If not the fragment

29 Liu Liping and "Old Simon"

After the relationship with Li Jianyi broke down, if it wasn't for a big change in temperament.Back on Ludao, if I hadn’t changed my mobile phone number, turned away outsiders, and handed over all the sourness to words, if I hadn’t fallen in love with writing since then.

Back at Ludao, An'an welcomed Ruofei graciously, and Ruofei also returned to work in the company.The two men lived together again and slept together.Not a lover, but better than a lover.Intimate as glue, care about each other.

If he didn't regard An An as a lover, at most he would be a good friend.And An An is very affectionate, thinking that if she is not in love with him, she loves him sincerely.An An treats Ruo Fei very well, if Ruo Fei doesn't point it out, let An An be affectionate.

Liu Liya and Lao Zhou didn't mention Ruofei's emotional failure.Ruofei is as good as before, secretly helping Ruofei to find that reliable man.People's hearts are sinister, and no one can guarantee that they will not encounter bad people, so if it is not for teaching themselves a lesson.In the world, there are countless men and women who have achieved positive results in cultivation, and only after experiencing failures again and again did they obtain the final happiness.If you survive a catastrophe, you will have future blessings, Lao Zhou and Liu Liya are so comforting.

If it weren't for the fact that An An, Liu Liya and Lao Zhou could accept him back, and felt that they didn't say a word about his failure, so that he could recover from the pain as soon as possible.

Gu Guoxiong didn't know what had happened.If it wasn't for him, he wouldn't tell Gu Guoxiong that he loved a man, but he suffered an indelible pain.Gu Guoxiong still sent messages and called Ruofei as always, telling Ruofei to be careful, be careful, don't meet bad people.Looking at Gu Guoxiong's text message, I couldn't help being sad.

If it wasn't for starting to write poetry secretly, although he didn't understand the true meaning of poetry.He just likes the heavy tone in several long and short sentences.Things like that all express their hearts, simple and direct.Sometimes it is graceful and long.Like a lamp, with its dazzling brilliance, it brings hope in the dimness.In the distance, it seems that someone is calling.

If not also write novels.I write day and night, about men and men, about the changes of the times, about the customs of the world, about the struggle in the world, about the ups and downs of life.It's a bit like my own past, but it's not an autobiography, it's more about some situations that exist in real life.

If it is not for writing, the gap is open, so there is no need to think deeply.Come at your fingertips and let nature take its course.There is no draft, no outline, no rehearsal, everything is performed with ease.Ruo Fei didn't like to use ancient characters to pile up extra space, but after being attacked by Li Jianyi, Ruo Fei became calm and no longer frizzy, so Ruo Fei put his reflection on life into the text.Gradually, if I didn't like to use words to describe various parts of my life, the word game of disassembling and assembling is indeed much more fun than playing with men.Words will not hurt oneself, people cannot see the heart, if they are not careful, they will be hurt all over the body.

If it wasn't for Gu Guoxiong's life, the entanglement between Gu Guoxiong and two women; if it wasn't for the entanglement with Chen Fu, the fate of Yao Xiaoyao, and those colleagues who died on the assembly line; if it wasn't for Liu Liya and Lao Zhou, Write about their romantic affairs; if not about Liu Liping, write about his love and hatred with Liu Liping; if not about Song Quannan and his three daughters; if not about himself and An An, also about the struggle with Li Jianyi.Peel off the scars of the past, blood is flowing, no one can understand, and there is no need for others to understand, every word is red, bright red and eye-catching color.

If it weren't for seeing that everyone's life is so similar, it is full of various suspense and weirdness.If it weren't for seeing that everyone's life is growing rapidly and aging rapidly, and some even died before they were too old, it was as fast as a meteor lightning, and it couldn't stop it from disappearing in a blink of an eye.

If it wasn't for writing, An An didn't know, Liu Liya didn't know, Gu Guoxiong didn't know, no one knew.Unless Chen Fu, Yao Xiaoyao, and Li Jianyi in Paradise know, otherwise no one will know if they are not writing about them.If it weren't for not telling them that he was writing about everyone.If it weren't for turning all the written words into ashes, paying homage to the past and youth.Then write again, go back and forth, and finally turn into ashes and go with the wind.If not, I occasionally post some poems to the forum, using unique nicknames.

The first acquaintance who read Ruo Fei's text was not An An, Gu Guoxiong, or Liu Liya.It was Liu Liping who had had friction with Ruofei.At that time, Liu Liping opened a small shop with her friends in the ancient city of Lijiang in the southwest, selling her own handmade crafts.Liu Liping is amazing, she can do anything.

Liu Liping, who has been away from Longquan County for many years and has not heard from her like Liu Liya, has lived a quiet life in a foreign land, living a leisurely and peaceful life in the ancient city.Occasionally, I read books and surf the Internet to pass the time.Smart Liu Liping doesn't have that kind of rich and powerful life, but she doesn't have to rush around like many people.She is a very capable girl, courageous and daring, so that after a few years she has lived a life of petty bourgeoisie.

Liu Liping likes literature, and also likes to publish some articles on the forum.If not, Liu Liping is already a writer who has achieved a lot.On the literary forum that if you don't love to go.Liu Liping, who is the moderator of the forum, read a poem "Old Ximen, You Owe Me Too Much" by Ruofei: I want to seize an opportunity to end my trip//Go back to Old Ximen//Turn around and find that going back is already too difficult/ /A horse-drawn carriage dragged the end of youth at the entrance of the alley//I lost my way through the intersection facing south and north//Now, I am floating in a foreign land drinking glutinous rice wine/Counting the figures in front of the window//I know, you owe I have too many//Snowy nights, stars and stars, wind and clouds, and women and men...

Old Ximen, this place name immediately attracted Liu Liping.For this familiar and no longer familiar name, it can arouse Liu Liping's feelings. Facing the computer, Liu Liping's eyes dripped gorgeously along the beautiful face on the keyboard, splashing into beautiful flowers. flower.

So, Liu Liping used the internal mailbox of the forum to send a message to Ruofei, who was signed by the very general.She said in the message: No matter where you are now, no matter whether you are a man or a woman, I believe you must come from the hometown I am familiar with, and you must be an old friend I am familiar with. There is a shop called Guoxiong Barbershop across the street.

Very ordinary, if it wasn't for the fact that the whole person was paralyzed on the chair when receiving the message.After a long time, Ruo Fei replied to Liu Liping in the message: I am from Old Ximen, where there owes me too much of the past, I want to use my memory to find it, but everything has become a cloud of smoke, my name is Ruo Fei, a boy from Zeng Guoxiong's barber shop.If it wasn't for leaving QQ for Liu Liping, I hope we can have a good chat.

After Liu Liping received Ruobu's reply message, her heart almost jumped out of her chest.If not, that hateful man, that boy who made her love and made her sad.He played with words, Liu Liping was surprised.Many years have passed, Liu Liping has long forgotten Ruo Fei, and I don't know what Ruo Fei looks like.But Liu Liping will never forget this name, and that person, a man with whom she has skin-to-skin relationship.Liu Liping was thinking about what she looks like now, maybe she is tall and big, or maybe her face is full of pimples.Maybe this is the case, or it may be that, after all, there is no one.

As an adult, Liu Liping felt that the boys and girls at that time were very stupid and liked to do stupid things.Today's Liu Liping has a broad mind and no longer holds grudges about the past.She regards Ruofei as a passer-by in life.Liu Liping originally thought that she would never meet Ruofei again, after going around in circles, she actually met her on the Internet. Fate, fate that can never be shaken off.

Added QQ.After opening the video meeting, Ruofei was surprised by the woman's profile picture that appeared on the opposite side. "It's you, Liu Liping." Ruofei typed a few words with trembling fingers, then smiled with a moving face, her heart beating violently.Over the past few years, Liu Liping has not changed much.In addition to fading her youthfulness and childishness, Liu Liping is so beautiful and stunningly beautiful.If you hadn't seen Liu Liping when she was 13 years old, her beauty was innate, just like Liu Liya's, she was naturally beautiful, even a beautiful fairy sister would be a bit shy.It's a pity that Liu Liping used to be wild and didn't study hard, or she was really intellectual.

"Yes, I'm Liu Liping, very ordinary." Liu Liping laughed at the other end, and laughed together with tears in her eyes, which made people feel distressed.The world is not small, but it is not big either.After many years, the Internet brought them together again.Liu Liping couldn't believe it if she hadn't changed so much.In her eyes, the childish boy, the silly boy, the dull boy, is now a big man, with a beard growing out and wrinkles around his eyes.Ruofei and Liu Liping were chatting while typing on the keyboard.The two counted the time, and it was so fucking fast, and they hadn't seen each other for almost ten years.

Liu Liping did not go back after leaving Laoximen that year, and Aunt Xiao did not know her whereabouts. No one knew her whereabouts, and everyone thought she died outside together with Liu Liya.Liu Liping also misses home, her sister, and her mother, but she lacks the courage to go home.If Liu Liping hadn't been told that her mother was in good health and lived with Gu Guoxiong, their daughter would have grown up too.Ruofei also told Liu Liping that he was in the same city as Liu Liya, and that she and Lao Zhou had two children.

When Liu Liping heard about Liu Liya, she cried even more.That was her own sister, the sister who eloped with an old man back then.Liu Liping was so excited that she almost couldn't stand it anymore and was about to collapse.If it wasn't for giving Liu Liya's phone number to Liu Liping, the two of them stopped chatting immediately, and Liu Liping hurriedly called Liu Liya.

Three days later Liu Liping appeared on Ludao.Appeared in front of Liu Liya and Lao Zhou.The sisters who hadn't seen each other for many years hugged each other and wept heartily.Lao Zhou's eyes were also reddened.Several people left from the old Ximen, and came together again after many years.I have to sigh the wonder of life.

Liu Liping looked at Ruofei whom she had not seen for many years, and who she loved when she was ignorant, with embarrassment on her face.The bad boy back then has now grown into a mature man with a bright smile on his face.

If it wasn't for him, he couldn't believe that the tall girl standing in front of him was the crazy little girl with short hair back then.At this time, people are like hibiscus flowers in the water.

A few people gathered in front of the computer and watched Ruofei's "Old Simon" together, and they were infected badly again.Although life in a foreign land is beautiful, the love rooted in my heart will not diminish.Ruofei, Sister Liu Liping, and Lao Zhou all came from Lao Ximen. Who can forget those days and those days of Lao Ximen?Just like that sentence, a carriage dragged out the end of youth at the entrance of the alley.Yes, they lost a lot of their youth on Old Ximen.If you want to go back, how easy is it?