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Lu Chen: "Cheng Tian...I really can't give you the kind of love you want."

I:"……"

Lu Chen: "If you spend it like this, it will only make you sadder."

Me: "Do you still think I want your body now?"

Lu Chen: "Isn't it?"

Me: "It used to be, but now it is not important to me. I used to think that the love between comrades is based on sex, but after I was with you, I gradually discovered that sex is not so important, but It's the feeling of being with you."

Lu Chen: "But..."

Me: "Hey, you don't have to think about my feelings. I will always be with you like this until you get married. When you find your home, I will leave without any regrets."

Lu Chen: "Cheng Tian..."

Me: "Don't feel ashamed of me, the relationship between us is brotherhood, not love, love is built on two people, because you are different from me, so I know very well that the love I want cannot be found on you Get, everything I do now is because you are my brother and I have an obligation to take care of you."

Lu Chen: "Cheng Tian, ​​thank you."

In the biting cold wind, I hugged Lu Chen, very warm, very warm, what I said just now was not from my heart, let me go to die in front of Lu Chen, I can only How about this, I hope to be deceived by the lies I made up, making me start to believe that I am only taking care of Lu Chen, and that one day Lu Chen will leave me, thinking like this is somewhat uncomfortable.

I have been staying on the top of the mountain for a long time. Lu Chen said that he wanted to watch the sunrise. I looked at the time, and it was only after nine o'clock in the evening. Both of us are not wearing very thick clothes. It is definitely impossible to stay here overnight. I suddenly I remembered that there used to be a cave here, where I lit some weeds, picked up a few logs and lit a small fire. I opened my clothes and hugged Lu Chen to warm each other. The cold hands were placed in his clothes, and his big belly was warm and warm. One night, we thought about the past, the happy elementary school, the middle school where we learned bad things together, and the high school where we made vows. Same happened yesterday.

After waiting like this for a long time, I saw a glimmer of dawn on the top of the mountain in the distance. My legs were already a little stiff and I couldn't stand up. Lu Chen helped me to the edge of the cliff and watched the sun climb up the mountain bit by bit. When I came out, my disappointing tears began to flow again. When I was in prison, I watched the sunrise like this every day, thinking about Lu Chen, thinking that I had done a lot for Lu Chen, but why Lu Chen refused to repay I do.Even if I get to where I am today, I can only take care of him like this. How I wish I could take care of him for the rest of my life...

Lu Chen: "Cheng Tian...I love you"

With my head lowered, I lifted it abruptly, and saw Lu Chen smiling at me, and the sun behind him was shining on me, this scene was so warm.