If not the fragment

2 Fallen leaves return to their roots

Liu Liya sent her sons to school without having breakfast, and had no thought of eating at all.A full head and a full stomach are both non-existent things.After returning from school, Liu Liya drove to Wang Xiaoran's house with a heavy heart.Wang Xiaoran is Ruofei's lover, a lover who truly loves Ruofei.He is also Liu Liya's friend and manager, an old acquaintance who has worked together for many years.

When Liu Liya arrived at Wang Xiaoran's house, she heard Wang Xiaoran's crying outside the door.After knocking on the door for a long time, Wang Xiaoran opened the door and let her in.

After letting Liu Liya in, Wang Xiaoran sat on the carpet with Ruofei's photo in his arms and kept calling Ruofei's name, "Ruofei, my Ruofei, why are you so stupid? Why did you jump off the building, why did you leave me behind?" ? Do you know how much I love you?" Wang Xiaoran cried in a mess, and Liu Liya was heartbroken when she cried.It can be seen that this man has moved his true feelings and used his sincerity for Ruo Fei, and most people can't cry like this.

Liu Liya didn't cry, she couldn't cry anymore.Only the heart is cramping in bursts.Can't think of what words to use to comfort him.The pain of losing a loved one cannot be stopped by any words, and can only be consumed slowly over time.

If it wasn't for leaving no instructions, even a few words would not have been left behind.There were only a few lines of scrawled words on the A4 paper in front of the computer desk that Wang Xiaoran had seen a few days ago.Liu Liya read it, it was a short passage from a popular Cantonese lyrics: In the past, I was naive and not calm, I loved freedom or I would get carried away, I understand that there is always a certainty in gain and loss, and it is easy to go or stay. Ask who is willing to lose their freedom, want to step back and be satisfied in my heart, I have it, go forward and go to seek it with all my strength, the wind is also clear in the evening wind, I ask, starry night, quiet, ask who can resonate.

These few lines counted as Ruofei's last words.Liu Liya guessed, if it wasn't for deep schizophrenia.If it weren't for the calm and peaceful appearance on the surface, in fact, there was an infinite melancholy look on his brows, and he had already shown mental abnormalities.

For more than ten years, Liu Liya has always thought that if nothing happened.If she had known that Ruofei was going to end up like this, Liu Liya would have gone to untie Ruofei's heart knot long ago, and it was time for him to recuperate well.But now everything is an afterthought, and Liu Liya blames herself deeply.

Schizophrenia, how many people in this world do not suffer from schizophrenia?This is what hadn't been said before.At that time, watching news broadcasts and TV dramas, those stupid things were annoying and disgusting.Don't say that if you have to get schizophrenia, the average person will get schizophrenia.Wang Xiaoran also had mild depression, Lao Zhou also had depression, and An An also had depression.Living in an environment without faith and indifference, it is inevitable that people will be mentally ill by life and work, as well as things and people around them.

When Ruo Fei's accident happened, Wang Xiaoran was still cooking at home, preparing to celebrate other people's Singles' Day together when Ruo Fei came back.After all, the two men came together, lived together, slept together, and belonged to the stripped family.They are not singles, so they celebrate other people's Singles' Day.

When the police uncle found Wang Xiaoran's phone number from Ruofei's mobile phone left on the roof, and immediately notified him that a man named Ruofei committed suicide by jumping off the building, Wang Xiaoran just put the braised pork out of the pot and listened to the phone with one hand The braised pork Wang Xiaoran shook his body, and the plate in his hand fell off. With a loud noise, the plate and the braised pork scattered together, just like if they fell from the height of the 26th floor, they were broken into pieces.

At the moment Ruofei jumped off the 26th floor building, he fled angrily like a defeated butterfly and struggled a few times.The wing breaks, if not again like a leaf whizzing down in the cold wind.With a bang, Ruofei's short life came to an end.

A simple and kind-hearted man left, taking away 28 years of romance in spring, summer, autumn and winter; taking away the ups and downs of a confusing life, and what was left to the survivors were some irrelevant bits and pieces...

Liu Liping also rushed to Wang Xiaoran's house to visit Wang Xiaoran.If not for her death, Liu Liping would be equally sad.He was her first man, her first love more than ten years ago.

Liu Liping will never forget that Ruofei was the first man who hurt her, and also the first man who got her.As an adult, Liu Liping has no hatred for the man she loved and hurt her, but cares and looks forward to him more.I hope his life can pass smoothly without any further disturbances.

All the expectations and concerns turned into a puff of smoke and disappeared in the November wind, leaving a crack etched in her heart.

Lao Zhou came from Xiamen to see Ruofei's horrific body for the last time. He knelt down for a long time and refused to get up. He was even more sad than Wang Xiaoran, as if they were a sincere couple.That night, Lao Zhou drank in the hotel where he stayed, and drank so darkly.Lao Zhou will never forget that he has a relationship with Ruofei, a spiritual and physical relationship.

It seems unreasonable that such a healthy and pure man should just disappear like this.Lao Zhou felt distressed, if it wasn't for his tragic life.It was the age when the fireworks were brilliant, and hastily left a mess.If life is divided into three parts: germination, flowering, and fruiting, and if it is not the flowering season, as long as you stay past this season, you can harvest the fruit.It's a pity that if I can't wait for the result, I will ruin myself.

Liu Liya, Liu Liping and Lao Zhou have been accompanying Wang Xiaoran to deal with Ruofei's funeral.Several people accompanied Ruofei's eldest brother from his hometown to escort Ruofei's ashes home.

In Ruofei's home, Liu Liya, Liu Liping, Lao Zhou, and Wang Xiaoran met the old man who claimed to be Ruofei's own father for the first time.The old man was limping, leaning on a cane, and dressed plainly.The old man came home with the help of Ruofei's third brother, and then threw himself on the ground, crying loudly, blaming himself, "Son, it's all my fault, it's all my fault for leaving you behind, my son, Why are you so stupid..."

Liu Liya, Liu Liping, Lao Zhou and Wang Xiaoran were baffled by the old man's words.Ruofei's eldest brother explained, "Yes, he is Ruofei's biological father..."

Under Ruobu's eldest brother's explanation, several people always figured it out.Ruo Fei's biological father used to live in the next village, and Ruo Fei had already gone to recognize him.It's just that if it wasn't for her own mother, she had already passed away.If they didn't know all of this, they just didn't tell them, which made them a little puzzled.

If it weren't for the big brother's explanation, it would undoubtedly add a shadow to the hearts of the people who were already in grief.Several people even felt that if this life hadn't come, it was just to suffer, and his departure might be the best belonging, and it was also a release for his burdened heart.

Young life comes from nature and returns to nature.On the hillside where Ruo Fei's parents were buried, Ruo Fei also settled down at home.Facing east and west, overlooking the small village where Ruo Fei grew up.

In the south in November, the mountains and plains are full of yellow.The autumn wind passed, the birds chirped, and the leaves on the trees fluttered and fell with the wind, like prayer flags turning around praying for Ruofei's rest.Fallen leaves return to their roots, if not, they return to their roots. They are with their parents, their homeland, and Gu Guoxiong.

What Wang Xiaoran didn't know was that there was a tomb in Xishan opposite Ruofei's tomb, which happened to be opposite to Ruofei's.It can be said that door to door, mouth to mouth, that is the tomb of Gu Guoxiong.Wang Xiaoran has been here before, and he has heard of the name Gu Guoxiong before, but he doesn't understand the relationship between him and Ruofei, he only knows that Gu Guoxiong is Ruofei's former master.Neither Liu Liya nor Liu Liping told Wang Xiaoran, let alone the past.

Wang Xiaoran would not have known that Ruo Fei had loved Gu Guoxiong until Ruo Fei had not died, and until Ruo Fei's fallen leaves returned to their roots.Even after death, they still live in two pairs of doors, what a romantic relationship.

The sound of the autumn wind turning the withered grass and fallen leaves added some desolation to the originally sad atmosphere.Several people felt cold, cold and creepy.Firecrackers were set off, paper money was burned, bow, bow, bow again.From then on, if not only the name and this tomb are left for people to pay homage to.

Turning around and going down the mountain, several people reluctantly bid farewell to Ruofei.Unanimously, everyone's eyes overflowed with tears.If it weren't for the spirit in the sky, I would be gratified.It is worth it to have a few people shed tears for you in this life until death.

The kumquat trees on the hillside are covered with golden kumquats, which are gifts for Ruofei.I hope that if it is not in another world, there will be such a piece of kumquat.

The wind was blowing, rustling the leaves of the trees on the hillside.It also messed up a few people's thoughts and messed up their hair.The birds fluttered with the wind, as if welcoming Ruofei's arrival...