love on the other side

The sun dances sometimes, in front of the bright window.

Small tufts of jet-black curly hair were gently piled in direct sunlight, each with a tan gleam, and had been clipped by one man for another.

"Your hair is so thick and black!" Fu Linbo sighed as he stroked me.In his right hand he holds a pair of large scissors.

"Your hair is a little yellow, is it because of age?" I guessed, while stroking Fu Linbo's hair.

"No, it's been like this since I was a child."

"Is it young and mature? But it's very long." I laughed out loud.

Fu Linbo carefully cut me bald, then squeezed out a palm of shaving cream and applied it lightly on my body, slowly kneading and spreading it until all the short hairs were covered, he raised the razor , lowered his head, and carefully shaved off the remaining short hair for me.

"Spread your legs a little more." His razor went deep, making me itchy.

"Hurry up, I can't stand it!" I yelled.

"Don't move, be careful of hurting!" Fu Linbo pressed my thighs with his elbows, not allowing me to move easily, and shaved my hair cleanly. It seemed that he was not used to it at all!

After he finished shaving me, we switched places and I started shaving him.

"Aside from making love, what else did we do?" I suddenly asked.

"Isn't that enough?" Fu Linbo said.

"Can we do something else?" I asked.

"I'm willing to do whatever you want, I'll listen to you."

I put down the scissors, squeezed out a handful of shaving cream, and gently rubbed it on Fu Linbo's body.

"Can you tell me about your past?" I said as I spread the shaving cream evenly.

"How long ago?" Fu Linbo asked softly.

"For example, when you were in the army, you were about my age at that time, right? Did you already like men?" I rubbed shaving cream deep into his body, and he opened his legs openly.

Fu Linbo lit a cigarette, his face became heavy.

"In the past, don't mention it again."

Hearing what he said, I stopped the razor in my hand, looked directly into his face, and said a little unhappy:

"I gave you everything I have, what else can I say!"

I now feel that he and I are no longer father and son, we are lovers, we are equals, so my tone of voice becomes a bit offensive, although I am worried that he will annoy me, but challenging his temper makes me feel comfortable A sense of victory.

Fu Linbo took a deep drag on his cigarette, and flicked the end of the cigarette in the ashtray.He seemed to be thinking about what to say in the next story.And it was the first time I saw him smoke with my own eyes, and as the smoke rose from his face, I discovered another side of the man.In front of me in the past, he was probably also trying to play a pure man who does not smoke, drink or drink, is selfless and desireless.

"It's fine if you don't want to talk." I gave him a step, and I really didn't want to embarrass him.

He looked at me lovingly, took another drag on his cigarette, and started telling the real story.

At the age of 18, Fu Linbo could not bear the poverty, so he resolutely left his hometown and enlisted in the army.Because of his introverted personality, he had no friends when he first joined the army, and he was always lonely in his heart.He gets up on time every day and trains silently in the team. When eating, others are always talking and laughing in groups, but he is always alone.Fu Linbo endured loneliness and tried to maintain a positive attitude.After the training, I went to the army library to study.There, he met a man who was working as an assistant in the library at the time, helping others borrow and return books.Fu Linbo often went to the library, and they quickly became friends.

On Fu Linbo's 19th birthday, his assistant gave him a copy of "History of Western Civilization".The book was actually stolen from the library, because Fu Linbo had always liked it, so the assistant stole the book under his arm when the administrator was not paying attention, and quietly gave it to Fu Linbo.Unexpectedly, this incident was exposed by his comrades-in-arms, and Fu Linbo and his assistant were fined to stand in the square, facing the wall and thinking about their mistakes.In winter in the Northeast, there are heavy snowfalls and biting cold winds.The two young people embraced tightly in the corner to keep each other warm.After this time, two lonely hearts came together.

At night, they sneaked to the river to vent their vigorous desire under the cover of the duck shed.The bright moon was in the sky, and the two white bodies were burning fiercely, regardless of the filth and coldness around them.

Paper can't contain fire.One day, when they were making love in the haystack of the cowshed, they were discovered by their comrade Leopard.Leopard didn't expose them, but began to threaten Fu Linbo and his assistants to work for him.The worst thing was that when the leopard was in a rage, it dragged Fu Linbo into the haystack and raped him.When the assistant found out, he was furious and determined to put Leopard to death.On the way to buy a new book while driving, he tried to kill the leopard.The result was unsuccessful, and Leopard finally reported their affairs.

In order to protect Fu Linbo, the assistant admitted that everything was his fault, and Fu Linbo was forced.Because Leopard likes Fu Linbo, he also gave a false testimony.As a result, the army expelled the assistant from the army on the charge of "behaving uncleanly and desecrating the majesty of the army", while Fu Linbo continued to stay in the army.Soon after, the war broke out, and Fu Linbo made great contributions in the war. After retiring from the army, he stayed in the army to work.

After Fu Linbo finished telling the story, he had already smoked three cigarettes.As soon as he finished speaking, he raised his eyes and looked at me, as if asking me what I think of him like this.

My eyes were wide open, it was like a movie, unbelievable.

"You said leopards like you?"

"Of course, I must refuse him. He has always held a grudge."

"Where is the library assistant now?"

"In Nanchang."

"In Nanchang?"

"You met him."

"I met him? When? At the last dinner?"

"He didn't come that time."

"Auchan Country!"

"Before that, you already knew each other."

"how is this possible?"

"How about I take you to meet him another day?"

"You still in touch?"

"Always in touch."

"But, then, what is your relationship?"

"He never had a family. I'm sorry for him."