bear hand

When I came out of the ward, I saw Lu Chen standing in the corridor looking out the window. I quietly walked behind him and hugged him. I didn’t see Lu Chen for a day, but it seemed like several springs and autumns. My face was pressed against his. His face was cold and cold, and tears were streaming down the corners of his eyes. This was what I was most afraid of. If Lu Chen hit me or harassed me, it would be okay to cry. I was really afraid that he would be so quiet. I was in his He whispered in his ear: "Forgive me, please?" Lu Chen didn't move, but I felt his tears flow faster.

Me: "Lu Chen... Am I no longer able to ask for forgiveness?"

Lu Chen answered me after a long time: "Idiot, I will never forgive you."

Me: "...then what should I do."

Lu Chen: "I never blamed you."

I froze for a moment, didn't you blame me?Then there was another round of punching and kicking... What's worse is that no one stopped him, the wound was opened by him, and I was sent to be stitched up by my brother-in-law. I know how much Lu Chen blames me, and I also know that I It made him so sad, so I can accept his current reaction. When the doctor sewed me up, Lu Chen was beside me, holding my hand. I wanted to speak but was stimulated by the severe pain and fainted. I woke up again It was already night, and there were a few more people in the room, my father and mother were also there, and my buddy Ling Hao was also there, but they didn't even look at me, only Lu Chen was sitting beside me and holding my hand. My hand is also the one where he found me awake.

Me: "Lu Chen...do you feel better?"

Lu Chen couldn't control it anymore, lay on my body again, crying like a child and asked why I didn't hide, yes, why didn't I hide?Lu Chen didn't really want to hit me, I understand that, but I just think this can let Lu Chen vent a little bit.

Me: "I'm really sorry..."

Lu Chen: "It's good to be alive, I love you."

Ling Hao: "The shopkeeper is up."

Then my mother started nagging endlessly. From the nagging, I heard that I fell from a tree. It seems that my brother-in-law concealed it for me. Then I saw my dad was staring at me, I stared at him, he nodded to me, almost sure my dad knew about me, the ghost knows when my mom is away What should I say, my brother-in-law has already been scolded enough by me. I didn’t realize that Lu Chen had fallen asleep on top of me until after 9 o’clock in the evening. I asked my parents to go back first, and after they left, It was only then that I realized that this fellow Ling Hao had no intention of leaving.

Me: "What's wrong? Don't want to go back?"

Ling Hao: "Shopkeeper, can you tell me something?"

I thought to myself, could he see what happened between me and Lu Chen?That's right... the fools who have been getting along with each other for the past few months can see that I don't care about coming out of the closet anymore: "Ask."

Ling Hao: "Do you believe that there is pure love in this world?"

Me: "Of course..."

Linghao seems to be contradictory when he said this, I don't understand it, but from his words, it seems that he doesn't believe in love. Although from the contact of the past few months, I feel that this big fat boy is so cheerful, I really don't believe it. It's what he would say.