That broken love

So, what will happen to my love for my brother?Can't say, can't do.Can only be like a shy flower seed, buried deep in the dark soil, slowly germinating and growing slowly, but never enjoying the sunshine and air, and finally, slowly withering or even dying young?

Feeling helpless and hesitant, he buried his head and sighed alone.Suddenly I heard Aunt Xin shout from downstairs: "Xiaoyu, it's time to eat!"

Luo Yu lost his appetite a long time ago, so he leaned on the railing and said, "You guys eat, I'm not hungry anymore."

Aunt Xin came over and said, "Come down to eat some more, or you'll be hungry again later, Auntie specially made your favorite dish."

Luo Yu hugged the railing rather depressedly: "Thank you, auntie, but I really don't have any appetite, you guys eat first, I will eat when I am hungry." While talking, he went back to his room.

Luo Jian greeted him in the restaurant: "Aunt Xin, leave him alone, let's eat first."

Aunt Xin was also quite confused, and asked wonderingly: "What's wrong with this child? He was fine just after entering the door, Luo Jian, you didn't say anything about him just now, did you?"

"Aunt Xin, he looks good, what do I say he does?" Luo Jian was eating vegetables and drinking soup. When Aunt Xin asked this question, he suddenly remembered what happened on the sofa just now. Luo Jian felt a little uncomfortable, but after drinking a few After having a mouthful of soup, he felt that it was nothing. After all, he was his brother, so it was inevitable that there would be physical intimacy, which was also normal.

After a hasty dinner, Luo Jian put on his clothes and was about to go out when Luo Yu asked upstairs, "Brother, where are you going so late?"

"I'm in a meeting. The company just answered the phone call. There is an urgent meeting tonight." Luo Jian stretched out his hand to push the door, and suddenly remembered something, and turned back to Luo Yu and said, "I still have to see a client. If it's too late, I won't be back, go to bed early, and I will pick you up tomorrow morning."

"Are you really going to a meeting?" With the sound of footsteps, Luo Yu ran down the stairs and grabbed Luo Jian's hand, with an inaudible trill in her voice.

Luo Jian's heart skipped a beat. He knew that he had lied and was wronged, but after thinking about it, he couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed. After all, it was his private life, so why should he let others interfere?I don't believe I can't fool you a kid!

She couldn't help frowning and said, "It's not true, it's fake! I'm going to be late, wash up and go to bed early, and I'll pick you up early tomorrow!"

The brother's car quickly disappeared from sight, Luo Yu stood alone at the door of the house, the night wind picked up, gently brushing the messy bangs on his forehead, his heart seemed to be taken away by his brother, as if lost.

Early the next morning, Luo Yu just woke up when he heard his brother and Aunt Xin talking.

"Luo Jian, your company is really busy. You have to have meetings in the evening, and you have to get up early in the morning. It's really not easy!"

"Oh yeah, I'm so busy every day, Aunt Xin, is Xiaoyu awake?"

"Oh, it's time to wake up at this point. I just went upstairs and saw that he was still asleep."

Luo Yu's voice suddenly came from upstairs: "Brother, I woke up early!"

Then I saw Luo Yu running down the stairs barefoot, a loose plaid pajamas made him look even more slender, under the disheveled bangs, those bright eyes were smiling.

Seeing his disheveled appearance, Luo Jian couldn't help laughing: "It's not too late to get up today."

"Of course, today is my first day at work. Do you think I am very energetic now?" Luo Yu raised his head and asked with a smile on his face.

"Well, not bad! Xiaoyu is getting more and more handsome the longer he grows! He is about to surpass your brother." Luo Jian said, scratching Luo Yu's nose lightly.

Luo Yu blinked and smiled suddenly: "What do you mean you are about to surpass you? I have already surpassed you, brother, look at your tired face, you must have been too busy last night." !"

"Uh... It's okay... It's not like you, you are carefree all day long..." Luo Jian's face was a little hot, and he was perfunctory while urging him to wash up quickly.

After breakfast, the brothers set off.When he arrived at the company, Luo Yu acted very cautiously, had a face-to-face meeting with several colleagues, and was then taken to the office by his brother.

"Xiaoxi, this is my younger brother Luo Yu, you take him with you for a while first." Luo Jian handed Luo Yu to Secretary Xiaoxi.

"Okay, Mr. Luo!" The girl with the baby face and big eyes replied with a smile.

"Xiaoyu, from now on you will be in charge of organizing the documents, and if you don't understand something, you can ask this sister for advice."

"Got it, brother!"

"Eh? What did I say? Forgot it so soon?" Luo Jian pointed at him and said seriously.

Luo Yu immediately straightened his waist, saluted and said solemnly: "Yes, leader! Manager!"

Luo Jian smiled and opened the door to enter the room.Xiaoxi couldn't help touching Luo Yu's arm: "Handsome guy, your brother manager is so cool, he's so impartial and selfless, he really deserves to be the modern version of Bao Qingtian!"

Luo Yu shook his head helplessly and chuckled, he is the only one who still cares about Qingtian?Have you ever heard of Bao Qingtian lying to his younger brother to go on a tryst with a woman?When he thought of this, it was like a big stone was stuck in Luo Yu's heart, making him unable to breathe. Could this be the legendary jealousy?

Luo Yu himself thought it was shameful and ridiculous that a man would have such a strange feeling for another man, and he would even be jealous of him!

He thought of what people called homosexuality again, and couldn't help but startled.

In fact, he once persuaded himself to stop this abnormal love before it got out of hand. Same-sex love is a hard journey that is difficult to persist to the end. How much courage and courage are needed? Only with determination can we resist the eyes of discrimination from the world, and endure rumors and even devastating slanders.

So, he was melancholy again, as melancholy as a prince.Growing up under the protection of her elder brother, she has already relied on him in every possible way.If one day, my brother leaves me and starts a family with another woman, what should I do?

Maybe, that's the end of the world.

"Hey, handsome guy... handsome guy? Handsome guy!" Xiaoxi's cry finally brought his thoughts back to reality.

"Ah? Sister Xi? You called me?" Luo Yu suddenly woke up, knowing that she had lost her composure, so she smiled hypocritically.

Xiaoxi looked at him strangely and asked, "Are there any other handsome guys here besides you? You've been fascinated for a long time, what are you thinking? Can you tell Sister Xi?"

Luo Yu faltered and said: "I... I... It's my first day at work, so I'm a little nervous. Sister Xi, please teach me the business."

"Well, you are very serious! Come on, sit here, I will teach you how to send and receive files on the computer first." Xiaoxi pointed to a chair next to the computer, "Handsome guy, we have many responsibilities, sorting out files But one of the more detailed tasks, such as scheduling the manager's schedule, recording meeting materials, receiving calls from customers, etc., I will tell you slowly in the future."