If not the fragment

50 The autumn wind is cold and cool

In the season when the oranges are turning yellow, Ruofei, Liu Liya and her mother, Liu Liping and her son, and Wang Xiaoran returned to Longquan County, far away from the bustling city.The city of Longquan County is changing too fast, and the low-rise buildings in the past have been demolished and turned into high-rise buildings. Sister Liu Liya and Liu Liping, who have not been back for many years, are a little lost.I have to admit that I have really been away from home for too long, and I am no longer young.

When Liu Liya and Liu Liping appeared with their children, Aunt Xiao was dumbfounded and dumbfounded.Several children called her grandma, which made her teary.After Aunt Xiao came to her senses, she hugged Liu Liya and Liu Liping and cursed at them, calling them heartless and flirtatious.Aunt Xiao and Gu Guoxiong's daughter shyly called Liu Liya and sister Liu Liping, and the two women who were already mothers were also pear blossoms and rain.

Liu Liya and Liu Liping came back, and Aunt Xiao had gray hair all over her head.More than ten years have passed, after experiencing her husband's divorce, and experiencing the life and death of Gu Guoxiong, it is no wonder that she is not old.The once charming and beautiful young woman has now become a real yellow-faced woman, an old woman, she is no longer beautiful, and if she didn't look at it, she would feel sad.

Lao Zhou didn't come back with a piece, the route was wrong.If he knew that if he and Liu Liya were going back to Longquan County, he would come back even if he risked his life.If Lao Zhou hadn't been told, Liu Liya and Liu Liping didn't want to tell him either.

Aunt Xiao didn't know who the children of Liu Liya and Liu Liping were when Lao Zhou was not around.Liu Liya told her mother that her child belonged to Wang Xiaoran, and Liu Liping's child belonged to Ruofei.

Wang Xiaoran and Ruofei quickly followed Liu Liya's wishes and called Aunt Xiao "Mom", then stood aside and waited for Aunt Xiao's words.

When Aunt Xiao saw Ruofei, her eyes were full of anger.He was even more angry than Ruofei hated her in the past, as if Ruofei owed her millions.She never thought about how much pain Ruofei was about to suffer from her momentary mouth.If it wasn't with Gu Guoxiong, it wasn't Ruo Fei's fault. As a latecomer, what reason did she have to hate Ruo Fei?It was very strange, making Ruofei even more melancholy.

When Aunt Xiao heard that Liu Liping's child was from Ruofei, Aunt Xiao scolded her.Scolding Ruofei, scolding Liu Liping, scolding them both to die badly, sinful, they are still together after so many years.Aunt Xiao scolded because if she hadn't known about the cat and dog with Gu Guoxiong.Now that Liu Liping is still with Ruofei, this is tantamount to cutting her heart, and she can't wait to jump off the building and die.

Aunt Xiao didn't recognize that Ruo Fei was Liu Liping's man, she called Ruo Fei a white-eyed wolf, she called Ruo Fei a bastard, she called Ruo Fei a pervert.If it weren't for the fact that it's hard to argue with reason and let Aunt Xiao scold, it's all my fault anyway.Aunt Xiao kicked Ruofei and Liu Liping out, she didn't recognize these two people, Ruofei was a thorn in her side, a thorn in her flesh.

Ruofei had no choice but to open two rooms at the old Ximen side, and lived in with Liu Liping and the child.

Played in the county for two days.Several people traveled all over the county, retracing the road they had walked in the past.Many places are no longer there, and they are being renovated again, changing their appearance.Several people even entered the high school where Liu Liya had an accident.Liu Liya didn't feel sad where she was sad. The passage of time has made Liu Liya not sad anymore. There is nothing to be sad about. Everyone makes mistakes, and growth and aging in life are nothing more than that.

Ruofei took Liu Liya and the others to Ruofei's hometown where the mountains were full of golden oranges.Autumn is over, and the bright yellow oranges hung on the branches are very attractive.Some acquaintances met Ruofei, knew that Ruofei liked men, and deliberately asked sister Liu Liping which one was his wife and which one was his child.If it weren't for the embarrassing smile, all of them are my children.The acquaintance gave Ruofei a thumbs up and praised Ruofei, "It's amazing, it's amazing." He turned around with a malicious smile on his face.

If it weren't for taking them to climb mountains and pick oranges, it would have attracted many people's whispers.Ruofei hummed a little tune while picking oranges: The oranges are ripe again, I’m going home, but you are far away in the world, the oranges are ripe again, you are not at home, I’m here to pick them for you... Everyone was so excited when they heard it up.

Under the guidance of Ruofei, Wang Xiaoran saw the pavilion.The gazebo is no longer the original gazebo, it has been repaired and changed a lot.

Standing on the top of the highest mountain in the village, everyone felt relaxed and happy.Liu Liya said, if you are not a poet, write a poem under the love of nature.Liu Liping followed suit, and Wang Xiaoran also booed.

If it weren't for sitting on the grass and saying, what kind of poet, I am a dead person.If you don't deny it, if you don't do it, everyone will not forgive you.

If not, let them sit down and stand up by themselves, with a heroic attitude: the sea is as far as the sky and the sky is the shore, and I am the peak when I climb to the top.As soon as the voice of Ruofei stopped, the voice of opposition sounded.No, it's someone else's.

If you didn't shake your head and look around, let out a little hey, so that you can come again, come again: I am a piece of dust, where did I come from, and where did I end up?I am a wisp of green smoke, scattered with the wind, the sky and the sea are my home...

Stop, stop reading my poet.Liu Liya waved her hand tearfully to interrupt Ruofei's continuing chapter.

Come down from the mountain, if you don't point out and tell them who owns the tomb.In the future, if I die of old age, I will also be buried in these green mountains and green waters.

"It's still early, what's the future?" Liu Liping slammed her head and face to steal if it wasn't for it.Life is going well, but Liu Liya doesn't want to bring something out of her pocket if she doesn't give birth.In this world, Liu Liya is not a trustworthy and communicable person.The others are just fleeting, unreliable, and too powerful.

Without father and mother, Ruo Fei's elder brother and sister-in-law warmly entertained everyone.Ruofei's elder brother and sister-in-law didn't believe that Liu Liping and her children belonged to Ruofei, so they told Ruofei worriedly that you are not too young, it's time to start a family, mother's biggest wish before she died was that you could have a family, wife and children .Indeed, it's time to start a family. You can see that several nephews will start a family in a few years.If you don't sit quietly.Although the family members learned from Aunt Xiao that Ruo Fei likes men, they still hope that Ruo Fei can marry a woman and have children.

That night, if I had not had a lot of dreams.Gu Guoxiong, father and mother, Lao Shao, Li Jianyi, and Wang Xiaoran who was lying beside him, they all came in line one by one in the dream.Like the plot story of a movie, scene after scene.Finally, a pair of strange men and women appeared, and they came towards Ruofei with a smile on their faces.It seems familiar, but strange and conflicting.If you don't reach out to touch their faces, familiar faces, you can't touch them after you reach out, it seems to be separated by centuries.

If it weren't for this time, they didn't set off with sisters Wang Xiaoran and Liu Liya and their children.If they hadn't been allowed to return to Shanghai first, he would have stayed a few more days before leaving.

Wang Xiaoran originally wanted to stay with him, but because Ruo Fei insisted on letting them go first, they had no choice but to go back first.After they left, Ruofei went to the county hospital for a checkup.

If he hadn't told the doctor that he always had trouble sleeping, he often woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep anymore.If I hadn’t told the doctor, sometimes when I close my eyes, I feel insecure, like countless devils are chasing me, and I don’t have much passion, and there is nothing in my eyes that can lift me up. interest.These situations have been with me for a long time, and sometimes I feel that life is meaningless.

The doctor gave Ruofei a detailed diagnosis and told Ruofei that he has moderate to severe depression and needs to recuperate well.

Ruo Fei stayed at home for about half a month, and was determined to return to Shanghai, to that place of love and righteousness.

Go out again, if you don't go to the mountains.I went to pay homage to my father and mother respectively, and bowed deeply to the hilltop of Gu Guoxiong's tomb.Every knock was heavy, and I couldn't stand up when I bent down.If I hadn't thought about it, this might be the last time I kowtow to you, maybe the last time I came to see you.