bitter fireworks

The next day, I officially went to work, and I was not tired of being a warehouse manager. I just registered the materials received by others every day, and I had to remember the codes, what color, what fabric, and what ingredients. OK.It took me a week to memorize all these codes and ingredients, and I was able to find their locations in the first place. The supervisor also praised me for this, but I don’t know if he deliberately comforted him because of Brother Li’s face. I.

Life is going on in an orderly manner, and family affairs are at ease, and Zhichun doesn't know my current situation yet.Just live like this, it is a day to be happy, and it is also a day to be unhappy, why bother yourself?

Once, Brother Li ran over happily and wanted to buy me a drink, as if he had won 500 million yuan. I asked him, but he didn't tell me.I have known him for more than 20 days, and he is really nice to me, but I have never seen him so happy today.

Walking with him all the way, I was a little puzzled. If I didn't go to the many restaurants in front of the factory, where would I go?

"Brother Li, where is this going?" I was really puzzled.

"I don't remember again, my name is brother, why can't I always change it? I won't tell you yet, just follow me..." He was still playing tricks

After walking for a long time, he stopped at the entrance of a luxuriously decorated hotel.Then he said to me, "Xiaoyong, let's eat here today, come with me..."

"Brother, no way, this place is so good, it must be quite expensive!" I didn't want him to spend money

"It's okay, brother is happy today, just eat here, let's have a few drinks, anyway, we will have a rest tomorrow, and we won't go home if we don't get drunk..." He told me excitedly

"What's the matter? Tell me clearly, otherwise I won't go in..." I said angrily

"It's nothing. It's my birthday today. I don't have many friends here. I only hit it off with you, so I ask you to celebrate my birthday with me!" He looked at me affectionately and said

I really dare not look into his eyes, that kind of information can be seen by anyone at a glance.Facing his direct gaze, I had no choice but to bow my head. "Thank you brother for thinking of me so much, I didn't even prepare a gift for you, this..." I was a little at a loss

"It's the best gift for you to come, we don't want those clichés..." After he finished speaking, he pulled me directly into the hotel

It turned out that he had already reserved a private room. It was not big inside, but the decoration was very delicate and warm. There were flowers on the table, and a faint fragrance permeated the air.The light is not very bright, it is an orange chandelier, and the color of the walls is also very coordinated, giving a hazy feeling.I sat down slowly with him, there was no one else, we sat facing each other.All of a sudden, I suddenly felt very cautious, after all, it was the first time for me to come to such a high-end place.

He opened a bottle of red wine, I still don't know the name of it, I didn't dare to look at it seriously, for fear that he would laugh at me.

Pour the red wine into a goblet, and then he said to me, "Xiaoyong, I have been out for several years, this year is the first birthday, I am really happy, I don't know why, when I first saw you, I felt like It's like we've known each other for a long time, like we're very close..." He stared at me intently, waiting for my response

I was speechless for a while, and I was very nervous for some reason.

Seeing that I was silent, he poured me a cup of tea, and continued to say, "Your appearance is really special now, there is a feeling that people always want to protect, very pure and handsome..."

Hearing what he said, I kept rubbing my hands, not daring to look at him. "Thank you brother for loving me so much, I really went out to meet noble people!" I squeezed out these words for a long time.

At this time, the waiter brought all the dishes ordered to the table, as well as a soup.Looking at those exquisite dishes, I don’t have much appetite, and my heart is flustered. Maybe I think too much. People with different sexual orientations like me always think too much about other people’s extra concern, and There are also some at a loss.

Brother Li shook the goblet slowly, then handed it to me.I took the wine glass and drank a little bit slowly, feeling a bit bitter, not much like wine.

"Don't give up such a relationship, you and I hit it off right away, don't say polite words in the future, come, cheers!" Brother Li said loudly to break the silence.

"Well... I wish you a happy birthday, every year has today, every year has today!" I said something that made him happy

"You spent my birthday with me every year? You said it yourself!" He cut off the words

"Well...as long as I am happy and don't dislike my younger brother, I will definitely celebrate your birthday with you!" I couldn't say anything, "Today I recognize you as a sworn brother!" He has other ideas, I already have Zhichun, and I can't tolerate other people's love in my heart, so tell me about the relationship as soon as possible, so as not to hurt each other in the future!

"Okay, brother, cheers!" He raised his glass again, but there was a hint of disappointment in his eyes.I can't help it, brother Li, I really don't want to hurt you, I already have someone in my heart, if I give you unnecessary hopes, it's really unfair to you!

Continue to drink, he said that if you don't get drunk, you won't return. In order not to spoil his interest, I will also become a drunkard.

I drank a bottle of red wine and a dozen bottles of beer. Brother Li is really good at drinking. I have always wondered that fatter people seem to be able to drink better. Anyway, they can drink better than thinner people. At least their stomachs are bigger. Can hold more!

After drinking and eating, we paid the bill, and we walked in the direction of the company together.

"Brother, don't go back to the dormitory tonight, have a chat with brother, and go to sleep with brother!" Li brother looked at me with pleading eyes and said

"Okay... Anyway, I have a rest tomorrow, so I'll have a good chat with my brother!" Although I was afraid of what might happen, it's better to clarify some things as soon as possible. killed him!

When I agreed, he was so happy, he walked and danced like a child, it was really funny to see his funny appearance.But it also makes me feel very warm. Drifting alone, helpless, the lonely and boring heart can be imagined. It is really rare to find someone who can speak freely and support each other in the endless stream of people. !I understand Brother Li's feelings, and why am I not like this? It's just that many things are arranged by God in advance. Those who are destined for us may not have a share, those who love each other may not stay together, and those who love themselves may not necessarily love themselves. What you love may not be what you love, this is life, which was originally simple, but it is turned upside down by our inner desire and persistence, and it is full of scars!

Seeing Li Ge's happy expression and cheerful beating, my heart is astringent, tonight is his birthday, should I say it or not?Am I going to pour cold water on him when he is at his happiest, and let him return to Siberia from Genoa all at once?I am at a loss...