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Haotian: "..."

I:"……"

Haotian: "Chen Yuan is my first love."

Me: "...well"

Haotian: "Since you want to hear it, let me tell you. Chen Yuan is my brother when I was young, just like Qiangzi and Jiang Tao. When I first came here, I suddenly changed the environment. I don't have many friends. Then At that time, we all lived in bungalows, so we all played together in the same courtyard. I was not very gregarious, so I climbed up a tree to sleep alone, and he was not very gregarious, sitting under a tree. We just lived together, Growing up together, I like him, and he is a straight man. We didn’t do anything particularly touching between the two of us. We just liked him very much alone. Until later, I accepted my own identity and confessed to him. , he was not particularly disgusted,

When I was young, I hugged him all day until we grew up. He was used to it. Although he was not bent by me, he did not reject my behavior.But I still have some resistance to sex and so on. The maximum we can do is just kiss, there is no more development, but this is enough for me.As for the future, my family didn't have much objection, but their family objected more loudly. He is a filial son, but he didn't want to be sorry for me, so he lived with me without telling the family. "Speaking of which, Haotian didn't go any further.

Me: "And then."

Haotian: "He, passed away."

Me: "Dead? What happened?"

Haotian: "The person I killed, he ruined my family, and everything today is caused by him alone."

Me: "...how do you say that?"

Haotian: "That person was my father's partner. Because this person was too cruel, my father finally kicked him out of the company. He killed my parents in order to get revenge. He ran for his life and was not caught. About a year later, he again Appeared in front of me, held a gun and wanted me to kill me too, when he shot, Chen Yuan protected me. The bullet hit Chen Yuan's left arm, Chen Yuan defended me tightly, and suffered all the injuries on his body. He was shot seven times, one of which was hit on the head. He was driven over by Ye Qiang and broke his left hand. I beat him to death with my own hands, but nothing was restored. Chen Yuan left me just like that. I hugged Chen Yuan Far away, buried him in the place we knew. I didn’t escape after that, but was caught by the police, and you know what happened after that.”

I have nothing to comfort him, I can only hold him, I believe what he said is true, because he has been crying, crying like a child, crying so weakly.What he said didn't have too many details, but I can still feel his happiness from it.

Me: "...There will be me in the future, don't think about the past, live in the present, and I will accompany you in everything."

Haotian didn't say anything but just nodded, he seemed to be tired, and fell asleep lying in my arms, I never thought that Haotian, who has always been heartless, would be such a person, now I didn't expect Haotian Tian is so persistent to Chen Yuan, and he never thought that Haotian would not tell me such an important thing now.