Brothers second and third

Chapter 13

After the internship, we went back to school and started working on our graduation thesis.Because I have been preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination in the past, I didn't pay attention to my graduation thesis. Now there are only a few months left to defend, so I started to feel a little anxious.Because the thesis topics given by the teacher to others were relatively simple, but unfortunately the topic I was assigned was a relatively new research direction. I couldn’t find relevant articles in the library’s database, so I couldn’t start.Li Zhe is a top student. He wrote an undergraduate graduation thesis like a joke. He finished it in less than half a month, and he even published an article by the way.Under the consolation of his girlfriend, the eldest brother also made the thesis sound and colorful, and the second child was idle all day long, but the thesis gradually took shape.I sat in front of the computer in the library all day, scratching my head and worrying, almost wanting to bang my head on the monitor.

Since returning from the last internship, the second child behaved the same in front of others, but when we were alone in the dormitory, this kid's hands were not honest, and he always moved next to me to touch.I have been worrying about my thesis, and now this kid makes me upset, and sometimes I am annoyed by him, so I open the door and look around, push him down on the bed, turn over and ride him, The second child always looks like you can pick and choose, and my little brother immediately holds his head high.But it's always inappropriate to do this in the dormitory, because the buddies in the dormitory might come back suddenly.So I warned my second son again and again: "Don't tease me, I'm going to be annoyed to death by the thesis, so don't let me get angry!" The second child laughed and said: "The body is like a bodhi tree, and the heart is like a mirror. If you have no desire in your heart, you will naturally have no fire." After hearing what this guy said, I really wanted to chop off his hand that was touching my chest.

Time passed day by day, and my dissertation finally found its way and started to get on the right track.I am about to end my undergraduate life, and during the Sunday break, various parties come one after another.During this period, apart from being sober during the day from Monday to Friday, Saturday and Sunday were spent in a chaotic state under the influence of alcohol.After graduating, everyone began to become kinder, and those who had conflicts in the past also looked at each other with a smile and ignored the past. After all, in my best years, there were such a group of students of the same age to spend together, which was a good enough memory. Time, no one wants to leave regrets in such a period of time.We are always laughing and laughing, or in KTV, or in a restaurant, or in a tent in the grass in the outskirts. Everyone forgets the troubles in life and enjoys the happy time at the moment.Time was running out, the graduation defense came as scheduled, and after the final draft of the thesis was handed in, everyone went crazy and started screaming as soon as they walked out of the teaching building.There are always a group of people on campus who are frantically taking graduation photos, standing and lying down, on the playground and in the classroom, taking pictures everywhere they can.In the last week before graduation, I was not sober, and I was drunk and blurred all day long.The buddies in our dormitory managed to find time to only get together once.The fifth child and the sixth child finally realized their own ideals. One studied in the United States, and the other received an offer from a university in Australia.The fourth son's family has already prepared the wedding room, which is currently being renovated. He and his girlfriend fly to his hometown in Henan every weekend to see the progress of the renovation.Once the boss drank too much at a banquet, he held the hand of the goddess and said with red eyes: "I am unable to give you a home now, will you regret agreeing to follow me?" The goddess looked at the boss and said, "As long as It’s good to have you.” Although they were whispering, I could hear them clearly when I was sitting next to me. At this moment, I was very touched. In this impetuous age, there is a girl who doesn’t care about whether you can give her material protection. She is willing to be with you only because she likes you. There are very few girls like this. The boss is a lucky person.I sat on the side, watching their happiness, thinking about my future life at a loss, thinking of the expectations of my uncle and aunt, and thinking of the kind appearance of my brother and sister-in-law, I felt extremely depressed.I drank one cup after another by myself, and gradually began to faint. The classmates around me were all laughing and laughing, and I saw their happiness overflowing on their faces.Every time I think about my bleak future, I feel very tired. I always feel sorry for the upbringing of my family. They worked hard to dig out one yuan and two yuan from the yellow earth to pay for my tuition fees. The house at home has been dilapidated for more than ten years. I have not been repaired, and I am the hope of the whole family. My aunt often said that the descendants of the Shan family will finally leave the Yellow Land because of me, but they don't know that I am gay and never want to get married and have children.There are too many expectations in my heart, and sometimes I can't breathe.Sitting at the table, I drank several bottles of beer before I knew it. I felt uncomfortable with my bladder swelling, so I stood up and prepared to go to the toilet.Although I was a little dizzy when I was sitting, I couldn't stand still when I stood up. I wobbled and walked towards the toilet while leaning on the wall.I don't know which table the second child ran over from. He hugged my waist from behind and helped me walk to the toilet.As soon as I got to the bathroom, I vomited, and my throat was uncomfortable.I finally vomited enough, but I couldn't unbutton my trousers while standing in front of the urinal, feeling as if my hands were numb and I couldn't control it.The second child saw that I was in a hurry to urinate, so he quickly helped me untie it, and felt that the whole person became more relaxed.

I don't know how I got back to the dormitory that night. My memory of leaving the hotel is completely blank.It was the next morning when I became conscious again. I opened my eyes and found myself lying on the second bed. I looked up and saw that there was no one in the dormitory.I got up and fumbled to get dressed, when suddenly my second child poked his head out of the upper bunk with a novel in his arms and asked me, "Are you awake?"

I knocked my aching forehead with my fist, and said hoarsely, "Yeah."

"Did you get drunk last night, you were completely unconscious, and I carried it all the way back like a dead pig."

"Ah."

"But I'm exhausted. I'm afraid you'll vomit at night, so I'll sleep on the lower bunk for you, so as not to wash our dormitory like a waterfall."

I had a terrible headache and ignored my second child's nagging.He went on to say, "Do you remember what you said yesterday?"

I thought for a while: "Forgot."

The second child laughed happily: "Fortunately, everyone else drank too much last night, so I didn't hear what you said."

I thought about it carefully and couldn't remember what happened later, so I asked him, "What did I say?"

The second child laughed: "You said you liked me for a long time."

"Crap JB!"

"Fuck! You said it yourself when you climbed on my back last night, don't deny it now."

I felt embarrassed when I heard what my second child said.It is said that if you drink too much, you will take out your heart and show it to others. It seems that this is true.The second child went on to say: "You acted like a coward to me during your internship in Dalian, which made me think that I was being self-indulgent."

I didn't speak, but the second child said again: "I will always hang out with you in the future, don't JB think about things." I looked up at the second child, his eyes were gentle: "Because I love you."

A feeling that I had never felt before directly hit my heart, wrapping my whole heart warmly.Only at this moment did I know that true love is so comfortable, which made me feel that the happiness in this scene is a bit extravagant.I don't know what I said that night when I was drunk. Anyway, my second child has become very special since this day, and I feel very different from before.For example, we used to be noisy when we were doing everything together. It was always you punching me and kicking me like a child.In the past, even when he went to the school cafeteria to eat, he liked to rush to eat the lotus root slices on my plate, because he knew that I love lotus root.Now the second child never grabs anything from me, and he will even give me a plate full of lotus root slices, which makes me feel embarrassed instead.When I used to go to the swimming pool, my second child always tried to tease me, but now he enthusiastically asked me if I wanted him to teach me backstroke.When playing in the table tennis hall before, this guy's moves are deadly, and the ball is particularly fierce.Now he is watching me kill him ball by ball, this guy is still laughing foolishly, I think this guy is a bit abnormal!I really want to know what was said that night that made the second child seem to be a different person, but I can't remember it after thinking about it.

At the last gathering of the whole class, some people laughed and some cried.Fortunately, I still have my second child by my side.When we walked out of the hotel at night, my second child and I left the crowd and walked on the campus. The campus at night is very beautiful, why I never noticed it before.

We sat down by the lake, and the second child leaned on the bench with his hands behind his head. He turned to me and asked, "Are you cold? It's still a bit cold by the lake."

"Fuck, why is it so cold in summer?"

The second child smiled, but did not speak.

I asked him, "Why, are you not in a good mood today?"

"Looking at all the classmates graduating and leaving, think about how fast these four years have passed."

"Yeah, time always flies."

"I remember when I first arrived at the dormitory when I started freshman year, I saw you making the bed, looking up in the dark."

"That's because I was doing farm work during the summer vacation and got tanned."

The second child glanced at me, and then said: "I just saw how this kid looked like a black man, it was so funny."

I thought of how I used to be, and laughed too.

The second child sighed: "Four years have passed, and this group of people is about to break up. Fortunately, we are still together."

I looked at the fuzzy face of my second child, and I didn't expect that my second child who used to be careless and silly would say such sad words.I suddenly thought of what happened a few nights ago, and I asked him, "What did I say last time?"

Second child: "So curious, you have asked me several times."

I said, "Yeah, I'm afraid I said something embarrassing and it will be used in your hands."

The second child glanced at me: "Childish, I don't care about you!"

"Fuck, who was it that made things difficult for me all day long?"

The second child laughed: "Okay, I can do it. Let me tell you, that day you drank too much and lay on my back and kept nagging, you said that if I was a woman, you would marry me. I'm going home, uncle, aunt, brother, sister-in-law, anyway, your relatives must be very happy, you said that if I were a woman, you would be able to live peacefully with me for the rest of your life."

The second child paused and said: "Actually, I have always known what you are thinking and the guilt you feel towards your family. I don't know how to comfort you. What I want to tell you is that no matter what happens in the future, as long as we are willing, we will Together."

I was very moved when I heard what the second child said, like a careless little girl, tears were really about to flow down my face.The second child continued: "If I were a woman, are you really so sure that you want to marry me?"

I thought about it seriously: "Maybe, but I still like men."

"Damn it, you like my dick~ Babi likes me!"

I was very happy after hearing what my second child said. The scene I was moved just now was suddenly broken by this kid's shit.I laughed: "I like them all, I like them all."

The second child also laughed, and he said, "If you were a girl, I would definitely marry you and go home. We will get married as soon as we graduate."

The dim light in the distance shone on the lake, and the reflected light flashed and flickered on the serious face of the second child.Looking at the expression on my second child, I couldn't help leaning over and kissing him deeply.We hugged and kissed like this for a long time until we felt a little out of oxygen.The second child said, "I'm going to throw up my wine if I keep kissing again!" I stopped and looked around to see if there was no one around, and then continued to kiss him.The second child laughed and avoided me, I tied his hands behind my back, forced my face towards him, the two of them were laughing and laughing.Suddenly, we heard someone's mobile phone ringing not far away, and we found out that there was someone on a relatively hidden bench not too far from the side.My second child and I stopped bickering.The man's cell phone rang for a long time and he didn't answer it. The second child said loudly: "Who's fucking cell phone is ringing!" A girl over there hurriedly answered the phone and said softly: "I'll give you a call later." Call me, hang up first." Then a man's voice came: "It's me!" The boss' voice!My second child and I were stunned for a moment.

The boss pulled his girlfriend out of the dark bench, and they came over.I could clearly see the embarrassment on their faces, and the atmosphere suddenly became very stiff.The eldest girlfriend said: "We...we passed by and sat for a while. I didn't expect to meet you and Depeng. What a coincidence..."

The boss hurriedly echoed, "Yes, yes, we just came here and are about to go back."

The boss has always been honest and will not lie, but now it is obvious that something is wrong with his voice.I was caught off guard by this sudden situation.The second child stood up and paused and said, "Who did I say, it turned out to be the boss! Damn, where is he hiding mysteriously?"

The boss and his girlfriend approached us: "We are also here for a walk, is Depeng here?"

I saw the boss's girlfriend pulled the boss's arm hard.I responded, "Yes, come out and sit and sober up."

The eldest girlfriend said: "I was also afraid that he drank too much, so I went out to take a walk with him."

The second child said: "Sister-in-law is very caring, much better than my family's Depeng."

Hearing what the second child said, I really wanted to find a place to play and disappear.The boss smiled awkwardly and didn't speak.The second child continued: "Boss, sister-in-law, Depeng and I are together now."

The boss's girlfriend seemed to have been prepared for a long time, smiled and said: "It's good, as long as the two are willing, there is nothing wrong with it, don't you think so?" She said and pulled the boss, who was obviously as confused as me, He said, "Ah, it's good...it's good."

The second child looked at the time and said, "Turn off the lights now, let's go back to the dormitory first."

I regained my composure and hurriedly said, "Yes, it's already late, let's go back first."

Boss: "Okay, I'll take her back first."

The four of us walked all the way to the dormitory, and when we got to the downstairs of the girls' dormitory, the boss waved goodbye to us, and then she stomped upstairs.None of the remaining three of us spoke, and went back to the dormitory in silence.