That broken love

Luo Jian remained silent. He found that Luo Yu had really grown up. Even though love is romantic, it needs reason in the end.Luo Yu's decision is actually the best way out. I hope that time can turn into a holy medicine for healing. After all, he is still so young, the sky belongs to him, and no one else has the right to interfere.

"I respect your choice. Didn't you say that there are many ways to love someone? Then you must promise me."

"What?" Luo Yu asked quietly, lying on his chest.

Luo Jian stroked his hair and smiled, "You have to promise me that you must study hard and live well. The most important thing is that you must find happiness for yourself. This is the best way for us to love each other."

April 2007, 11, sunny and light wind.

It's already winter, and the weather is not too cold.My mood recently is like the sunshine at the beginning of the day, warm and quiet.

If a person thinks about things, his heart will become very calm.

I learned to curl up on the sofa like a cat, enjoy the heat of the sun, and flip through the textbooks lazily. I think, the days of hard work are coming soon.

My brother got in touch with the school, and my time at home is getting shorter and shorter. I have made all the preparations. I hope that 2008 will become a new starting point in my life.

He often hugged me to watch the sunset on the roof. We took many photos, and each photo was occupied by the two of us, and there was no room for other scenes. He said that he would take a few photos like this every year and keep taking photos. When we are gray-haired, but I can't guarantee that I will go home every year in the future.

Yuzhou, this place that makes me fall in love and breaks my heart, I planted an unswerving love, but left him powerlessly.

My sister-in-law went to the hospital for an examination today, and she is pregnant with a baby!I am so happy, I hope she will give birth to my little niece or nephew soon, I want to hear him call me uncle, so excited...

10:30 p.m., Jade.

Luo Yu closed the diary and sighed softly, pushed the door and walked to the roof, the night outside was as cold as water, and the neon lights flickered in the distance, like bits and pieces of memories scattered in his mind.

This year's Spring Festival was very lively. Luo Jian brought his parents-in-law here. On the evening of the New Year's Eve, the family watched the Spring Festival Gala making dumplings and had a great time.

Luo Jian's Lao Taishan said even more happily: "Next year's Chinese New Year, our house will be even more lively. Xiaoqian has a new family here. Xiaoyu, you have to work harder and try to bring a girlfriend back next year!"

Luo Yu didn't speak, just smiled, but secretly clenched his brother's hand tightly.

Luo Jian drove the whole family to Jinan on the first day of the new year. After returning on the fourth day of the new year, Wen Qian's parents stayed until the fifteenth day before going back.

The day before Luo Yu started school, he went to a seaside cemetery. He put a bouquet of flowers in front of Li Haimeng's tombstone.

He put the scarf around his neck, and reached out to touch the familiar name engraved on the tombstone.

"Brother Meng, I will go to school tomorrow. I plan to stay in other places to develop, but when my brother needs me, I will definitely come back. I think I am very open-minded, but I am still very sad, really I'm so sad..." When he said this, tears filled his eyes again.

He blinked his eyes to hold back his tears, and tried to divert the topic: "The things between us have passed for so long, those happy and unhappy things have gradually blurred with time, leaving you in my heart, Forever my friend, I hope you will be a good person in the next life. I'm leaving, Big Brother..."

He took a few steps back slowly, the flowers in front of the tombstone trembled in the wind, exuding a faint fragrance.

Suddenly, he seemed to see the tube building that was about to be demolished more than ten years ago. The black and tall boy stood in the corridor with a picture in his hand and smiled at himself: "Xiaoyu, don't cry, didn't you say But, do you have to be strong to be a man? Look, I don't cry, why are you crying?"

"Come on, let's high-five together, part, and part with a smile!"

So, Luo Yu smiled, and there were still tears in that smile.

As soon as he got home, Luo Jian was coming out, wearing a windbreaker in his hand and asking, "Where have you been?"

Luo Yu said, "I went to the cemetery to see Da Meng."

Luo Jian paused, took his hand and said, "Come on, let's go out for dinner."

Luo Yu asked, "Where are you going to eat? Where is sister-in-law?"

"She won't come back to eat at the class reunion at night." Luo Jian said as he got into the car, and Luo Yu also sat in the passenger seat, reaching out to caress his brother's hand who was about to shift into gear.

The elder brother looked back at him, and the eyes of the two brothers met in the space less than one meter away. The elder brother turned around and rubbed his hair, and fastened his seat belt again.

After eating something on the street, it was already very late, Luo Jian didn't seem to intend to go home, got in the car and started the engine, he turned around and asked Luo Yu: "Brother, let's take you around, where do you want to go? "

Luo Yu said, "It's so late, where are we going to play?"

Luo Jian thought for a while and said, "Let's go, brother will take you to a place."

Slowly driving to the quiet edge of the city, my brother didn't say much along the way, his brows were slightly furrowed, and he didn't know how many things were in his heart.

Luo Yu leaned on the seat and watched the night view outside the car window. The scattered lights far and near flickered dotted the coastline, and a car occasionally passed by on the wide and quiet road.

Luo Jian drove directly to the seaside before turning off the engine. Get out of the car and walk a few steps forward to see the endless sea.

The evening wind is much softer, and the sea seems to be falling asleep. The sound of layers of waves gently beating against the coast gives people a feeling of infinite emptiness.

Luo Yu also followed, and sighed behind her back: "This is the first time I feel the sea at night."

Luo Jian didn't say anything, just lowered his head and stepped on the stones under his feet, Luo Yu looked at his back and couldn't help calling out: "Brother..."

Luo Jian suddenly turned around and looked at him and said: "Your brother, I have never been romantic since I was a child, so I will be romantic with you today!"

When he said this, his expression was extremely solemn, which made Luo Yu suddenly want to laugh, but at the same time, his heart was sour, so his eyes became confused. His face slowly slid down, making his eyebrows look very attractive in the night.

The sea breeze messed up Luo Yu's hair, Luo Jian took off his coat and wrapped it around him, then hugged him into his arms with such force that he wished he could rub him into his body.

The oxygen in the chest cavity was about to be squeezed out, and the feeling of suffocation seemed to turn into enjoyment. Tears poured down uncontrollably, and he heard his brother begging in his ear: "Yu, promise me, you must come back after graduation." !"

Luo Yu nodded with tears streaming down his face, his throat was so choked that he couldn't speak, Luo Jian kept his arms around him and repeated over and over again: "I must come back, I can't live without you! I must come back, I can't live without you!"

"Brother, you also have to promise me to live a good life with her and love her well..." Luo Yu struggled to say these words, his heart ached so much that he couldn't add it, it was like being torn apart bit by bit.

Luo Jian suddenly held Luo Yu's face in his hands, and covered his cold lips directly, deeply entangled and hard to let go.

On the beach under the night, the two brothers' passionate kisses vividly interpreted this love. Even the sea water seemed to be burning, the wind was getting stronger and stronger, the waves were beating against the reefs on the shore, and the splashing waves drenched the two of them. clothes.

The elder brother gasped in his ear and asked, "Yu, is it cold? Let's go to the car!"

Luo Yu melted into his arms and murmured drunkenly: "But... I can't walk, I have no strength... My feet are already weak..."

Luo Jian's nosebleed almost splashed out when he heard this, and he carried Luo Yu into the car without saying a word.

The air conditioner was turned on warmly, the windows were covered with a thick layer of fog, and the whole car trembled.

This is their first time, as a sacred ceremony of love and belief, on the seaside in winter, in the hot night, far away from the hustle and bustle of the city, all worries are gone at this moment...

In the early morning, there was a mist in the sky, the sky was gray and there was no wind.

Luo Yu was carrying her schoolbag, and the black suitcase lay at her feet.The platform was very crowded, most of the passengers were students returning to school, Luo Yu was mixed in the crowd, just like every young man who passed by your side.

The bell of the train coming into the station rang, and people carried their big and small luggage on their backs to get on the train, and Luo Yu was no exception.

Perhaps such a silent parting would be the best. If I can't see my brother's sad eyes, my heart won't hurt so much.

The train drove in slowly, carrying away the people who had left their hometowns, and the noisy platform was empty, only a few people who saw off were left, lingering in place, eager to see them through.

Every day in this world, sincere and warm family affection and love are being staged, no matter great or small, they are equally touching.

In gathering and parting, we are all ordinary passers-by in the world of mortals who can no longer be ordinary, coming and leaving in a hurry, writing our own legend with various plots.

"I love you deeply, this love has nothing to do with identity, age, or even gender, because it is the fate we agreed in the previous life."

Luo Yu wrote this passage on the phone, hesitated a few times and wanted to send it to someone, but finally canceled the idea, deleted each word, leaving a lonely blank on the phone screen.

When Luo Jian arrived, the train had already gone far away, and the rails were shaking and hissing.

Panting heavily, he looked into the distance, and the train quickly disappeared without a trace, and his heart seemed to be taken away, eagerly chasing the train, eagerly searching for the carriage , eagerly wanting to see Luo Yu's appearance at this moment.

There was a kind of liquid that covered his eyes, and he didn't realize that he had lost his strength.He quietly retreated to a bench and sat down, holding a maroon check scarf in his hand.

The scarf belonged to Luo Yu, he was always used to wearing it when it was cold, maybe he forgot to take it when packing yesterday?Luo Jian held the scarf to his face and sniffed deeply. Luo Yu's body fragrance remained on it, reminding him of the indulgence last night again and again.

Perhaps, this scarf was left on purpose by him?As a last thought for me, Luo Jian wrapped the scarf around his neck. It was really warm, like being wrapped around his brother's arms.

Luo Jian breathed out comfortably, leaned back on the back of the chair lightly, and stayed a little longer, because he was reluctant to leave, and always felt that he was waiting for someone, waiting for his return date.

And the fog is getting bigger and bigger, clusters, wisps, like dreams and smoke, covering the sky...

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