embrace the memory of youth

"Yuzi, stop talking. Your uncle beat you because he was mad. If you really don't want to get married, we will find other ways." My mother took my hand and said comfortingly.

"Second Sister, you are so used to him that you made him defiant and contradict his elders today. He just needs to be taught a lesson to be obedient," the uncle said angrily.

"It's not your turn to teach me a lesson. If I call you again in the future, I'll be a bastard." I said loudly to him.

"You white-eyed wolf, I don't want you to be my nephew yet, get out of here now." The uncle pointed at the door and said, his voice overshadowing mine.

"Third brother, don't bother with him, he is young and ignorant, and you are also ignorant, so calm down," the aunt said.

When I came out of my grandmother’s house, there was no smell of gunpowder, and I walked on the white snow to the bridge covered with ice and snow. It was the same scene that winter, when my grandmother carried the eight-year-old me on her back and walked across the bridge. Because I was playing in the field with people from the same village, and I was pushed down from a height of less than two meters by others, resulting in a broken right leg.

I go to the school near our village every day. Grandma is afraid of delaying my studies. She carries me to school in the morning and picks me up to her house in the afternoon. The body is still moving forward.

I don’t know how long I stayed before I walked in the direction of the fourth uncle. When I arrived at the fourth uncle’s house, Liu Bing and the fourth uncle were not there. Xiong Hua and Zike were watching Wulin Biography. They were smiling happily. My arrival did not attract their attention. .

I went back to the room alone, covered myself with the quilt, and wet the pillow with tears wantonly. After a long time, there was a movement at the door, and I was powerless to know who was coming. I really wanted to just sleep quietly like this, my heart was too tired , can't afford it.

"What's wrong with Xiaoyu?" Zike greeted with concern.

I hid under the quilt and shook my head desperately without speaking, but when he asked, my crying began to grow louder.

"How old are you and still cry like this, get up and tell me, what happened?" Xiong Hua pulled the quilt off me, helped me up and said.

"I beg you to get out, please, I want to cry right now, I may end my dream," I said pleadingly with tears.

"What do you mean, just tell us if you want to treat us as friends," Zike said anxiously.

"Don't cry, act like a girl," Xiong Hua said.

"The doctor said that my grandma would not live for a few days, and asked the family to prepare for the funeral, but my uncle hired a mage who did not know where, saying that my grandma was possessed by evil, and she wanted to use happy events to make a fuss. Everyone agreed that I should go on a blind date and get married immediately. , but you know, I'm gay, how can I be happy when I'm married?" I cried.

"Then what do you think if you don't get married? It's not like you don't know the depth of this circle. Who is willing to accompany you for the rest of your life?" Zike said helplessly.

"I don't think it's impossible, it's just that it's difficult. The temptation in the circle is too great, and there are too many people who are promiscuous. It's just that in your situation, what can you do? Get married first, and then divorce after your grandma's affairs are over. You don't follow them now. If something happens to your grandma, it must be your fault," Xiong Hua said seriously.

"Fatty Xiong, what kind of idea did you come up with? If you do this, you don't treat other girls as something. It's too selfish. This method is not advisable." Zike immediately vetoed Xiong Hua's statement.

"Monkey, don't say that you are so great. People don't kill people for themselves. They are just going through this buffer period. When the time comes, you can find any reason to divorce. Who can guarantee that you will get married and not find a man? Anyway, I still say that don't live with someone you don't like at that time, but have an affair with someone you like, that will be retribution." Xiong Hua became emotional.

"Okay, stop talking, I want to be quiet, I know what to do" I interrupted their dispute, in fact, I have made up my mind and know what I should do.

After they went out, I was left alone in the huge room. I vaguely saw my grandma’s smiling face appearing on the ceiling. Tears hung on my face, and I kept a smiling face that was uglier than crying.

When Liu Bing came back, I was already asleep. In order not to wake me up, he made every movement very lightly, but I was very sensitive to sleep, so he still woke me up.

This time I hugged him in reverse. In the night, I saw the light in his eyes. It was a pleasant surprise. I hugged him tighter and tighter.

When I woke up the next day, he was still there. I woke him up first, and looked at him who was sleeping soundly, with a smile on his lips.

After waking up, I bought a bouquet of flowers at a flower shop in the town, bought a ring at a jewelry store, and then booked a table at a hotel. I took out my mobile phone and called Wang Zilan, asking her to come right away. She was on the phone Li readily agreed.

Before she came, I ordered food and ordered a bottle of red wine. All of this followed my own thinking. Half an hour later, Wang Zilan appeared, and when she saw me, she showed the most genuine smile, and she sat down opposite me. .

"Just the two of us? Why didn't your friends come?" She spoke first.

"Why are they here? These flowers are for you." I held the roses in both hands and handed them to her.

"Liu Yu, what do you mean?" She pointed to the roses and said.

"I like you, I want you to be my girlfriend" I said against my will.

"I'll take the flowers first, and I have to think about that issue." She took the flowers in my hand and said with a smile.

"Look, I bought all the rings, I'm serious." I kept an ugly smile.

"What do you like me"

"Ah...well...beautiful and generous, gentle and kind" I thought of some popular adjectives.

"Did you eat candy in your mouth today, your words are so sweet"

"I'm telling the truth"

She kept laughing there after hearing it, hitting my internal organs directly.

We were walking in the town after the meal, the effect of alcohol made me flushed, I was brave enough to hold her hand without her consent, she did not refuse, I held her hand, and I put her on The ring that went up stabbed my skin coldly, and I took her around the town like a zombie.

I felt the envious eyes from others, she was very useful, her head slightly tilted to my side, at this moment she seemed to announce to others that she is the happiest woman in the world.

After walking around the town, I took her by the hand and went to grandma's house together. Seeing us, they all showed surprise eyes. My aunt smiled and took Wang Zilan's other hand and said, "Lanlan, tell me Aunt, are you in love?"

"Hehe...you have to ask your nephew about that," Wang Zilan said shyly.

"Yuzi, tell me," my aunt looked at me expectantly and said.

"Yes, I proposed to her today, as long as she is willing, we can hold a wedding in these two days"

Uncle walked up to me, patted my shoulder and said with a smile, "This is my good nephew"

I glanced at him, didn't say anything, let go of Wang Zilan's hand and walked into grandma's room, the situation was the same as yesterday, I said silently in my heart: Grandma must wait for me to get married before leaving, you promised me.

After leaving my grandmother’s house, I went to the town with Wang Zilan, withdrew 6000 yuan from the deposit, bought a carton of cigarettes, a few boxes of nutritional products, a few catties of lean meat, and took a few red envelopes, each with a One hundred yuan, and six hundred yuan was put in each red envelope that Wang Zilan's parents were going to give to her parents.

After shopping, we took the motorcycle to her house. I sat between the driver and her, and she hugged me behind me.

When we arrived at the gate of her village, everyone in their village looked at us with amazement. This time she took the initiative to hold my hand. When we arrived at the gate of her house, her mother was overjoyed and said with a smile, "It's okay for Lan Lan to bring guests. Don't say hello in advance, let the family prepare in advance"

"Hello, auntie," I greeted politely.

"Okay, go sit in the room"

When I arrived at her house, I directly expressed my intention to come. His mother was very happy, but his father treated me very coldly. to make her mother happy.

I ate dinner at her house. Her mother prepared a rich meal. I was not in the mood to eat it, but her mother was very polite and kept putting food in my bowl, even though she used serving chopsticks to help me. , but I am very disgusted with such behavior, and I can't show it.

Her dad was drinking alone, and since he entered their house, her dad didn't say a word to me. His face, which looked like he was owed 500 million yuan, somewhat affected my appetite.

When I came out of her house, I suddenly felt sad for myself for doing these unthinkable things.

Back at my fourth uncle's house, Xiong Hua and Zike came over and asked me what I was doing, but I ignored it, I was afraid that my ugliness would be exposed to them again, so I hid in the room alone and locked the door, they Knocking on the door and shouting my name, I can no longer be strong and let the tears wet my face.

Tired of crying, I fell asleep in a daze. In the middle of the night, I was woken up by Liu Bing outside the door. His appearance made me feel more at ease. I jumped on him, and the sudden movement made him take a few steps back. Fortunately, he His muscular body immediately adapted to the weight I put on him.

"Take me back to the bed" I whispered in his ear coquettishly, this is the first time I've been willful in front of him, and I also want to have a baby in front of him once.

Although I am not fat, but holding me who weighs more than 120 kg, he still struggled a little, and his steps moved slowly. I smiled and watched him grit his teeth and look serious. He was very good-looking and charming.