If not the fragment

33 Ruofei's Sorrow

On Gu Guoxiong's 54th birthday, if he hadn't gone home to celebrate his birthday.That year was spring, if not for a 24-year-old man.The two have been in love for 9 years since the first time.

The 24-year-old Ruofei has already experienced or is experiencing several things related to him in Ludao, such as with An An, such as with Song Wenwen, such as with Li Jianyi, such as with Lao Zhong.

Adding up these few things, almost none of them made Ruofei quiet.They are all walking around in the wind and rain, bumpy and bumpy, which makes people feel uneasy.

If it weren't for the fact that life couldn't figure out why he loves to play games with him so much, and entrusted so many right and wrong to him, let him continue to bear the burden of experience at a young age.If it weren't for being a little tired, I really don't want to continue this kind of life.

Time passed quickly, and the annual rings grew a lot just like that.If he didn't know how he got here, why would he waste so much time.In nine years, from a kid to a passionate young man, if it wasn't for him, he wouldn't know what he had done.Those days seemed to be lived not by year, but by day, and nine days passed.Those people from the past seem to be still by their side and have never been far away, but in fact they have been separated by centuries.

If not really want to find an exit to end such a messy life.How many nine years can life have?After another nine years of wandering around like this, I will be a person in my 30s, and I will still have nothing by then.

If it is not very clear, the relationship between himself and Gu Guoxiong can only be maintained in such a muddle.If it wasn't clear, Gu Guoxiong didn't belong to him, but to Aunt Xiao and a woman.But if he couldn't let go of Gu Guoxiong, he couldn't find someone who could replace Gu Guoxiong so as to make him warm and worry-free.

As he grows older, as his old parents grow old, as well as family members, colleagues, and classmates question him about the major events in his life, Ruo Fei has never experienced hardships.This suffering is burdened on the body, if the pressure is not breathless.If you don't really want to die, forget it, you will die once.

Said it was for Gu Guoxiong's birthday, but Gu Guoxiong was not at home.If Gu Guoxiong hadn't been told in advance that he would be back, he would have taken his youngest daughter to play with his eldest daughter.

If I didn't see Gu Guoxiong, I would be very disappointed.If it weren't for the fact that I haven't seen him for some days, I miss his body and his beard, and I want to see how he looks in a Chinese tunic suit.

Gu Guoxiong had already told Ruo Fei that he had divorced his original wife, and now he was living in Aunt Xiao's house, living a life with her complementing each other.

Seeing Ruofei, Aunt Xiao rolled her eyes and said a few words, the enthusiasm from a few years ago disappeared without a trace.If she didn't understand, it was because she discovered a secret that she shouldn't have discovered, which hurt her heart.

If he hadn't put down a large bag of clothes and supplements, he didn't tell her about Liu Liya and Liu Liping.If it weren't for the fact that Aunt Xiao was unwilling to tell Aunt Xiao about sister Liu Liya, he wouldn't say anything, and had to wait for the sisters to tell it themselves.After so many years, the sisters still haven't contacted their family, just because they don't want to make their family sad and make themselves sad.

When I got home, if I didn't see the gray-haired old father and old mother, I would feel very uncomfortable.The health of the old father and the old mother is also deteriorating, and they are not as good as before, and they may return to the west at any time.

But at that time, if he hadn't discovered a secret that had been hidden for more than 20 years, only he didn't know it.

That time, after returning home, I picked up fruit and prepared to send it to the second brother next door.It was night, and the stars in the sky and the fireflies flying all over the sky illuminated the land of the mountain village.

If it wasn't for carrying the fruit, he walked to the second brother's house next door.As soon as I arrived at the door, if I hadn't heard my second brother and sister-in-law arguing about family property.The woman had a big mouth, and accidentally poured out Ruofei's secret.Probably she also forgot that if she was not at home, she was in the room.Maybe it's because Ruofei works outside, and my sister-in-law often mentions Ruofei when she quarrels with her second brother, so her mouth is smooth, and Ruofei's life experience is immediately revealed.

Sister-in-law's voice, "Why do we need one less room in the old house? Why do we have more than us if it is not for one person?"

The voice of the second brother said, "Why do you want so many old houses? Isn't it enough for him to pay so much money to help us build new houses? It's good if we can share it. Don't quarrel here. A woman is a woman, you There is no difference between being a shrew and wanting everything."

The voice of my sister-in-law said, "He should pay for us. He was picked up, and your family has raised him for so many years. He is not from our family, so he shouldn't be given so much."

The second brother's voice said, "You don't care how he came here, he is a member of this family who lives here, and he is our younger brother. Don't go crazy here, believe it or not, I will beat you."

Sister-in-law's voice, "Hit it, one you picked up is considered a treasure. Isn't it just a bastard that no one wants, a bastard picked up in the gazebo..."

If it weren't for hearing their conversation, I would feel that the sky was dark.Bastard, is he really a bastard?Was it the bastard Liu Mazi scolded him before?Picked up from the bower, the bastard no one wanted?

If it weren't for the fact that I couldn't believe that there would be secrets hidden in my body that had lived for more than 20 years.I can't believe that no one in my family has ever mentioned this to him after living for more than 20 years.If it is not a little unacceptable, but I have to accept this reality.

If it weren't for the unexpected way of knowing his secret, it would be so strange that he wanted to vomit.How could that seemingly benevolent sister-in-law have such a dark heart?How could her words be so mean?If you can't figure it out, you really can't figure it out.If it weren't for the fact that she had never treated her sister-in-law badly, never.Every time I come home, Ruo Fei never forgets my sister-in-law and children.If you don't have them in your heart, it's a family.The words that came out of sister-in-law's mouth broke Ruofei's heart.

Ruofei turned around and went home with the fruit.If it wasn't for lying in bed that night without sleep.He was wondering who could abandon him so cruelly, and where did they go?

The next day, the second sister Ruoqin came to the house.If he hadn't asked her about his life experience.The second sister didn't say anything about her death at first, but later she couldn't help interrogating Ruofei and told Ruofei, but the second sister Ruoqin would only tell him if Ruofei didn't question her parents.If he didn't agree, he just wanted to know how he got here.Ruoqin told Ruofei that the old mother really brought him back in a bamboo basket from the gazebo in the back mountain, but she didn't know who put it there.

If Ruoqin had not agreed, she did not continue to question her.Sitting on the back hillside and looking at the small river at the door, if you don't feel like you are a small boat.The man and woman put him in the water, drifted at will, without purpose, and ran aground there, which was his home.

If it weren't for some sadness, some unexplainable sadness.I never thought that the family that raised me for so many years is not related by blood.If they didn't suddenly feel that their family members are great, they would be able to raise and grow lives that others don't want.

Sitting on the hillside, Ruofei felt that the villages under his feet were really cute, and every path in Longtian was so interesting.Ruofei also felt that the small village under his feet suddenly became mysterious, because it was a village with a story.If it is not a legend in this village, it is a mysterious figure.If you can't hate yourself in the face of your life experience, this is your destiny.

The old father and old mother questioned Ruofei's marriage again.If it is not a lie, "Parents, don't worry. I have a girlfriend. They want me to buy a house in the city so they marry me. Don't worry, I will be able to buy a house in a few years. By then we will be in the city. Life, take you over to help us take care of the children." If he didn't say that, his heart was bleeding.So many years have passed, and the old father and mother have not been blessed, nor have they been taken to the city. I am afraid that the promise I made for many years will not be realized.If it wasn't for his face full of shame, his body would feel as uncomfortable as being burned.

On the way to Ludao, Ruofei received a call from Gu Guoxiong.When Gu Guoxiong saw the gift Ruobu bought for him, he couldn't say anything other than gratitude.If it wasn't for the fact that he didn't say much to Gu Guoxiong, there seemed to be a gap and a secret between the two of them.

The moment the car drives into Ludao, if you don't put yourself in the time tunnel.I came from an alien planet, and I came to this world just to experience the baptism of life once.Come and go, unpredictable.