Fat Guangge's happy time

At the age of high spirits, Sima Xi has always devoted himself to his work.After being awakened by the alarm clock, the first thing I did was to remember that the head of the headquarters was coming to the construction site for inspection today, and I needed to go to the site to make some arrangements.

So, I hurriedly got out of bed and got dressed, and touched Fatty Guang's shorts with my hands, which felt wet, and I couldn't help complaining: "Brother Guang, this fat man loves to sweat too much!".Immediately afterwards, he hurriedly washed up, pushed the door open and left.

Fatty Guang kept his eyes closed and pretended to sleep, but in his heart he was extremely remorseful and ashamed.As soon as Sima Xi left, he got up by himself.After all, the skin is rough and the flesh is thick, and after a night of work, the fingers are more flexible.He rummaged through his trouser pockets, took out a cigarette and lit it, and sat by the bed to smoke.In my heart, I still repeatedly scolded myself that I was inferior to a beast.After a long while, he sighed.I thought that Xixi treats me so well, but I do such perverted things, I really can't face him anymore, I don't deserve to be a big brother!

Feeling distressed in his chest, he threw the cigarette butt on the ground, stomped on it fiercely, and muttered, "I stomped you to death, Cai Guangyao, you bastard!"

After a while, I was ruthless, and I was about to leave.After thinking about it, he bent down to pick up the cigarette butt and threw it outside the door.He started tidying up the house again, he knew that Sima Xi always liked to be clean.When tidying up Sima Xi's clothes, a notebook fell out, the cover was beautiful but a bit old and yellowed.When Fatty Guang picked up the notebook from the ground, another photo slipped out of it.Fatty squinted his eyes and saw that it was a photo of Sima Xi and an equally handsome young man.Fatty Guang didn't pay much attention to it, and put it on the table along with the notebook.In the end, he looked at it with some reluctance, and strode out resolutely.

I met a worker, and after explaining it to him, I found the foreman, Lao Sun, to resign, hoping to settle the wages in advance.Sun Tou asked, is this what the supervisor means?The fat man answered vaguely that he had already informed Sima Xi.Sun Tou was still a little guilty about the supervisor, but he simply gave Fatty Guang the promised unfinished month's salary together with half a year's salary.The fat man just took the money, but he couldn't be happy in his heart.Returning to his dormitory lonely, he simply packed his bag and left the construction site with it on his back.After walking a long way, I looked back again, and the circles of my eyes were a little red.

Xixi, good brother, brother, I am sorry for you, I am ashamed to see you, goodbye, take care!

When Fatty Guang was about to reach the fork in the road, a car caught up behind him, screaming.Fatty, who was already in a bad mood, scolded without turning his head: "Fuck, who the hell is sick!"

"You're fucking sick!" A familiar voice came from behind.The fat man froze, not daring to turn his head.

Sima Xi got out of the car and looked angrily at the back of the fat man with his head drooping, feeling very annoyed.Poor me, the majestic young talent finally has a good impression of this vulgar man, and puts aside worldly desires and sincerely becomes a brother with him.Although I am a comrade, I shared the bed with him, and he did not do anything wrong. He left without saying a word, and just let a worker who didn't know the so-called notice.Even if I die today, I have to understand it!

"What are you doing?!" Sima Xi asked loudly, he could feel his almost uncontrollable anger, and couldn't help but make excuses for Fatty Guang, and his tone softened, "Did something happen at home?"

Fatty Guang also felt the change in Sima Xi's tone, and felt even more ashamed. He didn't know how to explain it for a while, so he said casually when he was nervous: "I miss my wife, go home and have a look."

Sima Xi was taken aback, that's it?After thinking about it, he is a straight man and hasn't touched a woman for half a year, so it's not like that!I feel a little embarrassed at the moment, it seems that I am overthinking.But there is always a trace of jealousy in my heart.Hey, women are the favorites of straight men, and brothers can only stand aside.

Seeing the fat man in all his old clothes, he felt a little pity for this man.After thinking about it, he took out a bank card, wrote the password on the back of his business card, patted Fatty Guang on the shoulder, and said, "Here, take it."

Fatty turned around and lowered his head to take it, but he still didn't dare to look at Sima Xi, and asked in a low voice, "What?"

Sima Xi smiled and said, "Looking at your rags, sister-in-law won't let you go to bed as usual? Use the money here to buy clothes and dress up!"

Fatty Guang didn't have the nerve to ask for it, so he hurriedly sent it back like his hands were burning: "No, I have money."

"I told you to take it and you take it! There are only a few hundred yuan in it, so let's treat it as a meeting gift for brothers and sisters. I don't know about you migrant workers. The foreman only settles the bill once every six months. You go early and return early. It's over. Just bring me some specialties from my hometown!"

"I" the fat man opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.How dare he tell Sima Xi directly that he has quit his job, otherwise Sima Xi would not be anxious with him immediately?

"I have to hurry back. The leader has already arrived at the construction site. I ran out secretly."

"But" Fatty Guang didn't know what to say, this brother was so affectionate and righteous, which made him feel even more guilty, so he couldn't help but say, "Xixi, thank you!"

Sima Xi, who had already turned around to leave, turned around again, feeling mixed feelings in his heart.Yes, I did abandon my selfish desires, and I only wanted to be brothers with Fatty Guang, without any distracting thoughts.It's just that there is a difference between friendship and love, and the difference is thousands of miles away.In this world, as long as you are sincere, you can have many friendships.But what about love?What about my love?As a crooked comrade, facing a straight straight man, even if he throws his head and blood, what he gets in exchange is only gratitude!Thinking of this, the heat in my heart began to cool down.Feeling melancholy, Sima Xi turned back to the car, and threw a cold sentence to Fatty Guang: "I don't want thanks!"

Fatty just couldn't understand, and didn't dare to ask further questions. Looking at the car leaving in the dust, he sighed.Xin said that it seemed that he was not only able to overcome women, but even men!

When Sima Xi returned to the construction site, he ran into Lao Sun, the foreman who was looking for him.Knowing that the leaders had already gone to the restaurant in the town to have lunch, Sun Tou treats guests.The two drove off together.

"Supervisor Sima, you are really kind to your brother. He resigned because you are afraid that he will suffer for this job, right? Maybe you are afraid that I will bully him, ha ha." The atmosphere in the car was a little silent, and Sun Tou asked for a conversation.

"Ah? What are you talking about?" Sima Xi was shocked, "Didn't he go home to visit relatives?"

"Hey, you don't know wow. I even paid him all the wages, thinking it was your intention."

Sima Xi didn't speak anymore, his heart was in a mess and he didn't have a clue.He didn't do anything out of the ordinary, why did Fatty Guang quit his job and make up excuses to perfuse himself?If you don't want to be your brother, just say so.Besides, in the beginning, he was the one who took the initiative to let himself call him Brother Guang.

Sima Xi was so confused that he completely lost interest in drinking with the leader.Impulsively, he asked the driver to stop, ignored Sun Tou's persuasion, and walked back to his dormitory on the construction site.As soon as I entered the door, I saw my diary on the table and a group photo with my crush classmate.In my heart, I immediately felt that I understood everything.Fatty Guang must have read the few diaries he wrote about men he admired when he was lonely and lonely.I thought I was a pervert, so I left without saying goodbye!

Sima Xi only felt a huge pain in his heart, like heart-piercing attack.Yes, I'm gay, I'm a pervert.However, I sincerely want to be a brother to you, Fatty Guang, and I don't have any extravagant thoughts.Are you up to it, running away like a monster?

The power of this anger turned into a kind of hatred, but the hatred was not towards Fatty Guang, but himself.Sima Xi has been able to calmly face the secular prejudice of this abnormal man ever since he realized that he is a comrade who cannot be changed.Even after I was found out that I secretly kissed my classmate that year, I was just annoyed and impulsive.Only this time, he truly hated his comradeship.Because in the face of Fatty Guang, who had a good impression at the beginning, he did not hesitate to use the method of masturbation to strictly control his selfish desires, and he wholeheartedly wanted to be a pair of good brothers who shared weal and woe with him.But in the end, he still couldn't escape the fate like moths to a flame.

The pain tortured all of Sima Xi's nerves until gradually his mind went blank.Sima Xi simply fell on his back on the bed, pulled the blanket over his head and fell asleep soundly.It wasn't until someone came in and told the leader that he had something to do with him that he got up and walked into the construction site headquarters.

The few leaders who came down from the headquarters were extremely dissatisfied with Sima Xi, not because of work, because Sima Xi had always been dedicated to his work and there was nothing wrong with it.The problem is that when the leader came, Sima Xi didn't go to accompany him for a drink, and slept in the dormitory during working hours.This is intolerable to all.Randomly looking for reasons from safety supervision and face-to-face absenteeism, he announced Sima Xi's suspension on the spot and considered whether to deduct the year-end bonus.

Sima Xi, who has always been gentle, courteous, and calm, stood quietly in the middle surrounded by the leaders. Under the influence of his nearly collapsed thinking, he said coldly the most ungracious sentence for the first time in his life. :

Keep it, no need!The year-end bonus is reserved for everyone to continue drinking!