love on the other side

I was sorting books in the bookstore, and Meizi came in quietly.When I turned around, her serious expression made me nervous all of a sudden.What happened last night?How is she feeling now?I really want to know in my heart, but I pretend not to care, I am still good at disguising.

I lowered my head and silently sorted out the books, waiting for Meizi to speak, as long as she speaks, I will know what happened last night.

After a long silence, Meizi didn't say a word.A couple walked into the bookstore and asked about my new book.One of the women was wearing cut-off jeans and a low-cut shirt with deep, exposed cleavage.When they turned around to browse the books on the bookshelf, I saw the man put his hand on the woman's buttocks and stroked them carefully.

Meizi sat down on the high chair and looked at the couple. After they left, she finally said:

"What's your relationship with him?" Her voice trembled slightly, as if she already knew the answer.

"What? We..." I didn't know how to answer for a while.

"She ignored me last night. He kept asking where you were. He said he had been to the bookstore, but there was no one."

"..."

"He was very sad, he said you cheated on him."

"I...I can't find a reason not to go home at night. I've never done this before. I want to help you too."

"Yeah, you also want to help us. Why is he ignoring me?"

"..."

What can I say about this?I poured her a glass of water to express my comfort to her.Unexpectedly, she pushed the cup, and the cup hit the ground fiercely, broke, and the water spilled all over the floor.I was stunned for a long time, and looked up at Meizi. Her face was distorted, and all the sorrows were twisted together, and then she shouted excitedly:

"I stood in front of him naked, and he was indifferent! What the hell is going on?! Am I shameless?"

"Is...is he too tired from work?" I understood everything in my heart, with mixed feelings, was it sympathy or secret joy?

"What the hell are you pretending for me!" Suddenly, Meizi jumped up from the chair and cried, "He told me everything, he said he likes men! But I tell you, I don't mind! Fu Hong, I'm going to make a decision!"

I was also taken aback. Fu Hong easily exposed his true self to this woman.I don't understand what's going on in Fu Hong's heart, which is why I can't guess how Fu Hong will face it.What does plum don't mind mean?Will she continue to pursue Fu Hong?Things seem to be getting more and more complicated, and I don't know what role I'm playing in this relationship.

After Meizi left, I was in a trance.On the one hand, I am afraid of losing Fu Hong, on the other hand, I am afraid of falling in love with Fu Hong, on the other hand, Meizi is not as gentle and elegant as I imagined, she is the kind of woman who can do anything in a hurry.Worry and fear filled my chest and made me very uncomfortable.

When I got home at night, Fu Hong was already sitting in the living room waiting for me.

I asked, "So early?"

Fu Hong didn't answer.

I went around to him and asked, "What's wrong?"

Fu Hong looked up at me with confusion on his face:

"What are you doing? What did you do last night? Why is plum at our house?"

I told him the truth. I felt very scared and guilty because I made up a lie to deceive him last night. I was afraid that Fu Hong would be angry with me.So before he asked, I confessed the matter, hoping to get his forgiveness.

After hearing this, Fu Hong stood up abruptly. He was going to yell at me, but suddenly his tone softened and became sad:

"It's not that you don't know what I'm thinking, you are unwilling to face your true heart! You know that the person I like is you, why do you push this woman to me? You are doubting my love for you Feelings? What do you want to do...?"

I couldn't say a word, because I was so confused that I didn't even know what I wanted.After a while, I stammered:

"Meizi really likes you. Even if she knows you are gay, she says he doesn't mind. Fu Hong, you can try to accept her, you can live a normal life, don't pity me, pretend to love me..."

"Snapped"!Fu Hong slapped me across the face, and I was dizzy for a while, and I didn't know how to react.Then, Fu Hong quickly hugged me in his arms again.

"I made it clear to her that I can be friends with her, but not lovers. I love you, why do you think it's pretending? I gave up my studies and came back from abroad. I abandoned my father and mother and went away with you. I What else can I use to prove my love for you? What do you want to prove?"

I hugged him tightly and wept bitterly.Perhaps, I should accept Fu Hong and forget about Fu Linbo!The secular world has collapsed before us, and only love is the highest will of God.