embrace the memory of youth

I lived at the old lady’s house until the fifteenth day of the first lunar month. I have lived a comfortable life for nearly 20 days, and I have no worries every day. Usually, I play cards with Lin Qingping and Zhou Yuan in my spare time, or go out to enjoy the scenery nearby to pass the time. The real life is the most real life, so I cherish the time spent with them, and I have never thought about those sad times, but we have passed today, and Zhou Yuan will go abroad tomorrow, and Lin Qingping and I will go abroad again. Everyone lives in peace.

After eating glutinous rice balls at the old lady's house, we sat down and rested for a while before heading back to the city. The old lady's expression of reluctance showed again. It was inconvenient for her to move, so we drove in the car. For several minutes, I turned around and saw her chasing our car until a mountain blocked my view, and Zhou Yuan also changed his active style, and his silence was terrifying.

The atmosphere in the car was deathly silent, I forgot to look out of the car window, and a figure similar to Liu Bing came into view, only then did I realize that this was the first time I thought of him this year, yes, he is living a good life now Well, will you still think of me?I faintly recalled those unbearable memories in the bottom of my heart, and the sadness came to my head again.

"Can you all talk? It's so boring." In the silence, Zhou Yuan finally made a sound, pulling me back from the sad memory to reality. I smiled at him and said, "I thought everyone was playing a game where whoever speaks first loses." , so I'm silent"

Lin Qingping who was driving suddenly burst out laughing, and the atmosphere in the car immediately became active, and Lin Qingping said, "Then I am the last one to speak, does it mean I win?"

Zhou Yuan responded, "I didn't make a bet before, and I didn't win or lose. I was very annoyed." After this, the car fell into a sad atmosphere again. I comforted him and said, "Why do you think so much, anyway, study hard anyway, and remember to repay you in the future dad"

"Of course I know this. Thinking about going abroad tomorrow, I can't bear to let you and Daddy go, annoying, annoying," Zhou Yuan said frantically.

We got up early the next morning, and Lin Qingping prepared a rich breakfast for us. Everyone seemed to have no intention of eating it. After eating a few bites, we rushed to the airport. Parting is always sad. It was written on his face, Lin Qingping was the one who felt the most reluctance for Zhou Yuan to study abroad this time, don't look at him forcing a smile on his face, a discerning person can see through his sadness and loneliness at a glance.

There was still half an hour before Zhou Yuan boarded the plane. The three of us hugged each other tightly. What a warm scene was not disturbed by others. This was created by the three of us who were not related by blood. At that time, I almost passed away, and Lin Qingping Comforting us like an elder, Zhou Yuan was crying for a long time, and vaguely remembered the words he said when he turned around: Don't hurt my dad, or I will never let you go when I come back, and I want to hold hands happily;

Looking at his back, I was thinking, if the secular people unreservedly support our homosexuality like him, then we in the corner don't need to live so depressed, maybe because there are too many reasonable Zhou Yuan, so we can It will create tragedies in reality one after another. Of course, this is a digression, and it is just my own opinion.

March is a season of blooming flowers and the fragrance of birds and flowers. Of course, the rain is also falling continuously every day. Although I like the fragrance of flowers, I don't like rain very much. It is easy to recall the sad things in the past.

One day, Lin Qingping said without warning that he would go to the north. It would take about half a month. After Zhou Yuan left, my relationship with Lin Qingping remained at the same position as before, but he still treated me well as always. For him I am very touched by this persistence.

"I'm going to Beijing the day after tomorrow on a business trip, would you like to go with me?" He asked me during the break after dinner.

I replied, "I still can't, you are not going there for fun, and besides, you have to supervise Lin Xuan here."

"So I said that I feel more at ease with you here. When I come back, I will pass through your hometown. I want to visit my aunts and uncles. What do you think?" After he finished speaking, I stared at him with wide eyes. After a few seconds of silence, I said "My family doesn't know you, so what if you go?"

"Often they never realize it. It always takes a process. When the time comes, I will help the auntie and the others get a little something in your name, and it will be considered a little bit of my heart," he said sincerely.

"Since you want to go, go. As for the money for shopping, I will pay for it myself. I just have free time to take more photos of my hometown. Many places have beautiful scenery that cannot be found anywhere else."

"When I talk about your hometown, I am happy. That land has your childhood memories. Of course I will not miss the shooting. I will feel it with my heart."

"Thank you" I smiled at him.

Two days later, Lin Qingping simply packed his luggage and set off for Beijing. Before he left, I told him the address of his hometown. We hugged deeply at the train station for a long time. At first I thought why he didn’t take the plane, but then he said I wanted to see the scenery on the way, so I chose to fly, so I didn't care too much.

After Lin Qingping left, the calm at home was suffocating, and he walked aimlessly to Guo Xiong's snack bar, but he didn't intend to come here. When he saw me, he was surprised at first, and then excited.

"Just tell me what Xiaoyu wants to eat, I'll treat you today," Guo Xiong said with a smile.

I didn't give him a good look, but said coldly, "Don't you have any other waiters here, why are there just a few old faces turning back and forth?"

He stood there with an embarrassed smile. At this moment, Wenzhou came out from the kitchen and wanted to greet me. Seeing my bad face, he dismissed the idea. I saw that Guo Xiong had no intention of leaving, so I said, "I want to leave." what to eat you should know”

He immediately responded, "Okay, wait, I'll help you prepare right away." Then he hurried to the kitchen. From his happy state, I felt a little unfeeling.

Half an hour later, as expected, Guo Xiong brought a bowl of hot preserved egg and lean pork porridge. He put the bowl in front of me and stood there. I'm not used to others standing and watching me eat." He got my permission to sweep the haze off his face and sat down happily.

When the porridge in the bowl was a little cold, I began to taste the exclusive taste. This was made by him with all my heart. I ate it bite by bite. He should have watched me eat the whole bowl of porridge intently. I didn’t have anything in the middle of the silence. When I think about it, after a few years, the resentment towards him has already turned into smoke and disappeared with the wind, thinking that I will never see him again in my life, how many times I met again made me remember the torment I had.

Afterwards, I looked up at him, still full of affection, and he smiled and asked me, "Eat well"

I deliberately concealed my true thoughts and said, "The taste is similar to other restaurants, nothing special"

He smiled without saying a word, and then remained silent for a long time. I asked, "You opened this store."

When he saw me asking him, his smile finally exposed his joy, and he replied, "Yes, we drove with Brother Wen." When I heard him call Wenzhou and Brother Wen, I felt upset. I just recovered. And because of this, I fell into a trough, and I said angrily, "How much is it, I have to go"

He hurriedly said, "Xiaoyu sit down again, brother knows that you were sad at the beginning, then..." What else did he want to say, I didn't want to listen to it at all, so he interrupted and said, "Mr. Just stop talking, I’m not interested in listening.”