Keep the contract

Chapter 46

Three days passed, five days passed, and one week passed, and Yu Haitao still hadn't come back. In addition, it had been raining this week and the weather was getting colder and colder. This made Hu Jianming feel more and more depressed.

Qiu Zhijun had no choice. He told Hu Jianming that if Haitao didn't come back in another week, he would put a missing person notice in the newspaper, and no matter what method he used, he would be found.

Hu Jianming didn't nod or shake his head at Qiu Zhijun's words, his face was calm.

Yu Haitao had disappeared for ten days. On this day, it started to rain suddenly in the middle of the night. Hu Jianming still couldn't fall asleep well. Seeing that it was raining, he immediately turned on the lights and got up, and closed all the windows.

Looking at the increasing rain outside the window, Hu Jianming no longer felt sleepy.

"Beep!"

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and Hu Jianming subconsciously looked at the time. In the middle of the night, he suddenly felt a coolness behind him.

But soon Hu Jianming threw away this thought. He is already in his dozen years, but he is still afraid of ghosts?

At this time, the only thing Hu Jianming could think of was Yu Haitao.

Hu Jianming didn't think much, he opened the door, and saw Yu Haitao who was soaking wet through the iron door. Suddenly, his heart was stabbed severely.

Yu Haitao stood at the door, drenched all over, and his thin body was shivering in the aisle.

Seeing Hu Jianming open the door, Yu Haitao couldn't bear it any longer, squatted down, and burst into tears.

☆. Some opinions and feelings about the novel "The Lover Comes with the Wind"

一

On October 2005, 10, Wang Pengze passed away!

What an ironic ending this is. After reading the book reviews, I realized that Wang Yuzhu was just waiting for Wang Pengze to say the three words "I love you" in the end!

I have been watching the chapter of lifting the ban from the beginning. For me personally, Wang Pengze is a perfect existence. As everyone knows, it is just three simple words, but it may make Wang Yuzhu wait for a lifetime.

This ending reminds me of a martial arts TV series "Snowflake Excalibur" I watched many years ago. The whole movie is about Nie Xiaofeng and her master Luo Xuan.The ending is the same, it is nothing more than letting the one you love say those three humble words to yourself, just wait until someone from the other party dies, but those three words are still in the other party's mouth, tightly clasped tightly.

In fact, in my opinion, Wang Pengze and Luo Xuan are the same. Faced with such an unrequited love that is not rejected or even disgusted by people, psychologically, everyone will be morally concerned and cannot let go.The prejudice of the world, the strange eyes of the world, we who are already in the disadvantaged group, will there be a comedy ending?

Wang Pengze's death may have been preordained long ago. He was such an important existence in Zhuzi's eyes and heart, and Zhuzi paid so much for his love.In Zhuzi’s words, “If Wang Pengze hadn’t visited their village, maybe he would have lived in their remote mountain village all his life, looking up at the sky that might never change, but he just I met Wang Pengze! If Wang Pengze hadn’t been attacked by wolves, he wouldn’t have sacrificed his life for mercy, and he wouldn’t have anything to do with Wang Pengze, except for friends, but fate made everything happen.”

"A beautiful story always has an ending

我 的 就 是 了 你

看 着 你 渐渐 的 背影

就 好像 今生 已 注定

but i want to tell you

I want to tell you that you are my most beautiful experience

我 想 我 不 忘记 你

Even if you leave me at night

就 算雨 下 不 停

在 大雨 的 夜 里

多 希望 美丽 的 梦永远 会 醒

虽然 明知 无法 让 回心 转意

The story always goes on..."

This song may best reflect the relationship between Wang Pengze and Wang Zhuzi.

However, the only regret in this novel is not that Wang Pengze did not say "I love you" to Zhuzi, but that Wang Pengze failed to accompany Zhuzi to the end.

Lovers come with the wind, and eventually go with the wind...

I will always remember——Wang Pengze, and the pillar who waited hard.

two

After thinking about it all night, I couldn't let it go. Although the novel is fictional, I still couldn't accept the fact that Wang Pengze died of illness.

However, no matter what, this ending cannot be changed.

In fact, I really want to say that with Wang Pengze's death, my heart also died. If my lover left, life would be meaningless.Perhaps, this is a selfish act for those who care about themselves and love themselves.But, after all, none of us are so strong, so courageous, to live without a lover.

I am born in the 90s, and I like middle age, but I only hope that I can accompany him and walk to the end of my life naturally. It doesn't matter whether he leaves me first or I leave him in the end. important.

I know why Zhuzi returned to the village in the end, because there was full of his hope. It was also in the village that he met Wang Pengze for the first time. There, there were his beautiful longings and all kinds of longing for Wang Pengze.

I will always remember, on October 2005, 10, the day when Zhuzi's love was frozen forever, and his soul, the day when Wang Pengze flew away forever, Zhuzi will not get married, and he is doomed to die alone forever.

This is a tragedy, a tragedy of reality, a tragedy of being gay.

A lover comes with the wind, and will eventually go with the wind, isn't it...?

three

After thinking for a long time, I have been wondering whether Wang Pengze really loved Zhuzi in his heart, and now I want to understand.

In Wang Pengze's love, there is not only father's love, love between comrades, but also, in his love, there is too much guilt, guilt towards Zhuzi!In the end, I can only express my love for Zhuzi with a sentence of "Thank you, Zhuzi".

Wang Pengze didn't let Zhuzi touch him, but he was always guilty in his heart. He failed to lead Zhuzi to the right path, but instead made him fall deeper and deeper. What he did was nothing more than guilt towards Zhuzi, and he kept that feeling for himself. The bottom line is that Zhu Zi will be less obsessed with himself.Wang Pengze still hopes that Zhuzi will marry a wife and have children, and return to a normal life.It was only later that Wang Pengze said, "I never thought that I, Wang Pengze, would react to men in my life." Wang Pengze compromised, and he seemed to understand that his time was running out, and he had to face the time when he could no longer change the pillar. , he was desperate.

Mixed with feelings of guilt, Wang Pengze finally let go and left.

When he walked, he was very peaceful, because of the pillar, he was always holding his big unconscious hand, accompanying him, walking the path of the soul, he had no regrets, he had no complaints, he just wrote an emotion without complaints or regrets In the process, there is still a trace of guilt towards the pillar.

Wang Pengze should be gratified and feel happy, because the pillar has finally grown into what he said in his mouth: "You will be a person who will not be tempted by fame and fortune, will not be troubled by morality, will follow your inner feelings, and come and go freely. One day you will get rid of all stress, worries, timidity, and resentment, and you will feel that life is very happy."

Zhuzi did it, but Wang Pengze didn't...

Perhaps, if Zhuzi is careful enough, he can understand that Wang Pengze's sentence "Zhuzi, thank you" already contained those simple three words.

And that was what Zhu Zi wanted, the so-called answer!

In 2005, Wang Pengze was 61 years old and Zhuzi was 39 years old.

In 1998, Wang Pengze was 54 years old and Zhuzi was 32 years old.

In 1988, Wang Pengze was 44 years old and Zhuzi was 22 years old.

In 1984, Wang Pengze was 40 years old and Zhuzi was 18 years old.

In 1983, Wang Pengze was 39 years old and Zhuzi was 17 years old.

The time Wang Pengze spent with Zhuzi, except for the 10 years, Wang Pengze lived with Zhuzi, including 10 years of the 5 years, and 10 years later, Wang Pengze and Zhuzi lived together for 7 years , until Wang Pengze died of illness.

In the first 5 years, my life was full of grief and sadness, but in the next 7 years, it was full of pain and regret.

Is the road of comrades so hard?

In 10 years, Zhuzi's hair has turned gray, but his state of mind is still the same as before 10 years ago. His hair turned gray all night, just for the missing Wang Pengze.

I thought about making up another ending for "The Lover", that is, Wang Pengze underwent liver transplantation surgery, but after much deliberation, I decided to forget it. The ending ended in tragedy, an unchangeable fact.

Perhaps it is best to let nature take its course. Since the author has set this novel as a tragedy, it is an unchangeable fact anyway.

We should have known a long time ago that when Wang Pengze fell ill in front of Zhuzi for the first time, the ending was destined to be tragic.

Some of us may not want to see the process, but only want to see the ending, but no matter which aspect you choose, you will not be able to see it comprehensively.

The same is true in life, instead of sitting still, it is better to work hard to open up, even if you fail halfway, you will have no regrets!

I just read this novel now, although I feel regretful that it is a bit late, but I don't care, because I was moved, you have been moved, and I have been moved...