bitter fireworks

Life seems to be very funny, God made a joke with us, two men, two men with responsibilities on their shoulders, but they fell in love together in a blur, and they were still so inseparable, we were not wrong Yeah, we really love each other, we didn't do anything harmful, but the reality still doesn't allow us to do this, the sad reality, the hateful world, the ridiculous ethics, I really failed, in front of you I So small, so vulnerable...

Zhichun and I have really grown up, we are both 25, and have become the focus of our seven aunts and eight aunts. Zhichun’s parents are anxious, and my mother is also anxious. Which parents would like their children to be other people’s jokes? ?Later, more and more rumors became more and more unreliable, even more "realistic", saying that we have physical defects, that we are "male and female", that we are "seeing flowers and thanking us", Others say that we are homosexuals, we can no longer be as happy as before, we are inseparable, we are even afraid of going out, afraid of other people's strange eyes, afraid of other people's disdainful expressions, we are not detached saints, let alone six clean ones Foxian, we can't ignore other people's gossip, really, that time was the most exhausting and helpless period for us, I wanted to see Zhichun every day, he also wanted to come and chat with me, but unfortunately we didn't Dare to come and go, but dare not bump into the secular walls. We have to think about our family members, and we must not let our family members lose their heads, and we must not let our family members feel that we are raising a monster, and we must not make our family members feel sad.

The struggle and pain in my heart is overwhelming me, what can I do?Can I keep everyone's mouths shut?Can I shut down other people's gossip?What's more, we have already been caught on the spot by our uncle, we are "justified"!I can only bury all my desires, I can only close all my love and hatred.

What's even more ridiculous is that Zhichun was taken by his family to the provincial capital hospital for examination, saying that he was impotent and could not do things with women, but it didn't seem to be effective. Although his family tried their best to take him for treatment, he just couldn't have sex with women My aunt was so anxious to get things done, my girlfriend changed one after another, the hospital visited one after another, and some hospitals even used Viagra, the aunt really took great pains, pity the parents of the world, pity me and Xiao Zhichun Ah, only I know why he is like this, only I can relieve him, I should do something, otherwise I am really sorry for my uncle and aunt, and even more sorry for Zhichun.

With a thick skin, I found my uncle while hiding from other people's eyes, told us about our love history, and revealed the root cause of Zhichun's illness. Uncle didn't scold me, he just sighed, and he also told me a big secret, Zhichun's relatives Uncle is also like us, and he also came out to him, and only his brother knows this secret, but his uncle is married now and has a child, but his life is not happy, a marriage without feelings and true love is always unhappy.Uncle still wants me to leave Zhichun. If I really love him and think about him, I should leave him. We can't violate the laws of nature and fight against society. We won't be recognized for doing this.His words were not very intense, and he didn't come to hit me, but after hearing it, I felt like my heart was as heavy as lead. I returned home in a daze, and made up my mind to stay away from home, from Zhichun...

After buying the ticket, I want to see Zhichun for the last time, keep his voice and smile for the last time, talk to him for the last time, listen to his voice, and make an appointment. I started the last time with a heavy heart...

The sadness of parting, the scenery of parting, the mood of parting, the wave of parting, the reluctance and helplessness in my heart, I pretended to be very happy, yearning for the south, and didn't want to make him sad, but he was stupid and dumb Yes, I didn’t say anything, like a stone statue, just looking at me intently, suddenly, someone’s mobile phone was playing a song, a song that resonates with our mood at the moment, it is a song "Water Town in Dreams" "

spring evening

Please accompany me to the water village in my dream

The waving hand drifts in the mist

don't wake up willow bank

those lingering past

Turned into a wisp of light smoke, it has disappeared into the distance

The warm afternoon flashed past slices

pink clothes

No one can carry that old window away

Linglong boy on the shore

waiting for a lifetime

why not make a

your longing bride

A touch of lovesickness is written on the face

layers of parting on our shoulders

tears flow down the face

All the words are still not spoken

Look at the green hills rippling on the water

Look at the sunset kissing the sunset

with the love of my life

to find that home

where are you tonight

turn around to meet your smile

You found out everything in your heart

distant happiness in dream

he is beside me

Hearing the singing, I can no longer hold back the tears in my eyes, which have been flowing non-stop, and his, faint sadness, faint expression, faint tears also crawled all over his face, but we have nothing to do with reality, tears No matter how much, parting is a foregone conclusion!

No matter how reluctant, no matter how unbearable, no matter how nostalgic, no matter how hesitant, they can't stop the funnel of time.

I'm gone, I really left him again, I've been dreaming of him, I've missed him so much, my people have indeed left him, but my heart still stays in that small mountain village, In the small mountain village with Zhichun, my dream is still in the place that makes me linger, and my love is still in the place that makes me hard to leave...

I came to Guangzhou again, but, I am not the same as before, I am silent, I like loneliness, I like a person's world, I rejected all the atmosphere of joy, rejected all the language of concern, I am just a A zombie, a machine, a machine that works for the boss every day...

I love dreaming, I love talking to myself, I love watching the scenery alone, I love the darkness of the night, the blur of the night, but I still cry for no reason, and I still think of that distant little Mountain village, thinking of him in that small mountain village, I fell in love with a song "Remember"

back to the place where we met

I know I don't know you

I thought that if I loved deeply, I would not be afraid of sadness

I prefer to make my heart snow

I walk alone on the lonely long street

Memories repeating scenes

I tell myself to face it bravely

Perfect even with a broken heart

Remember the picture of me holding hands with you

Tears turn into rain

if i and you can meet again

Let love still make dreams come true

we are at different times

thinking about every misunderstanding

I really want to snuggle with you once

But you are thousands of miles away

I walk alone on the lonely long street

Memories repeating scenes

I tell myself to face it bravely

Perfect even with a broken heart

Remember the picture of me holding hands with you

Tears turn into rain

if i and you can meet again

Let love still make dreams come true