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37 father died

The winter of falling in love with Lao Shao hadn't been for the death of the old man who always regarded him as his father.At that time, it was Lao Shao who started to be indifferent.Why cold, if not do not know.If he didn't think about it, maybe he told Lao Shao that he wanted to leave Ludao, or maybe Lao Shao was too busy.

If it weren't for feeling that the world is very cold, I would be chilled.Lao Shao also inadvertently sent Ruofei the ambiguous message sent to others.If it wasn't for the only remaining hope, it was shattered by Lao Shao's attack.It's so fucking boring to live and be human.

If it weren't for the fact that he still hadn't seen his father's last side.The family said that before his death, his father hoped that if he could not take his girlfriend back in the city, starting a family, starting a business and having children would be a meaningful thing for a man in his life.That is something created out of nothing, if it is not something fabricated by oneself, if not where to find it?Song Wenwen wanted to marry him, but it was a long time ago.Now Song Wenwen has become someone else's fifth concubine, and she even hurt her.

The death of the old father made Ruofei very distressed.A man who had worked hard all his life, a man who had never been in a barber shop, suddenly left.For so many years of upbringing, if it wasn't for the time to repay it properly.

What made Ruofei even more distressing was that the old mother had a relapse and hid in the room shamelessly.Unsatisfactory love, death of family members, unhealthy unhealthy.It's like a big mountain is pressed down, and Ruofei is almost unable to stand under the pressure.

Gu Guoxiong came to the funeral, and he was much older.For various reasons, his life is not as good as before.At night, Gu Guoxiong stayed in Ruofei's room overnight and kept Ruofei company.The two long-lost men, the long-lost old lovers, hadn't thrown themselves into Gu Guoxiong's arms and wept endlessly.If it weren't for the need to vent, there would be too much pain in my heart, if it wasn't for feeling the incomparable desolation of this world.Gu Guoxiong cried with Ruofei and held Ruofei tightly in his arms.

Gu Guoxiong comforted that if it wasn't for it, life would always get better.For the first time, Gu Guoxiong didn't ask Ruofei about his relationship outside.Instead, I asked Ruofei if he was doing well outside. If he was not doing well, he would come back and start a small business or open a barber shop.Gu Guoxiong said that although the outside world is wonderful, there are also many helplessness.Although the mountain village is much cooler, it is indifferent to the world after all.

If Gu Guoxiong hadn't agreed, he would have chosen to go out.If it weren't for getting used to urban life and learning to escape a lot of reality.If he stayed in the mountain village, it would be inevitable that someone would point and say that he is still not married at such an age, and it would be inevitable that the relatives of the seven aunts and the eight aunts would run across the threshold to help him be the old man and lead the red line.He cannot marry a woman, and hiding in the city is the best way to escape.

If it wasn't for him, he was also afraid that Gu Guoxiong would pass away like his old father, and he was very afraid that his relatives around him would leave one by one, leaving him alone and helpless.If he hadn't regarded Gu Guoxiong as his own relatives, the kind of relatives in the relationship between father and son.If it weren't for the brothers, they would have their own homes, their own lives, and their own children, which would be unreliable.

Back to Ludao, if I hadn't been sick that winter.The illness is not serious, and I always don't think about food or tea.If it wasn't for being sick, Lao Zhong, Liu Liping, and Lao Zhou would have appeared by his side to take care of him.Liu Liping got up with Lao Zhou with her big belly.The couple helped Ruofei clean, cook for Ruofei, wash clothes, talk with Ruofei, and comfort him.

When Liu Liping and Lao Zhou were not here, Lao Zhong was by Ruofei's side.Lao Zhong is still a man of friendship, unlike Li Jianyi, an actor who hurt people, and Lao Shao, who doesn't even have a greeting.

Lao Zhong put down his nobility to wash Ruofei's clothes, cook for him, take Ruofei to the hospital, chat with Ruofei, and make him happy.If it weren't for remembering Liu Liping, Lao Zhou, Lao Zhong gave him the warm hands when he needed help the most.

Ann is also here.He still hopes that if he can't go back to his house to live with him, An An is very persistent and doesn't give up.Even if Ruofei was ill, An An did not forget to tell Ruofei about the relationship between the two of them. He just loved Ruofei, wanted to be with Ruofei, and wanted to get the blessings of his father and Lao Zhang, and let the two old men send them off. Go on honeymoon, send them wedding room.

If it wasn't for the fact that he wasn't in the mood to tell An An about that.The old father had just passed away, and there were emotional problems again, so he had no extra energy.An An left very disappointed, and left without looking back.

If it is not to send a message to Lao Shao, to make a phone call, or to turn off the phone or to be on the phone.Lao Shao chose to avoid Ruofei.

If it weren't for the longing for Lao Shao to appear, he failed again and again.In a fit of anger, if it wasn't for deleting Lao Shao's QQ, photos and text about Lao Shao.If you don't curse again, liars, they are all a group of emotional liars, and you will all suffer a terrible death.

Love deeply, hate deeply.If it weren't for not writing about Lao Shao anymore.Such a heartless man is so boring.Even so, Lao Shao still often appears in Ruofei's dreams.If it is not in a trance, there is no self.

If you are frustrated, you don't close yourself.No one can get close anymore.The more closed it is, the more Lao Shao's shadow appears.Ruofei often wakes up from the dream in the middle of the night and weeps quietly.But these, only the night knows.

If you don't think about yourself, why should you be in such a mess?Lao Shao is a man with a wife, falling in love with him is like flying moths to a flame.If it wasn't for being stupid, what is there to love about such a man?If it wasn't that I couldn't figure it out, why would I be so stupid.

If it weren't for the time when I was in love with Lao Shao, I raised a lot of aquatic plants and sunflowers.Water plants in glass bottles are placed in every corner of the small house.Those aquatic plants are very well-behaved, full of vigor and vitality under Ruofei's careful care.Those aquatic plants are not accompanied by countless lonely times.I have also witnessed every trace of Ruobu's longing for Lao Shao.If you don't regard those green lives as your partners, a family that loves each other.If it hadn't been for saying to the aquatic plants alone, no matter who abandons me in the future, at least you have not abandoned me.

If it weren't for what you said, it would be very effective.When Lao Shao was indifferent to him, the aquatic plants grew wildly, and they grew optimistically even in the cold weather.Seems to understand the changes in the world, scrambling to comfort Ruofei's lonely heart.If you don't cherish them more, green life, green hope.

The sun on the window sill is blooming vigorously.No matter what kind of mood they are in, they will let themselves go quietly, no matter the season changes, they will not complain or be discouraged.Every time if you don't stand in front of the window and see the blooming sunflowers, it's like seeing a new life.It also allows Ruofei to see many of his past, the ups and downs of his destiny journey.

If you come back from the illness, you don't use alcohol to numb yourself.If it wasn't for drinking with Lao Zhong, drinking cup after cup, and even drinking cups of wine, mouth to mouth.Laozhong has a lot of wine, red, white, yellow, imported, domestic, everything.The two men hugged each other and slept together when they were drunk, so they didn't even have to make out.

Liu Liya called Ruofei in Shanghai.Greet him, miss him, and hope that if it is not a good life.If it weren't for the enthusiastic people who appeared in my life, such as the old father, the old mother, Gu Guoxiong, An An, Liu Liya, Liu Liping, Lao Zhou, Lao Zhong, etc., they were really too kind to him, and there was no way to be good. return.

The text messages that Lao Shao sent to others were sent to Ruofei's mobile phone for some reason.If I didn't hold the phone to read the message, I thought it was sent to me at first, but I didn't read it carefully.Old Shao called other people's names, but he had never used such a name himself.Absurd, fuck his grandma's absurdity.

Winter is over, Ruofei is in good health and energetic again, Lao Shao sent another text message, and he told Ruofei, "My wife knows about my liking for men. My wife wants to divorce me. If divorced, all property will be lost." I can't get it. In order to please my wife, I neglected you, please forgive me, I still love you. "

After listening to Lao Shao's explanation, Ruofei died of laughter.Such a far-fetched explanation, coax a three-year-old kid to go.Could it be that he really didn't know the message that Lao Shao sent by mistake?If it wasn't for asking Lao Shao about sending the wrong text message.If it’s not as if you don’t know anything, if nothing happens, then play, I’ll let you play.A trace of anger flashed between Ruofei's brows.

If not start playing the game.Decided to play a big game.No, isn't the game everyone is playing a big game?Everyone else is playing, why am I not playing?If you don't ask yourself repeatedly.If it wasn't for pretending to forgive Lao Shao, but also took the initiative to send a message to Lao Shao, telling him that he missed him and loved him very much.Old Shao believed it was true, and the two reconciled as before.

If Lao Shao asked Ruo Fei to wait for him, he would definitely come back to visit Ruo Fei, and he would definitely love this good son well.If it wasn't for watching the news, he smiled and looked forward to Lao Shao's return to Ludao and his side again.

After a winter, the sunflowers bloom more brilliantly in spring.From autumn to winter and then to spring, Lao Shao never showed up.While the cuckoo outside the window was singing, the egret spread its wings across the blue sky.If it weren’t for watering the sunflowers and counting the buds one by one, Wang Feng’s song "Life in Bloom" came from the window downstairs: How many times have I lost my direction/How many times have I shattered my dreams/Now I no longer feel Confused / I want my life to be liberated / I want a life in full bloom / like walking in the vast sky / like walking in a boundless wilderness / have the power to break free / I want a life in full bloom / like standing in the rainbow The summit/It’s like walking through the bright galaxy/Having power beyond the ordinary...