Brothers second and third

Chapter 5

It happened so suddenly that I couldn't sleep all night, but it seemed that I was half asleep and half awake, and I saw Yang Xinkun under the willow tree in summer, full of vigor, and he was smiling at me.Before dawn the next day, I got up and dressed to go to the hospital. The second child was sleeping soundly on the lower bunk, so I gently pushed the door and went out.The morning air was fresh, and the street sanitation workers were cleaning the streets in a leisurely manner. I hurried past the sanitation workers and startled a flock of birds on the willows.When he came to the hospital ward, Yang Xinkun's eyes were slightly closed, his head was wrapped in layers of gauze, and the blood on his face had already solidified into scabs.I walked beside the bed and sat down gently, Yang Xinkun woke up.He glanced at me, didn't speak, and continued to sleep with his eyes closed.

I asked, "Is it better?"

Yang Xinkun didn't open his eyes: "You didn't come here for this!"

After hearing this, I sighed: "Yes, I want to know what happened last night?"

He opened his eyes and looked at me: "You saw it, that's all!"

Last night, I was thrilled and busy for half the night, and I didn't fall asleep when I went back to the dormitory. I was also angry in my heart: "What's the matter! What do you think is going on with you and the boss?"

He sneered: "This has nothing to do with you!"

I looked at the man in front of me as if he was a complete stranger.The other people in the room were resting, so I tried my best to lower my voice: "Why don't you have anything to do with me? Yang Xinkun, can you stop getting angry? I didn't hold the second child yesterday, but you shouldn't pester the eldest girlfriend either!"

"I said that's my business, it has nothing to do with you!"

"Okay, okay! Then tell me something about me! You fucking go find a woman behind my back!"

Hearing this, Yang Xinkun frowned and smiled contemptuously: "Hehe, who do you think you are? Are you really stupid or fake stupid? Do you think I would like to be touched by a pervert? If it wasn't because of her Occupied by that idiot, why did I approach you?"

I froze there for a moment, the person in front of me was really a complete stranger.Suddenly I remembered how he was when he fell asleep on the dining table when school started last time. I looked at him, and the more I looked at him, the more strange he looked, and it was the same at this moment.I don't know what kind of feeling is in my heart, pain?Not so; disappointed?Can't talk about it; anger?Seems like a little bit.It felt like returning from playing golf in summer, pouring cold water from the top of the head in the bathroom, the scalp was tight and numb, and the whole body was trembling, but the anger still flowed through the body.I stared blankly at Yang Xinkun, but couldn't say a word, I only heard myself say: "Okay...Okay...

When I walked out of the hospital, the sun had just risen, and a ray of sunlight passed through the treetops and dazzled my eyes. I felt a little dizzy.

In fact, I always hoped that what Yang Xinkun said that day was angry. He hated me a little after being beaten up by his second child.But the fact is that Yang Xinkun didn't return to the dormitory after leaving the hospital that afternoon, and completely disappeared for half a month.I have known a lot of things in the past half month, but I still don't want to believe it, unless Yang Xinkun said it himself.Now that I think about it, I was such an idiot.

When you see this, you may be a little confused.Let me tell you what happened.

Remember the time when the coach invited us to dinner after winning a fitness competition?I drank too much that night, Yang Xinkun helped me back to the dormitory and ran into my boss and his girlfriend. At that time, Yang Xinkun couldn't stop coveting his girlfriend.He has been thinking of various ways to get close to her, interrupting her in class and frightening his eldest girlfriend.At that time, the boss and his girlfriend were passionately in love, and Yang Xinkun tried every means to break up the love of the boss if he couldn't get it. At this time, he thought of me.At first we were just ordinary friends, but later he found out that I had feelings for him, so he tried to use me to get the boss to break up with his girlfriend.Yang Xinkun’s plan hadn’t been implemented yet. It just so happened that the boss forgot to bring his mobile phone when he went to Shanghai to participate in the competition. The mobile phone asked the eldest girlfriend to the hotel.The boss left in a hurry. His girlfriend didn't know that he was on a business trip, so she went to the appointment without thinking too much.After arriving at the hotel, I found that Yang Xinkun was the only one in the room. The eldest girlfriend was terrified and cried in the room.The boss's girlfriend took advantage of Yang Xinkun's use of the toilet and called the boss's mobile phone, which led to the scene where the second brother was answering the phone in the dormitory.

This is what I learned during Yang Xinkun's disappearance for half a month, but I still didn't give up at that time.One night after half a month, I finally caught him.It was nearly twelve o'clock at night.When Yang Xinkun came to the door of the dormitory and saw me, he was a little surprised, and then asked me naturally: "What's the matter?"

"I want to talk to you."

"There's nothing to talk about."

My eyes are red: "I fuck your mother, are you fucking playing with me?"

My voice was extremely loud in the corridor at midnight, and the doors of several dormitories were opened and their heads were poked out for a look before they were closed.

Yang Xinkun sneered: "You want to talk, okay, I'll talk to you!" After saying that, he went into the bathroom.I followed suit and closed the door.

Yang Xinkun looked at his watch impatiently: "Say! Tell me what the hell you have to say! I'm sleepy."

The arrogant person in front of him is not the old Yang Xinkun at all.Although I knew everything, I still didn't give up and asked him: "What's the matter with you?"

Yang Xinkun raised his head and smiled: "Aren't you a fucking idiot! Let me tell you clearly, I, Yang Xinkun, don't like men, let alone you! Do you think everyone likes to fuck a muscle man like you? Lumpy people?"

I endured it for half a month, and finally I was angered by Yang Xinkun's words.I clenched my fists and my throat hurt a little: "You are a fucking beast!"

Yang Xinkun stopped laughing and frowned: "Look at what you look like now! Look in the mirror!"

I saw myself in the mirror behind Yang Xinkun, with red eyes like a wild animal, dirty clothes, greasy hair, and bruised veins on my face.I was suddenly discouraged, I couldn't hold my head up like a loser, yes, I was a loser.

Yang Xinkun went on to say: "I admit, I'm sorry for you, I'll end this matter today, if you want to do it, hurry up, I'm going to sleep."

I looked at Yang Xinkun's face, that face that I once loved, that face that I always thought I would never get tired of seeing, but felt nauseated in my heart.I laughed out loud, opened the door and walked out.From the beginning to the end, I was the one who committed the crime by myself. I thought I had seized happiness, and I still thought in my heart that I would like to have someone with one heart and never give up.It turns out that I am just a fool in the eyes of a doll in the hands of others!When I walked out of that damp room, Yang Xinkun spit out a smoke ring: "Stupid!".I turned around and finally punched him hard in the face.After Yang Xinkun staggered and stood still, he spat out half of his cigarette: "Okay! From now on, we're even, you go your way and I'll cross mine!"

I walked out of the dormitory building, my heart was empty, and I finally calmed down.I feel tired.Walking along the road on campus, I came to a small park without knowing it. I found a chair and sat down on it, feeling weak all over.Lying on the chair, looking up at the few looming stars in the sky, trying to twinkle and twinkle in this brightly lit city.I remember when I was young, I went to herd sheep at night with my brother. I was lying on the hillside, and the stars in the sky were staring at me one by one, and they all looked at me quietly and blinked.

My heart was so tired that when I closed my eyes, unfulfilling tears still flowed down.I think I'm probably homesick.That night, I lay on the bench and watched the moon in the sky walk slowly from the sky to the back of the high-rise building. A few stars in the sky kept flashing and finally disappeared.It's dawn, four o'clock, Harbin's summer is always impatient.The sky is slowly getting brighter and brighter, but the air is getting colder and colder.

I got up and patted the dirt on my trousers, and walked back to the dormitory.Pushing open the door and entering, bypassing the fourth and fifth's shoes, stepping over the second's washbasin, gently climbed onto his own bed, covered himself with a quilt, and fell asleep in a daze.It was a dream again, and Yang Xinkun was still in the dream.

He said: Wait, one day I will confess my love to you.

He said: I love you too, really!

He said: Do you want to spend?I send you.

He said: Madier sorbet, one for you and one for me.

He said: Shan Depeng, come and save me!When he said this, his face was covered with blood, and I was startled awake.

I looked at my watch. At five o'clock, when I continued to sleep with my head covered, someone pushed the door and came in. It was Li Zhe's voice: "I'm still sleeping!" He stood beside my bed and pushed the quilt with his hand.I stuck out my head and saw Li Zhe's face approaching.

Li Zhe: "You've been sleeping all day, why are you still in bed?"

My voice was hoarse: "Well, I'm a little tired, sleep a little longer."

"Have you eaten yet, let's have dinner together?"

After being told by Li Zhe, I was really hungry.Get up, wash your face, and throw all your dirty clothes in the basin.I went to the restaurant with Li Zhe and ate a full four meals. Li Zhe looked at me and said, "Fuck, don't eat it, don't get stuffed to death." I finished eating the last chicken leg and wiped my mouth.Li Zhe said: "Let's go and get a haircut. Your hair looks like a chicken coop." When we arrived at the barber shop, the barber asked what kind of hairstyle I wanted. I said bald, so he shaved me off. Bright bald head.

Li Zhe touched my bald head and asked me, "Come back to life?"

Time flows by, bid farewell to the past, I have to continue to live.

In fact, from the time my second child injured Yang Xinkun to the time Yang Xinkun disappeared for half a month, my life was in chaos.What I hear about Yang Xinkun every day makes me unprepared and unbelievable. Every day, a knife will go out in my heart.What I learned about Yang Xinkun was just the tip of the iceberg, and later someone told me that Yang Xinkun had sex with the boss of XX company. To put it bluntly, Yang Xinkun was taken care of by a rich woman.At this time, I began to rejoice, fortunately, I had no relationship with him at all. The only regret was how stupid I was before, how could I fall in love with such a person.

Since I came back from the hospital last time, the relationship between me and my second child has become a lot stranger. Except for sleeping at night, I usually go out when he is in the dormitory, and he leaves when I arrive in the dormitory.During this period, Li Zhe knew that I was worried, so he often came to see me in the dormitory. He just thought that something unpleasant happened to me and my buddies in the dormitory, and he didn't think about anything else.The only person I feel sorry for is the boss, because I played with Yang Xinkun's phone on the boss's phone and caused the incident. Although Yang Xinkun didn't do anything to the boss's girlfriend, I always felt ashamed of the boss.After the boss came back from Shanghai, he knew what happened and didn't say anything. He just said to me: This is not your fault, don't blame yourself.He also said to the second child: I also relieved my anger after beating Yang Xinkun, but you are too impulsive, and you have to change it in the future.From then on, the boss picked up his girlfriend every morning, sent her back to the dormitory at night, and never left an inch throughout the day.The fourth child was immersed in his own happiness all day long, and he didn't know what happened in our dormitory in a daze.The fifth child and the sixth child came back from the library at night and heard something. The two children were still praising the second child for playing well, and the second child was even more arrogant after hearing what they said.I lay in bed, listening to the voice on the radio, silent.