can i love you

"Uncle, it's me..."

In the most beautiful prologue in the morning, Maoqun was sleepy, and when he heard Deng Feng's voice, he grinned innocently.No sweet words can satisfy the tenderness at this moment.

"Hey, Xiaofeng! Wake up. How's it going... Do you have a headache?" Maoqun just woke up from sleep, his voice was a little hoarse. "You can't drink like this next time, what can't you think about it! Tell uncle." Clutching his phone, Maoqun got up from the bed, walked to the balcony, and looked back at the quiet Zhang Yan, feeling guilty.

"No...it's okay, Uncle, I..." Deng Feng stammered, thinking to himself, it's not because of you!Some words are hard to say.

"uncle……"

"What's wrong?" Mao Qun squinted his small eyes, two dimples were revealed, and the newly sprouted stubble was welcoming the morning light, a scene of prosperity.

"Uncle, come back to work. I... miss you!" Deng Feng was full of hope, his eyes sparkling.The lucky cat on the bedside swayed more diligently, just like the inner fluctuations at this time.

"Xiaofeng, don't you blame me?" Maoqun blushed with excitement, and his bulging belly seemed more rounded.After a night of recuperation, the mouth mustache begins to grow in power, and it is connected with the two sideburns, which tends to form a beard.Suddenly remembering Deng Feng's rejection of his text message before, his heart became heavier again, Mao Qun frowned, wondering when Deng Feng was real.

"Well, it's no wonder! Uncle Qiao, I don't know why after you left, my heart really hurts, and it's meaningless to do anything. Sometimes I think of your smile, your dimples..." Deng Feng paused , Thinking of Maoqun's charming dimples, he swallowed.Is this a confession?I used to think that Yue Zihua's suggestion was a little unreliable, and the result of cheating would go to two extremes, either everyone is happy, and the relationship will be a double.Either the relationship breaks down and becomes like a stranger.And at this time, Deng Feng said it like this, because he had a hunch that Uncle Qiao would not refuse. "Uncle, I think I like you."

"..." Mao Qun was a little unexpected. Although he could guess from Deng Feng's sadness last night that it was related to him, he never thought that this would be the result.To like and be liked is the warmest emotion in the world, but it seems to have become a thing of the past for Maoqun.Thinking of this, he couldn't help looking back at Zhang Yan who was sleeping soundly. The pink pajamas were hidden in the printed sheets, and the curly bangs on the forehead were playfully falling together. Maoqun sighed. "Xiaofeng, you are still young, and there are some things you can't think of and can't judge. What you say you like now is just a momentary fever..."

"No... no, I have always liked Uncle Qiao, and I know it in my heart, because... I am a gay, born, and I can't change it. I really like you." Deng Feng blushed, Is it realistic for a straight man to accept that he likes the same sex and then be recognized?Deng Feng thought it was funny, but he did it without hesitation, an angel is still a devil.It doesn't matter anymore, follow your own heart, even if everything is destroyed, after all, you have worked hard.

"..." There was silence again, this sentence lingered in Maoqun's mind for a long time, the sharp contrast between Deng Feng's before and after, and the euphemism of the former unfeeling, confused Maoqun.Xiaofeng!Tell me, which one is the real you? "Xiaofeng, I can't answer you right now. I...I'm going to send Ding Ding to school now, let's chat when you have time." Only wearing a small underwear, and then going to send Ding Ding to school?This kind of excuse is too stupid, Deng Feng really felt Uncle Qiao's avoidance, and his heart sank.Sentenced to death early?Just like this quietly, without speaking.From great joy to great sorrow, the drama of life is nothing more than this!Mao Qun was obviously aware of his abruptness and was in a mess, so he hung up the phone uneasily without waiting for Deng Feng's answer.

With a wry smile, he opened the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows, the newborn sun blurred his vision, and Deng Feng was exhausted physically and mentally, unable to control the lines of emotion, but he was helpless.It's just that he understands that he can't give up, even if there is nothing left to do.

After several days of tiring and running around, Maoqun still couldn't forget Deng Feng's confession.Of course, the problem of work has not been settled, and the idea of ​​starting a business before has basically been wiped out.Maoqun began to worry, he was a big man who was being supported by his wife, so he couldn't make fun of him when he said it?But now, a job requires a diploma, and even the Environmental Sanitation Bureau requires a degree. What should I do?

Maoqun sat slumped on the bamboo chair with a sad face, but he didn't expect a visitor to come quietly.

(PS: Alas, the code words are really tiring. I have no inspiration, so I ask the book friends for help, hehe...)