bitter fireworks

The rain, floating down from the night sky like countless silk threads, covered the noisy city with a thin layer of veil. Under the illumination of the lights, the whole city is like a girl with many looks. She looks shy, yet beautiful in her quietness.

I like this kind of weather. I lie on the window sill and look at the scenery in the rain alone. The drizzle is like my emotions. It floats into the night inextricably, and disappears in an instant before I have time to recollect it.

Xiaopeng hasn't returned yet. This month I'm cooking and cooking. I don't know why. When he called me tonight and said he wouldn't come back for dinner, I was a little disappointed. Could it be that he was afraid of being lonely?Afraid of being alone?

So many years have passed, I have always lived alone, how could I feel a little lost tonight?

The rain was getting lighter and lighter, so I just stood in front of the window sill and watched, to see if Xiaopeng came back?Is it to see a tranquility?Or look at a mood?I don’t know myself. Some things are impossible but I always like to fantasize. Xiaopeng is straight. He has a girlfriend. He has told me twice, and I didn’t ask him. Why did he tell me these things? Woolen cloth?

I was really depressed at the time, even if you show off your love and charm, you don’t need to get me started, we’ve only known each other for two days and less than a month, so is it interesting to show off in front of me?

Maybe he really saw some clues and did it for me on purpose, just because we talked about "comrade" together, is he giving me a vaccination?

In fact, that is unnecessary, no matter how much I like you, no matter how much I fall in love with you at first sight, I still have my self-esteem and bottom line.What's more, I'm not a nymphomaniac, let alone a slut who loves sex...

The phone rang, and I listlessly took out the phone from my jeans pocket. When I saw it, it was Xiaopeng

"Hey, Xiaopeng, what's the matter?" I asked

"Brother Yong, can you come to my place?"

"Where are you? What are you doing there?" I asked him

"It's the place where we drank coffee together last time, come here quickly, wait for you to save me..." Xiaopeng said mysteriously

"What's the matter? Still saving you? Who kidnapped you? Robbing money or sex?" I also simply teased him

"You will know when you come, hurry up, I'll wait for you..." Xiaopeng hung up the phone after speaking

It's not too late, it's only after 10 o'clock, and the rain outside has stopped, alas, let's go and see what kind of medicine this kid is selling in the gourd.

After changing my clothes and putting on my shoes, I went out.

The night after the rain is a bit refreshing, as if the impetuous factors of the day have been washed away by the rain, and what settles down is a kind of stability and practicality.

When I found the coffee shop, I went in.Xiaopeng and a girl were sitting by the window. The girl was very beautiful, although she was not as good as a fish or a wild goose, she was still very beautiful.

Seeing me coming, Xiaopeng got up and greeted me.The girl didn't move, didn't even say hello to me, as if someone owed her 500 million, pursing her mouth, with black lines on her face.

Seeing this posture, I came at the wrong time, and it was too late to withdraw. I was held by Xiaopeng's hand, and I just stood there in embarrassment.

"Waiter, let me have a cup of coffee with sugar." Xiaopeng broke the silence and called me a cup of coffee.

(I'm going to go, isn't this hurting my brother? I want my brother to come and listen to your love, and it's not like this to be a light bulb. My brother really burst into tears, Xiaopeng, you are cruel, and you still say it Not enough, let me watch the live broadcast, brother hate it! :)

The girl glanced at me with anger and disdain in her eyes, and then said, "Su Peng, I really love you, can't you feel it?"

"Li Jie, let me tell you for the last time. You are not my type. I have said that we can only be ordinary friends. In my heart, you can only be like a younger sister. I have no sexual interest in you. Why are you doing that?" Are you still entangled like this? Does it have to be so bad that you can’t even make ordinary friends?" Xiaopeng was trying to defend himself.

Grass, it turned out that I was not asked to watch the love, but to witness the breakup.

"I don't believe it. You haven't dated anyone except me, so you really can't give me another chance?" This Li Jie is really begging for perfection.

"Are you forcing me? Didn't I just say that? I have no sexual impulse towards you. I don't like women. I like men. Look, this is my BF. I specially asked him to come over and show you. Now I should believe it!" Xiaopeng said to Li Jie while looking at me.

Damn it, the one who used me as a backstop really pissed me off!

"Don't fool me, Su Peng, let's make up, I will listen to you from now on, let's go..." Li Jie still didn't give up, and continued to beg Xiaopeng.

"Li Jie, wake up, I don't love you, I love him..." This guy Xiaopeng approached me while talking, let me go, and let someone use him as a gun again.I held my breath and waited for their next step.

"Okay, you keep talking about your sexual orientation, and you keep saying you love him, then if you kiss him now, I'll give up completely!" Li Jie's disdainful expression still contained a bit of resentment.

Before I could react, Xiaopeng's mouth had already stuck to my lips, and my heart almost jumped out.God... how is this possible, there are many people in the coffee shop, is he crazy?

I pushed him away hard, but he suddenly hugged me even tighter. Under the dim light, his forehead was reddish, he squinted his eyes and just kissed me like that. Forced kiss, that feeling is really foggy, excited and worried, sour and sweet, nervous and longing, shy and wanting...

Li Jie snorted coldly, poured the remaining half cup of coffee on me, and cursed, "Su Peng, I'm so fucking miserable, you'd rather have sex than me, I'll break up with you tonight , hum..." After she finished speaking, she took her bag and left angrily.

My injustice, who did I provoke?Why do you treat me like this out of nowhere?

Whispering voices came from nowhere, "No wonder there are fewer and fewer handsome guys now, so they are all gay..." The girl's voice pierced my heart like a needle, as if there were countless pairs of disdainful eyes in the coffee shop. Staring at me, I pushed Xiaopeng away violently, and rushed out the door angrily!

Occasionally, there is still a little rain from the sky, and it is cool and cool on my face. I brush off the slipping liquid with my hand, I don’t know if it is rain or tears, I sniff my nose, what’s going on tonight?

If they break up, they break up. Why do you involve me in it?Do I know Su Peng very well?Is it iron?Why?

I was really surprised. I will definitely not be able to digest so many "snacks" just now. Walking on the street, I feel like a soulless person, wandering aimlessly following other people's footsteps.

"Brother Yong, I'm sorry, I can't help it, Li Jie is too clingy, I really can't bear it..." I don't know when Xiaopeng appeared like a ghost from behind me.

"You still follow me, you still dare to follow me?" I glared at him

"I didn't do it on purpose. I made a decision out of desperation. Brother, forgive me?" Xiaopeng was still pretending to be pitiful.