bear hand

Looking at the thing in my hand, I don't know what to say. This is a photo, a photo of "I" and Haotian. Haotian was still very young at that time. The only difference is that "I" at that time "not me.

Haotian also seemed to remember something, came in from the balcony, and saw that I was holding the wallet in my hand, and the cigarette in his hand fell to the ground.

Me: "So you like me because of this, this person must be Chen Yuan."

Haotian: "..."

Me: "You always like Chen Yuan, I'm just a substitute?"

Haotian didn't say anything, he just accepted my words, this is the first time I saw Chen Yuan's photo, Chen Yuan looks very similar to me, just like Haotian and Jiang Tao after plastic surgery, if you don't look carefully, you won't know You will feel that there is such a big gap.I finally understood the way Ye Qiang and Haotian looked at me at the beginning. Everything Haotian told me was a lie to me, just because I look so similar to his deceased BF.I slammed the door and went out, I couldn't accept what happened just now, did Haotian really love me?I don't care that Haotian still has Chen Yuan in his heart, but the only thing I can't accept is that he regards me as Chen Yuanai and loves Cheng Tian.Could it be that the time we were together before was all because of Chen Yuan, did he never love me, he just loved me as Chen Yuan?

It's snowing outside, although I'm wearing a lot of clothes, why do I feel so cold in my heart, since I met Haotian in the prison, my present is doomed, but what can I do?As long as I still have this face, I won't be able to get Haotian's love. I even wondered if Haotian loved me, but I remembered that when I was with him, he still called Chen Yuan.I'm sitting in a daze in the gazebo in the park, what should I do next?Reconcile as before and deceive yourself?

The scene shifted to Haotian, Haotian was sitting on the sofa at home, smoking a cigarette without any expression, and after a long time, he took out his mobile phone.

Haotian: "Qiangzi, what should I do?"

Ye Qiang: "What's wrong?"

Haotian: "He saw Chen Yuan's photo."

Ye Qiang: "You should have thought of such a day when you asked me to bring him back."

Haotian: "What should I do?"

Ye Qiang: "He ran out."

Haotian: "En."

Ye Qiang: "I'll go find him. I hope you can sort this out by yourself. If I get him back, you must give him an answer. Do you like him or Brother Yuan? Let's do it before." It's so unfair to him. I hope you can figure it out."

Haotian: "Now I don't know either."

Ye Qiang: "Brother Yuan is no longer here, you have to be clear about this."

Ye Qiang hung up the phone, put on his coat and went out to find Cheng Tian.

I sat in the gazebo for a long time, my body was already a little stiff, and it was getting dark, looking at the snow still drifting outside, I thought of my brother-in-law, and I thought of Lu Chen.I don't know what will happen to me and Haotian in the future, but it will definitely not be like before, he never loved me.The love I gave still hasn't gone out of Chen Yuan's shadow.I leaned against the pillars of the gazebo, the tears on my face had stopped flowing, my eyelids were heavy, I was very tired and wanted to sleep.In a daze, I saw a figure, he was calling my name, but this person was not Haotian.