a virgin story

There are three kinds of people in the senior year: those who play computers, those who fall in love, and those who take the postgraduate entrance examination.

There are few classes in the senior year. Those who are looking for a job are busy submitting their resumes everywhere, and those who have signed a job just have nothing to do and play on the computer every day.I sat in the last seat of the postgraduate entrance examination classroom, and every time I raised my head, I could always see shirtless students playing on the basketball court on the seventh floor.Occasionally, I can see Jiang Yiming. He strides, dribbles, and shoots very smartly. If he hits the ball, he will always proudly make a yes gesture, and then run under the basketball hoop with his head down.

Love can be great, like Liang Shanbo; love can also be humble, like me.Of course I can't compare with Liang Shanbo, but I also fell in love with someone infatuatedly.

Studying is hard work, and you always have to find a reason to keep going when you are tired and dizzy.Sometimes it is the unattainable dream that supports me, sometimes it is the fuzzy bright future, and sometimes it is the hard-working migrant workers outside the window.Every evening, when the sun shines on the window sill, I always look up at the sunset hidden in the buildings in a daze.It was a kind of peace, and the ease came after a long day of hustle and bustle. I stared at it blankly, and sometimes thought about life, but I couldn't understand those complicated world affairs after thinking about it.

Everyone in the self-study room is working hard for their own ideals. Everyone knows each other in the fixed study room every day, and occasionally meets in the restaurant, and they all smile at each other tacitly.As the days passed, some people in the self-study room gradually couldn't bear it anymore. Every day, some people moved books out and gave up the postgraduate entrance examination, and some people couldn't bear the loneliness and began to write resumes to participate in various job fairs on campus.There are fewer and fewer people in the self-study room. There used to be more than 50 people who filled the self-study room for postgraduate entrance examinations, but now only half of them remain.

Time passed quickly, and the leaves gradually turned yellow before they knew it, and then fell off one by one, and then one day someone suddenly said: It's snowing.So everyone looked at the snowflakes outside the window in a daze.During dinner at night, someone wrote a few words under the countdown on the blackboard: Shall we have a snowball fight?A big question mark is used.Everyone smiled when they saw the words on the blackboard when they came back from dinner.At seven o'clock, someone said again: "Let's go to a snowball fight?" Several people stopped their pens and looked up, and a few people put down their pens. Finally, everyone locked the door and went downstairs to the field. Play to your heart's content, each seriously like a child.The girls also let go of their former restraint, and they went crazy. The boys collectively rolled a big snowball, which became bigger and bigger, and finally everyone shouted together to push it forward.This feeling is really good, as carefree as when I was a child.To this day, I can still think of every excited face under the street lights that day, that was the happiest time I have seen in so many years.

The next day, the study room returned to its usual quietness. At noon, the most cheerful kid moved away. He smiled at everyone and closed the door gently.Every day someone gives up, I look up at the countdown on the blackboard: 56 days.I don't know if I can hold on.Liu Bin looked back at me and smiled wearily.

I was reading a book that day, when Liu Bin came to me mysteriously and gave me a thick stack of test papers. I saw that they were written test questions for professional courses over the years.I rely on!This guy is really awesome. The school we applied for didn't publish the previous test papers. Where did this guy get the questions?I asked him suspiciously.He whispered mysteriously: "You can use it with confidence, it is absolutely true."

I asked him again, "Where did you get it?"

The kid smiled mysteriously: "Leave it alone."

I raised my thumbs up at him, and walked away with a smile on my face.

Liu Bin and I applied to a school. In fact, at the beginning, I chose this school first. Later, when I told Liu Bin, he also enrolled with me.

I gritted my teeth and asked him, "Why are you reporting with me?"

Liu Bin answered me like a ruffian: "Cut! If you report it, can I not report it?"

I continued to grit my teeth: "Are you competing with me?"

"Yes, there are many students in our school who apply for that school, and I'm not one more."

I sighed, and continued selfishly: "You know a lot, why are you joining in the fun! There are many competitors, and I lose some advantages."

Liu Bin still looked like a ruffian: "I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?"

Stop arguing with me, it's a waste of time.In fact, to be honest, I really want to be with Liu Bin, so it is convenient to have a friend by my side.The main reason is that the current competition for postgraduate entrance examinations is too fierce. Although the country expands enrollment, in fact the part of the expanded enrollment is a master's degree in engineering. To use an inappropriate analogy is like the difference between "undergraduate" and "specialist". It has been reduced over the years, while the enrollment of "specialist" has been expanded over the years. The master's degree in engineering here is like a "specialist".So I am afraid that if we apply to the same school, the risk we both face will be even greater.Forget it, let's work hard together since we signed up together.

Liu Bin is not gay, I am sure he is not.Now when I walk with him, my eyes are always unconsciously looking at the girl, at the girl's butt and back, and when we pass, this kid will look back at the girl's breasts and face.Sometimes when I meet a good-looking girl, I will take a few more glances, and when I see an unattractive girl, I will always mutter "remember more points".In Liu Bin's eyes, I am his good brother, and of course I am very fortunate to have such a brother by my side.Sometimes I think that if Liu Bin is replaced by Jiang Yiming, then I can't help but want to bend him, and then spend the rest of my life happily with him?And that's just what I think about when I go to sleep at night.Jiang Yiming is now living happily with his new girlfriend. He is living his own life and enjoying his own happiness.Jiang Yiming signed a good unit and is with his current girlfriend. If there is no accident in the future, they will get married and have children, and live a happy life as a family of three.He won't know that there was a person who loved him humblely, and I dare not tell him that this person is me.I was afraid of his disgusted expression, and even more afraid of the contempt in his eyes.

When people are tired, they feel bad.During my postgraduate entrance examination, I was in a bad mood. I was too lazy to talk to people every day. Besides eating, what I looked forward to most was the warm bed in the dormitory, and then I got up in the morning and went straight to the classroom. The life at three o’clock and one line was really exhausting.But you still have to create a little excitement in life, don't you?When I was tired, I sometimes went to the innermost bathroom to masturbate, and every time I closed the door, I saw the words on the door: make friends 139XXXXXXXX.I took this number down.One day I was bored and sent a message to this mobile phone number, the other party recovered quickly, and then agreed to meet on the basketball court.I have been lying on the window waiting, ready to see what kind of a flower this guy who wrote his mobile phone number in the bathroom is.Then I actually saw the teacher who taught me in my sophomore year walking up and down the basketball court, and I fainted!What a sin, I shouldn't have such a strong curiosity!I immediately sent him a message, saying that I couldn't go because of something.I lay on the window and saw him take out his mobile phone to check, and then wandered around the playground.

After a long time I got a message: You know who I am, don't you?

I replied with a guilty conscience: How do you know?

The phone rang: Since you don't want to meet, don't tell others, okay?

I replied: Don't worry, teacher, I will definitely not talk nonsense to you, I know the consequences, I understand this.

Then I saw the teacher walking away on the field.