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It was getting brighter, and I opened my eyes. I didn't want to say anything more about Fatty Lin's unscrupulous sleeping appearance. I looked at him quietly, and I felt a strange feeling in my heart. My memory has somewhat recovered. , but the important part still didn’t come to mind. He suddenly put his arms around me and whispered “Cheng Tian” which startled me. There was a lot of sweat on his forehead. It looked like he was having a nightmare. I touched it. After touching his hand, I gradually stabilized. About an hour later, he opened his eyes, stretched his waist, and hugged me again.

Lin Haotian: "Daughter-in-law..."

Me: "Well."

Lin Haotian: "...you didn't hit me."

Me: "Oh."

I just jumped at his forehead.

Lin Haotian covered his head: "I find that I'm becoming more and more cheap."

Me: "No, you were so cheap before."

Lin Haotian: "..."

After waking up, I went outside to buy some steamed stuffed buns. He hadn’t eaten for a long time, so it was resolved quickly. I picked up my mobile phone and called my brother-in-law. I learned about the hospital where Ye Qiang was. Fatty Lin cleaned up immediately. Things went down and drove, and in about a few minutes we saw my brother-in-law waving.

Me: "Morning brother-in-law."

Brother-in-law: "Well, you too."

This kind of behavior similar to haha ​​may happen many times in the future. My memory has gradually become clear. I know what happened to these people I have seen, but it is a pity that I cannot connect each of them. The person in front of me I used to like him, although I don't remember much about the process, but I felt very painful and entangled. On the contrary, I have no memory of Lin Haotian at all.

My brother-in-law took us to Qiangzi's ward. His expression told us that he was fine. He just glanced at me lightly, but he didn't keep his eyes on me. I always felt that he seemed to be a different person, maybe that People's death is also a kind of relief for him, he doesn't need to worry too much about Chen Yuan's affairs.

As for Ling Hao, it was more serious than I imagined. He closed himself in the ward without eating or drinking. Daxin kept comforting him, but it didn't seem to have any effect, so I didn't bother him.

About half a month later, Ling Hao no longer had the despairing look I had when I saw him, and I couldn't see it on his face. At Ling Xuan's funeral, we didn't seem to have too much words, the six of us just worshiped I got off him and went back, but when I was about to go back, Linghao handed me a note.

"521615."

Ling Hao: "A person asked me to give it to you. He said that you will understand the meaning of these numbers after you recover your memory."

I stared blankly at the numbers that were born on this side, without thinking at all, and soon this matter was left behind by me.

Another half month later, my brother-in-law came to see me.

Brother-in-law: "Xiaotian, I'm pretty busy with things here, and it's time to go back to my life. Do you plan to continue living here or go back and visit your parents."

I aimed at Lin Haotian: "I..."

Seeing Lin Haotian nodded, I agreed to my brother-in-law.

Lin Haotian: "Can I go together too?"

Brother-in-law: "Well, if you plan to go back, we will set off in the afternoon."

After a little preparation, we got into my brother-in-law's car and set off all the way to my strange "home", passing a coast on the way.

Lin Haotian: "Honey, do you still remember this place?"

I nodded.

Lin Haotian: "Time flies so fast, we have passed by here four times."

Me: "Oh"

Lin Haotian: "Every time I feel different, the first time I knew you thought I was dead and you said you liked me, I was so happy, the second time I sent you home because I was hurt, that time I was crying all the time, and I picked you up for the third time but you didn't remember me, but now, I can hold you in my arms and tell you these things, it's a happy feeling."

Me: "Well."

Lin Haotian: "Will you agree to marry me in front of your brother-in-law in this blue sky, white clouds and sea?"

Hearing that brother-in-law braked directly...

Me: "Well, my brother-in-law disagrees, so I don't agree either."

Lin Haotian: ""

Brother-in-law: ""

Then I looked out of the window decisively and ignored him. In fact, it’s not that I disagree. Now I want to get back my memory. Take responsibility for him.

As for how I found my memory later, it is not important anymore, but let me explain, it is the diary in my attic, Lu Chen's diary, and the importance of Lu Chen to me, there is no need to worry about it anymore. I mentioned that every time I turn a page in that diary, the shackles of memory are untied until the end. I also untie the meaning of those numbers. "521" means I love you.And 615 is the code number belonging to Lu Chen, and it is also the password of my bank card and QQ number. As for the person who gave Ling Hao this number, I still roughly know it.

It's been 3 years since I think about it now, and now I'm in Spain, we have our own house by the lake in a small village, and it is said that we can receive our marriage as gay in two years It is proved that all this was carried out under his planning.

Lin Haotian: "Fatty man, where did you throw my bait, if I can't catch any fish, I will eat you tonight."

I put down the keyboard in my hand with a slight smile, and took out his bait from the drawer, but I saw the letter under it again. Guess who it is.

The content is roughly as follows:

Maybe when you read this letter, you have already lived a very happy life, maybe this letter will destroy your life, but I hope you can still maintain your original life, you have already guessed it, I am not dead, you must be wondering why I am still alive, everything is because of the earthquake, I didn't think I would come out alive, but God didn't take me in, I woke up before you, look I saw your brother-in-law, so we staged a "fake death" together, but I didn't expect the consequences to be so serious and almost killed you, Cheng Tian, ​​I think you will blame me, yes, you are the kind of narrow-minded person ,——! You will definitely blame me, you said that if you love someone, you just need to see him happy, so why don’t I?I'm disabled and I can't give you the kind of life you want, I'm so guilty, I've been living in an extreme guilt, and I also know that maybe there won't be another love like you in this world My, the more you love me, the more guilty I feel. It's all because of my appearance that changed everything about you. In the end, there was such a chance, and I still chose. I don't know how much Lin Haotian loves you, but But I understand that he can give you a lot of things that I can't give you, and I hope you can understand me, just like you chose not to bother me when you knew I had a girlfriend. If there is a next life, I hope I can still be yours Classmates, but I pursue you.

This is the end of the letter. I can still see traces of tears on the paper. As time goes by, I gradually understand what Lu Chen did. Everyone has their own path, and everyone has their own path. Individuals have different endings. In my eyes, love is nothing more than what he said, "If you love someone, you just need to see him happy." Lu Chen is living a happy life now, and so is my brother-in-law. I don't want to bother them anymore. I gave the bait to Haotian, took our boat by the lake, leaned against him with a fishing rod and asked him, "What do you think is your happiness?"

Lin Haotian: "Needless to say, of course I'm with you."

Me: "So do you feel happy now?"

Lin Haotian: "Of course, you are not implying me."

I:"……"

Lin Haotian: "Anyway, no one is watching here."

Then I saw him naked in an instant.

The following content involves the prohibition of random thinking below pornographic scenes.

When I held him in my arms at night, I realized that happiness to me is nothing more than being able to fall asleep with my arms around him and get up with him every morning.

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☆、Prologue

I finished this book in September 2012. In the past two years, because of this book, I have made many friends and met the other half of my life. Due to the request of some friends, I will publish this book in the near future. Add some things not mentioned in