Qiyue Ruomeng

The new semester has begun, and I am not very tired just after the start of school.I started to learn how to make friends, even Zuo Xuan was surprised by my change.Since the last time, Nan Ziruo and I have only met each other occasionally and passed by each other, just like the most familiar strangers.Never another word was spoken.

"Qiyue, I have always wanted to say something to you." Zuo Xuan and I spared a day, and he said he would spend another birthday with me.We sat in the dining room, listening to Zuo Xuan's piano performance for me.He stopped his hand playing the piano, then looked at my position, and said to me.

"Qiyue, I have liked you for a long time. I think please let me take care of you in the years to come, okay, today is your birthday, and I want to be your other half in the years to come." This is my first time Once I heard Zuo Xuan say such disgusting words, I didn't know how to respond.I have always regarded him as a friend and never thought of becoming a couple with him.His sudden confession caught me off guard.I suddenly remembered that the last time I confessed my love to Nan Ziruo, it was so sudden.I now understand Nan Ziruo's mood at the time, she has always regarded me as her best friend.Just like my feelings for Zuo Xuan.

The moment I understood it, I felt so uncomfortable, I just wanted to escape from such a depressing place quickly.I stood up and said "I'm sorry" to Zuo Xuan.Then he seemed to run out of the restaurant.

Maybe it's just drinking some red wine, coupled with the high heels I'm wearing today.Accidentally, I fell on the road.In a panic, I looked at the busy road and the world of feasting and feasting.I just realized that I am totally out of tune with this world.I kept saying that I should learn to cherish the people around me, but I hurt Nan Ziruo and Zuo Xuan.

I got up from the ground, enduring the pain from my knee.I went to a 24-hour convenience store on the side of the road and bought dozens of cans of beer. Now I just want to get drunk, and everything will be fine after I get drunk.

"When will you make people feel at ease?" Already drunk, I was standing by the sea and blowing the sea breeze.But fell into a warm and familiar embrace.Listening to her complaining but caring voice, I reached out and touched her face in a daze.

"Boy, do you know? I like you so much, I really like you, I love you, do you know?" I fell drunk in her arms, repeating what I wanted to say to her.Too explicit a confession, I don't know what the person listening is thinking.

The sun was shining through the window, and I struggled to open my eyes.Looking at this strange environment, I lay on a soft bed.A simple European-style room with a familiar taste.It made me think of that boy named Nan Ziruo for the first time.

"Are you awake?" Nan Ziruo came out of the bathroom, her hair was still dripping, she was wearing a snow-white bathrobe with the neckline open.

"Why are we together?" I looked at Nan Ziruo and asked.

"What do you think?" Nan Ziruo said while wiping his hair.

"My clothes?" I saw that I was actually wearing a silk snow-white nightdress, and asked in surprise.

"You still have the nerve to say that you were drunk last night and molested me. Are you responsible?" Nan Ziruo pointed to the tooth marks on his neck and said with a wicked smile.

"I...I...I'm sorry." I blushed, and after thinking about it, I didn't know what else to say.

"Tsk tsk tsk, you were really amazing last night. I usually see you as soft and weak, but I didn't expect..."

"Nan Ziruo, don't talk about it." Listening to her words, my face blushed like blood was about to drip. I couldn't accept her talking about such embarrassing things for a while.

"I'll be responsible, but I won't bother you and Chi Ai, I'll wait for you." I got out of the bed, then stood on the bed and said domineeringly.

"Haha, Qiyue, why are you so naive? This tooth mark was bitten by you playing with alcohol last night, and what do you think a soft guy like you can do to me? I'm teasing you, who told you You are in charge. But I really changed your clothes, and I happen to have no maid at home, so I can only do it myself." Looking at me, Nan Ziruo laughed suddenly.

"You...I see. I'll leave right away." I sat on the bed like a deflated ball.For a moment, I was glad that maybe there was still a possibility for me and her.Although it was such a dirty and despicable way to get her, at this moment I realized that I still have nothing.Maybe she just made such a joke with me because she regarded me as a friend.Otherwise, she clearly knows that I like her, how could she make such a joke.In the end, I still couldn't get her. She and I were destined, and there was no fate.At this moment, I admit defeat, I withdraw.

"Qiyue, don't be angry, I didn't mean it." Like a child who did something wrong, Nan Ziruo took my hand and said softly.

"Nan Ziruo, I admit defeat. Loving you is really hard. From now on, I won't bother you and Chi Ai anymore. Don't contact me from now on." I pulled out my hand, left the big bed, and picked up my clothes ready to leave.

"Qiyue." Nan Ziruo hugged me from behind, anxiously calling my name.

"Chi Ai and I broke up a long time ago. I've been waiting for you to come back." Nan Ziruo's breath came from behind my ear, itching.

I didn't say anything, just listened to her.

"That night, you confessed to me. I was really surprised at that moment. You are really a good girl. I don't want to hurt you. After all, not many people in this society accept same-sex love. I always thought that Your liking for me is just a kind of dependence. I was afraid that you would mistake your favor for love. So I rejected you. Seeing that you were still very good the next day, I thought you really didn't love me. The final exam is over, you Disappeared. I went to your class every day to find Chi Ai. On the day of the notice, you didn't go. I called your number, but your number became empty. I thought you just disappeared and would never show up. I Ask Zuo Xuan, Zuo Xuan said that he also lost contact with you. I ran to your house to look for you, but I didn’t see your father. I had to ask Zuo Xuan to look for you. I also went to country Y to look for you, but I can’t find it. These two months, I’ve missed you crazily. It’s not that I don’t like you, but I just don’t want you and me to face these difficulties of excluding same-sex love. Chi Ai and I broke up after the final , she knew that I didn't love her, so she said she was willing to quit. Later, I found out that Zuo Xuan contacted you, but I was afraid that you would not answer my call, so I didn't contact you. Until Zuo Xuan told me, please ask him to give you When I changed the dormitory, I asked Chi Ai to change with you. On the day you came back, I saw you looking at Chi Ai and me with red eye circles, so I followed you. I didn’t expect to see you crying alone behind the building Nose. Do you know, I have been waiting for you, waiting for you to come back. Last night, I watched Zuo Xuan confess to you, and you ran out of the restaurant as if running away. I looked for you everywhere, and found you by the sea. You Hold me all the time, cry very sad, you tell me how much you love me. At that moment, I realized that maybe I was wrong, I shouldn't make you so sad. I don't want to worry about those gossips anymore, I I want to be with you, do you agree?" I was both happy and sad when I heard Nan Ziruo's long confession.At first it was because she wanted me to be with me, but the sad thing is that she never said I love you, not even a word I like you.But I think some things are said too easily, and maybe not too true.

"Qiyue." Nan Ziruo's coquettish voice came from behind my ear.

"I finally waited for you. Fortunately, I didn't give up." I turned around, looked up into her eyes and said seriously.

"Fool." Nan Ziruo looked at me tenderly, then hugged me into his arms.

We are finally together, but what we don't know is that my story with her has just begun.