embrace the memory of youth

"Do you still remember the chubby girl Wang Zilan in class 208? You haven't changed, you are still very handsome, I can't praise your memory," she said with a smile.

"So it's you, this change is too big, it's unbelievable," I suddenly realized.

"How did you know each other?" Auntie intervened and asked.

"Auntie, he and I are classmates in junior high school. He is a famous figure in the school. Not to mention handsome, he is born with a good voice. He participates in the cultural programs held by the school every year. An ugly duckling like me How could he remember so clearly?" Wang Zilan said with a smile.

"Wang Zilan, what you said is too exaggerated. At that time, your academic performance was so good, and you acted like you were not close to strangers all day long. I just wanted to talk to you, but I didn't have a chance," I said helplessly.

"Don't mention that I'm studying. I'm ugly so I study hard. You think I don't want to go crazy with you at school. You walked around the school in small groups at that time. I don't know how many nymphomaniacs are giving eyeballs." Wang Zilan said happily .

"Why didn't I realize that Yuzi has such a great charm?" Auntie asked in disbelief.

Wang Zilan and I looked at each other and smiled. Grandma saw that I was very happy talking with Wang Zilan, in a good state of mind, with a kind smile on my face all the time.

After leaving my grandmother's house, Wang Zilan and I went to middle school together. The security guard at the door knew me and kept looking at Wang Zilan next to me, praising me for finding a good wife.

Wang Zilan covered her mouth and smiled, and didn't say anything. I explained, the security guard at the gate said that underground sex is popular now, and he can understand our feelings. I can only describe it in speechless.

Entering the school gate, there is a slight change inside. The two tile-roofed teaching buildings before are gone. At a glance, the green bamboo is dazzling. The corridor next to the green bamboo is covered with vines. The rockery is looming.

I asked her to take a photo with my mobile phone in front of the fountain, she smiled sweetly, and for a moment I remembered the photo of Guo Xiong and Xiong Hua, I was like being frozen, standing still.

"Liu Yu, why are you in a daze?" Wang Zilan walked up to me and said.

"I was shocked by your photo, hehe..." I smiled and said something against my will.

"Don't worry about me, let's go for a walk." She blushed and turned away.

I followed her to the new teaching building. The teachers in the classroom were giving lectures vividly, and the students under the podium were also listening carefully.

When we appeared, several students were looking at us. I was afraid of disturbing their school, so I left in a hurry with Wang Zilan.

In the process of leaving school, Wang Zilan talked about her situation in recent years. After graduating from junior high school, she went to the county No. [-] middle school to go to high school. After high school, she did not continue her studies. Now she works as a clerk in a company. This time she came back mainly to Hong Kong and Macau It is expected that their company will organize a trip to Hong Kong next year.

As for her relationship status, I am not in the mood to care about it. Although I occasionally gossip, I am afraid that she will misunderstand.

At noon, I took her to the hotel where my fourth uncle invited me to dinner last time. We both ordered four dishes, but our appetites were not good. We didn’t finish even one of the four dishes. After leaving the number, she went home first.

After she passed by, I walked aimlessly for an unknown amount of time, and came to the foot of an unnamed mountain. I looked towards the top of the mountain, and the top of the mountain went straight into the clouds, like entering a fairyland.

I took out half a pack of cigarettes, lit them, and found a big rock to sit down. The place is sparsely populated, and only one or two people passed by after a long time. I found tears in the corners of my eyes. After a while, I threw away the cigarette butt and took out another pack of cigarettes. Ignite, stimulated by nicotine, tears began to burst out of the eyes unscrupulously.

When I got home, it was already dark, and when I walked into the house, my father and mother sat together to watch TV. They saw the smiles on my face when I came back, but I ignored them. I looked for something to eat in the kitchen to fill my stomach, and my mother followed Followed in and asked me, "Is Yuzi happy going out with that girl today?"

"It's okay, we are classmates in junior high school, so there is a lot to talk about," I confessed truthfully.

"Let her come to our house for dinner another day, what do you think?"

"Mom, don't worry about it. Let everything take its course. The Chinese New Year is only a month or two away. I have to find something to do." I looked at her and said.

"What are you looking for, it's not bad to earn money for a month or two, you can rest at home, so you have enough time to go to that girl" my dad suddenly said.

"I still stick to my position. I plan to get married after I have a career. You have to know that forceful melons are not sweet. If you really want to force me to do something I don't want to do, I will choose to stay away from you." I threatened them.

"Yuzi, we are not forcing you, we are also doing it for your own good. If you really don't want to start a family now, you can wait for a while." My mother said anxiously, she was afraid that I would make impulsive actions.

"Damn old woman, you spoiled this brat, do you want to wait until he is three or 40 years old to get married?" My father said to my mother in disgust.

When I walked out of the kitchen, they were still arguing. My mother, who is always gentle and virtuous, completely overwhelmed my father's voice this time.

I ran to the bathroom and hit my body with cold water. My body shook uncontrollably, and my teeth were chattering rapidly.

Back in the room, Liu Bing was not there. I lay on the bed, but I was still shaking. When I wrapped the quilt tightly, I still felt cold. I don’t know how long it took me to fall asleep. Feel cold, but very hot.

Woke up the next day, looking at the vacant space next to me, I stretched out my hand to touch, the temperature was still there, I got ready, dizzy, and I lay back again, my goal was finally achieved, so I have enough reasons You don't have to go to Wang Zilan.

I turned around on the bed and fell asleep in a daze. My parents never called me in the morning. Every day after they got up and had breakfast, they would go to grandma's house alone and my brother's supermarket alone. This time No exception.

And Liu Bing also left early and came back late, he couldn't see anyone in the morning, and when I came back at night and waited for me to fall asleep, he didn't know he had been back until he hugged me.

I slept until the afternoon and woke up hungry. I was so weak that I went to the kitchen to find something to eat. I accidentally fell to the ground and couldn’t get up. My forehead began to bleed profusely.

I felt that the god of death was approaching me. I was suddenly afraid of death. There was a ringing sound from the cell phone in the room. I tried my best to crawl towards the room. The cell phone was on the bed and I couldn’t reach it.

The ringing stopped for a few seconds and I remembered again. I wanted to stand up, but I failed after several attempts. I finally gave up and lay quietly on the ground looking at the ceiling. I saw Guo Xiong’s long-lost smiling face , he yelled "Xiaoyu, stand up quickly, come on!"

I slowly reached out to touch, that face suddenly disappeared, and then Liu Bing's face appeared again, his exclusive smirk deeply impacted my eyes, and he said in his mouth, "Brother Liu Yu, stand up quickly, don't worry about it." Learn from children to roll the floor"

Then Xiong Hua's face, Zike's face, Fourth Uncle's face... many faces I was familiar with appeared on the ceiling together, and they all shouted in unison, "Stand up, you can do it.

I lay on the ground in despair and said "I'm tired, I want to sleep, you all are well, goodbye" Then I closed my eyes, my world was dark, the wound on my forehead no longer hurts, I feel like I have a pair of wings , flying freely in the air.

I opened my eyes in a daze, looking up at the white snow above, a pungent smell of medicine irritated me, and the wound on my forehead was obviously painful.

"Brother Liu Yu, you're finally awake." It was Liu Bing's voice. When I glanced over, the man who usually had a smile on his face had red and swollen eyes.

"You kid finally dared to open your eyes." Fourth Uncle said next to Liu Bing.

"Zhiye, what are you talking about? My Yuzi was just sleeping, and she opened her eyes naturally when she woke up. Why did you dare to open your eyes?" My dad sat next to my hand yesterday and said.

"Brother, seeing Yuzi woke up, I was too happy to say something nonsense, which is understandable," said the fourth uncle apologetically.

"Brother Liu Yu, why aren't you feeling well? Say something," Liu Bing said anxiously.

"I'm not feeling well, tell you what to do, you're not a doctor, don't just stay here, go and call the doctor," Fourth Uncle yelled at Liu Bing.

"Yes, yes, I will go to the doctor right away." Liu Bing ran out of the ward in a panic.

"Fourth uncle, why are you so fierce, I'm fine, I'm just very hungry" I said while touching my bandaged forehead.

"When you leave the hospital, I'll take you to have a big meal. I'll tell you boy, if it wasn't for me, you would have lost your life, why would you call me fierce here?" He said pretending to be angry.

Later I learned that after I passed out that day, my fourth uncle sent Liu Bing to pick me up to help him celebrate his birthday. Life.

I stayed in the hospital for another day, my dad went back to my brother’s supermarket to help, and my fourth uncle went back to the company. Before he went back, he allowed Liu Bing not to go to work to take care of me. In the evening, my mother came back from my grandmother’s house and asked Liu Bing to go home and sleep. But he insisted on staying with me, so he persuaded my mother to go home. I was so moved that my eyes were red with this strong man who is not tall.

When I woke up the next morning, Liu Bing and Wang Zilan came in together. I asked them strangely, "Why are you together?"

"I went out to buy breakfast and came back to meet her at the entrance of the hospital. I didn't expect that she was the same Wang Zilan back then. She has changed so much," Liu Bing said incredulously.

"Liu Bing, you have changed a lot, you are darker than before," Wang Zilan said with a smile.