bear hand

I got into the car, Haotian didn't look at me, he should know what it means for me to go back to City X.Ye Qiang turned his head and asked me.

Ye Qiang: "What's the matter, I'm in such a hurry to go back to City Y all of a sudden."

I:"……"

I told Ye Qiang about the phone call with my brother-in-law.

Me: "Tell me what happened to brother-in-law?"

Brother-in-law: "Lu Chen, there was a car accident. He is currently being rescued in the hospital, and his life and death are unknown."

Haotian, who was driving, heard this and stopped the car.Now I'm already red-eyed by what happened to Lu Chen.

Me: "What do you want to do?"

Haotian: "..."

Me: "Do you know that my Lu Chen is alive or dead now!!!"

Haotian: "..."

Me: "Okay, you don't want the skin you like to find someone he likes, right? I don't need you."

I was about to get out of the car, but Haotian who was driving in front finally spoke.

Haotian: "Wait."

Me: "You fart quickly."

Haotian: "You forgot to take this."

What Haotian held in his hand was my blue and white necklace. This necklace had been left in Haotian's house when I left last time, and I didn't go to get it.The car drove in slowly, but what does Haotian mean?

Haotian: "The feeling you felt when you said I just now...may be the feeling you experienced. I blamed me before and didn't think too much about you."

I:"……"

I don't know what to say, because I seemed to feel Haotian's feeling towards Chen Yuan just now.

Haotian: "I know what it means to return to City Y this time, but I hope you can change back to Cheng Tian before you arrive in City Y? That Cheng Tian without Chen Yuan on him is the last time."

Me: "...well"

Haotian: "I love you."

Me: "...I love you too."

I regret it now, I know what might happen when I return to City Y this time, Haotian stopped the car and asked Ye Qiang to drive, and he did the rear.I want to hold me like that when I first came here, but instead of the laughter and laughter at that time, his tears dripped on my face, and my tears dripped on his hands.

Me: "For the last time, treat me as Chen Yuan for the last time."

Haotian: "..."

Me: "I can't love you unconditionally, but I don't want to see you sad. Maybe this is really the last time."

Haotian didn't say anything, didn't do anything to me, just hugged me and cried, maybe now he just wants to hug this puppet Chen Yuan and let go of his longing for Chen Yuan.Now I am no longer qualified to comfort him, he does not belong to me, and I do not belong to him, obviously, the conversation in the car just now, I didn't go through my brain at all, it was completely the first thought in my heart, but The first thought in Haotian's heart is also obviously Chen Yuan. The existence of Lu Chen and Chen Yuan dooms me to have two irreparable cracks on the wall between Haotian and me. As long as the two cracks cannot be repaired, then the wall Walls are never strong.

Volume Two: A New Beginning (End)