bear hand

It was finally dawn, and Qiangzi and I sat beside Cheng Tian until Cheng Tian opened his eyes.

Me: "You're awake."

Cheng Tian: "..."

There was no wave in his eyes, and the whole person was like a shell without a soul. I tried to call his name, but just after I called "Cheng", I remembered that his name was no longer Cheng Tian.

Me: "Chen Yuan...do you still remember me?"

He glanced at me, shook his head, but still didn't make any sound, Qiangzi shook his head at me, and went out to smoke. I held Cheng Tian's hand. After he missed him for a long time, tears finally flowed out. The tears dripped onto Cheng Tian's hand, and his hand actually moved.

Cheng Tian: "Why are you crying?"

As soon as I looked up, I saw Cheng Tian's eyes staring at me for some time, a stone in my heart fell to the ground, but luckily I didn't become a vegetable.

Me: "Because you were hurt."

Cheng Tian: "Injured? I'm injured."

Me: "...um."

Cheng Tian: "Who am I? Why can't I remember."

Me: "...you, your name is Chen Yuan."

Cheng Tian: "Really...Chen Yuan..."

He showed a very dazed look, and never spoke to me again after that, but just stared at me from time to time, not knowing what he was thinking. From this day on, I never left Cheng Tian’s side, There is nothing serious about Cheng Tian's body, but he can't remember everything that happened in his memory. His whole person seems to be a different person. He can talk to me two or three words a day, and sometimes he can't hear him for a day. Shout out, there was no change after several reexaminations. I must have been uncomfortable at first. After all, no one can stand such a big living person like a vegetable. My brother-in-law and the others never showed up again according to the agreement. I always feel that this is a bit strange. Simple, from Cheng Tian jumping off the building to the things that my brother-in-law told me, there are a lot of strange things. Is it really because of that bald man?Alas, I still have to watch out.

I have been taking care of Cheng Tian for almost half a month. Today is June 6th. I decided to take Cheng Tian back to my home. I never fell asleep at ease in the hospital. After saying goodbye to the attending physician, I drove home. On the way, Cheng Tian kept looking out the window, not knowing what he was thinking, maybe... he didn't think about anything, and he didn't know if he fell to that nerve when he jumped off the building, and when he was lying on the bed and staring at you, he would occasionally hear The sound of snoring, I was asleep with my eyes open, maybe I am sleeping now.

A few hours later, I came to that coast again. Once, I was pressed into the water by Cheng Tian and forced to kiss me. I stopped the car, took out the wheelchair, and hugged him. Although he was in the hospital After so long, his weight still hasn’t changed. I pushed him along the beach for a while, hoping that he would react. Cheng Tian still had the same expression. I was quite disappointed. When I turned around and pushed him to leave, he choked touch my arm.