

The family environment in Jiuwei was not very good when I was a child. My parents can only pay for the tuition and living expenses of the university every year. Those living expenses can only be spent on my own money.Since high school, I have met many wealthy people. Since childhood, he has been ridiculed by wealthy people. Why do other people’s children seem to be born with a golden key, while some people seem to have everything? No, running naked on the street.God is not fair.Zhuzi's family environment is not rich, but at least he lived in a big city since he was a child, and he didn't need to take care of many things by himself. During the period of dating, Zhuzi talked to Jiuwei about the big and small things that happened at home every week, and Jiuwei listened to him , but can't understand, because there are some things that will never happen to me in this life.

He only intends that two people love each other well and live a solid life together. Love can encourage two people to support each other, understand each other, tolerate each other, and all difficulties are not difficult in front of love.But when he was with Zhuzi, he lost to reality, and when he was with that little boy, he lost to emotion.It's not that if you live together, you will have feelings. It's not that if you agree to love each other, you will always love each other.What's more, it was just make do in the beginning.

After taking a shower, looking at the empty house, Kyuubi couldn't feel happy all the time.

It's time to start a life alone again. This time, he won't love casually anymore.This time, he will not give up casually.This time, he will not do anything he is not sure about.Life is not improvisation, life is not obedience, what about love?Does love hit it off?

Is it just the beginning to meet?Kyuubi is getting more and more bitter about him. For the him at that time, he just broke up and immediately found another him, and fell in love casually. Now, after more than a year, he has no memory at all?

The more he thought about it, the more depressed he became, Kyuubi simply didn't want to think about it anymore, thinking that the meeting with the landlord would be tomorrow afternoon, taking advantage of this, it's already in such a situation, why don't you just give yourself a big sleep, sleep, you don't need anything Think about it, don't worry about anything.

It seems that this trick is very applicable.

But before going to bed, tears of disappointment flowed down from the corners of Kyuubi's eyes...

In this noisy city, it seems that you can meet a new friend casually, and then fall in love casually, find a little problem, and separate casually.When I was lonely and empty again, I couldn't wait to get to know someone, and then I couldn't wait to be with that person, and then I couldn't wait to separate because of some small conflicts.Can every casual love and impatient intercourse really bring happiness to people?

This kind of fast food love, remove sex, how much love is left?Do you have any memories?

In the world of feasting and feasting, have you found your shadow?