can i love you

"Mr. Deng? The signature should be signed here..." The secretary looked at Deng Feng with puzzled eyes. This was the third time he had made such a low-level mistake.

"Huh?" Deng Feng didn't have the heart to sit in the office and pretend nothing had happened.Hastily processed the remaining documents, picked up the coat on the armchair, and ran out in a hurry, as for where to go.I have no idea at all, I always feel that the building of Wansheng has someone's aura, it is so strong, it almost takes away Deng Feng's soul, only a body is still dying.This state of being on the verge of collapse actually gave Deng Feng a numb pleasure.So comfortable that I can fall asleep in a second, whocares? Hehe, I live perfectly every day!isn't it?Brocade clothes and jade food, silk and satin, luxury and luxury, who can be more carefree than me?Haha, even if the whole world is poking my spine, mocking and swearing, I don't care anymore?Do I need your approval?Why should I cater to your tastes?I fucking have my freedom of love, why do you bother to force each other?You are great, man.Hugging left and right, still not panting, and I love someone deeply until death, is it wrong?Who can tell me where I am wrong?Deng Feng covered his face, letting tears overflow from his fingers, the scorching liquid slowly slid down, corroding and insolent.There is no need to feel pity for all of this, because the man who haunted me in my dreams has left, the man who gave me great love and hatred has left, leaving a piece of confession, leaving without blood.There is only one cold back, a lonely back!

Well, since you fled without hesitation, I will give you a permanent pass. Deng Feng held his coat with one hand and put it behind his back. Indeed, only after experience can one become mature. Let the storm come more violently!

Lonely and wild ghost, Deng Feng's footsteps are steady, and no one passing by can tell that this fair-faced young man is in a period of emotional loss at the moment, and life is better than death. "Flowing Years Bar" Deng Feng turned around many intersections, and a low-key decorated bar appeared in front of him. If he didn't identify it carefully, he really couldn't tell that there was a recreational place in this corner.Deng Feng slowly walked into this paradise on earth. When a person is lonely and helpless, the loud noise may bring about a decompression effect. At least it proves that he is not alone, and there are many like-minded frustrated people, looking for resonance .As soon as they arrived at the bar lobby, there was a pure and handsome guy to lead the way. Unexpectedly, this unremarkable bar has such a big dance floor!What Deng Feng didn't expect was that there was a large group of crazy people in the ballroom all of them!There are fashionable and young youngsters, as well as mature and attractive middle-aged uncles!Deng Feng was shocked, could this be the legendary gay bar?

Deng Feng sat quietly in the corner, watching a group of people perform their own wonderful performances, and he didn't feel very disgusted. Perhaps the fellow-men who cherished each other gave him a little comfort.Or maybe the atmosphere here already has to be relaxed, so why impose suppression?

"Handsome guy, can I sit next to you?" A man in a white striped shirt approached to strike up a conversation.Deng Feng raised his eyebrows, and realized that he was not the type he hated, so he gave up.

"Whatever!" Looking casually at the men's madness, she suddenly felt a little ready to move.

"Handsome guy, do you have something on your mind? I see you are unhappy alone." The man in front of him took a sip of his wine.Is there any mistake? When I came to the bar to drink this kind of wine, Deng Feng's eyes showed disbelief, but he didn't point it out.

"Why, do you think drinking wine in a bar doesn't fit the atmosphere?" Deng Feng's eyes widened, and he actually read my mind, "No! Sorry."

"Why do you say sorry to me, sorry for being cold to me?" Deng Feng knew that if he continued the conversation, his superficial experience would be exposed. "My name is Yue Zihua, can I make a friend?" The man in the shirt directly ignored Deng Feng's embarrassment.

"Ye Feng..." Deng Feng didn't want to give his real name directly, thinking that this kind of place is still very dangerous.

"The autumn wind of fallen leaves is like a happy life. Good name." Yue Zihua whispered, "Dare to ask Ye Feng what's bothering you? Such sadness?"

"Is there?" "Yes, your eyes reveal a kind of loneliness. Although most of us have a little story, it's just that I can feel your extraordinary loss. What? Emotionally?" The man Laughing, "Haha, am I a bit of an eighth-wife, don't be surprised!"

"I was broken in love, and he decided to leave me..." Deng Feng drank the beer in his hand in one breath. "However, he doesn't know that I'm gay, and I haven't confessed! Is he a man with a family?"

"Straight man?" A trace of loneliness flashed across Yue Zihua's eyes. "Ye Feng, don't you know that it is the most unwise for a gay man to fall in love with a straight man? Either you hurt him, or he hates you!"

"Hurt? Disgusted? If he hadn't drunk and had sex, we might still be friends, and we wouldn't be in the situation we are in today. Is this my fault?" Deng Feng looked into the man's eyes seriously.

"Oh? He raped you?" Yue Zihua leaned back in the chair. "Haha, that means he doesn't dislike you. It's very likely that he also has gay tendencies."

"Impossible! He has a child." Deng Feng also expected this to be the case, but it was funny.

"Haha, having a child doesn't necessarily mean that he doesn't have this tendency! I also have a child." Yue Zihua smiled heartily.

"En?" Deng Feng was incredulous.

"Friend, there are more complicated relationships in the circle. Hehe, the one in your heart must be your first love." Yue Zihua smiled.

"Well, how can there be a relationship without a process? Thinking about it, I'm too mean!" If I hadn't been so tough, would you, Uncle Qiao, have left me?Deng Feng thought with nostalgia.

"Regret?"

"I regret it to death!"

"Then follow your own heart!"

"How to do it?"

"Again!"