Fat Guangge's happy time

Is it strange?

Sima Xi grabbed the fat man's bare hand and walked side by side towards the hill, ignoring the gazes of the patrolling horse boys.If Sima Xi and Fatty's love is abnormal, it doesn't matter, the people on this island are not normal at all.These people either have long hair or shaved shoulders, or are bald and shiny. They are either tigers or fierce dragons. They must have harmed many ordinary people.

Sima Xi thought to himself, yes, I like men, but I donated money to Wenchuan and paid taxes to the government, and I have never cheated or harmed anyone, let alone kidnapped anyone.Do things openly and aboveboard, and love your lover sincerely.Is a comrade, is a gentleman!

The mountain is not big and the road is difficult.I don't know how this group of people found this small island. It is obviously rare.Weeds all over the mountain, sparse small trees.The soil is thin and is entirely grass nailed to the stone.It was originally Sima Xi holding Fatty Guang's hand, but it didn't take long for Fatty Guang to open the way and hold Sima Xi's hand.

Walk forward in a zigzag, carefully avoiding the bushes.Sima Xi followed behind, feeling the heat of the fat man's right hand, and stretched out his left hand to touch the weeds moving backwards beside him.The one with the tail up is the foxtail, and the one lying on the ground is the radix japonicus.On the Vajra vine, the small red berries hang on the branches, like acacia beans from the southern country; the salt skin wood is proud of those wide and angular leaves, arranged one by one, like the armor of an ancient warrior. The Yellow River is pouring down like water, every branch of grass and every leaf is burning with heat, the wind blows and kisses Sima Xi's hand like waves, and the lazy love ripples in Sima Xi's heart.

He couldn't see the scene in front of him at all, only Fatty Guang's fat buttocks fell in his eyes.Sima Xi was very helpless, he was more angry than others.No matter how desperately I struggled with food, I had a new waist, and it would not be as generous as a fat man with bare ass.Such a big butt, tightly wrapped by pants, is round and full of arcs, shaking and shaking, making people want to touch it all the time.

If, instead of kidnapping, the two traveled here.Then, the majestic and rushing Yellow River, the undisturbed island, the colorful and gorgeous green, all these, the journey of life should be beautiful!

Looking up at the blue sky, there are white clouds in the blue sky, drifting with the wind.The sun, appearing and disappearing from time to time, is inseparable from the clouds.The floating dust under the light, flickering and flickering.A gust of wind blew by, and dandelion umbrellas spread around, hovering for a moment, and then flew into the distance in a blink of an eye.

What a nice view!Regardless of whether it will be wind or rain tomorrow, holding the hand of his lover in the past and the past, in front of flowers and under trees, day and night.

Finally came to a piece of flat ground in the south, and when I got closer, I found that it was actually two flat big rocks joined together.An unknown sapling grew out of the narrow gap in the middle, stretching crookedly towards the sky, struggling to grow, with a stubbornness, loneliness and pride.

For no reason, I thought of Xiao Caier.Sima Xi thought to himself, although I lost my parents at a young age, I still have Brother Guang.Xiao Caier is really pitiful. She grew up in an orphanage and never saw her parents. It is not easy to live alone.All he could get his hands on was the coal mine.If he is reluctant to part with the coal mine, what will happen to Brother Guang and me?Will it really be wiped out by Lin?I've already got uremia, and it's okay to die, but Brother Guang.

Sima Xi turned his gaze to Fatty Guang, who had already sat on the edge of the boulder, staring blankly at Sima Xi.

"Brother Guang, are you worried?"

"One thing, but I'm not really worried." Fatty hesitated for a moment, then smiled honestly, his white teeth glistening in the sun. "I don't know what's going on. Before you came, I was very upset. But as soon as you came, I was at ease. I always thought that we would be fine."

"Hehe, you're right!" Sima Xi walked over with a smile and sat beside Fatty Guang. "Well, Brother Guang, open your mouth and let me see."

"What's so good about a stinky mouth?" Although Fatty Guang said so, he still opened his mouth wide.Sima Xi looked at it for a while, and said, "Brother Guang, I'm puzzled, you are nearly forty, why are these little Huya still unwilling to leave?"

As soon as the fat man heard it, he immediately closed his lips tightly, and muttered like he had a bun in his mouth: "I don't know, people are stupid and slow to develop."

But Sima Xi refused to let Fatty Guang go, grabbed the edge of Fatty Guang's mouth with both hands, and said at the same time: "I just like your stupid way of doing it, let me see it again."

After the two tossed like this, Fatty Guang fell on his back on the big rock, and even Sima Xi fell on Fatty Guang's body.Sima Xi lay on the fat man's bare chest, and the two faced each other.

Fatty Guang suddenly remained motionless, staring at Sima Xi.Heavy breathing hit Sima Xi's face, Sima Xi felt a little embarrassed for no reason.It's a strange feeling, as if it's back to the first time the two met a few years ago, the first time they "shared the same bed", and they slept on top of each other

The past seemed to be just yesterday, and Sima Xi suddenly felt his face burn.In the past few months, Sima Xi's health has been poor, and his cheeks have become slightly thinner and sunken.Two blushes appeared on the pale face, and the leaves of the Sunshine Tree poured upwards, surging like a stream of water.

The fat man just looked at Sima Xi's face, the light and shadow flowed, and he felt that there was also a puddle of water rushing in his heart.Speechless for a while, he hugged Sima Xi's waist tightly.Sima Xi relaxed his body, lowered his head slowly, rested his forehead on the fat man's bare collarbone, and closed his eyes.

Walking all the way from the flat ground at the west end of this small island, although the grass is luxuriant, there are also countless fragrances.Yellow, white, purple, pink, countless unknown, perhaps no name wild flowers, dotted around.The number is far less than that of weeds, but it makes the deserted island full of vitality.The same is true for those sparse young trees, born in the crevices of the rocks, but proudly facing the sky.

A weak group does not mean that every molecule is not a strong one.There is no road on a deserted island, and the grass is opened to open the way.Leave solid footprints on the ground, hope is ahead!Sima Xi thought to himself, no matter what happens in the future, in this life, he is already the luckiest and happiest person in the world.

The fat man just didn't speak, and on his back were the crooked branches and sparse leaves of a small tree crevice in the rocks.The dappled sunlight reflects the branches of the trees on the mud and rocks, staggering and slanting, like bold and unrestrained cursive script.The breeze is coming, the branches and leaves are swaying together, the sun and tree shadows seem to be shaking together, and it is like the flow of time, reincarnating the memories of the past scene by scene.

One day, on the cargo pile at the rear of the car, Fatty Guang woke up from a sound sleep and found that there was an extra person in his arms.The man had sword eyebrows and star eyes, lips like warm jade, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, facing the fat man, smiling and looking at this smile for several years.

Fatty Guang thought to himself, at the beginning, what did I say, and what did Xixi say?Oh, I remembered.

I said: Why did you run on me?

He said: I.

I said: Why are you still holding my tits?

He said: Ah, I didn't mean to, really!

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"Wahhaha, I think you did it on purpose, otherwise why would you touch my tits every day?" Fatty just thought in his heart, and said it unconsciously.Sima Xi, who was lying on Fatty Guang's chest, propped up his upper body, looked at Fatty Guang's face suspiciously and asked, "Brother Guang, what are you talking about, I didn't even touch your tits?"

Fatty was taken aback for a moment, and came back to his senses.He grabbed Sima Xi's hand and pressed it on his chest, saying: "Xixi, touch it, touch it, touch it hard!"

Sima Xi suddenly blushed again, subconsciously moved his hand away, and said angrily, "What are you talking about, I don't like it!" As he spoke, the corners of his eyes secretly glanced at the fat man's naked chest, which attracted his attention. Fatty Guang laughed again, and pulled Sima Xi's hand back.

"Xixi, I know you like it. As long as you like it, brother will like it!"

Sima Xi put his hands on Fatty Guang's tits, didn't touch them, but didn't move away.His eyes stared straight at Fatty Guang.The motorboat I went out to buy has not yet returned, and I don't have a razor, so I can't shave.Fatty Guang's mouth was as lush and dense as the weeds on a small island, and his cheeks almost formed gills.The originally round and broad face has become somewhat angular, and he must have suffered a lot during this period.Thinking about it again, it's more than just a few days.Do I know how much Brother Guang has been wronged because of being with Sima Xi?

Because of me, I lost my poor but stable job; because of me, I did the work of three people in the wholesale market; because of me, I got into fights with my family and Fa Xiao; because of me, I ran naked in the village; because of me. , No longer marry a daughter-in-law Japanese woman.

Brother Guang, are you worth it because of me?

"Brother Guang, I want to ask you something." Sima Xi turned over and knelt on the boulder beside Fatty Guang, "Actually, it's been on my mind for a long time, I hope you can answer me truthfully."

When the fat man saw that Sima Xi's face was no longer smiling, and he looked serious, his heart tightened, and he also sat up, crossing his legs.

"Xixi, just ask, I promise I won't say a word."

But Sima Xi lowered his head and said nothing, his eyes fixed on the leather shoes on the fat man's big bare feet.The leather shoes were still made of crocodile skin. Fatty's bare feet were fat and big, and it cost a lot of shoes, so almost every pair Sima Xi bought for him was made of crocodile skin.Sima Xi clenched his hands together, struggling in his heart.

He is gay, but Brother Guang is an out-and-out straight man.Originally, I liked Brother Guang's temperament, so I didn't want to break him.Besides, can a real straight man bend?So at first I just wanted to be good brothers and good buddies with Brother Guang for the rest of my life, but later I couldn't help it, and I couldn't bear the love, and I tried every means to pursue it.

Sima Xi raised his head and looked at Fatty Guang.The original half-inch hair has already grown half-long, but the hair is hard and still standing upright.Under the thick eyebrows like splashed ink, a pair of slightly small eyes are piercing.Wide and thick nasal cavity, the breath is as powerful as the snoring.The stiff and luxuriant beard is full of anger, making the gentle face reveal a rough and bold air.The strong neck stands on the broad and thick shoulders, and the round shoulders bulge the shirt.The mountain-like chest was connected downwards, and the abdomen turned into a plateau. The twisted legs suddenly stretched out, and they were placed on the left and right sides of Sima Xi's body to slightly touch each other. Sima Xi could feel a wave of heat through the clothes.

What a masculine and masculine man!If it was in ancient times, such a character must be a fierce general who charged into battle, right?Zhang Fei, Xu Chu and others are nothing more than this!

Sima Xi stared at Fatty Guang bewilderedly, feeling both loving and ashamed in his heart.I don't know if it's a kind of embarrassment for such an upright and forthright straight man to get together with Sima Xi.Emotionally, Brother Guang loves me as much as I do; but, physically?Will he be unaccustomed to some extent, or if he just forced himself because of me?

It's not that Sima Xi didn't have such doubts before.On the contrary, it has always been there.Just because of deep love, so the subconscious is always escaping.But right now, the isolated island far away from the river bank, the sick body at any time, and the unknown fate finally made Sima Xi look directly at the insurmountable gap between gays and straight men.I really want to know, I want to ask, but I dare not ask.The word uremia hangs in my mind and weighs in my heart.I don't know what decision Xiao Caier will make, and how many days it will take to get the result.Kidney replacement needs to be timely and matched.Even if everything is in place, success may not be guaranteed.if

Feeling melancholy for a moment, tears flowed out uncontrollably, Sima Xi hurriedly raised his head and looked at the sky, only to see the twisted branches of the small tree between the rocks.There is not much soil on the island, and this tree grows among the rocks, why is it so obsessed with the sky?The afternoon sun shines on the treetops, every leaf is glowing with golden light, and there are pieces of emerald green showing off the tenacity of life.

Sima Xi's eyes scattered down to meet the light, half-bright and half-dark, but his heart was empty.

Bodhi does not have a tree, and a bright mirror is not a stand. There is nothing in the first place, so where can the dust be aroused?People in the world recite Prajna all day long, but they don’t know the Prajna of the self-nature. It’s like saying that you don’t have enough to eat, but your mouth is empty.

Calm down in your chest.In fact, that question is no longer important.It's just that I miss Brother Guang too much.Intense love is full of strong family affection.I feel a little wronged, and I don't want Brother Guang to suffer.

Sima Xi took a deep breath and said with a smile, "Brother Guang, can you sing Daolang's "Love Is You and Me"?"

Fatty, who had been waiting for a long time and wondered for a long time, was taken aback for a moment, and said to himself, is this the only problem?As for brewing for so long?

"I am here in this world, let the storm blow me away. This is your promise of love, let me see the sunshine shining. Love - embrace me, I can feel its touch. Even if life gives me endless pain, I still feel happier, feel happier."

No matter what happens tomorrow, Sima Xi thought to himself, I am here in this world, and meeting Brother Guang is worth it!

The song was sung by two people, and the fat man fell in love just by singing, and seemed to understand a little bit in his heart.The voice is getting louder and louder, the rough and bright is Fatty Guang, and the slender and delicate is Sima Xi.Two little birds flew out of the grass, circled and landed on a tree not far away, side by side, looking at Sima Xi and Fatty Guang curiously.A few butterflies flashed among the nearby wildflowers, dancing to the singing. Among them, which one is Liang Shanbo, and which one is Zhu Yingtai?

Why is there a slight laugh?When the mountain flowers are in full bloom, she laughs in the bushes!

Yes, when the cold winter is gone and the spring is everywhere, the plum blossom is alone in the thousands of flowers and laughs gratifyingly.At this time, Sima Xi and Fatty smiled like two plum blossoms—white petals and pink stamens.Those kidnappers who were turned aside by the singing were laughing at these two people for being too crazy, right?That's right, two old gentlemen, with their eyes facing each other, their fingers intertwined, singing and singing love - is it funny?

Maybe they'll get the coal mines they want, and get a lot of money.However, there is one thing they will never get!Sima Xi smiled like a flower on his face, and ran like a deer in his heart.It doesn't matter whether you are gay or not, it doesn't matter whether you are normal or abnormal. A person without love is lonely and shameful.And I have brother Guang, love and righteousness, this life and the afterlife!

"Brother Guang!" Sima Xi stopped laughing, looked at Fatty Guang and asked, "Do you love me?"

"Nonsense, why don't I love you!" The fat man raised his hand to touch Sima Xi's forehead, he didn't have a fever.

"Okay, then let me ask you, do you mind if I'm also a man instead of a woman? I mean, when we were doing that." The question in my heart still blurted out.

"Which one to do?" The fat man's eyes were full of cunning.

"Grass, it's you every day, so it's okay to ask like that?" Sima Xi rolled his eyes.

"I don't mind."

"I mean, never?"

Fatty squinted his eyes, thought for a while, and said with certainty, "Never!"

"Impossible!" Sima Xi didn't believe it at all. When did this fat man learn to be sweet? "Didn't you mean you weren't used to it the first time you did it?"

"This, you can have it." Sima Xi reminded Fatty Guang not to be shy and speak freely.

Fatty Guang began to ponder over memories again, and gradually the expression on his face was um, very yindang!

"Well, I really don't have it!" The fat man said with a playful smile, "If you have to think that I'm not used to it, I can only say that it's really cool to do things in that domineering car. It's a pity that there is no car to get it now. Otherwise, Let’s do it again soon. My Chinese teacher also said, isn’t it a joy to learn from time to time?”

"" Sima Xi was dumbfounded, unable to close his mouth for a long time, "Brother Guang, are you straight or not?"

"Fuck, I'm tired of straight men and straight men! Where am I not straight? If you touch it, it can be straight or straight. It's pretty good." The fat man grabbed Sima Xi's right hand.Sima Xi only felt a surge of anger and blood, this fat man, as he spoke, the guy below him froze.

"Xixi, it's said that you can eat mountains by relying on mountains. You see, the wind is light and the clouds are calm. It's not true that the moon is setting before the flowers. It's the sun setting before the flowers. Look, Xixi, the sun is shining brightly. Do you want me to go under the sun?" Fatty Guang twisted his body. , grabbing Sima Xi's clothes.On the surface, he was begging Sima Xi, but his hands were not idle, unbuttoning Sima Xi's clothes. "We haven't done it for a long time."

The elementary school Chinese teacher taught him really well. In this sentence, there are idioms, common sayings, metaphors, and scenes and artistic conceptions, which even made me react.Thinking to himself, Sima Xi raised his hand to stop Fatty Guang, and said, "The last question, what do you love about me?"

"That's a good question, student Xixi, what do you say I love you?"

"" It's over, Sima Xi said in his heart, if such a pure and simple man is spoiled by me, he will transfer his soul to Dafa and fight back for questioning.

"Okay, I'll answer your question politely." Seeing Sima Xi's longing face, the fat man sat up straight and said solemnly, "Xixi, I love you a lot. I love you for being kind, caring, and smart." , generous, self-respect and self-improvement, handsome, good skin, slippery, PP warped"

"Stop! Needless to say, just pretend I didn't ask, I really can't stand you." Sima Xi shook his head and sighed.

"I haven't finished talking, so you understand?" Fatty Guang continued, "Actually, you also know that I am low-educated and don't know a few words. I can't say it, but what? Get used to it or not? I just know-I like you!"

These words made Sima Xi hastily take a few deep breaths, and managed to hold back his tears.Just about to speak, Fatty Guang, who was still muttering, gradually became deeper and deeper. "Xixi, you are a famous college student. How can anyone not like your appearance and character? But, I am just a country guy, a rough old man. To be honest, I often worry that you will dislike me and won't follow me. I've passed it. Since you asked me this way today, I will learn from you and ask you, what do you like about me, brother?"

Sima Xi felt dizzy for a while, my Brother Guang, I have been secretly in love with you for a long time, if you said that from the beginning, would I still have to rack my brains to find a way?Damn, why would I like to sell instant noodles and go all the way to the south to work, just to hook you up?Grass.

"Brother Guang, I'll tell you right now. But first, lie down."

"I'm not tired." Fatty Guang felt strange, but still obediently leaned back.

"Close your eyes." Sima Xi said again.

"Why are you closing your eyes?" Fatty Guang was even more puzzled.

"I'm sorry."

Day, this kid Xixi has so many problems.The fat man said lightly, they are all "old husbands and wives", so what's the embarrassment?

As soon as the fat man closed his eyelids, he felt his body sink, followed by passionate kisses on his forehead, ears, nose, cheeks... all the way to his mouth.Fatty Guang hurriedly opened his mouth, and welcomed Sima Xi's tongue in.The two tongues were entangled, and the unique taste of mint in Sima Xi's mouth penetrated into his heart.Fatty Guang felt strange, but he didn't see Sima Xi bring his usual mouthwash.Just wondering, Sima Xi's lips had already touched the fat man's bare shoulders, collarbone, and chest... One day, this kid Xixi bit my tits again... why did he kiss my belly button? ?I haven't showered for several days... It's strange, when did this kid take off my shirt?

While kissing like raindrops, Sima Xi muttered: "Brother Guang, didn't you ask me why I love you? I love you, from head to toe, from inside to outside, from front to back, I love you!" Followed by a comfortable humming sound, I suddenly felt a slight chill in my lower body...

"Xixi, you..." Fatty Guang opened his eyes.

"Hey." Sima Xi had a weird smile on his face, "I always call you you, and it's my young master's turn today!"

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Brother Guang, I'm sorry, I hurt you.You can obviously live the life you used to, even though you are poor, but you are also safe.But now because of me, you have been kidnapped to this deserted island, and your life and death are unknown.I heard that Binbin will come over tomorrow, so I begged him to contact his boss, write an agreement, and give all his assets to that bastard surnamed Lin. It doesn't matter if I stay, I just let you go first.I came here just to change you out.

Sima Xi collapsed on Fatty Guang's body from exhaustion, buried his face in Fatty's Guang's chest, tears gushing uncontrollably.With both arms open, both hands clasped Fatty Guang's hands tightly, touching the wedding ring on Fatty Guang's hand.

——Round, hard, diamonds.A diamond is forever, and a diamond will last forever.

May this moment last forever!