Fat Guangge's happy time

After Sima Xi resigned that day, he took the train north to go home.Sima Xi is a single-parent family, and only one father raised him with his own shit and piss.It can be said that his father's lifelong hopes were placed on Sima Xi.Sima Xi has experienced the double blow of emotional setbacks and career failures, and is very fragile and lonely in his heart.Running home, I thought my father, who has always been kind and strict, could understand me to some extent.But unexpectedly, when his father Sima Xiong heard that his son resigned without authorization, he immediately became angry and went straight to high blood pressure.Quickly took a quick-acting antihypertensive drug, and it took a long time before he said tremblingly: "Sima Xi, you are also in your twenties, why are you so impulsive and quit? Do you know how much effort it took to get into this large state-owned enterprise? You also know that Dad has always been a face-saving person. Is it easy to put down your face and beg your grandpa to sue your grandma? Why do you think you are so dishonorable? Don't do it well!"

The more Sima Xi listened, the more uncomfortable he became. Did he really not do a good job?I think of myself jumping up and down the construction site under the sun on a hot day; I think of getting up and arranging a day's work every day when the sun is light; After thinking about it, the tears flowed down his face uncontrollably.

Sima Xiong ignored his son's embarrassment, and said to himself: "At the beginning, I praised Haikou to you, Uncle Li, saying that my son is a very talented student with good manners and knowledge, and he will definitely create a brilliant career in the company. But, now, how can you let me have the face to tell your Uncle Li. You, you, Xiaoxi, you really let me down!"

Sima Xiong sighed with his face turned away, but he didn't notice the sound of the door closing.

Sima Xi ran out of the house in a hurry, ignoring the tears all over his face, and ran for several blocks.When I arrived at Jianshe Avenue, I couldn't run anymore, so I sat on the bench of the bus shelter.It is afternoon now, and there are not many pedestrians on the road.One stop ahead is Phoenix Park. Occasionally, one or two young couples walk together arm in arm.Sima Xi's mind had gradually become numb, and he sat on the bench quietly watching those couples, his heart was empty.

Where did we come from and where are we going? No one knows this and therefore no one tells us this.Sima Xi didn't have many grievances at work.He works hard and earnestly, but not for fame and fortune like others, but just an instinct of his own, and it is also just his attitude towards life, and it is also a kind of happiness.It's like seeing a beggar on the street, covered in mud and grease, rummaging through the garbage bins looking for food.We will feel that beggars are no different from animals, and that life is better than death.A beggar may be delighted to find half a discarded loaf of bread, but we may not be as happy sometimes to accompany someone over a meal of raw seafood.

Yes, there will be bread.If you lose a job, you can find another; but what about relationships, where is the bread?Sima Xi is neither an open person nor an autistic person.Once had a secret love, summoned up the courage to kiss but lost it; once fell in love with a big brother, but was scared away by his gay status.I'm gay what should I do?I like men where do I find love?My youth like a flower, can I only watch it slowly wither by myself in my poor life?

Passing by a fat middle-aged man, a familiar feeling came to my heart.Sima Xi, who had never smoked, got up to greet him.

"Brother, uncle? Can I have a cigarette?"

The middle-aged fat man was taken aback for a moment, then smiled: "Sorry, I don't know how to smoke."

"Oh?" Sima Xi also raised his eyebrows driven by the man's smile, "Actually, I don't know either."

The middle-aged fat man was taken aback for another moment, then smiled again: "Annoyed?"

"It was annoying just now, but it's not annoying now." Sima Xi also laughed, "You are very much like my parting brother."

"You miss him very much?" The middle-aged fat man was a little surprised, why he asked such a long-winded question, but there was no doubt that he had a good impression of this neat and polite young man in front of him.

"Not only that." Sima Xi hesitated for a moment, but suddenly let go, "I still like him very much, I, like men!"

The middle-aged fat man was stunned for a moment, but soon a bright smile reappeared on his face: "Me too! And, I liked you very much at first sight!"

The smile on Sima Xi's face gradually disappeared, and he said to the middle-aged fat man with some seriousness: "Thank you! But, I'm sorry, I only like my brother!"

Sima Xi jumped on the No. 15 bus.This bus route is long, the cars are few and broken, even at this time it is full of passengers.Sima Xi was squeezed to the back of the car, where there were many fertilizer bags and luggage of migrant workers rushing to the train station.Sima Xi, who was wearing a famous brand, was caught among the migrant workers, but he didn't mind it. His nose was full of the strong sweat of migrant workers. At this moment, Sima Xi felt that the smell was very familiar, and the crowded feeling was also very familiar.

Sima Xi, who hurried home by train, hurried back to the starting point by train.It's just that I didn't go back to the town and came to Fengnan City.It was getting late, Sima Xi found Zhao Xin, a former classmate in Fengnan City, and the two chose a steak restaurant to eat and chat.

Zhao Xin is the director of Master Kong's sales office in Fengnan City. Hearing that Sima Xi lost his job, he suggested that he go to the newly opened wholesale market in the West Outer Ring to distribute Master Kong's instant noodles.Sima Xi said that his savings totaled more than 2 yuan, and there was nothing he could do.Zhao Xin laughed, saying that he was the director of a local institute anyway, and he had quite the authority, so he could set aside a certain turnaround period, sell the goods first, and then settle the payment.

Sima Xi was very moved and wondered why Zhao Xin trusted him so much.Zhao Xin replied, our four-year classmate, what kind of person are you, I don't know yet?If you become prosperous in the future, just help yourself.

The two hit it off immediately, and Zhao Xin helped Simaxi find a condiment shop to share with him. They each paid half of the monthly rent, only 1000 yuan.Moreover, the newly opened wholesale market is tax-free and industrial and commercial-free for the first year, which is really beneficial.Zhao Xin also lent Sima Xi an extra 1 yuan, and bought a second-hand Dongfeng single-row.Sima Xi was very grateful, and said in his heart that it's a pity that Zhao Xin is not the type he likes, otherwise it would be better to agree with him!

If you want to be obscene, even if you want to, Zhao Xin will not accept it.How can there be so many abnormal men like me in the world?

With the help of Zhao Xin, since the in-demand categories are never out of stock, the price is fixed but the various preferential policies are the most comprehensive, and a lot of promotional items are allocated from time to time.The business took off quickly, and although it was the newest dealer in the wholesale market, the business was pretty good.It's just that despite Zhao Xin's turnover help, funds are still tight and hard to get.Because Zhao Xin can only stagger the checkout cycle for a container of goods, so Sima Xi often only has a few hundred dollars in his pocket.

Once the business is good, there are many things to do, and Sima Xi himself is a dedicated person.At the beginning of the business, money was tight, so I only hired a driver and a small worker, which was appropriate, and it was still a few percent cheaper than the wages of the two.Sima Xi is the boss, a salesperson and a small worker. He also exercises regularly, but the problem is that it's all for keeping fit. Instead of carrying stacks of instant noodle boxes, he complains so much that he can't do what he wants.Sima Xi gritted his teeth and persisted. One day Zhao Xin came to see him and exclaimed, is this still Sima Xi?Is it still the generation of talented people who are romantic and suave?No matter how you look at it, you look like a black and thin refugee fleeing famine.

Sima Xi smiled wryly in his heart, tiredness from work was one aspect, but more importantly, at night, all he could think about was that fat man.That fat man is kind-hearted and stupid, and he is alone with no one to take care of him. How is he doing?There will be no surprises, right?

There are more and more second-hand dealers in the following counties. Sima Xi couldn't hold on anymore, so he had to post a notice at the door: Recruiting a small worker, who is required to be physically strong, hard-working, food and housing, and salary Negotiable .

However, what Sima Xi never expected was that the first worker who came to apply for the job was Fatty Guang!