embrace the memory of youth

On the way home, Lin Qingping said he was hungry, and said he would take me to the hotel to eat, but when I passed a roadside stall, I suggested to get off the car and try it. He was very happy to follow my arrangement, because a few years ago, my parents I also relied on roadside stalls to make ends meet, but at that time the family lived happily together, and the warmth created by the family relationship will never be forgotten, and it also allowed me to repay the taste of family love.

And Lin Qingping seems to be very rare, no, it should be impossible to eat in such an environment, a simple tent with a few tables and stools, the environment is really not satisfactory, besides, the sky is drizzling and the wind is blowing. There was still a little coolness when it was scraped over the body.

"I've wronged you like this, but the taste is not worse than the ones in the store." After we sat down, I said lightly.

"Don't make me say so high-end, I think it's fine"

“Are you happy with this trip”

"It's okay, but without you by my side, it's impossible to be happy, and you are all in my mind." After he finished speaking, I made a booing gesture, and then glanced at the stall owner with my eyes. , He didn't restrain himself but continued to say, "It's just the truth from the bottom of my heart, and I'm not afraid of others hearing it." For his words, I was really completely convinced by him.

After a few seconds of silence he asked "Do you miss me?"

"I have," I said against my will, or from the moment he stepped on the train, my miss began. Of course, the two-word answer avoids embarrassing positions for both parties.

"I'm very satisfied"

In less than a few minutes, the snacks made by the boss were on the table. Sure enough, Lin Qingping hadn’t eaten much at the roadside stalls. Judging from the embarrassment on his face that betrayed his reluctance, I couldn’t help laughing. He sat across from me and asked inexplicably, “ why laugh"

I replied "Laughing is just an expression, it doesn't mean anything"

He let out a half-belief.

After supper, we didn't stay too long. When we got back in the car again, he made an excuse to say that it was cold and hugged me. I didn't refuse. Of course, the driver watched our actions through the front mirror intentionally or unintentionally. I just laughed, while Lin Although I can't see Qingping's expression, he should be happy.

I arrived at Lin Qingping's residential area in ten minutes. I got off the car before Lin Qingping, but I saw Guo Xiong wandering back and forth with a bag a few meters away from me. Seeing that it was me getting off the car, he showed a happy expression , then Lin Qingping got out of the car, Guo Xiong’s smile froze on his face, he stood there in embarrassment and didn’t know what to do, but fortunately Lin Qingping broke the deadlock and asked me, “Do you know him?”

I nodded in agreement, and then Lin Qingping walked up to Guo Xiong and shook hands with him politely. The two of them were together, and Lin Qingping's aura completely overwhelmed Guo Xiong. From a distance, I saw Lin Qingping talking about something. It was too far away and I couldn't hear clearly, but Guo Xiong just nodded with a smile on the side, I slowly moved my body and walked towards them, only to hear Lin Qingping say, "Why don't you sit upstairs, stand here and talk about strange things." cold"

Guo Xiong replied politely, "I still can't, I have to open the door for business tomorrow morning", then Guo Xiong turned his eyes to me and nodded with a smile.

Seeing me coming over, Lin Qingping complained, "Look, you have a brother here and don't even talk about it. He should have introduced us a long time ago. Brother Guo is the kind of person who looks extraordinary at first glance. Fortunately, we met this time by chance. Let me not miss meeting such a good friend." His words fell into distaste in my heart, although what he said was pleasant, but I felt jealous, and I only met Guo Xiong these days. I secretly scolded Lin Qingping for ignoring the truth and blaming me at will. Of course, I still kept a smile on my face, and I said to Lin Qingping, "It's the same if we don't know each other now."

Then Guo Xiong said, "Thanks to Boss Lin, who seems to be willing to make friends with me." Lin Qingping immediately interrupted and said, "Boss or not, just call me Lin Qingping just like Xiaoyu." There was a trace of embarrassment in the air, and the air froze for a while. In the silence, Guo Xiong clasped his fingers tightly, but Lin Qingping acted relatively more relaxed. I really can't bear this awkward atmosphere. He said, "If my brother is free some other day, I will come to my house for a sit-down. Now that it's late at night, I won't stay with my brother. Let's rest early when I go back." After I finished speaking, I couldn't remember how long I hadn't called him brother. , but Guo Xiong is very useful, obviously the smile on his face is much more natural.

Guo Xiong smiled and said to me, "Got it, you should rest earlier when you go back, and pay more attention to your body, don't get sick again." Let Lin Qingping know about his illness a few days ago, and he inadvertently revealed it again.

Sure enough, Lin Qingping said eagerly, "Why are you sick?"

I helplessly said to Lin Qingping, "I'm right in front of you now, okay, let's go back, I'm so sleepy." I pretended to be sleepy, and then said goodbye to Guo Xiong. Lin Qingping and I went up the stairs side by side. When I was upstairs, I didn't hear the footsteps of Guo Xiong leaving, but I looked back to see his disappointed expression.

The first thing Lin Qingping did when he got home was to go to the bathroom. I couldn’t help but find it funny to see his uncomfortable appearance. A few minutes later, he came out of the bathroom and complained, "This is too effective, comparable to Croton in TV dramas."

I jokingly said, "How can you stand the poison of the street stalls because you are a rich man? People like us who have been accustomed to eating street stalls since childhood have practiced the kung fu of invulnerability to all poisons. Now it is effective and safe and sound."

"Oh, it should be that us old people can't compare with you young people"

"Then you are wrong again. As the saying goes: A man is like a wolf at thirty and a tiger at forty. You are in the middle age of a wolf and a tiger. You should be described as a bear."

"The so-called proverbs are nothing more than kung fu in bed." When he finished speaking, my face turned red. He laughed when he saw me like this, and then walked to my ear and said, "The little man who can blush is really charming." "

"Well, you Lin Qingping dare to tease me, let's see how I deal with you." After I finished speaking, I jumped on him and scratched his arm with my hand. Because of my sudden action, he lost his balance, and we fell on the floor together. On the ground, he immediately turned around and asked eagerly, "Are you okay?"

I smiled and replied "It's okay", only then did I realize that his face was only a few centimeters away from mine, we looked at each other for a few seconds, he wanted to kiss me, I put my hand on his head, but he didn't give up, Moved my hand away vigorously with my hand, when his lips were pressed against my mouth, it was like an electric shock, I didn't resist any more, and sucked in the sweet spring of the other party vigorously with him, maybe it was the sweet dew after a long drought, we kissed very well Work hard, of course the taste in his mouth is good, without that disgusting smell of tobacco.

After a long time, we had trouble breathing before we parted reluctantly, and then we looked at each other for a few seconds. At this time, I felt embarrassed, and I didn’t know what to say in a complicated mood. Finally, he smiled after being silent for less than a minute, and was infected by him. I also feel relieved from tension.

He hugged me into his arms and said happily, "I've been waiting for this day for a long time, but I never thought that this day would come so soon, thank you, I love you"

The moment I was hugged by him was happiness. I knew I had him in my heart, but it was not so easy for Liu Bing’s towering tree to be defended. I needed an excuse. I felt ashamed of everything that happened today. For Liu Bing, I didn't speak but clasped Lin Qingping's body tightly. We separated each other's body rationally, and then each washed and went back to our own room to sleep.

Early in the morning, the sun reflected into the room through the glass, and I smiled lightly. This is the best weather to welcome Lin Qingping. Yesterday it was raining continuously, but today it is clear again. I opened the window and took a deep breath. In one breath, the air is still not very fresh, but the mood is very good.

After walking out of the room, Lin Qingping started to work in the kitchen again. As usual, I walked to the door of the kitchen and quietly admired his back. He heard my footsteps stop and turned back to me with a smile and said, "I slept last night." good"

"Very well" I answered truthfully.

"Me too," he said with a silly smile.

After breakfast, we sat side by side on the sofa. He put one hand on my shoulder and hugged me. I obediently leaned my head on his shoulder, and we clasped the other hand tightly. A happy scene.

"What are you thinking?" I made a sound in the silence.

"I was thinking that if I had you by my side for the rest of my life, I would have no regrets in this life." He said sincerely, and I smiled from the bottom of my heart, and suddenly remembered that he said that he would go to my hometown, and I asked “Have you ever been to my hometown”

"You see, I was so happy that I almost forgot to explain it. I went, it was really beautiful, and I took many photos. Brother Liu and my uncles and aunts treated me very warmly." After speaking, he took it out of his pocket Mobile phone, show me photos taken in my hometown.

Those long-lost faces appeared one by one, but the face I wanted to see the most was missing from the beginning to the end. I found that the smile on my face was fading. Regarding the existence of Liu Bing’s shadow, did something happen to him, I guessed in my heart, and I hurriedly asked, “Why is there no picture of Liu Bing?”

I was just looking at my phone and didn't notice his expression, he replied hesitantly, "Oh, he happened to be on a business trip when I went, but I want to meet him"

I believe it for the time being. I remember what my fourth uncle once said. Generally, Liu Bing runs errands for business trips in the company. But through the photo of my fourth uncle and Uncle Li, I still found clues. The blurry figure behind them is not familiar to anyone. I looked at Lin Qingping with an embarrassed expression, hoping to see through the What could be known from his eyes, but at this moment someone called him, and then he left in a hurry.

I immediately flipped through the phone book on my phone and found the phone number I hadn't dialed for several months. In the end, I didn't have the courage to dial that number. After all, I was betraying him mentally.