embrace the memory of youth

It was two hours after I returned to the store. Before arriving at the store, Zhou Yuan exclaimed, "Wow, there are so many sweet-scented osmanthus trees." Haze, full of enviable handsomeness in vitality.

I smiled and responded, "How about it, are you interested in staying and playing with Brother Liu?"

He reluctantly smiled and replied, "The beautiful scenery makes people feel refreshed, but..., hey..."

He suddenly became sad again, I was not used to it and I didn’t like it too much, I was obsessed with his inner thoughts faintly in my heart, but although he was willing to write his emotions on his face, he refused to express himself with just a few words I moved my eyes to Guo Xiong's face, obviously he also understood a little bit, and shook his head helplessly.

When we got back to the store, Ouyang saw that we were bumping along the way, so he helped us to prepare a lot of dishes. It was rare that Ouyang changed his usual style this time. On weekdays, when male friends came to the store to play, he didn’t have a good face, but this time he treated us with a smile on his face. Zhou Yuan surprised me.

Because Xiao Bin is about the same age as Zhou Yuan, they quickly get to know each other, but they form a sharp contrast, and the active Xiao Bin reflects Zhou Yuan's silent sadness even more.

After the meal, I sent Guo Xiong out of the store and sent Zhou Yuan to take a shower and go back to his room to rest. He refused and said with a forced smile, "Brother Liu, let's take a walk outside. The moonlight is charming tonight. I want to experience walking under the moonlight road."

I looked out, the moonlight was dim, Xiao Bin took the first step and said, "Did I miss it, the moonlight tonight is not eye-catching at all"

Zhou Yuan showed embarrassment, and I immediately said, "Hazy moonlight is not a flavor, Xiao Yuan, let's take a walk outside, there is an osmanthus garden not far from here, it is also a once-in-a-lifetime experience."

Zhou Yuan replied with a smile, "Listen to Brother Liu"

Xiao Bin said reluctantly, "I've been here for two years, why haven't I heard of any sweet-scented osmanthus gardens, so I want to go too."

I looked at Zhou Yuan helplessly, he looked embarrassed, obviously he was looking for an excuse to go out and have something to say to me, Ouyang said to Xiaobin when he saw this, "What's the matter with you, is the sanitation cleaned, there are still a lot of bowls thrown in the If it’s not washed, do you save it for me or the boss does it?”

This time Ouyang angered Xiaobin, and Xiaobin said to Ouyang angrily, "You fat man, what's your business? Is it your turn to order me to do something? I'll go."

Seeing that they were arguing again, I hurriedly dragged Zhou Yuan's hand out of the store, then took a deep breath and said, "I don't know if these two guys are enemies in the previous life, and I feel uncomfortable if I don't quarrel every day."

Zhou Yuan smiled faintly and did not answer. I led him to the osmanthus tree where he often likes to be alone. At this time, the cold wind began to blow over his skin recklessly. I saw him shivering a little and took off his coat. Putting it on his body, the subtle gesture moved him a little, he hurriedly said, "Brother Liu, you should put it on yourself, it will make people who love you feel very distressed"

I smiled and replied, "Brother Liu, my fate is unlucky, and the person I love is abandoned over and over again, so there is no one who feels distressed."

"Brother Liu, do you still hate my dad?" There was seriousness in his eyes, and I answered seriously, "Maybe, it's just that the passing of time has made me forget what hatred is."

He immediately said, "That means he still loves my dad."

I didn't know how to answer in my complicated heart, I looked at him lightly, his expectant eyes touched my emotions, a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, and then said, "It doesn't matter if you love it or not, I promise to wait for him two The promise of the year is about to expire, and his absence is enough to show that he doesn't love me."

"It's not that he doesn't show up, it's that he's sick and can't come," Zhou Yuan said sadly.

I couldn't believe it and said, "Don't prevaricate me with such nonsense. On weekdays, Lin Qingping pays the most attention to his daily life, and he also exercises every day. Even if he is sick, he will not have such serious mobility problems."

He said in a crying voice, "Actually, my dad knew that you were framed by your aunt and the others. He was found to have a family genetic disease by the hospital two years ago. Grandpa left early because of this disease. My dad was afraid that he would drag you down. I can't find any excuse for you to leave him, and I can clearly see Brother Guo's kindness towards you, so I just took advantage of that incident to make a favor so that you can be together at ease. During this time, he yelled at you day and night while sleeping My name, I proposed to come to you, he said don’t destroy the peace you have now because of him, why doesn’t God treat him kindly to such a good father, it’s not fair”, he burst into tears , Tears seemed to drip into my heart, which made me wake up from my dream, everything is a fact.

I smiled bitterly and foolishly on the spot, smiling and tears fell down, because my stubbornness made us have no common memory in the past two years, thinking of his unfeeling and cold eyes that day turned out to be just a pre-rehearsal I know where I am wrong, and I should not stick to my own ideas. I scolded myself for being a fool countless times, but can he hear it?

I said, "Why is he so stupid, love is meant to be shared together, what is he doing now"

Zhou Yuan wiped away his tears, looked at me with red eyes and said, "He...may...doesn't have much time", the news of the thunderbolt from the blue made me stunned again, unconscious of the movement outside, everything was still, I prayed over and over again in my heart that God would not be so cruel and impose all the sins on me. I saw Lin Qingping's lovely face, exuding an irresistible smile, and the refreshing sweet-scented osmanthus The incense and offering fragrance mixed together still appeared with him, I stretched out my hands covetously, to touch his face, it turned into green smoke and disappeared in front of my eyes in an instant.

After a long time, the silent voice of Zhou Yuan brought me back to reality, I looked at him lightly, and said insanely, "Are you joking, right? You just told such a lie to coax me to go back with you, right? In fact, he has nothing to do, isn't it, you answer me."

He didn't speak, just kept crying. I finally understood that the truth is so painful. This night, Zhou Yuan and I sat back to back, and suddenly felt that the night was so long. A few years old, I held him in my arms like an elder and said, "Second Dad will go back to the store and explain to you, and I will go back to City A with you to find your eldest dad."

When I got back to the store, I handed over all the big and small things in the store to Ouyang. He is a smart person. From the embarrassment of me and Zhou Yuan, he had already guessed a bit. Because of unavoidable things, I have to leave my beloved store After a while, after stepping out of the store and looking back, Ouyang's eyes showed reluctance, and even the nervous Xiaobin exuded sadness. I returned to them, hugged them both and said, "No matter what Give up on this store”

They replied in unison, "We will wait for you to come back." When I heard this sentence, my tears almost fell again, and a peaceful farewell also exhausted me physically and mentally.