embrace the memory of youth

After waking up, I stared blankly at the familiar ceiling. This is Lin Qingping and I's room. The furnishings inside are still the same, and everything is like a dream. It's back to the scene when I first came to city B. Skull, open the window, the air is still not so fresh, but I took a deep breath habitually, which still refreshed me.

Walking out of the room, the incense that was placed in front of the Buddha statue gave off a pleasant smell. I sniffed it covetously. I glanced at the clock next to the Buddha statue. The time was just after 7 o'clock in the morning, just like the time I woke up before. .

Near noon, Zhou Yuan came in from the outside. He was dressed in plain clothes. Seeing that I was moving freely, his joy was still expressed on his face. He said to me, "Second Dad, you finally woke up."

I said puzzledly, "What are you calling me?"

He called out to the second dad again, and I said, "Stop it, boy, don't shout at people, and am I that old? Lin Qingping came back from a business trip today, and we will go downstairs to buy fresh fish heads and tofu later. , I have to make fish head tofu soup for him to catch the wind."

Zhou Yuan's face turned pale immediately, he stared at me blankly, touched my forehead with his hand, and said, "Second Dad, what's wrong with you, Dad is dead, he won't come back"

I immediately replied, "Okay, you bastard, you're promising, right? How dare you curse your father for death. I'll take care of you later"

Zhou Yuan was completely dumbfounded, tears began to flow from his eyes, maybe he cried so much these days, his red and swollen eyes became even redder, seeing him like this, I laughed and said, "Such a big man still cries so much Seriously, it’s okay to be ashamed, I was just joking just now, I’m not willing to deal with you brother Liu.”

He didn't hold back his emotions, and still cried on his own. Shortly afterwards, Gao Ji appeared. He saw Zhou Yuan crying hard, but I acted as if nothing had happened. He stepped forward and asked Zhou Yuan what was going on. Zhou Yuan didn't speak, but just Shaking his head vigorously, Gao Ji became anxious, and hurriedly asked me, "What's going on?"

I said angrily, "It's none of your business what's going on, I'm just surprised, you just came in this private house just how you said it"

Gao Ji said strangely, "Liu Yu, why did you say that, how did I offend you?"

I said contemptuously, "Don't tell me you don't know what you have done that is outrageous, you'd better get out now, I don't want Lin Qingping to come back and see you get angry", my words shocked Gao Ji a lot , he asked Zhou Yuan behind him what was going on, Zhou Yuan shook his head, indicating that he didn't know anything.

At night they took me to the hospital for an examination. The doctor said that I suffered from temporary amnesia, which means that I dare not face the pain of reality and subconsciously escape, so the memory point returned to two years ago. They were a little caught off guard. Lin Qingping Because of Lin Qingping's will, Lin Xuan and Lin Qingfang completely showed their human side, and they resolutely refused to come forward to deal with Lin Qingping's funeral.

The old lady had poor eyesight, and the shock of losing her son made her sick in bed. Zhou Yuan was still young and couldn't make up his mind about anything, so Lin Qingping's body lay cold in the funeral home.

This went on for a few days, but my symptoms still haven't improved. Every day I deliberately wait for Lin Qingping to come back, and I repeat the fish head tofu soup every day, and the room is surrounded by the melody of luck every day.

On the eighth day of the Lunar New Year, Guo Xiong, Xiong Hua and Chen Zike rushed over from City B. When I saw Guo Xiong, I was happy inside, but on the surface I said angrily, "Well, Lin Qingping, you are finally willing to come back. I do it every day. Fish head tofu soup is waiting for you to come back, but you didn’t come back, I didn’t cook today and you came back, it’s your bad luck.”

Everyone was stunned, Guo Xiong was even more puzzled, I didn't worry too much about their eyes, I leaned closer to Guo Xiong and said, "Okay, Lin Qingping, your taste has changed even on a business trip, I never wear down jackets You even wore it today, but it’s still charming, but it lacks the spirit of the formal dress.” I sniffed at him and said dissatisfied, “The smell of the body wash is different, and where is the gold ring in your hand? You have to explain to me clearly, what kind of trouble is going on?"

Guo Xiong was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to say, Gao Ji stepped forward and said, "Xiaoyu, Qingping just came back, he should be tired, you let him go back to his room to rest"

I turned around and glared at him and said, "I want you to take care of it, you can get out of our affairs." Gao Ji had no choice but to take a few steps back resentfully. He simply likes to speak for Gao Ji in the name of handsome guys, "Xiaoyu, why are you like this? That handsome guy just now looked like a good guy, so you better restrain yourself and put away your usual temper."

It was only then that I noticed Xiong Hua's existence. I ignored him and took Guo Xiong's hand into the room. I found Lin Qingping's clothes for him to change into. I forcibly took off the glasses he had been carrying.

At night, Guo Xiong embraced me like Lin Qingping did before, but he was very dutiful, a real gentleman, and did not make any deviant actions.

In the middle of the night, I dreamed that Lin Qingping said goodbye to me. His pale face and those reluctant eyes woke me up from the dream. When I woke up, I found Guo Xiong's body and hugged him tightly. He was awakened by my actions. , I kept saying some words of comfort to me, which was very useful to me, and I was still immersed in the world where he was Lin Qingping.