If not the fragment

35 If not the mood

Liu Liya left, if not in a bad mood.If not, blame yourself.If not for herself, Liu Liping would not have come to Ludao.There would be no such complicated and delicate relationship.

If you don't want to escape, escape from this garden city, escape from An'an, escape from the old clock and many past events.If it hadn't been for once feeling that life was very tasteless, and the sky was also gray for a while, nothing would be beautiful to see.It was originally a wonderful world, but in Ruofei's eyes, it looks so dirty and shocking.

The classmate named Guo Wencai also came to Ruofei.He is bringing a boy with him now, deliberately letting Ruo Fei see that Guo Wencai is still wanted.Guo Wencai saw that Ruo Fei was still alone and didn't even have a girlfriend. If it wasn't a joke, he should have followed him a long time ago.If he hadn't been too lazy to take a second look at Guo Wencai, he would have looked at Tian Du.

If you don't close your eyes when you sleep, there will be many people in your mind.The elders and folks at home, as well as Chen Fu who passed away in his arms, Yao Xiaoyao who jumped to his death, An An, Cheng Xiaohai, and Lao Zhong.The most important figure is Gu Guoxiong.In countless dreams, if it wasn't for being with Gu Guoxiong, farming and living with him in a place where spring flowers bloom.But when Meng woke up, everything was empty, leaving Ruo Fei with a mind full of emptiness.

If it weren't for his own life experience, he would also be worried.It would have been nice if that couple hadn't given birth to him back then, so they didn't have to come to this world to feel so much sadness.If it weren't for some hating that couple, they would curse them to die.

The relationship between An An and Ruofei is getting worse.An An provokes men and women everywhere, and goes to anyone she sees, and becomes a desperate lover.Ruofei persuaded An An not to do this, but An An scolded Ruofei for meddling in her own business.

An An also said, "Otherwise you move back, move back and live with me. My dad has been asking me when I will marry you. My dad and Lao Zhang will send us a villa and take us on vacation." If you don't do it, He also has a relationship with Lao Zhong.If he would rather be with Lao Zhong than An An, he is not the type of man he likes.An An scolded Ruofei that she was also a cheap brat, and that she was shameless after following someone else's man, which hurt Ruofei's heart very much.There was no other way, An An had to keep looking for someone else.

An An's father and Lao Zhang also came to Ruo Fei and asked him when he married An An and why he moved out of An An's house.If it wasn't for not telling them the truth, it was just that the two of them got angry and quarreled temporarily.An An's father repeatedly told Ruofei to love An An well, and there is nothing wrong with living with him, An An needs someone to take care of her.

Ruofei dealt with An An's father with a smile.If it weren't for looking at the backs of An An's father and Lao Zhang, I thought how nice it would be for me to be with one of you. I like old men like you and want to fall into your arms.The backs of An An's father and Lao Zhang disappeared. If they were not sober, everything was just a fantasy, and no one could be trusted.

If not, he also wants to end the relationship with Lao Zhong as soon as possible.If it weren't for looking for a partner on the Internet, and at the same time entangled with Lao Zhong.When I was entangled with Lao Zhong again, I thought of Gu Guoxiong.If it wasn't for trying to forget Gu Guoxiong, he tried hard, but it didn't work.If you don't know that lying in one person's arms and thinking about another is very unkind, but so what?From time to time, Gu Guoxiong's shadow and smile would jump in Ruofei's mind.The first man, it is too difficult to forget.

If it weren't for him, he would use the set of tools that Gu Guoxiong gave him to cut Lao Zhong's hair and shave him.Touching Lao Zhong's head, if not imagining touching Gu Guoxiong's head and shaving Lao Zhong's beard, or thinking of shaving Gu Guoxiong's beard.After the hair is done and the beard is shaved, and then look at the man in the mirror, if not, tears will glisten uncontrollably.

If it weren't for work, it wouldn't be too smooth.I probably lost my mind, and many of the products I made are being reworked.The girl sitting in the corner seemed to be getting involved with An An again, and she couldn't treat An An well. An An, who was not at work, would drive to pick him up from time to time.If not, maybe An An deliberately acted in front of him, purely to anger him, and purely to let that girl monitor his work.

That girl is called Chen Huiqin.She also really loved Ruofei, and even slept with Ruofei once after drinking.Later, I found out that Ruo Fei didn't like her, but liked a man. After that, he automatically chose to quit and became friends.Now that she is with An An again, this is clearly a tease.

An An's glib tongue is very flattering, and she is probably trying to fool that girl, planning to cuckold a certain man.An An obviously doesn't like women, and she is clearly begging for nothing that she likes Ruofei.If you don't care about it, let them do whatever they like, and they will bother you anyway.

"If not, my father is sick." Ruofei's eldest brother said, "Time is running out. A man in his 70s should be like this." Ruofei's elder brother hopes that Ruofei will go back and visit, the old man misses him.

Ruofei's mother is also in poor health.If it wasn't for the fact that she had a girlfriend last time, the old mother was anxious to see her grandson and daughter-in-law, fearing that she would not be able to hold her, and overthinking would cause her to be mentally abnormal.If it weren't for the fact that she couldn't do it, she would be very disappointed and worried.Among so many sons, Ruo Fei is her heart and soul, even though it is not her own.This made Ruofei very uneasy.Guilt always accompanied him in his heart.

If you hadn't thought about it, go home, go back and find a woman to marry and have children to live the life that normal people want.But on second thought, how unrealistic this is.It is not only myself that is hurt, but also innocent women and possible small lives.

If you don't know that you want to love a woman well, you can't do it.What is needed, only you know best.If someone is really willing to marry Ruofei, Ruofei will feel sorry.Women are innocent, why should they deceive others for their own lives?At that time, I still like men, and my life will definitely not be so easy.Why do such things?If Song Wenwen hadn't been hurt already, she couldn't hurt the next woman.

If it weren't for Song Wenwen's current situation, she was really a hard-working woman, a young and beautiful woman reduced to someone else's fifth concubine.

If I hadn't seen a lot of information about the same wife or husband, I basically wouldn't have a good life.Especially as a woman full of expectations, after getting married and having a child, she finally found out that her husband is gay. The kind of hardship is unimaginable to others.Even remarried, that shade is far greater than the others.

Many times, if the door is not closed, drinking alone.After drinking, he typed a heartfelt voice on the computer with the keyboard.Who can understand the unspeakable story?It doesn't need people to understand, the right is to release the depression in the heart and fill the emptiness of the soul.

Why would I be a gay man?If you don't think about it all the time.If it weren't for it, I must have had a good life.At least, there won't be so many complaints and sorrows out of thin air.But when Ruobu saw the relationship between Liu Liya, Lao Zhou, and Liu Liping who were in a foreign land, he realized the truth. The relationship between men and women or between men and women is nothing more than that.Life with pots and pans is equally difficult.It's just that I changed my gender role.The whole life, good or bad, is just a fleeting moment.

Gu Guoxiong also made fewer and fewer calls and text messages to Ruofei.I'm getting old, and I don't have much passion for life.I have experienced it all, and gradually faded away.Gu Guoxiong never forgot to tell Ruofei when he called, either marry a woman or find a man who is not married, and seize the opportunity while he is young.If it wasn't for Gu Guoxiong who was perfunctory on the other end of the phone every time, and found it, he was in love.After hanging up the phone, if not I want to cry.If you didn't think about yourself, why did you meet Gu Guoxiong?Why do you keep thinking about him?

The number of times that Lao Zhong came to find Ruofei was also significantly less.If you hadn't asked Lao Zhong why.Old Zhong faltered and said that he was busy, but Cheng Xiaohai watched closely.If he didn't believe in Lao Zhong's words, such a man would be the most unbelievable.In order to compensate, Lao Zhong didn't come, so he gave Ruofei more pocket money, more shopping cards, and the rent was paid in one lump sum.

If he didn't know the reason why Lao Zhong didn't come.And if he hadn't seen Lao Zhong with others outside Lao Zhong's house.That boy was much younger than Ruofei, about seventeen or eighteen years old, young and fresh.

Ruo Fei saw them in Lao Zhong's back garden, the light was dim and Lao Zhong didn't see Ruo Fei outside the fence.Old Zhong and the boy were sitting on the rocking chair in the back garden, flirting and flirting like no one else.If it wasn't for not disturbing Lao Zhong, it was his life, and he had no right to intervene.

If he didn't know his role very well, although he didn't say it clearly, he and Lao Zhong were just a transaction.Since there is no emotion between two people, there is no need to be sad about it.There is no need to interfere with others, they are free.But if it wasn't for being sad, sad that he became a plaything of a rich and powerful man, sad that he actually fell in love with Lao Zhong in his heart.If you know you can't love him, it will be fruitless.But if it hadn't been discovered, the shadow of Lao Zhong had already replaced Gu Guoxiong's position.

If not alone in meditation.If it wasn't very clear, he had to find a man quickly, find a man to replace Lao Zhong.If it goes on like this, without Cheng Xiaohai throwing him, he's going to die, it's burning from the bottom of his heart.