He hung up the phone without saying a word to me.Ah Bo said that he had to talk to Xiaowen first.He was afraid that his father would rush to find Xiaowen before he got up in the morning, which would make everyone a little passive.
Get through Xiaowen's phone and tell Xiaowen that she can't marry her.Xiaowen was extremely calm, she didn't say anything, she just said she knew, and hung up the phone.Maybe for this kind of marriage without feelings, there is nothing to be reluctant about for each other.After all, everyone's heart is not on this.
My phone rang, and I picked it up and it exploded.I was very surprised, I was not calling Xiaowen, why did I call back in a few minutes.I quickly picked it up and asked what was going on.
Ah Bao said that he wanted to explain, but Xiao Wen was very calm and hung up the phone without saying anything.
At this time, Ah Bang suddenly became sad, everything that was planned, but now it has been wiped out, and there is nothing left.First, the unbreakable relationship that I firmly believed in came to an end some time ago.Then there is the marriage, which suddenly disappeared without warning.
Ah Bao said that during the Chinese New Year this year, he planned to be happy with his ex, and then marry Xiaowen.Then you can go to work hard without any scruples.But in the past few months, things have changed.He couldn't accept it a little bit, and didn't know why God was so unfair to him.
I hurriedly comforted Ah Bang, in fact, this was a chance for him to start from scratch, to draw a circle on a new piece of white paper.The original blank sheet of paper has already been drawn too much and too full, and it is impossible to draw anything, let alone make any changes.He himself is like a puppet bound, he can only move forward timidly.
Now that everything is gone, he can let go and stride forward without any worries.Maybe the circle drawn this time may not be good, but with previous experience, it will definitely be better than last time, there is no doubt about it.
Everything now is completely new, as if it was set by God a long time ago.When he first heard his father call him to work in Xi'an, he was so unwilling.Ah Bang doesn't want to be separated from his ex, and he can't ask his ex to give up a good job and go with him because of his selfishness.But not long after, they broke up.Now I can finally come to Xi'an without any worries.I originally thought that I would have to live a married life early, but I often worried about it.Now there is absolutely no need to worry.
New place, new people, new job, new me.Everything is brand new.
Ah Bang asked me in disbelief, did he tell him to start over?Will God bless him so much?I firmly told him, yes.Because he is a good person, always thinking about others.God must have seen this and didn't want to make you too tired, so he gave you a chance to start again.This is God's favor, and it is a gift.
There is no need to be sad anymore! What I have to do now is to quickly pack up my mood, start on the road again, and try to draw the circle better this time.
This time Ah Bang's mood finally got better, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief.Hey! It would be a little hard for anyone to accept what happened today.I'm also a bit confused, but Abo is even more confused at the moment.All I had to do was figure it out quickly, comfort Ah Bang, and help him analyze it.Only in this way can he feel better.I really can't see Ah Bang being sad at all.
For Ah Bo, the next stop is Xi'an.Will the next stop be happy?
I promise that I will do my best to equate Xi'an with happiness!
Next stop, Xi'an!
happiness at next stop!
Chapter 26 To Marry or Not to Marry? (20100822)
I got up very early this morning because I had to go back to my internship by car.Today is the last day of the two-month internship. I have to go back early and ask the leader to help me fill out the internship appraisal form.
I got in the car after eight o'clock, because I didn't sleep well last night, so I fell asleep when I got in the car.After ten o'clock, Ah Bao called and asked if I had arrived at the internship place.I said I was still on the way, and then asked him if he was in a better mood now.He said that he was in a much better mood, and asked Xiaowen to meet and talk in the afternoon.I hung up the phone without saying anything.
After bumping all the way for more than five hours, I finally arrived at the internship place.I didn't even bother to eat after getting off the car, so I hurriedly took the identification form to the leader to fill it out.The leader said humorously that he thought I would not come back.I just smiled, thinking that as long as I finished the appraisal, I didn't say anything.
I finally got the identification done, I was relieved, and I was going to eat something first.But halfway through the meal, Ah Bang called and said that he might still be married.
Xiaowen didn't talk to Ah Bang, but went to Huahua to talk about her thoughts.She said that all the relatives and friends in her family knew that she and Ah Bao were getting married.All the wedding invitations for the engagement have been sent out, but now they are suddenly unable to conclude.She can't explain it to her family, and she doesn't have a good reputation with girls.Who would dare to look for her in the future?
Huahua told Ah Bao about this, and he lost his mind for a while, so he went directly to his parents to discuss it.After careful consideration, Ah Bang's parents also considered that the girl's reputation is very important, so there will be no knots, and it will be difficult for Xiaowen to be a human being in the future.Therefore, I proposed to ask Xiaowen to quit her current job, and Ah Bao's father would first find her a job for half a year.After getting married in the Spring Festival next year, I will make another plan.
Ah Bang didn't talk to Xiaowen directly, because it was originally arranged to meet in the afternoon, so there is no need to worry.So he called me first and asked me what I thought.Why!What can I think, everything is beyond my control.I just told Ah Bao that he could make up his mind.As for me, anything is acceptable.
Because I will be assigned to a work unit tomorrow, some classmates who were training together came to ask me to go shopping in the county.I didn't think too much about Ah Bang, so I left with everyone.
But in the afternoon, Abo did not see Xiaowen.Xiaowen said that he was busy with work in the afternoon and had no time to meet.He also directly replied to Ah Bang that he would not resign, and if he did not get married, he would not get married.Ah Bang had no choice but to tell his parents like this, and they were naturally very happy.
When Ah Bao called to tell me all this, I was extremely calm.After answering the phone, I acted as if nothing had happened, and continued to buy what I needed to buy in the supermarket.I don't know what the reason is, it seems that it was predicted a long time ago that they would not get married.I can't say why, it's just a feeling.
On the other end of the phone, Abo and Huahua were still discussing why Xiaowen was so stubborn.I don't know whether Xiaowen is smart or stupid.In fact, how to choose is smart, probably no one knows.Everyone has their own way of thinking, no matter what choices others make, in fact, we only need to silently bless, and let the rest take its course.
Everyone has their own destiny, and no one else can change anything.Suddenly I felt so relieved of everything, as if everything was insignificant in my eyes.
After shopping in a small county town, it is inevitable to have a meal.Although we didn't stay together for a long time, it was still a little sad when it was time to say goodbye.Thousands of words are turned into wine in a wine glass.Drinking it represents everything, and everything goes without saying.
I can't drink much, but I drank a lot today.I can't tell if it's because I'm happy or not.For the first time, I felt that drinking is actually such a HIGH thing, especially after drinking, the whole person feels so relaxed.Can speak loudly, sing loudly.Perhaps, everything in reality has been suppressed for too long.We can't find a way to resolve these pressures, so wine is the best catalyst to release our suppressed emotions for a long time.
Ah Bang called and asked me if I drank too much.I didn't even know what I said, but when I heard Ah Bang on the other end of the phone, he was very anxious to tell me to go to bed quickly.Hehe, it's cool now, why sleep!Hang up the phone and continue the carnival all night.Because after tonight, there is no chance!
Some things are really so subtle, and some things really don't work if you don't believe in fate.Why!I believe it! Tomorrow we will be divided into units, God, please get me a better one!thank you!
Article 27 Tangled day (20100823)
I originally thought that we would be assigned directly at the place where we practiced, but who knew that we would be dragged to the mountains hundreds of kilometers away to be assigned. I really don’t know if those people have lost their minds.I was called up at six o'clock in the morning to catch the car.Hey, annoying!
There was only one topic of discussion in the car, which unit they were assigned to.Many family members have connections and already know the specific units they are assigned to.I was also a little anxious, and it was not convenient to call my dad, so I just sent a text message to ask.After a while, my dad got back a text message, telling me not to worry, it has been fixed, and the specific unit is not yet known.
I still can't help worrying in my heart. Many people know the specific unit, but my dad still doesn't know.I was afraid that I would be assigned to a bad place, and I couldn't help becoming irritable when I thought of this.
After nine o'clock, Ah Bang called.I was amazed, how could he get up so early, who always didn't get up until lunch.I interviewed him very curiously, and he smiled helplessly and said that too many things happened and he couldn't sleep.Then asked where and when I was assigned.I told him that he was taking us to the mountains and we would not arrive until after five o'clock in the afternoon.He was a little worried and asked me what the nature of the job was and whether it was hard work.I didn't want to answer these questions, so I hung up on Ah Bang under the guise of bad signal.
My dad sent another text message, saying that there should be no problem, so I can rest assured.Now I can feel at ease, as long as I can get a good unit.Don't consider the others, let's talk about it after the distribution is over.
The car drove all the way to the mountains, and our dear Northwest is Shanduo.The further you go into the mountains, the more desolate, there are only yellow mountains along the way, and there is no green at all.It is very difficult to even meet a person on the road.
Everyone in the car felt chilled.It's just that there seems to be no other choice for us now, so let's go first, and we'll talk later.
Ah Bang called again and told me that I might be going to Xi'an in the next few days.His father told him to check the time and leave anytime.If you don't want to come to Xi'an for the time being, that's okay.Just find a place to play and relax.But now I'm not in Xi'an, so Abo is also planning to wait for my work to be assigned, and he is deciding when he will come.I also agree with this proposal.After all, the result after distribution determines everything.
The free time in the car was really boring, so I chatted with the MM around me.After chatting all over the world, she talked about his boyfriend later, and she couldn't help but feel a little sad.Because her family didn't support her, she was on good terms with her boyfriend and tried every means to break them up.She was helpless and didn't know what to do.He also asked me if I had a girlfriend. I proudly said that Ah Bo belonged to my girlfriend and introduced it to others.It was a joy when I said it, and it was a pride.Hey, Ah Bang is my pride!
The car was still going, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon, and it seemed that there was no intention of arriving yet.Looking around, it is still surrounded by mountains, and I don't know where the end is.Ah Bang called again, saying that it was his cousin who had returned from Shanghai.Because he works in graphic design, Ah Bao's father wanted him to learn some basics as well.It will take about two weeks, and I will not come to Xi'an until I finish my studies.
The originally restless mood seemed to have reached its peak at this moment.I didn't bother to listen to any explanation from Ah Bao, I thought he was a liar.Hang up the phone, no matter how much he calls, I won't answer.Later, I simply turned off my mobile phone, and I was completely clean.
When it was almost six o'clock, we finally reached our destination.We were arranged to live and wait for the assignment early tomorrow morning.It was only then that I remembered that the phone was still off.I quickly turned on the phone, and as soon as I turned on the phone, I saw four or five text messages from Ah Bang.In fact, I didn't mean to blame him, but it was annoying at the time.I hurriedly called and told him that I had arrived, and reassured him.Because there was still a meeting to be assembled, so I hung up the phone without saying anything.
After dinner, some buddies in one of our dormitories insisted on calling them out for a meal. They called this "the second breakup".Why!Just the second time.It is said to be eating, but actually drinking.The atmosphere was extremely sad again, as if it was parting from life or death.I drank a lot of wine again, the difference is that I also smoked a lot of cigarettes today.Why!Smoking and drinking, really feel a big difference!Happy like a fairy!
Ah Bang called and asked me what I was doing, and I told him I was drinking.He was very unhappy and asked why he was drinking again if he hadn't just drank it the day before.He also told me to stop drinking and go back to have a good sleep.Why!I'm really excited to drink, how can I go back.After a few quick words, he went in and drank again.
Maybe I'm a little nervous, nervous about the assignment tomorrow morning.What a tangled life today! Hey!Pray, pray!
The result of the 28th article (20100824)
Everyone got up very early in the morning, because the unit will be allocated at nine o'clock.Everyone is anxiously waiting for their results.They said they were going to have breakfast together, but it seemed that everyone was not in the mood.After taking a few casual bites, I hurried to the place where the result was to be announced.
Everyone waited anxiously, and finally it was nine o'clock.They also started announcing the results, announcing a unit, then assigning this person, and asking a person to go directly to the door.The cars of each unit have already parked at the door, so get on the car directly.
From the beginning of reading the first unit, my heart has been beating very fast, and I am very afraid of saying my name.After the big concept of four units, I finally read my name.Why!I couldn't believe it at that moment.Instead of being assigned the coveted unit, it was assigned the worst unit.
My whole body has been withdrawn from my body, and I followed the leader who came to pick us up to the door.The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.I seem to be a bit unable to accept this fact for a while.
Standing at the door, the leader of our unit told us that since the headquarters of our unit is in Xi'an, we are now going to be brought back to Xi'an for a few days of training.I'm dizzy, I actually went back to Xi'an.Others looked at us enviously. In fact, we were only happy for a few days, and the hard days were to come.
Only then did I recover a bit, and called my dad to ask what happened.But my dad couldn't get through on the phone. He probably got the news and knew where I was assigned.Afraid that I will get emotional, so I dare not answer my phone.
I called my mother again and told her the result of the assignment.Mom gave a calm grace and hung up the phone.Hey, I know she's afraid of hearing me complain.
I wanted to call Ah Bang, but I looked at my watch and it was only 09:30. He must have not woken up, so I didn't call him.But who knows, within a few minutes, Ah Bang's call came.He said it was because he knew my assignment, so he woke up very early to ask me about the result.
Last night he asked someone about the nature of our work, and he also checked it online.I know the conditions are tough and tiring.So I got up early in the morning and asked where I was assigned so that I could make further plans.I asked what my further plan was, and he said he didn't want me to become a fool.When he asked people, they said that because they had not been in contact with other people for a long time, they were just a few fixed people, and they would become less good at talking after staying for a long time.So he was very worried, and he said he didn't want me to suffer.
I didn't say anything, just listened to him tell me everything he knew about my work.I was really moved. Abo had asked me more than once about the nature of my work before.I always avoid the important things and understate them lightly, and then quickly change the topic. I am really afraid to talk about these things.But he is so caring, I really don't know what to say.
He found out that I hadn't spoken all the time, so he asked me why I didn't tell him, and where was my share.He also said that if he gets assigned to a good place, even if he comes back once in a few months, he will wait for me well.I finally couldn't help crying, I quickly found a corner for everyone, and told Ah Bao while crying that I was assigned the worst unit, and I felt very uncomfortable.
Unexpectedly, Ah Bang was extremely happy, and kept saying yes, yes, yes, yes, so my monk Zhang Er was puzzled and didn't know what happened.At this time, my colleague told me to get in the car, pick up my luggage, and then go back to Xi'an.I didn't care about what I was talking to him, so I hung up the phone first.
Sitting in the car back to Xi'an, my father sent a text message after a while, asking me if I went back to Xi'an, and I will go back to talk at night.Why!I want to talk again, but I really don't know what else to talk about now that this is the case.
I was a little angry and turned my phone to silent, with headphones in my ears, and turned up the music to the maximum.I want to numb myself like this, I don't want to listen to anyone right now, I'm annoying, annoying.
The damn thing is that the coffee table is not big, but it is all cups!A living cup!
Chapter 29 Misunderstanding Ah Bang (20100824)
I originally planned to sleep for a while, but I was really not in a good mood, and coupled with the bumpy mountain road, I couldn't sleep no matter how hard I tried.Suddenly thinking of the phone, I took it out and looked at it.
There was a text message sent by Ah Burst. The text message read: "A certain pig student... come to sing a song... get ready... the girls in Alishan are as beautiful as water, and the monkeys in Alishan are as strong as cows... ….(Don’t say I’m a second ball!)”
At that time, I felt like I was going to faint, and I thought that I was already like this, and now instead of showing any sympathy, I was still joking like this, I don’t know what was going on in Ah Bang’s mind.I angrily replied a text message: "How can you just sing, why don't you have a party to celebrate?"
I think I said that, he should understand how I feel now.But the text message that came back was even more annoying.He said: "That's a must, wait a while and put a few guns first, and fire them first when you go out!"
I was so angry that I went crazy, and I replied directly, "Crazy! Stay where you are when you are cool!"
Now Ah Bao seemed to have noticed something, and called me.But I just don't want to answer his phone now.He is also not ordinary persistent, hitting over and over again.
Because it was set to mute before, the phone defaulted to vibrate.It was a shocking "heaven and earth shattered".The MM sitting next to me asked me why I didn't answer the phone in surprise, she couldn't stand the shock.
In desperation, I picked up the phone, and pretended to be calm and asked Ah Bang what was wrong.A burst asked me why I didn't answer his phone.I said I didn't want to pick it up, there was no reason.He asked me what was wrong, and I asked him why he was gloating?
He yelled that he was wronged, saying that he thought that if I didn't get a good unit, I would just resign.I can rest first, and then think about what to do next.Nothing else, as long as I can be happy.He can't see me sad, anyway, there will be him in the future.He will work hard, and in the worst case, he will stop smoking and stop driving in the future.
If he was assigned a good unit, he would be willing to wait for me, and meeting once in a few months is also acceptable.The current situation, perhaps in some respects, is the best.It is not necessary for both of you to suffer from the pain of missing.
I told him that if he did what he said, I would be relieved.But how do I explain it to my family?I thought to myself, should I say that my bf won't let me go to work in such a bitter place?Why!I also have my own difficulties.
It may be that the car was driving in the mountains and the signal was not good. If there was no word, I hung up the phone and told him to send a text message.
After a while, Ah Bang sent a text message saying: "Tell your dad that this is something you can't help...it's okay...God destined you to stay with me, hehe!"
I am in a much better mood now, I think this is destiny! I texted him back and said: "Maybe you are right, it is destiny!"
After a while, Ah Bao sent another text message saying: "That's right! I just said that God arranged it like this... My marriage and everything are gone, and I went to Xi'an to be with you empty-handed. I can't let you not be by my side." Well...you are the wife God arranged for me!"
I really misunderstood Ah Bang, really misunderstood.Why!
Chapter 30 Endless Conversation: Mom and Dad (20100824)
After bumping all the way for seven or eight hours, I finally returned to the dream of Xi'an.It's just that the mood at the moment is extremely complicated, and I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
The leaders of the unit enthusiastically arranged a place for us to live, and then led us to dinner.The food is pretty good, but it feels like "the last meal before going to the execution ground".After eating very depressed, I asked the leader to ask for leave and went home.
Anyway, there is nothing to do for the time being, I successfully asked for leave and returned home.Only my mother was at home, and said that my father had something to go out, so I chatted with my mother first.
I originally thought that my mother would directly ask about work.But my mother didn't ask a word, but asked about my girlfriend and going to Xiamen.
The last time I talked to Dad, Mom was actually there.It's just that she really can't get in any words in our chat.At the end of the chat, we broke up unhappy, and I left early the next morning.So she originally wanted to ask something, but in the end she didn't find a suitable opportunity to ask me.
Today is a good opportunity, just the two of us.Mom still took the trouble to ask some basic information about my "girlfriend".In fact, when she said it that day, she obviously heard it all, but now she is still asking.I really couldn't help but want to say that it was fake, but the so-called "girlfriend" was actually a man.
But my reason still prevailed over impulse.Continue to repeat what I said last time, Ah Bang's virtual sister, Hua Hua's height and appearance.Why!Maybe women are like this. You have to ask about everything several times, so you may feel more at ease.So let's just say it, who told her to be the woman I love the most in my life!
Mom is very worried about the distance between us.Said that even if other "girls" came to Xi'an in the future, I would not be there.Still can't see each other, get together more and leave less.I'm afraid that other people's families will not be willing.I comforted my mother, saying that these things should be done step by step first, and when it develops to that stage, there will naturally be a solution that can be solved.
The topic of the next chat is simply incomparable.It's even worse than the most bloody idol dramas. If my mother doesn't write a screenwriter for those TV dramas, it's really a waste of talent.
My mother asked me which of the several houses in my family I want.After I made sure, she started looking for someone to decorate.Wherever it goes, let's decorate the new house first!I was speechless and said I was not in a hurry.
Then my mother continued to ask, how much money should the "girl" give as a meeting gift when she comes to the house for the first time.I'm about to spurt blood!I thought to myself, I guess I will never wait for this day. After talking, I dared to bring Ah Bang home. I was afraid that my mother would not be able to bear it and fainted.What about money and not money?
At this time, my mother completely ignored my existence, and went to the closet to talk to herself, what clothes would she wear when we met.My dear Mamma, your son got married just like you did.
I've never heard of anyone who would reject someone's parents because their mother didn't dress well when they met their parents for the first time.Why!I helplessly told her that it doesn't matter what she wears.If you don't think it's good, we'll go buy it when we meet again.
Now my mother finally calmed down a bit, and continued to ramble and ask.I also have to pretend to be willing to deal with her.Why!Who will save me, I am innocent!
Suddenly I heard a knock on the door. I thought it was my brother who came back, so I ran to open the door.I thought I was saved now, I could get away!
I went to open the door with joy, and when the door opened, I was dumbfounded.It's not my brother, it's my father.Why!My life is miserable, it is estimated that there will be another long talk.
No way, who told me to bump into it, anyway, this conversation will be carried out sooner or later.It's better to talk sooner than later.The mother who was still sitting together didn't know why she went there, maybe she went to the bedroom to watch TV.There are only two people left in the huge living room, my dad and me.
Dad is very direct and cuts directly to the topic.Looking at my appearance, I think I don't want to do this job anymore, I smiled and nodded.As expected of my dad, I think he knows everything.It would be even more perfect if I could know that I am gay and understand.It's just a pity that this is just my fantasy.
Dad said that he hoped that I could cherish this hard-won opportunity and don't just do whatever I want.I asked him a little waywardly, it seems that this is a bit far from the job we agreed on before.At this time, Dad was silent for a long time.
When I asked these questions, I actually knew that I had said something wrong.Which parent doesn't want their children to be good? I know that my dad has tried his best.I still didn't think about asking this out, I'm so sorry!
The atmosphere at this time was extremely awkward, Dad didn't speak, and I didn't know what to say.Finally, Dad broke the dull atmosphere.I lit a cigarette, and then said that I hope I can do a good job, and I will think of a way when I have a chance in the future.
Hey, although I still feel a little uncomfortable.But I know that most of what my father said was to comfort me.People nowadays will only consider whether to do something for you or not depending on what value you have that can be used.
This incident should have cost my father a lot of money.But it's still the same result, I really don't have any expectations.I also don't want to see my dad go around "begging grandpa to sue grandma" for these things, and I don't know how much money he will spend.There is really no need, I have grown up, and I know how to go in the future.
Dad didn't mean to force me this time, he just told me that no matter what decision I make, I must think clearly and don't do things that I will regret.After all, I am getting older and older, and the chances of making mistakes will be less and less.
I know that my father is doing it for my own good, so I kept nodding to express my understanding and approval.Then Dad brought the topic back to making a girlfriend.He said he was asking me what A Bao’s family does specifically. He has a few friends in Fujian and said he could go and investigate.I was a little dizzy when I heard this. Dad clearly wants to be a detective.It may be that I have seen too much latent recently.
Of course, I can't ask him to investigate something, let's not talk about whether it can be found out.If something is found out, I guess I will die a miserable death.I understand my dad's temper, he is absolutely impossible to accept my GAY, so the word "coming out" will never exist in my dictionary.
Why!It's really annoying, work is also annoying, and emotional matters are also annoying.I don't know what's going on with Ah Bao, and I haven't contacted him since I returned to Xi'an.
But at this time, I couldn't move away, so I could only listen to my father's continued chants.Who can save me! Hey...
Chapter 31 The Endless Conversation: A Boom (20100824)
When I was very helpless, Dad's phone rang, and there was something to go out immediately.Hey, I'm finally saved.I hurried back to my room and called Ah Bang.
When I got through the phone call, Ah Bao was shopping with his mother in the supermarket, so I told him to call me when he had time, and I went to take a shower first.After taking a shower, I felt very tired. Since the day I came back from Xiamen, I basically stayed in one place a day, and they were all far away.I basically ran on the road and didn't take much rest.I didn't even bother to turn on the computer, so I just lay on the bed.I fell asleep first, and woke up when Ah Bang called.
After an unknown amount of time, Ah Bang finally called.He didn't say anything else, but he was curious about my recent weight.He said that I must have lost a lot of weight after being so tossed recently, and he must make up for me when he comes.I took out my family's weighing scale and weighed it, and it was really light, less than two hundred catties.Ha ha!I was extremely happy and told Ah Bang.But it could be heard that he didn't seem very happy.
Finally got to the topic, he asked me how I was thinking about work.He stated his position very directly and did not want me to suffer.
And now I'm in a bit of a dilemma, what to do, I actually don't know.I'm conflicted and don't know what would be the best outcome.
Ah Bao repeatedly told me to rest assured that since he would be with me, he would definitely be responsible for me.No matter what will happen to me in the future, as long as he is there, everything will be fine.Tell me to believe him.
In fact, I don't mean not to believe him, but I don't know how to tell my family now.And after talking about it, how will the family members react.Most likely, it is impossible to agree, and even if they can agree, they will definitely ask me about my next plan.What should I say, did I elope with my boyfriend?
Why!If you are going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, you can go to work and review at the same time.It's not a big problem to ask for leave during the exam, and it won't be to the point of resigning.Even if I have passed my level now, I still need to find a reason to pass my parents' level.
I also know that if two people are not together for a long time.Even if each other still has that persistent persistence in their hearts, this must be the fuse of the breakup.
I can only find a compromise solution now, anyway, it will take a few weeks for Ah Bao to come.I'll go to work properly first, and I'll make other plans when Ah Bo comes to Xi'an.That's the only way I can do it, there's nothing else I can do.
Love is really a wonderful thing. Originally, in the choice of some things, I knew it might not be correct.But as long as it is in the name of love, everything becomes so natural, so logical.Now I just want to manage this hard-won relationship well, and the others are really not important to me.
In the past, I occasionally thought about it and felt that I was too impulsive.So desperate to love, where is the way out?But in the past few months, along the way, I have become more and more determined in my choice.
Maybe others think that I am a worthless person, why am I so affectionate.But for me, no matter how much money you give me, it is better to give me a sincere love to make me happy.I am a contented person. I thought it would be a double harvest of love and career, but now I can only choose one.
hey-hey!Nothing, I've already chosen.
Part 32 of Emergencies (20100826)
The past few days have been very peaceful. During the day, I went to the headquarters of the unit for training, and at night I had a video chat with Ah Bao.But recently he has been very busy, eating with different people all day long.In his words, this is, the popularity is so good, I heard that he is going to Xi'an.Everyone insisted on getting together with him, but he couldn't help it.Well, if you like to put gold on your face, then do it.
It’s fine to watch TV shows by myself.By the way, because I have been doing internships for the past few months, I have missed a lot of wonderful TV dramas, and now I just want to make up for them, otherwise I can't be worthy of my title of "TV drama expert".
It's just that every night, Ah Bang came back very late, and felt drunk and drunk.Despite his own excuses, he didn't drink much, and he wasn't drunk.But I think I was drunk, huh, huh.After a few words, I was about to go to bed, after all, I still had things to do during the day.
I'm not like him. Recently, I was planning to get engaged and come to the West.
Get through Xiaowen's phone and tell Xiaowen that she can't marry her.Xiaowen was extremely calm, she didn't say anything, she just said she knew, and hung up the phone.Maybe for this kind of marriage without feelings, there is nothing to be reluctant about for each other.After all, everyone's heart is not on this.
My phone rang, and I picked it up and it exploded.I was very surprised, I was not calling Xiaowen, why did I call back in a few minutes.I quickly picked it up and asked what was going on.
Ah Bao said that he wanted to explain, but Xiao Wen was very calm and hung up the phone without saying anything.
At this time, Ah Bang suddenly became sad, everything that was planned, but now it has been wiped out, and there is nothing left.First, the unbreakable relationship that I firmly believed in came to an end some time ago.Then there is the marriage, which suddenly disappeared without warning.
Ah Bao said that during the Chinese New Year this year, he planned to be happy with his ex, and then marry Xiaowen.Then you can go to work hard without any scruples.But in the past few months, things have changed.He couldn't accept it a little bit, and didn't know why God was so unfair to him.
I hurriedly comforted Ah Bang, in fact, this was a chance for him to start from scratch, to draw a circle on a new piece of white paper.The original blank sheet of paper has already been drawn too much and too full, and it is impossible to draw anything, let alone make any changes.He himself is like a puppet bound, he can only move forward timidly.
Now that everything is gone, he can let go and stride forward without any worries.Maybe the circle drawn this time may not be good, but with previous experience, it will definitely be better than last time, there is no doubt about it.
Everything now is completely new, as if it was set by God a long time ago.When he first heard his father call him to work in Xi'an, he was so unwilling.Ah Bang doesn't want to be separated from his ex, and he can't ask his ex to give up a good job and go with him because of his selfishness.But not long after, they broke up.Now I can finally come to Xi'an without any worries.I originally thought that I would have to live a married life early, but I often worried about it.Now there is absolutely no need to worry.
New place, new people, new job, new me.Everything is brand new.
Ah Bang asked me in disbelief, did he tell him to start over?Will God bless him so much?I firmly told him, yes.Because he is a good person, always thinking about others.God must have seen this and didn't want to make you too tired, so he gave you a chance to start again.This is God's favor, and it is a gift.
There is no need to be sad anymore! What I have to do now is to quickly pack up my mood, start on the road again, and try to draw the circle better this time.
This time Ah Bang's mood finally got better, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief.Hey! It would be a little hard for anyone to accept what happened today.I'm also a bit confused, but Abo is even more confused at the moment.All I had to do was figure it out quickly, comfort Ah Bang, and help him analyze it.Only in this way can he feel better.I really can't see Ah Bang being sad at all.
For Ah Bo, the next stop is Xi'an.Will the next stop be happy?
I promise that I will do my best to equate Xi'an with happiness!
Next stop, Xi'an!
happiness at next stop!
Chapter 26 To Marry or Not to Marry? (20100822)
I got up very early this morning because I had to go back to my internship by car.Today is the last day of the two-month internship. I have to go back early and ask the leader to help me fill out the internship appraisal form.
I got in the car after eight o'clock, because I didn't sleep well last night, so I fell asleep when I got in the car.After ten o'clock, Ah Bao called and asked if I had arrived at the internship place.I said I was still on the way, and then asked him if he was in a better mood now.He said that he was in a much better mood, and asked Xiaowen to meet and talk in the afternoon.I hung up the phone without saying anything.
After bumping all the way for more than five hours, I finally arrived at the internship place.I didn't even bother to eat after getting off the car, so I hurriedly took the identification form to the leader to fill it out.The leader said humorously that he thought I would not come back.I just smiled, thinking that as long as I finished the appraisal, I didn't say anything.
I finally got the identification done, I was relieved, and I was going to eat something first.But halfway through the meal, Ah Bang called and said that he might still be married.
Xiaowen didn't talk to Ah Bang, but went to Huahua to talk about her thoughts.She said that all the relatives and friends in her family knew that she and Ah Bao were getting married.All the wedding invitations for the engagement have been sent out, but now they are suddenly unable to conclude.She can't explain it to her family, and she doesn't have a good reputation with girls.Who would dare to look for her in the future?
Huahua told Ah Bao about this, and he lost his mind for a while, so he went directly to his parents to discuss it.After careful consideration, Ah Bang's parents also considered that the girl's reputation is very important, so there will be no knots, and it will be difficult for Xiaowen to be a human being in the future.Therefore, I proposed to ask Xiaowen to quit her current job, and Ah Bao's father would first find her a job for half a year.After getting married in the Spring Festival next year, I will make another plan.
Ah Bang didn't talk to Xiaowen directly, because it was originally arranged to meet in the afternoon, so there is no need to worry.So he called me first and asked me what I thought.Why!What can I think, everything is beyond my control.I just told Ah Bao that he could make up his mind.As for me, anything is acceptable.
Because I will be assigned to a work unit tomorrow, some classmates who were training together came to ask me to go shopping in the county.I didn't think too much about Ah Bang, so I left with everyone.
But in the afternoon, Abo did not see Xiaowen.Xiaowen said that he was busy with work in the afternoon and had no time to meet.He also directly replied to Ah Bang that he would not resign, and if he did not get married, he would not get married.Ah Bang had no choice but to tell his parents like this, and they were naturally very happy.
When Ah Bao called to tell me all this, I was extremely calm.After answering the phone, I acted as if nothing had happened, and continued to buy what I needed to buy in the supermarket.I don't know what the reason is, it seems that it was predicted a long time ago that they would not get married.I can't say why, it's just a feeling.
On the other end of the phone, Abo and Huahua were still discussing why Xiaowen was so stubborn.I don't know whether Xiaowen is smart or stupid.In fact, how to choose is smart, probably no one knows.Everyone has their own way of thinking, no matter what choices others make, in fact, we only need to silently bless, and let the rest take its course.
Everyone has their own destiny, and no one else can change anything.Suddenly I felt so relieved of everything, as if everything was insignificant in my eyes.
After shopping in a small county town, it is inevitable to have a meal.Although we didn't stay together for a long time, it was still a little sad when it was time to say goodbye.Thousands of words are turned into wine in a wine glass.Drinking it represents everything, and everything goes without saying.
I can't drink much, but I drank a lot today.I can't tell if it's because I'm happy or not.For the first time, I felt that drinking is actually such a HIGH thing, especially after drinking, the whole person feels so relaxed.Can speak loudly, sing loudly.Perhaps, everything in reality has been suppressed for too long.We can't find a way to resolve these pressures, so wine is the best catalyst to release our suppressed emotions for a long time.
Ah Bang called and asked me if I drank too much.I didn't even know what I said, but when I heard Ah Bang on the other end of the phone, he was very anxious to tell me to go to bed quickly.Hehe, it's cool now, why sleep!Hang up the phone and continue the carnival all night.Because after tonight, there is no chance!
Some things are really so subtle, and some things really don't work if you don't believe in fate.Why!I believe it! Tomorrow we will be divided into units, God, please get me a better one!thank you!
Article 27 Tangled day (20100823)
I originally thought that we would be assigned directly at the place where we practiced, but who knew that we would be dragged to the mountains hundreds of kilometers away to be assigned. I really don’t know if those people have lost their minds.I was called up at six o'clock in the morning to catch the car.Hey, annoying!
There was only one topic of discussion in the car, which unit they were assigned to.Many family members have connections and already know the specific units they are assigned to.I was also a little anxious, and it was not convenient to call my dad, so I just sent a text message to ask.After a while, my dad got back a text message, telling me not to worry, it has been fixed, and the specific unit is not yet known.
I still can't help worrying in my heart. Many people know the specific unit, but my dad still doesn't know.I was afraid that I would be assigned to a bad place, and I couldn't help becoming irritable when I thought of this.
After nine o'clock, Ah Bang called.I was amazed, how could he get up so early, who always didn't get up until lunch.I interviewed him very curiously, and he smiled helplessly and said that too many things happened and he couldn't sleep.Then asked where and when I was assigned.I told him that he was taking us to the mountains and we would not arrive until after five o'clock in the afternoon.He was a little worried and asked me what the nature of the job was and whether it was hard work.I didn't want to answer these questions, so I hung up on Ah Bang under the guise of bad signal.
My dad sent another text message, saying that there should be no problem, so I can rest assured.Now I can feel at ease, as long as I can get a good unit.Don't consider the others, let's talk about it after the distribution is over.
The car drove all the way to the mountains, and our dear Northwest is Shanduo.The further you go into the mountains, the more desolate, there are only yellow mountains along the way, and there is no green at all.It is very difficult to even meet a person on the road.
Everyone in the car felt chilled.It's just that there seems to be no other choice for us now, so let's go first, and we'll talk later.
Ah Bang called again and told me that I might be going to Xi'an in the next few days.His father told him to check the time and leave anytime.If you don't want to come to Xi'an for the time being, that's okay.Just find a place to play and relax.But now I'm not in Xi'an, so Abo is also planning to wait for my work to be assigned, and he is deciding when he will come.I also agree with this proposal.After all, the result after distribution determines everything.
The free time in the car was really boring, so I chatted with the MM around me.After chatting all over the world, she talked about his boyfriend later, and she couldn't help but feel a little sad.Because her family didn't support her, she was on good terms with her boyfriend and tried every means to break them up.She was helpless and didn't know what to do.He also asked me if I had a girlfriend. I proudly said that Ah Bo belonged to my girlfriend and introduced it to others.It was a joy when I said it, and it was a pride.Hey, Ah Bang is my pride!
The car was still going, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon, and it seemed that there was no intention of arriving yet.Looking around, it is still surrounded by mountains, and I don't know where the end is.Ah Bang called again, saying that it was his cousin who had returned from Shanghai.Because he works in graphic design, Ah Bao's father wanted him to learn some basics as well.It will take about two weeks, and I will not come to Xi'an until I finish my studies.
The originally restless mood seemed to have reached its peak at this moment.I didn't bother to listen to any explanation from Ah Bao, I thought he was a liar.Hang up the phone, no matter how much he calls, I won't answer.Later, I simply turned off my mobile phone, and I was completely clean.
When it was almost six o'clock, we finally reached our destination.We were arranged to live and wait for the assignment early tomorrow morning.It was only then that I remembered that the phone was still off.I quickly turned on the phone, and as soon as I turned on the phone, I saw four or five text messages from Ah Bang.In fact, I didn't mean to blame him, but it was annoying at the time.I hurriedly called and told him that I had arrived, and reassured him.Because there was still a meeting to be assembled, so I hung up the phone without saying anything.
After dinner, some buddies in one of our dormitories insisted on calling them out for a meal. They called this "the second breakup".Why!Just the second time.It is said to be eating, but actually drinking.The atmosphere was extremely sad again, as if it was parting from life or death.I drank a lot of wine again, the difference is that I also smoked a lot of cigarettes today.Why!Smoking and drinking, really feel a big difference!Happy like a fairy!
Ah Bang called and asked me what I was doing, and I told him I was drinking.He was very unhappy and asked why he was drinking again if he hadn't just drank it the day before.He also told me to stop drinking and go back to have a good sleep.Why!I'm really excited to drink, how can I go back.After a few quick words, he went in and drank again.
Maybe I'm a little nervous, nervous about the assignment tomorrow morning.What a tangled life today! Hey!Pray, pray!
The result of the 28th article (20100824)
Everyone got up very early in the morning, because the unit will be allocated at nine o'clock.Everyone is anxiously waiting for their results.They said they were going to have breakfast together, but it seemed that everyone was not in the mood.After taking a few casual bites, I hurried to the place where the result was to be announced.
Everyone waited anxiously, and finally it was nine o'clock.They also started announcing the results, announcing a unit, then assigning this person, and asking a person to go directly to the door.The cars of each unit have already parked at the door, so get on the car directly.
From the beginning of reading the first unit, my heart has been beating very fast, and I am very afraid of saying my name.After the big concept of four units, I finally read my name.Why!I couldn't believe it at that moment.Instead of being assigned the coveted unit, it was assigned the worst unit.
My whole body has been withdrawn from my body, and I followed the leader who came to pick us up to the door.The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.I seem to be a bit unable to accept this fact for a while.
Standing at the door, the leader of our unit told us that since the headquarters of our unit is in Xi'an, we are now going to be brought back to Xi'an for a few days of training.I'm dizzy, I actually went back to Xi'an.Others looked at us enviously. In fact, we were only happy for a few days, and the hard days were to come.
Only then did I recover a bit, and called my dad to ask what happened.But my dad couldn't get through on the phone. He probably got the news and knew where I was assigned.Afraid that I will get emotional, so I dare not answer my phone.
I called my mother again and told her the result of the assignment.Mom gave a calm grace and hung up the phone.Hey, I know she's afraid of hearing me complain.
I wanted to call Ah Bang, but I looked at my watch and it was only 09:30. He must have not woken up, so I didn't call him.But who knows, within a few minutes, Ah Bang's call came.He said it was because he knew my assignment, so he woke up very early to ask me about the result.
Last night he asked someone about the nature of our work, and he also checked it online.I know the conditions are tough and tiring.So I got up early in the morning and asked where I was assigned so that I could make further plans.I asked what my further plan was, and he said he didn't want me to become a fool.When he asked people, they said that because they had not been in contact with other people for a long time, they were just a few fixed people, and they would become less good at talking after staying for a long time.So he was very worried, and he said he didn't want me to suffer.
I didn't say anything, just listened to him tell me everything he knew about my work.I was really moved. Abo had asked me more than once about the nature of my work before.I always avoid the important things and understate them lightly, and then quickly change the topic. I am really afraid to talk about these things.But he is so caring, I really don't know what to say.
He found out that I hadn't spoken all the time, so he asked me why I didn't tell him, and where was my share.He also said that if he gets assigned to a good place, even if he comes back once in a few months, he will wait for me well.I finally couldn't help crying, I quickly found a corner for everyone, and told Ah Bao while crying that I was assigned the worst unit, and I felt very uncomfortable.
Unexpectedly, Ah Bang was extremely happy, and kept saying yes, yes, yes, yes, so my monk Zhang Er was puzzled and didn't know what happened.At this time, my colleague told me to get in the car, pick up my luggage, and then go back to Xi'an.I didn't care about what I was talking to him, so I hung up the phone first.
Sitting in the car back to Xi'an, my father sent a text message after a while, asking me if I went back to Xi'an, and I will go back to talk at night.Why!I want to talk again, but I really don't know what else to talk about now that this is the case.
I was a little angry and turned my phone to silent, with headphones in my ears, and turned up the music to the maximum.I want to numb myself like this, I don't want to listen to anyone right now, I'm annoying, annoying.
The damn thing is that the coffee table is not big, but it is all cups!A living cup!
Chapter 29 Misunderstanding Ah Bang (20100824)
I originally planned to sleep for a while, but I was really not in a good mood, and coupled with the bumpy mountain road, I couldn't sleep no matter how hard I tried.Suddenly thinking of the phone, I took it out and looked at it.
There was a text message sent by Ah Burst. The text message read: "A certain pig student... come to sing a song... get ready... the girls in Alishan are as beautiful as water, and the monkeys in Alishan are as strong as cows... ….(Don’t say I’m a second ball!)”
At that time, I felt like I was going to faint, and I thought that I was already like this, and now instead of showing any sympathy, I was still joking like this, I don’t know what was going on in Ah Bang’s mind.I angrily replied a text message: "How can you just sing, why don't you have a party to celebrate?"
I think I said that, he should understand how I feel now.But the text message that came back was even more annoying.He said: "That's a must, wait a while and put a few guns first, and fire them first when you go out!"
I was so angry that I went crazy, and I replied directly, "Crazy! Stay where you are when you are cool!"
Now Ah Bao seemed to have noticed something, and called me.But I just don't want to answer his phone now.He is also not ordinary persistent, hitting over and over again.
Because it was set to mute before, the phone defaulted to vibrate.It was a shocking "heaven and earth shattered".The MM sitting next to me asked me why I didn't answer the phone in surprise, she couldn't stand the shock.
In desperation, I picked up the phone, and pretended to be calm and asked Ah Bang what was wrong.A burst asked me why I didn't answer his phone.I said I didn't want to pick it up, there was no reason.He asked me what was wrong, and I asked him why he was gloating?
He yelled that he was wronged, saying that he thought that if I didn't get a good unit, I would just resign.I can rest first, and then think about what to do next.Nothing else, as long as I can be happy.He can't see me sad, anyway, there will be him in the future.He will work hard, and in the worst case, he will stop smoking and stop driving in the future.
If he was assigned a good unit, he would be willing to wait for me, and meeting once in a few months is also acceptable.The current situation, perhaps in some respects, is the best.It is not necessary for both of you to suffer from the pain of missing.
I told him that if he did what he said, I would be relieved.But how do I explain it to my family?I thought to myself, should I say that my bf won't let me go to work in such a bitter place?Why!I also have my own difficulties.
It may be that the car was driving in the mountains and the signal was not good. If there was no word, I hung up the phone and told him to send a text message.
After a while, Ah Bang sent a text message saying: "Tell your dad that this is something you can't help...it's okay...God destined you to stay with me, hehe!"
I am in a much better mood now, I think this is destiny! I texted him back and said: "Maybe you are right, it is destiny!"
After a while, Ah Bao sent another text message saying: "That's right! I just said that God arranged it like this... My marriage and everything are gone, and I went to Xi'an to be with you empty-handed. I can't let you not be by my side." Well...you are the wife God arranged for me!"
I really misunderstood Ah Bang, really misunderstood.Why!
Chapter 30 Endless Conversation: Mom and Dad (20100824)
After bumping all the way for seven or eight hours, I finally returned to the dream of Xi'an.It's just that the mood at the moment is extremely complicated, and I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
The leaders of the unit enthusiastically arranged a place for us to live, and then led us to dinner.The food is pretty good, but it feels like "the last meal before going to the execution ground".After eating very depressed, I asked the leader to ask for leave and went home.
Anyway, there is nothing to do for the time being, I successfully asked for leave and returned home.Only my mother was at home, and said that my father had something to go out, so I chatted with my mother first.
I originally thought that my mother would directly ask about work.But my mother didn't ask a word, but asked about my girlfriend and going to Xiamen.
The last time I talked to Dad, Mom was actually there.It's just that she really can't get in any words in our chat.At the end of the chat, we broke up unhappy, and I left early the next morning.So she originally wanted to ask something, but in the end she didn't find a suitable opportunity to ask me.
Today is a good opportunity, just the two of us.Mom still took the trouble to ask some basic information about my "girlfriend".In fact, when she said it that day, she obviously heard it all, but now she is still asking.I really couldn't help but want to say that it was fake, but the so-called "girlfriend" was actually a man.
But my reason still prevailed over impulse.Continue to repeat what I said last time, Ah Bang's virtual sister, Hua Hua's height and appearance.Why!Maybe women are like this. You have to ask about everything several times, so you may feel more at ease.So let's just say it, who told her to be the woman I love the most in my life!
Mom is very worried about the distance between us.Said that even if other "girls" came to Xi'an in the future, I would not be there.Still can't see each other, get together more and leave less.I'm afraid that other people's families will not be willing.I comforted my mother, saying that these things should be done step by step first, and when it develops to that stage, there will naturally be a solution that can be solved.
The topic of the next chat is simply incomparable.It's even worse than the most bloody idol dramas. If my mother doesn't write a screenwriter for those TV dramas, it's really a waste of talent.
My mother asked me which of the several houses in my family I want.After I made sure, she started looking for someone to decorate.Wherever it goes, let's decorate the new house first!I was speechless and said I was not in a hurry.
Then my mother continued to ask, how much money should the "girl" give as a meeting gift when she comes to the house for the first time.I'm about to spurt blood!I thought to myself, I guess I will never wait for this day. After talking, I dared to bring Ah Bang home. I was afraid that my mother would not be able to bear it and fainted.What about money and not money?
At this time, my mother completely ignored my existence, and went to the closet to talk to herself, what clothes would she wear when we met.My dear Mamma, your son got married just like you did.
I've never heard of anyone who would reject someone's parents because their mother didn't dress well when they met their parents for the first time.Why!I helplessly told her that it doesn't matter what she wears.If you don't think it's good, we'll go buy it when we meet again.
Now my mother finally calmed down a bit, and continued to ramble and ask.I also have to pretend to be willing to deal with her.Why!Who will save me, I am innocent!
Suddenly I heard a knock on the door. I thought it was my brother who came back, so I ran to open the door.I thought I was saved now, I could get away!
I went to open the door with joy, and when the door opened, I was dumbfounded.It's not my brother, it's my father.Why!My life is miserable, it is estimated that there will be another long talk.
No way, who told me to bump into it, anyway, this conversation will be carried out sooner or later.It's better to talk sooner than later.The mother who was still sitting together didn't know why she went there, maybe she went to the bedroom to watch TV.There are only two people left in the huge living room, my dad and me.
Dad is very direct and cuts directly to the topic.Looking at my appearance, I think I don't want to do this job anymore, I smiled and nodded.As expected of my dad, I think he knows everything.It would be even more perfect if I could know that I am gay and understand.It's just a pity that this is just my fantasy.
Dad said that he hoped that I could cherish this hard-won opportunity and don't just do whatever I want.I asked him a little waywardly, it seems that this is a bit far from the job we agreed on before.At this time, Dad was silent for a long time.
When I asked these questions, I actually knew that I had said something wrong.Which parent doesn't want their children to be good? I know that my dad has tried his best.I still didn't think about asking this out, I'm so sorry!
The atmosphere at this time was extremely awkward, Dad didn't speak, and I didn't know what to say.Finally, Dad broke the dull atmosphere.I lit a cigarette, and then said that I hope I can do a good job, and I will think of a way when I have a chance in the future.
Hey, although I still feel a little uncomfortable.But I know that most of what my father said was to comfort me.People nowadays will only consider whether to do something for you or not depending on what value you have that can be used.
This incident should have cost my father a lot of money.But it's still the same result, I really don't have any expectations.I also don't want to see my dad go around "begging grandpa to sue grandma" for these things, and I don't know how much money he will spend.There is really no need, I have grown up, and I know how to go in the future.
Dad didn't mean to force me this time, he just told me that no matter what decision I make, I must think clearly and don't do things that I will regret.After all, I am getting older and older, and the chances of making mistakes will be less and less.
I know that my father is doing it for my own good, so I kept nodding to express my understanding and approval.Then Dad brought the topic back to making a girlfriend.He said he was asking me what A Bao’s family does specifically. He has a few friends in Fujian and said he could go and investigate.I was a little dizzy when I heard this. Dad clearly wants to be a detective.It may be that I have seen too much latent recently.
Of course, I can't ask him to investigate something, let's not talk about whether it can be found out.If something is found out, I guess I will die a miserable death.I understand my dad's temper, he is absolutely impossible to accept my GAY, so the word "coming out" will never exist in my dictionary.
Why!It's really annoying, work is also annoying, and emotional matters are also annoying.I don't know what's going on with Ah Bao, and I haven't contacted him since I returned to Xi'an.
But at this time, I couldn't move away, so I could only listen to my father's continued chants.Who can save me! Hey...
Chapter 31 The Endless Conversation: A Boom (20100824)
When I was very helpless, Dad's phone rang, and there was something to go out immediately.Hey, I'm finally saved.I hurried back to my room and called Ah Bang.
When I got through the phone call, Ah Bao was shopping with his mother in the supermarket, so I told him to call me when he had time, and I went to take a shower first.After taking a shower, I felt very tired. Since the day I came back from Xiamen, I basically stayed in one place a day, and they were all far away.I basically ran on the road and didn't take much rest.I didn't even bother to turn on the computer, so I just lay on the bed.I fell asleep first, and woke up when Ah Bang called.
After an unknown amount of time, Ah Bang finally called.He didn't say anything else, but he was curious about my recent weight.He said that I must have lost a lot of weight after being so tossed recently, and he must make up for me when he comes.I took out my family's weighing scale and weighed it, and it was really light, less than two hundred catties.Ha ha!I was extremely happy and told Ah Bang.But it could be heard that he didn't seem very happy.
Finally got to the topic, he asked me how I was thinking about work.He stated his position very directly and did not want me to suffer.
And now I'm in a bit of a dilemma, what to do, I actually don't know.I'm conflicted and don't know what would be the best outcome.
Ah Bao repeatedly told me to rest assured that since he would be with me, he would definitely be responsible for me.No matter what will happen to me in the future, as long as he is there, everything will be fine.Tell me to believe him.
In fact, I don't mean not to believe him, but I don't know how to tell my family now.And after talking about it, how will the family members react.Most likely, it is impossible to agree, and even if they can agree, they will definitely ask me about my next plan.What should I say, did I elope with my boyfriend?
Why!If you are going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, you can go to work and review at the same time.It's not a big problem to ask for leave during the exam, and it won't be to the point of resigning.Even if I have passed my level now, I still need to find a reason to pass my parents' level.
I also know that if two people are not together for a long time.Even if each other still has that persistent persistence in their hearts, this must be the fuse of the breakup.
I can only find a compromise solution now, anyway, it will take a few weeks for Ah Bao to come.I'll go to work properly first, and I'll make other plans when Ah Bo comes to Xi'an.That's the only way I can do it, there's nothing else I can do.
Love is really a wonderful thing. Originally, in the choice of some things, I knew it might not be correct.But as long as it is in the name of love, everything becomes so natural, so logical.Now I just want to manage this hard-won relationship well, and the others are really not important to me.
In the past, I occasionally thought about it and felt that I was too impulsive.So desperate to love, where is the way out?But in the past few months, along the way, I have become more and more determined in my choice.
Maybe others think that I am a worthless person, why am I so affectionate.But for me, no matter how much money you give me, it is better to give me a sincere love to make me happy.I am a contented person. I thought it would be a double harvest of love and career, but now I can only choose one.
hey-hey!Nothing, I've already chosen.
Part 32 of Emergencies (20100826)
The past few days have been very peaceful. During the day, I went to the headquarters of the unit for training, and at night I had a video chat with Ah Bao.But recently he has been very busy, eating with different people all day long.In his words, this is, the popularity is so good, I heard that he is going to Xi'an.Everyone insisted on getting together with him, but he couldn't help it.Well, if you like to put gold on your face, then do it.
It’s fine to watch TV shows by myself.By the way, because I have been doing internships for the past few months, I have missed a lot of wonderful TV dramas, and now I just want to make up for them, otherwise I can't be worthy of my title of "TV drama expert".
It's just that every night, Ah Bang came back very late, and felt drunk and drunk.Despite his own excuses, he didn't drink much, and he wasn't drunk.But I think I was drunk, huh, huh.After a few words, I was about to go to bed, after all, I still had things to do during the day.
I'm not like him. Recently, I was planning to get engaged and come to the West.
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