embrace the memory of youth

On the day of the annual holiday, the three of us spend time together every day. Except for going to bed and going to the bathroom at night, we are basically inseparable. This decadent but not erosive life is also fulfilling, and it will soon be the beginning of the year. The day eight factories opened.

On the day of the opening, it was basically to say a few New Year greetings to the boss, and then give everyone a red envelope. Everyone chatted about the old days in the workshop and talked about how the Spring Festival was. The boss held an encouraging meeting, and finally everyone can go back to rest. Just go to work the next day.

When I arrived at the factory early that morning, I didn’t see Guo Xiong, so I quickly sent him a text message. I didn’t receive a reply from him until the boss announced that the meeting was over, and I didn’t pay much attention to it.

After leaving the factory, I walked aimlessly on the street, stood at the bus stop unintentionally, and saw the bus leading to Xiong Hua's residence, and suddenly I wondered what that guy was doing, and how he was doing.

When the bus was about to close the doors and start, I got into the bus without hesitation.

This familiar and unfamiliar road made those stinging memories of last year linger in my mind.

I still arrived at the destination on time in half an hour. I took the first difficult step. I felt a pain in the soles of my feet. I gritted my teeth and told myself in my heart: I will leave after just one look.

"Young man, if you can't get off, the next stop will be the last stop, and the middle stops won't stop." You can hear the driver's smell of gunpowder.

I got out of the car with a flushed face, the sun was covered by dark clouds, and there was a strange smell in the air.

I walked in the direction of Xiong Hua's house based on my memory, and once again I stood at the place where I fainted last year, looking at the window of his house, how I wish he could appear in the window at this time, even if it was a cold back.

Suddenly Guo Xiong called and said that his parents came from their hometown and asked me to come over to have lunch together.

With a disappointed heart, I embarked on the road to Guo Xiong's house. I knew that he must have mentioned my younger brother in front of his family, and he was like a real brother. Of course, my younger brother should not lose his face.

I went to the supermarket to buy food, clothing, and supplies for the two elderly people. The whole set was packed with both hands, and I arrived at his house panting heavily.

"Xiaoyu, when did you become such a woman, why did you buy so many things?" Guo Xiong complained.

"Go, it's all for uncles and aunts. If you want to see me exhausted, just keep nagging me. Don't let me in. I'm going to fall apart." I was really tired and fell down.

Guo Xiong took the gift in my hand and yelled into the house to inform the two old people that I had arrived.

After I said hello to his parents, I sat on the sofa side by side with them. His mother looked at me strangely, which made me break out in a cold sweat.

"Mom, I haven't eaten your food for a long time. You go to the kitchen and get ready. I can't wait to eat your food." Guo Xiong broke the embarrassment just now.

"You see, my son is a little greedy cat. It's all because I was spoiled since childhood. As long as he wants, I will try my best to satisfy him."

"Why is Lao Ai talking so much nonsense, you can cook when your son is hungry." This was his father's voice, obviously very dissatisfied.

"Old man, let me say a few more words to hinder you. The more others are in front of you, the more you want to embarrass me. I won't go to my old lady today. Let's see what you dare to do."

"Mom, don't make trouble, you hear my stomach is protesting and getting emotional, let's go." Guo Xiong coquettishly held Guo's mother's hand, and then they walked towards the kitchen together.

It didn’t take long for Guo Xiong to come out alone and apologize to me. Instead, I think this is the most real life. Guo Xiong ate the most at that meal, and Guo’s mother has been helping him with food all the time. Now I finally understand why he has the figure he has today.

I didn't stay long at his house after dinner, after all, the three of them wanted to have a good chat about family affairs, and I could only restrain their words.

After the farewell, I called Zike, and the sound of showing off happiness came from the phone. It seemed that I had shortened the time for him to get married again, so I hung up the phone in apology.

Walking alone in the cold street, with his arms folded tightly on his chest, he let the cold wind blow.

When I passed a leisure club, I stopped. I used to hear Zike say how fun it was.

With curiosity, I stepped into a place that was not suitable for me for the first time.

I was greeted by a handsome waiter whose face, I really suspect, had stiffened and kept smiling.

He escorted me to the lobby, and I found a corner seat and sat down, and then a middle-aged man wearing glasses introduced me to the service, and I immediately regretted coming to this place.

I looked around, the lights were dim, but people's actions were still clearly visible, some were hugging, some were kissing, and there were even more unsightly scenes. It was rare for me to be alone.

I ordered a drink and politely responded that there was a need to inform the waiter.

At this time, the lights in the center of the hall flickered, a man wearing only a pair of underwear slowly descended from the air, and music rang out in the auditorium.

It is Su Yongkang's love is so difficult, this sad music, looking at the surrounding and stage scenes, simply destroys the artistic conception of the song.

I took a sip of my drink, closed my eyes, and enjoyed the song with my heart.

: You said you still like to be lonely, but in fact you are afraid of being seen through by me, you are afraid of being tired of our boat, drifting and unable to reach the shore... I heard you say that loving me is really hard, what I said before is blown away in the wind , Standing at both ends of the scale is equally difficult, the only answer, it is so difficult to love someone;

When the last melody disappeared from my ears, I slowly opened my eyes, and a strange man appeared in front of me, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, a high nose bridge, a full sky, a face like Chinese characters, and lips of appropriate thickness.

"You look like a friend of mine," the strange man said, and of course he was a nice-talking guy.

"Sir, don't you think your way of greeting is too old-fashioned?"

"I'm serious, you have more sunshine for him and less sadness for him, but they are both youthful and handsome"

"Thank you for the compliment, but there are very few people with a rich imagination like yours. It's a pity that Zhang Yimou didn't ask you to be a screenwriter."

"Sure enough, the eloquent teeth are similar." He looked at me seriously.

"Don't use your coaxing tricks on me, what you say is true, you are still like my grandma's cub next door, and it's exactly the same"

"Who is Xiaowen?" He looked at me suspiciously.

"A fool" I was about to laugh.

"The boy dares to say that I am the uncle of the fool"

"You said it yourself, I just said it was like, I didn't say you were an idiot uncle" finally couldn't hold it back, and laughed wildly.

He didn't continue to look at me seriously, this time his eyes showed melancholy.

"Hey! Is it necessary for his uncle to say you are so sad? Normal men are not so careful like you." I don't know why I can speak without restraint in front of the strange man in front of me.

"If he is still here, he should be so happy," he recalled.

"What a fool, hello, my name is Liu Yu, what is your name, sir?" I really wanted to laugh seeing him like that.

"Lin Qingping, this is my business card." He took out a business card from his bag and handed it to me.

I took a glance at the business card in my hand, and almost spit out the drink I just had in my mouth.

:What?The general manager of a certain company, I really suspected that I was wrong. I rubbed my eyes and read it again, and it was indeed correct.

"What's wrong?" He looked at me with a greeting above his head.

"No, there's nothing wrong, I just didn't expect that you, who look like a fool, are still a general manager." In fact, he mainly looks young, and it's hard to think of that.

"Haha~ I met a blind cat and a dead mouse." He laughed loudly.

"I'll touch it some other day" I was obviously jealous.

He didn't answer, but continued to stare at me, which reminded me of the way Xiong Hua looked at me the first day I met him.

Suddenly his cell phone rang. After answering the call, he apologized and said that he would leave early, and said that he could call him if he needed help in the future. I didn't come in time to leave his contact information, so he left in a hurry.

I took out the business card in my hand and read it again.

The next day I came to the factory as usual. After the year, the public factory will generally enter a depression state. Compared with years ago, going to work is much easier. Guo Xiong asked for leave until after the Lantern Festival because of the arrival of Guo’s parents and Guo’s mother.

Not to mention Zike, since his man came back, he hasn't contacted me actively, and I have resumed a two-point and one-line life by myself.

One day when I got home and was really bored, I found out Lin Qingping's business card by accident. I dialed the mobile phone number on the card. After a few seconds of waiting, I heard a good voice saying that I had been away for a few days.

"Hello, how can I help you"

"I'm Liu Yu, is this Mr. Lin Qingping?" I was a little nervous.

"The little guy is finally willing to call me. If you call tomorrow, I won't be in this city anymore."

"Do you want to leave here?" I felt an inexplicable reluctance.

"I'm going back to the company to work, I'm here for vacation, the biggest reward is getting to know you"

"Oh"

"Why don't you want to part with me, why don't you go with me" he said mischievously on the phone.

"Mr. Lin, didn't you use a ruler to use your face in the morning? Don't you know how thick it is? Or your ruler is not enough to use your face."

Then he laughed loudly on the phone, saying that the more he likes my way of speaking, the more he hangs up the phone, although he has aftertaste, but he is not greedy, and there will be one or two calls every month in the future.

Sometimes chatting with someone is a kind of enjoyment. I don't have too many fantasies about him, it's more of a comfort when I'm alone.A few days later was the Lantern Festival, and Guo Xiong’s parents had to go back to their hometown after the festival, so he invited my family and Zike to his house for dinner.Thinking of the weird look in my mother's eyes for the first time, I felt an indescribable sense of fear, and I comforted myself in my heart, maybe it was benign.On the day of the Lantern Festival, my family and I came to his house early after having lunch. My parents quickly merged with Guo’s parents and Guo’s mother. What about educated youth going to the countryside, Chairman Mao’s Cultural Revolution, eggs used to cost a few cents, and now they cost a few cents Money one...I heard that these topics in their era are the first and the second big.Sitting next to me is purely for display. As for Guo Xiong, he is fine, and he can still say a few words. Now I only hope that Zike will come to save me soon.